the other side of the cloud

Ni Yunxiu was busy making dinner for Sun Yawei at home, packed her clothes, and asked her to take a bath to relieve her nervousness. Seeing that her mental state improved after eating and taking a bath, Ni Yunxiu suggested that she go to sleep.

After Sun Yawei went to sleep, Ni Yunxiu took his mobile phone to read the information on the mobile phone. There were many questions about work that he needed to answer.

He was busy for quite a while before finally replying Yu Jia's message with all kinds of embarrassment.

Ni Yunxiu replied: "Yu Jia, I'm really busy tonight, can I see you tomorrow?"

Just as Ni Yunxiu replied, Yu Jia sent a message. Yu Jia said, "I still have some information about Gu Yunhong here. Come over to me. I just want to discuss this matter with you."

If it was about Gu Yunhong, Ni Yunxiu thought about it and replied: "Okay."

Seeing about talking about Gu Yunhong, Ni Yunxiu was willing to come to see him, and Yu Jia was very depressed.

At that time, the driver took the bag from Gu Yunhong for Sun Yawei and brought it back. Ni Yunxiu found her mobile phone from Sun Yawei's bag, turned it on for her, recharged it, and left a note for Sun Yawei to wake her up. After that, I called my mother to reassure her, and said that I had work to deal with and needed to go out for a few hours, so that Sun Yawei should not worry about him or go out.

Living in the school, security can be guaranteed, and most of the neighbors around are people he knows, so Ni Yunxiu thought that as long as Sun Yawei didn't go out, his personal safety could be guaranteed.

Ni Yunxiu drove to Yu Jia's villa.

It takes nearly an hour to drive from school to Yu Jia's house.

Along the way, Ni Yunxiu thought about many things.

Sun Yawei has encountered too much misfortune, her physical and mental state are very bad, Ni Yunxiu dare not mention the divorce to Sun Yawei at this juncture, if she mentions it, it will definitely deal a greater blow to Sun Yawei's spirit It will make Sun Yawei commit suicide even more. This is a matter of Sun Yawei's life and must not be done.

If he couldn't divorce Sun Yawei recently, how would he explain this to Yu Jia?

Ni Yunxiu was in a complicated mood and was in a dilemma.Can't think of a good solution for a while.

In fact, as long as Yu Jia can understand the difficulty of this matter, and Yu Jia can accept that he continues to maintain a husband and wife relationship with Sun Yawei, it won't take long, just a year or two, then maybe this matter will be resolved better.

Ni Yunxiu also knew that Yu Jia's character was very domineering most of the time, whatever he wanted, he had to do in the end.Ni Yunxiu knew that it would be difficult to convince Yu Jia about this matter, but he just hoped that the two of them would not get too tense because of this, and that was enough.

The car drove into the garden gate of Yu Jia's villa, and when he returned to this elegant and warm house, Ni Yunxiu found that his worries were not as heavy as before.

He thought, no matter what, he should explain it clearly to Yu Jia first, and then gradually figure out what will happen afterwards.

It's just that he didn't know how to talk about Sun Yawei's matter to Yu Jia, because it was Sun Yawei's private matter, and Sun Yawei didn't want too many people to know about it.

Yu Jia went down the steps himself, stood at the door of the house and watched Ni Yunxiu park the car on the side of the garden road.

When Ni Yunxiu got out of the car, seeing Yu Jia staring at him quietly, he became nervous again, walked towards Yu Jia quickly, and called him softly, "Yu Jia."

Yu Jia sighed and stretched out his hand to Ni Yunxiu.

Without hesitation, Ni Yunxiu handed him his hand, let him hold it, and followed him into the house.

Yu Jia said, "Let's have dinner first."

Ni Yunxiu had already had dinner with Sun Yawei before, but Yu Jia invited him, but he did not refuse, and sat at the restaurant table with Yu Jia.

This meal is not divided into meals as before, but a Chinese meal.

The meals were relatively light, Yu Jia ate slowly, and Ni Yunxiu also ate some.

After dinner, Yu Jia called Ni Yunxiu, "Let's go upstairs and talk."

"Okay." Ni Yunxiu nodded, followed behind him, and the two went upstairs together.

Yu Jia did not take Ni Yunxiu to the study, but took him into the bedroom.

The bedroom is spacious, with two sofas near the floor-to-ceiling glass doors.

Yu Jia sat on one sofa and asked Ni Yunxiu to sit on the other sofa.

After Ni Yunxiu sat down, in the dim and warm light of the floor lamp in the room, he looked at Yu Jia softly, and said softly to him: "Yu Jia, thank you very much today."

Yu Jia said: "Xiuxiu, you know what I mean. I didn't want your thanks to do these things."

Ni Yunxiu said, "I understand what you mean."

Yu Jia said, "It's good that you understand."

Yu Jia looked at Ni Yunxiu seriously, as if sitting on a negotiating table, and said: "Xiuxiu, I understand your pain, and I also know that it is very difficult for you to face Sun Yawei and me. I know you sympathize with Sun Yawei, you You want to help her, so you broke up with me and you married her. So now, do you want to retreat again, don't want to divorce her, and want to put me aside.

"Xiuxiu, it's true that Sun Yawei is very pitiful and needs help and love from others, but have you ever thought about why I bear every pain? Is it fair to me?"

There was sadness in Ni Yunxiu's eyes, and he whispered, "I'm sorry, Yu Jia."

Yu Jia said with a straight face: "I don't want to hear sorry."

Ni Yunxiu didn't know what to say for a while.

Yu Jia continued: "I don't know what exactly Sun Yawei said to you, which made you retreat again and don't want to divorce her."

Ni Yunxiu said: "Yu Jia, it's not that I don't know how to divorce Weiwei, but I don't think it's appropriate to make this request to her now. She is in a very bad physical and mental state now. If I propose a divorce to her now, it will be a big deal. It will be a huge blow to her, no matter what, I can't do this kind of thing, in her most difficult time, I must be by her side and get through the current predicament with her."

Yu Jia stared at Ni Yunxiu, and asked: "Xiuxiu, let me ask a question. You said that you can't divorce her because of the bad situation. If Sun Yawei has always been like this, do you want to be divorced for the rest of your life? She is together? Then what am I? You have been to me like that before, and you have been separated from me for several years. You know? ? Until this life is over before you can be freed?"

Ni Yunxiu stared at him blankly, the pain was like blood flowing in his body, which made him not know how to respond for a moment.

Yu Jia was in despair immediately, but if Ni Yunxiu said a few words of comfort, he would not be in such despair.

He stood up angrily and walked up to Ni Yunxiu. He squatted down in front of Ni Yunxiu, reached out and grabbed Ni Yunxiu's slender hand tightly, and said, "Xiuxiu, what you have done makes me very sad. I am very angry and I will not forgive you. If you abandon me again, I will not forgive you."

Ni Yunxiu was in great pain, he leaned over and hugged Yu Jia, and said, "Don't do this."

Yu Jia didn't want to hear this, he pushed him away, stood up, and said excitedly: "Tell me not to do this! Then what should I do! You bastard!"

Ni Yunxiu didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only say: "Weiwei's situation won't be that bad. She is a very strong person."

Yu Jia said angrily: "I don't want to hear you talk about Sun Yawei, I don't want to hear her name. Don't talk about her in front of me."

Ni Yunxiu looked at him awkwardly, and when Yu Jia vented his emotions, he could only keep silent.

Yu Jia's eyes were flushed, and he said in pain: "Every time you put me in the back and everyone else in the front. You said that if there was no Sun Yawei, would there be other people? Although you say you love me, but in your heart you don't You don't pay much attention to my feelings, do you? Ni Yunxiu, do you think you can hurt me freely and unscrupulously?"

Ni Yunxiu said sadly: "No, Yu Jia, I didn't mean that. It's really not like that."

Yu Jia said: "Is there any credibility in your words? I clearly agreed before that I would divorce Sun Yawei within half a year. What are you thinking now? You have no such plan at all, do you? Why don't you take me Put your own feelings first, and always put other people's feelings first."

Ni Yunxiu said: "That's not true, Yu Jia, I care about your feelings."

Yu Jia said angrily: "How do you want me to believe your words? I swore that I would stay with me for the rest of my life, and I won't count after I finish speaking. How can I believe you? I can't believe you at all. .”

Ni Yunxiu said: "No, Yu Jia, I just didn't expect such a thing to happen to Weiwei at the time."

Yu Jia said: "Look, just like what I just said, you don't put me first, but if you put me first, then you will consider my feelings first. Consider me first After thinking about how to solve problems for other people. But obviously, you don’t think so. Ni Yunxiu, you don’t care that I’m hurt, you don’t care that I’m disappointed in you, do you?”

Ni Yunxiu looked at him in pain and said, "That's not it, I just want to..."

Yu Jia said coolly: "What do you think? What do you think? You tell me."

Ni Yunxiu said: "I just think, I love you, and you love me too. We have had many good memories together. To love someone is not just to make the other person happy, not just to experience happiness together, but also to consider More, we have to make longer-term plans for each other. Because we love each other, Yu Jia, I can bear the suffering for you, as long as it is good for your future. I think you can also bear the pain for me. I think that being in love doesn't mean being together, I know I love you, I know you have a good life, and I can bear the pain of parting and the loneliness of thinking alone."

Yu Jia yelled incomprehensibly: "What are you talking about, I can't understand, I can't accept, why we love each other, but we can't be together. I don't want to do this."

Ni Yunxiu said: "We always have to consider other people's feelings and the future."

Yu Jia's eyes were crazy, but his tone was very cold, and said: "Whose feelings are you considering? Why? I don't want to do this. Xiuxiu, if you say you love me, then you have to put me first. Try your best to stay with me all the time, you only have me in your heart, you can’t think about other people, you have to do this. I don’t accept others.”

Ni Yunxiu looked at him with a complicated expression, and said: "But I can't do this, Yu Jia, we are all adults. We can't just live for this kind of love. We have many other things to do, and we have to worry about it." Other people's feelings. Take responsibility for yourself, not just do whatever you want."

Yu Jia was full of irritability and walked back and forth in front of Ni Yunxiu. He looked back at Ni Yunxiu and said angrily, "What nonsense are you talking about? I don't want to hear it. I won't be dismissed by your words like that."

Ni Yunxiu said: "I told you before that there are big differences between our outlook on the world, outlook on life, and outlook on love. When we were in a long-distance relationship, the conflicts were still easy to resolve. If we were together every day, we would definitely have trouble. Big conflict, when the time comes, we hurt each other, and it will be even more sad. Love can be passionate, but you have to live together for a long time, just love is not enough, and there are many other things to consider. Always compromise for each other. "

Yu Jia said: "These are not problems at all. There is no problem at all. It is your thinking that is wrong. As long as you don't think that way, there is no problem."

Ni Yunxiu said: "Yu Jia, let's not quarrel over this kind of thing for now, can we?"

Yu Jia said: "No, why can't we discuss this matter, this matter is the most important thing."

Ni Yunxiu said: "Tell me that you are here to discuss about Gu Yunhong. You have more information about Gu Yunhong here."

Yu Jia said angrily: "Look at you, you only care about Sun Yawei's affairs. Is it because you don't come to me without Gu Yunhong's information, do you think so?"

Ni Yunxiu said: "Of course, I don't think so. I just think that things have priorities. Let's solve the big problems first, and then discuss other things."

Yu Jia laughed, "You mean that I am not important, my feelings are not important, my thoughts are not important, my pain is not important, it is not important that you come to see me, the things related to Sun Yawei are the most important, right?"

Ni Yunxiu really wanted him not to make trouble for no reason, but he knew that saying this would make Yu Jia angry again.

Ni Yunxiu looked at Yu Jia quietly, hoping that he could regain his sanity.

Yu Jia stared at Ni Yunxiu condescendingly, and said, "Next, I do want to talk to you about Gu Yunhong, but before talking about Gu Yunhong, I have something else to say."

Ni Yunxiu nodded, waiting for him to finish speaking.

Yu Jia said: "If I help Sun Yawei solve Gu Yunhong's matter here, you must divorce her within half a year, you must return to me, and you must only have me in your heart, and you are not allowed to see Sun Yawei in the future."

Ni Yunxiu stared at him blankly, not knowing whether to answer yes or no, he thought, a little bit, how could he never meet Sun Yawei in the future, it's unrealistic.At this time, Yu Jia was completely stuck in a dead end, and his speech was completely irrational.

He didn't respond to Yu Jia's words, which were obviously unreasonable.

Yu Jia looked at him and continued: "You can't do it if you don't agree, anyway, I have already thought about it. I can't swallow my anger and let you abandon me like I did six years ago. I only know that I am sad, but I don't go. Trouble with you. If you don't consider my suggestion just now, then I can do the decisive thing that Sun Yawei did. We will both lose. I have a lot of photos and videos of you and me before, I'll send these to your school to see how you can be a teacher in your school in the future. You can't find a job, don't you have to come back to me?"

Ni Yunxiu stared at him blankly, feeling as if he had never known Yu Jia before, such Yu Jia made him feel strange and scary.

Yu Jia said, "Do you think I'm going too far?"

Ni Yunxiu didn't answer.

Yu Jia said: "Am I going too far? Isn't Sun Yawei doing things like this? Sun Yawei makes trouble like this, and you feel sorry for her. Why can't I?"

Ni Yunxiu said that these are completely different things.

Yu Jia said: "Think about it yourself, I'm definitely not joking. Now, let me tell you about the problem between Sun Yawei and Gu Yunhong."