the other side of the cloud

Perhaps because of drinking, Yu Jia felt that his mood fluctuated a bit.

He entered the bedroom, but he didn't intend to take a bath, but opened the French door on the balcony. The autumn wind brought the fragrance of the rose in the garden onto Yu Jia's face. I sat down on the swing chair and looked up at the moon in the sky.

Maybe it will rain, and the moon will have a halo around it.

I remember one time, during the summer vacation of a certain year when I was an undergraduate, he and Ni Yunxiu drove for a self-driving tour.

He never agreed with the two of them traveling by car, because they were too tired and had to drive, so how could they enjoy the scenery and get along with each other?

He suggested bringing a driver and a nanny, and driving a small RV, with the driver driving and the nanny taking care of the rest, which is safer and easier.

Ni Yunxiu disagreed, and said that if he insisted on doing this, he would not travel by car. Ni Yunxiu would also find a part-time job, and would not spend the summer vacation with Yu Jia.

Yu Jia had no choice but to compromise, so the two had to drive on their own to go on a self-driving tour. They went to the Qinghai Lake Ring Road, and the other drove for two hours. It was very tiring, but also very happy.

One day, it was already night, but the two of them hadn't arrived at the hotel yet. Looking through the car window, there was such a moon in the sky.

Ni Yunxiu pointed to the moon and said: "That is the halo of the moon. It is because there are very thin clouds in the sky. When the moonlight passes through, it will be refracted by the ice crystals, forming a colorful circle of light. When this happens, it is likely to rain."

That day, the moon was so bright, the air was so fresh, and the person sitting beside him was so close, as long as he stretched out his hand, he could hold the other's hand.

Before they drove to the county, the rain began to fall, and the rain hit the car window glass, fine and dense. He parked the car on the side of the road surrounded by rapeseed fields, and kissed his lover in the sound of the rain, The two waited until the rain stopped before continuing to start the car and go to the hotel to check in.

At that time, Ni Yunxiu also said: "Yu Jia, look, this day, this moonlight, this earth, this rain, whoever can enjoy it here, we don't need a driver or a nanny, as long as we are together , it’s good, isn’t it.”

Yu Jia nodded in agreement, yes, as long as the two of them are together, it's fine.

Thinking about what happened at that time, Yu Jia couldn't help feeling sad again, and started to cry unconsciously.

When he realized that he was crying, he got bored with himself again, and felt that Ni Yunxiu was a very, very hard-hearted person.

Yu Jia didn't think he had anything wrong with Ni Yunxiu. When they were together, he was good enough to Ni Yunxiu, and he didn't think that Ni Yunxiu didn't love him at that time. The two really loved each other at that time, so he couldn't understand Why did Ni Yunxiu betray him.

After thinking about it, he could only think that maybe Ni Yunxiu wasn't even bisexual, he was just a very pure straight man, so when he was young, he softened his heart and agreed to fall in love with him, but when Ni Yunxiu grew up and matured, He couldn't bear to be his own wife anymore, he wanted to be with women and get married.

Yu Jia continued to stare at the moon in the sky in a daze. Thinking of Ni Yunxiu talking about breaking up with himself, Ni Yunxiu was very firm at the time and said, "Yu Jia, let's break up. I'm getting married soon, we are not suitable to be together."

Yu Jia couldn't understand what Ni Yunxiu meant at the time, but when Ni Yunxiu told Yu Jia everything about the situation, saying that his marriage partner was going to have a baby and he had to get married before the baby was born, Yu Jia was going crazy. Ni Yunxiu got angry and called him a liar, called him inhumane, and called him for not keeping his promise, but it was useless no matter how much he called Ni Yunxiu, because Ni Yunxiu was a very cruel person.

Ni Yunxiu said: "Yu Jia, we are adults, we should not only live for our own happiness, but also live for our own responsibilities. Don't be sad, you will find someone more suitable for you in the future, and you will be happy of."

Yu Jia yelled angrily, "Who wants to hear you say this, go away, go away, you bastard, hypocrite, you are a rotten person if you are with women behind my back. I won't like it anymore Yours, Ni Yunxiu, I will feel sick when I think of you in the future."

Ni Yunxiu silently watched him get angry, and then left.

When Ni Yunxiu really left, Yu Jia couldn't stand it anymore.

In the next six months, Ni Yunxiu married that woman, and that woman gave birth to a daughter, but Yu Jia lived in a muddle, living in resentment towards Ni Yunxiu every day, and even sent someone to help him find out about Ni Yunxiu, He found that even though he resented Ni Yunxiu, he still couldn't forget him, and couldn't stop loving him. He still missed him all the time, looked at his social accounts, and watched those videos and photos with him, so he thought again later For this reason, I asked Ni Yunxiu to meet at my home, and I wanted to ask him to get back together.

Yu Jia always thought that Ni Yunxiu would be soft-hearted when facing him, because when Ni Yunxiu first agreed to fall in love with him, it was because of soft-heartedness that he couldn't refuse, but he didn't expect that this trick of crying and fussing didn't work.

He cried and begged Ni Yunxiu, saying: "I don't care if you get married and have children. Really, I can raise you and your wife and children together. Xiuxiu, I don't care. Let's get back together. I really miss you." ,I can not live without you."

Ni Yunxiu looked at him obsessively, he thought that Ni Yunxiu would agree to him, but Ni Yunxiu finally pushed him away, turned around and was about to leave.

Yu Jia hugged him and refused to let him go, even kissed him, pulled his clothes and pants to want to fuck him.Ni Yunxiu looked very thin, and Yu Jia once thought that Ni Yunxiu was not as strong as himself, but when Ni Yunxiu really used his strength, he was not an opponent at all, so it ended with Ni Yunxiu slapping him hard.

That was the first time and possibly the last time Ni Yunxiu hit him. He stayed there for a while, and told himself not to be mean again.

**

In fact, more than five years have passed since then, but no matter when I think about it, it feels as clear as yesterday, and the pain has never been weakened.

Why do I always remember what happened at that time, and have been in such pain? Yu Jia doesn’t want to deceive himself, he knows that he still can’t let go of Ni Yunxiu, he can’t pass this hurdle, he doesn’t mind if Ni Yunxiu betrayed him because a woman hurt him, he cares more about whether Ni Yunxiu can’t let go It was his again.

Maybe this is retribution. Ni Yunxiu betrayed him because of Sun Yawei, but now Sun Yawei betrayed Ni Yunxiu again.

Yu Jia didn't think it was incomprehensible that Sun Yawei betrayed Ni Yunxiu. Although Ni Yunxiu was good-looking, a real young talent, and now a university teacher and associate professor with a decent job, he was just good-looking.Although Yu Jia hasn't seen Ni Yunxiu for several years, he knows everything about Ni Yunxiu very clearly.

Ni Yunxiu’s school salary is not too high. According to Yu Jia’s knowledge, the annual income is only 10,000+, plus other incomes, Ni Yunxiu’s annual income is at most more than 20. He is now working as a small tutor under his tutor , not only to manage the chores of the teaching and research section for the academician boss, but also to guide the students, and to do their own work and research.There are several echelons of junior tutors in his tutor team, and everyone else has higher qualifications than Ni Yunxiu. Ni Yunxiu stayed in school because of the tutor's favor. Being an associate professor at a young age is completely promoted by the big boss. Other aspects are sure It takes a lot of anger, and there is not a lot of intrigue in the teaching and research offices of the school.

Ni Yunxiu is like this, and he has to support a house, wife and children.His wife Sun Yawei is a single-parent family. Sun Yawei's father passed away when she was in elementary school. Her mother is not a decent person. She is a primary school teacher. She has dated several boyfriends but never married. I also took early retirement to take care of the children for the two of them.

And Ni Yunxiu's family can't give Ni Yunxiu any support. Ni Yunxiu's mother used to be a dance teacher at S University Art College. When Ni Yunxiu was in junior high school, she died of breast cancer. Before his mother died after getting sick, his father cheated on him. An illegitimate child, his father remarried after his mother passed away, and Ni Yunxiu had a very bad relationship with his father, and he was even weary of the world because of this.Ni Yunxiu has lived on campus since high school, and hardly ever goes home after college, so he spends a lot of time with Yu Jia.

Yu Jiaxin said that Ni Yunxiu's family life is so stressful, daily necessities, rice, oil and salt, and revolves around an energetic child, Yu Jia's head gets dizzy thinking about it, thinking that if I am a beautiful woman, I will go out to find some excitement.

However, thinking that if his husband was Ni Yunxiu, he felt that he could endure the boring and boring life.

Yu Jia thought that he didn't know how Ni Yunxiu felt when he knew about his wife's cheating. At this time, he was so uncomfortable that he hid in the bathroom and didn't want to face the outside world, or he was already arguing with his wife.

With Ni Yunxiu's forbearance, he may not quarrel with Sun Yawei directly in front of his mother-in-law and children, but he has always been a practical man, and he may not be completely inactive.

So what will Ni Yunxiu do?

Will Ni Yunxiu endure being cuckolded by his wife?

Will the two get divorced?

Will the two get divorced?

Ni Yunxiu might get a divorce.

Ni Yunxiu will divorce.

Yu Jia continued to look at the moon halo, reached out and touched the railing on the balcony, and found that there was a thin layer of water on the railing, maybe it will rain in the middle of the night, thinking like this, Yu Jia felt better, and since He got up on the swing chair, entered the bedroom, closed the glass door, and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Before going to bed, Yu Jia turned on the phone, and the lock screen of the phone showed two hands clasped together, wearing a pair of platinum rings on the left ring finger of both hands.

Yu Jia looked at the lock screen for at least a minute, and then said softly, "Oh, Xiuxiu, you also have today. How does it feel to be cuckolded by your wife?"