Morbid domestication

Feng Chen really knows me!

There was a surge of excitement in my heart, because this was the first person I saw who knew me before I lost my memory, except for Feng Jue.

"you know me?"

The other party's expression suddenly became a little weird, as if he wanted to say something but couldn't say it, his expression was extremely tangled.

Seeing that Feng Chen didn't speak, I quickly repeated: "I mean we knew each other before?"

I looked at Feng Chen earnestly, hoping that the other party would say something, no matter what.

Feng Chen's lips moved, and he said, "Why—"

"—Take the second young master down."

Feng Jue interrupted Feng Chen's words, and ordered coldly, his tall figure stood in front of me, blocking my sight again.

I subconsciously took a step outside, and before I could say anything, I saw the two male servants who just stepped forward quickly, half-forced Feng Chen to go downstairs.

Feng Chen immediately shouted: "Feng Jue, are you crazy—! Uh!"

One of the male servants quickly covered Feng Chen's mouth, and was about to take Feng Chen downstairs in a few steps.

Immediately, I was in a hurry, I rushed out with a stride, and shouted: "Wait!"

How could the servants listen to me, they didn't even pause for a moment, they forcefully brought Feng Chen to the stairs.

Feng Chen used both hands and feet, tightly hugging the railing, making an excited "huh" sound from his mouth, and his eyes almost burst into sparks.

I was about to go forward to rescue Feng Chen, but a pair of powerful hands behind me grabbed my shoulders tightly. I couldn't struggle, so I had to turn around, and saw Feng Jue with an expressionless face.

"Feng Jue! Why are you doing this? Isn't he your brother!" I spoke hurriedly, even calling Feng Jue's name directly.

Feng Chenhao at the corner of the stairs also broke free from the bondage gap, scolding hoarsely, "Feng Jue! Fuck! Are you fucking crazy?! Are you trying to kill our Feng family! That's Xu—"

Before Feng Chen finished speaking, his mouth was covered again. A few men in black clothes quickly came up downstairs, and they took over Feng Chen from the male servants neatly, and finally almost lifted him up. , Shengsheng pushed Feng Chen out of the gate of the villa.

I watched the door of the villa shut heavily, and that sound seemed to cut off my only connection with the outside world. Thinking of the series of absurd things just now, the string of reason in my mind was hovering on the verge of breaking.

"Feng Jue!" I stared at Feng Jue closely, my voice trembling because of trying to suppress the excessive emotions: "Why did you do this? Am I shameful? What did your brother mean just now?"

Compared to my excitement, Feng Jue was too calm. He lowered his head slightly, glanced at me lightly, and said, "Xiaoyi, come with me."

The almost commanding tone and strong attitude ignited a fire on my emotions that were on the verge of eruption, and my emotions exploded completely.

I pushed Feng Jue away and shouted uncontrollably: "I don't want to go!"

Feng Jue's body was pushed back a little by me, but he still stood firmly in front of me. He didn't speak again, but looked at me calmly.

I looked back without showing any sign of weakness.

No one was speaking, the corridor was dimly lit, only my heavy breathing could be heard in the quiet air, the seal was still faint, as if waiting for me to calm down.

After a few long minutes, my breathing calmed down, and my sanity came back with it.

what did I do?

"Xiaoyi." Feng Jue spoke, his voice was as gentle as ever, as if he wasn't angry at all for my out-of-control behavior just now.

I saw Feng Jue moved, and before my brain could react, my body had already taken a step back.

Feng Jue didn't give me time to dodge, he stepped forward a few steps, and confined me to the edge of the railing with a strong posture.

My lower back was hurt by the wooden railing, and my upper body was suspended in mid-air because of my backward leaning. The feeling of empty back made me think that I was about to fall.

Feng Jue in front of me raised his hand, slowly caressed my face, stroked it gently a few times, and finally lifted my chin, almost forcing me to look up at him.

I was forced to look up at Feng Jue, looked at his slightly narrowed eyes, and heard him say: "Don't make me angry, okay?"

His voice and expression are very calm, but such a calm appearance makes me feel creepy. I have an illusion that I am pressed under its claws by an evil beast, and if I am not careful, I will be caught by the opponent The sharp teeth tear it apart and eat it into the stomach.

My back was involuntarily straightened, my hairs stood on end, and I couldn't even breathe.

I spoke with difficulty, as if begging for mercy: "First, sir..."

Feng Jue tilted his head slightly, and asked as if asking for my opinion: "Now, can you come to the study with me?"

I replied obediently like a domesticated pet: "Okay..."

In the study room, I sat on the sofa on one side a little awkwardly, looking at the seal behind the desk.

It was evening now, the study room was not turned on, and the dim light came through the window behind Feng Jue, covering his body with a layer of gold, but also hiding his face in the shadows.

I couldn't see Feng Jue's expression clearly, which made me extremely flustered.

After a while, Feng Jue finally spoke: "Why didn't you go back upstairs."

I knew he was asking me why I didn't listen to him at first, and went back to the bedroom obediently.

"First, sir...I just..." My brain was running at high speed, trying to find a reasonable explanation.

"Just what?"

"I..." I couldn't think of a reason, even if I did, Feng Jue wouldn't believe it.

Sure enough, Feng Jue interrupted me with a deep voice: "Xiao Yi, you are too bad."

Hey, this word again, I trembled like a conditioned reflex.

After the study incident last time, Feng Jue also told me to be good. After that, I was thrown in the villa and spent three days like a ghost. What about this time?Will I be punished again this time?

Thinking of the punishment I might encounter, my breath became short of breath, and I quickly apologized.

"I'm sorry sir, I, I was wrong."

After I apologized, Feng Jue didn't speak.

The last ray of light outside the window also sank, and the study was almost plunged into complete darkness. I could only vaguely see Feng Jue's figure, and the air was filled with a palpitating tranquility. The atmosphere was so oppressive that I couldn't breathe.

After a while, when I was hesitating whether to apologize again, I heard Feng Jue speak. He spoke very slowly, and every word seemed to hit my heart directly.

"I don't want a next time."

"No!" I promised almost eagerly.

The room suddenly lit up with a cold white light, the darkness faded, and the invisible pressure seemed to fade away.

I was dazzled by the light, and when I saw it clearly, Feng Jue had already walked in front of me, he reached out and touched the top of my head, and said softly: "Okay, your body is fine, I will take you back to the bedroom to rest."

"...it is good."

After receiving the signal that the crisis was over, I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. I swear, I never want to come to Feng Jue's study room again.

I stood up, but my legs softened because of being stiff for too long. I couldn't control myself and fell to the side. The next second, I was embraced by Feng Jue's powerful arms.

I was pulled into his arms by Feng Jue, he stroked my back in a comforting manner, and said with a gentle smile, "The little prince got angry today, it's because Mr. did not do well, and he won't do it in the future."

That gentle, loving Feng Jue came back again, and his change was so fast that I felt in a trance that the person who just warned me in the dark not to have another time was just imagined by me.

I leaned against Feng Jue's body and didn't dare to move, I was as stiff as a piece of wood.

Feng Jue didn't care at all, and after hugging me for a while, he coaxed, "I'll take you back."

During the walk to the bedroom, Feng Jue walked beside me, and finally the two of us stood in front of my bedroom door.

Feng Jue opened the door thoughtfully, and motioned to me: "Go, get some rest early."

I stood still and didn't move.On the way from the study to the bedroom, many thoughts turned in my mind, accompanied by the constant depression in my heart.

No one told me how to get along as a couple, but the current relationship between Feng Jue and me often makes me feel uncomfortable and suffocated.

I am deeply aware of the disparity in status between me and Feng Jue in this relationship, I always have to be obedient, always follow the track arranged by Feng Jue, and I can't get off track in the slightest.

Should lovers be like this?

I took a deep breath, turned my head to look at Feng Jue behind me, and asked my doubts.

"Sir, I don't understand."

I tried to keep my tone calm: "Can't I see your family? But you said before that if I didn't lose my memory in a car accident, we would get married at the end of the year."

Feng Jue didn't speak, just looked at me quietly.

"Sir, may I know why?" I looked at Feng Jue stubbornly, wanting an answer.

"Xiaoyi, you have lost your memory. I didn't want you to know many things." Feng Jue replied.

"Aren't we lovers? Can't I know about your family?"

"My family is very complicated, I don't want those things to stain your ears." Feng Jue looked at me, raised his hand to stroke my face, his eyes became fascinated again, "My little prince, you just need to be like this , It’s enough to be so simple and happy all the time.”

"But sir—"

"Okay." Feng Jue interrupted me, retracted his hand and signaled, "You are tired, Xiaoyi, now go to rest."

Feng Jue didn't want to talk about it, so I had no choice but to go back to the bedroom.

I was lying on the bed, but I couldn't fall asleep. I was not sleepy at all from last night until this afternoon, but Feng Jue asked me to rest, so I could only rest.

I leaned sideways and looked at the sky outside the window. In fact, I couldn't see any scenery at all. In the sky tonight, there were no stars or moons. At a glance, it was pitch black.

I recall in my mind every bit of what happened since I woke up until now.

Zhang Bo's surveillance, Feng Jue's hot and cold, the photos in the study, the unexpected lethargy, Feng Jue's unexpected look when he was allergic to seafood, Feng Chen's strange reaction when he saw me in the afternoon.

There is also a sense of disobedience that has been lingering since I woke up.

All these are intertwined, and finally gathered in my brain, forming a guess that makes me shudder-are we really lovers?

Once this guess comes out, the pressure cannot be suppressed.

The brain seems to be split into two parts, one part is desperately denying it, after all, Feng Jue seems to love me very much most of the time, and those meticulous care cannot be faked;

The other part analyzes and concludes in an incomparably calm manner, at least after three years of being together, the lover will not know that the other party is allergic to seafood, and will not force the other party to do things they don't like.

I suddenly felt a chill all over my body, and couldn't help wrapping the quilt around me even more tightly.

If Feng Jue wasn't my lover, why did he take care of me who lost my memory in a car accident?

From my self-awareness during the period of waking up, I don't think I have anything to plot, and with Feng Jue's own conditions, he doesn't seem to be someone who needs to force others.

but if....

I buried my head under the covers and forced myself to stop this horrible guess.

If the eyes full of love are fake, and the hot words of love are fake, then what is real?

In just over a dozen days, I, who have no memory, have gradually built up my understanding of the world because of Feng Jue. Now if you tell me that Feng Jue’s love is fake, then everything I know when I wake up will be lost. collapse.

I was terrified, and I didn't have the courage to break the status quo.