Morbid domestication

Morbid domestication chapter reading, (completed) I have a boyfriend after waking up from amnesia? ,-Xu. Niu Hulu's. Tang Yi-About Xiaoyi's mobile phone not calling the police, I'm afraid someone will ask later. Let me explain, people with amnesia will subconsciously know what this thing does when they see it Yes, for example see...

This is the No.40 four days I lived in this villa.

At this moment, I was hiding under the quilt, holding up my mobile phone, and opened the first page of the black notebook.

"The stars finally found the little prince."

I saw this sentence when I was on the third floor. I stopped for a while and turned to the next page. The second page only had one sentence.

"As I expected, he still shines when he grows up,"

Before I could think about it, I turned another page.

"He doesn't remember me."

next page.

"I want to touch him, I want to be the only star beside the little prince."

next page.

"He is eye-catching, and there is a shadow behind him."

next page.

"He has changed, he is no longer pure, like countless human beings, he is no longer the only white with those dirty desires."

next page.

"Perfection should not be broken, everyone in the world can sink into filth, only he can't!"

next page.

"I still want him."

next page.

"But he doesn't want to."

next page.

"I built a golden cage for my little prince, and personally helped him cut off the troubles of the outside world. I think he will be willing to be with me.

...

This is the end of the diary. I read it back and forth several times, and found nothing else.

I closed the diary almost with trembling hands, and there was a wave of turmoil in my heart, which made my head groan.

My brain was extremely chaotic, and all kinds of thoughts finally converged into a clear answer: Feng Jue and I are not lovers.

The shaky persistence in my heart also collapsed.

Scenes of getting along with Feng Jue in the past flashed in my mind, Feng Jue's careful care, gentle love words, and finally I remembered the eyes that Feng Jue occasionally looked at me, the heart-pounding fanaticism and obsession.

I collapsed on the bed almost powerless, fear, anger, disgust, all kinds of strong negative emotions almost overwhelmed me.

I don't know what kind of thoughts Feng Jue had in writing this diary, but every single word in it makes my hair stand on end.

I probably guessed the past between me and Feng Jue.

I should have had an intersection with the other party when I was a child, but this intersection is definitely not much, it may be just a few encounters.

Feng Jue has been looking for me all these years, and finally found me by some chance, but I don't remember him.

Feng Jue should have tried to get in touch with me before amnesia, and even investigated and followed me for a long time, only to find that I was not as good as he imagined.

Maybe Feng Jue thought about giving up on me, but in the end he locked me up.

Just because I have changed, I am no longer the perfect me in his mind, so he took me to this villa and locked me up.

Is he crazy?

I don't know if this truth is too unbelievable or because I have been staying in a confined space, I have some shortness of breath.

I lifted the quilt abruptly, exposing myself to the slightly cool air, I took a big mouthful of oxygen, and after a few seconds, my mind became slightly clearer,

Staring at a dark ceiling, I began to analyze my situation.

First, after I was imprisoned, I lived under the surveillance of Feng Jue every day-the monitor on the wall had a reasonable explanation.

Second, before I lost my memory, I should have been followed for at least half a year—from the photos on that wall, I can see my clothing transition from thin shirts to thick coats.

Third, even my inexplicable amnesia was caused by the other party—whether I didn’t have any wounds on my body after the car accident, or this diary, all showed that my amnesia was not so simple.

After reaching these conclusions, I calmed down strangely.

I don't know why, as the person in charge of the EM Group, I have been missing for nearly a month and a half and no one has found me, and the outside world has no information about my disappearance.

Because if there is such news, the last time I chatted with Ren Yan, he would not have been ignorant of it.

Maybe it's because the sealing formula is too powerful, or maybe it's because of some unspeakable reasons that the news of my disappearance was blocked.

But these are not the point, the point is that I want to save myself, I want to escape!

It is impossible for me to stay in this villa forever and be the canary in Feng Jue's palm.

But now I can't even get out of this villa.

I was almost watched by Uncle Zhang throughout the day, not only Uncle Zhang, but now that I think about it, those tall and burly male servants are not easy, even if I can avoid Uncle Zhang and the servants, the locked door outside the villa The gates and high walls are not something I can easily climb over.

Even though I found a way to escape from the villa smoothly, there were new problems.

This villa was built in a very remote place. I discovered this when I went to the seaside with Feng Jue last time. Feng Chen who broke in by accident also said the same thing. Run out on two legs.

The memory of that inexplicable drowsiness in the car suddenly flashed in my mind. Now that I think about it, I'm afraid it was to prevent me from remembering the route.

Feng Jue...

These two words twirled on the tip of my tongue, a kind of unconcealable and complicated emotions surged up, and there was a slight pain in my heart.

It's ridiculous, at this moment, there is still a voice in my heart telling me to love him.

My head suddenly started to hurt again, like a needle prick, I couldn't help curling up, covering my head to relieve the sudden pain in vain.

Wait, I suddenly opened my eyes wide as if I remembered something!

No, not right!How could I suddenly fall in love with Feng Jue?

I love him because I think of old memories, and I do think of a lot of the times we used to be together...

But in fact, we may have never been together before, so how can we have those past memories.

My brain tricked me?Are those so-called memories I recalled false?

I suddenly thought of that strange Dr. Li.

Yes, how could there be such a strange way of treatment?Awaken the memory deep in my brain by chatting and sleeping?

I had doubts, I had doubts from the beginning.

Now it seems that it was Dr. Li who used some means to implant me with memories that didn't exist when I was sleeping.

Fake!all fake!It was fake from the start!

This is a complete scam, just to make me willingly be a fool and rely on Feng Jue wholeheartedly.

All the strange places have answers.

I was clutching the quilt tightly, and my teeth were creaking. Once the false love does not exist, I now only have anger and hatred for Feng Jue!

This is my No.40 five days of living in this villa.

I thought a lot, and made a lot of plans in my heart. I almost stayed up all night until I saw a faint light by the window.

I am very calm now, I have never been so calm before, I must escape before Feng Jue returns from a business trip.

And now there are still five days before Feng Jue returns to the villa, I have to escape on at least the fourth day.

At 8:00, Zhang Bo's constant knocking sounded at the door like countless mornings.

I got up without any emotion, washed up and went downstairs, and even took a photo and sent it to Feng Jue while I was having breakfast, just like a few days ago, I wish I could share everything with him.

After breakfast, it was time for me to read. Instead of staying in the study downstairs as usual, I grabbed two books and prepared to go to the garden.

As a result, before he could walk out the door, he was blocked by an expected person.

Uncle Zhang stood one meter away from me and asked, "Mr. Xu, where are you going?"

"Go to the garden." After I answered blankly, I wanted to bypass him and continue walking outside.

Unexpectedly, the other party stood in front of me again, with the corner of his mouth curved in the same arc for thousands of years and continued: "The garden is too dewy in the morning, you'd better go to the study."

I glanced at him, took out my mobile phone, and quickly dialed Feng Jue's number.

"Mr. Xu, what do you mean?" Uncle Zhang's face changed slightly.

I ignored him and just quietly waited for Feng Jue to answer the phone.

When the "beep" sounded to the fifth beep, Feng Jue's voice finally came from the phone: "Xiaoyi?"

"Sir, did I bother you?" After getting no answer, I continued: "That's right, sir. I want to go to the garden to read, but Uncle Zhang doesn't allow me. I don't know why he wants to stop me, sir. Can you speak to him?"

Feng Jue was silent for a second: "Xiao Yi, give Uncle Zhang the phone."

I smiled and handed the phone to Uncle Zhang.

Uncle Zhang glanced at me with complicated eyes, took the phone and walked a few steps away, and called out to Mr. Wang in a respectful tone.

I don't know what Feng Jue said on the phone, I can only see Zhang Bo's tense back, and the echoing voices from time to time.

But 2 minutes later, Uncle Zhang came back, handed me the phone with both hands, bent down to me and said: "Mr. Xu, I'm sorry for my rudeness just now, you can go to the garden now."

"It's okay." I took the phone back: "I just hope you don't have a next time."