Morbid domestication

I started to recuperate in the hospital.

Xu Tangyi cared about me very much, he came to the hospital almost every morning, and stayed with me for half a day. He seemed to try to make up for the regrets we hadn't seen in these years, and tried every means to treat me well, wishing he could do everything himself.

But he was really busy, every time he came and didn’t sit for a while, he started to answer the phone continuously. Once I got out of bed to go to the bathroom, and when I passed the door, because the door was not closed properly, his voice on the phone was intermittent Seeing through, I vaguely heard his words like "Feng Shi".

I stood at the door for a while, then closed the door again, and when he came back, I didn't mention it.

I know, he should be looking for trouble for Feng Jue because of me.

The relationship between us is also a little less blunt. From the beginning he asked me to answer, and gradually I will take the initiative to ask him a few words.

Feng Chen also came a few times, once he and Xu Tangyi met in the morning, and after being bullied and had nowhere to retaliate, Feng Chen moved the visiting time to the afternoon.

He has a warm personality, even if I don't talk much, he can chat alone for a long time. Thanks to him, my life in the hospital is not so difficult.

Everything seems to be going in the right direction.

But I know it doesn't.

Whenever I am alone in the dead of night, I always feel that I am still in that dark room.

When I lay on my side on the bed, I would have the illusion that Feng Jue was hugging me from behind.

I close my eyes, and what I see in my mind are his eyes that are always full of obsessive love.

In the end, I had to change to a flat lying position and pull the quilt over my head, but his low voice seemed to be heard again in my ears, he was calling me constantly, Xiaoyi...

What he said in the past is like a spell, in my mind, it seems to be ringing in my ears from far and near.

Xiaoyi, call me Mr.

Xiaoyi, you are my most precious little prince.

Xiaoyi, don't leave me.

Xiaoyi, as you promised, you will be with Mr. forever.

small mind...

...

I began to suffer from insomnia. I often stared at the night outside the window in a daze all night. I seemed to think about a lot of things, but when I thought about it, I couldn't grasp it.

My thoughts are like floating in the boundless sea, I can't sink to the bottom, I can't touch the shore, I can only drift with the current.

I couldn't sleep at night for several consecutive days, and I couldn't help but feel a little sluggish during the day. When Xu Tangyi came to see me in the morning, he seemed to find something wrong with me.

"A Nian, why is your complexion so bad?" He frowned, "Is there any discomfort in your body?"

I forced a smile, "It's okay."

Xu Tangyi was still not at ease: "I'd like to make an appointment for a full-body examination in the afternoon."

"No need." I stopped him aloud, "I'm fine, maybe because I'm bored in the hospital all day, but I'm really fine."

"How can it be all right? Didn't you look in the mirror this morning?" Xu Tangyi looked at me carefully again, then stood up suddenly: "I'll go find Director Zhang next."

"It's really unnecessary." I hurriedly grabbed Xu Tangyi's clothes and shouted helplessly, "Brother..."

Xu Tangyi paused, and sat back after a while, without saying anything about going to the doctor.

Speechless for a while.

I was silent for a while and asked, "When can I leave the hospital?"

In fact, I stopped the fluid yesterday, and the doctor just gave me a routine examination today. I feel that my body is fine, and there is no need to stay in the hospital. Now that I have recovered my memory, I have my own things to do.

"Director Zhang told me yesterday that it will be about two days, but I think you need to stay for a few more days."

"I still want to leave the hospital early."

Disapproval was written all over Xu Tangyi's face, but he still compromised and said, "If you are really bored staying in the hospital, then go home, and I will find some special people to help you take care of your health."

I did not speak.

Xu Tangyi seemed to realize something, and after a moment of silence, he added: "It's not going back to Xu's house."

I avoided his gaze, took a long breath, and said what I've been wanting to say for the past few days.

"Brother, I want to go back to City A."

After hearing my words clearly, Xu Tangyi immediately exploded, his usual calm voice raised a few degrees: "What are you doing back to City A? Do you still want to find Feng Jue! Are you crazy!"

"I'm not looking for him." I explained: "I rented a house in City A, and I still have a lot of important things, so I need to go back and deal with them no matter what."

Only then did Xu Tangyi soften his tone: "There's no rush, I'll go when I'm well, and I'll go with you."

"My health is fine, I want to finish it as soon as possible... You are so busy with work, there is no need to spend time with me, and I am not a child anymore."

"No." He insisted, "I'll accompany you."

I can only nod in agreement.

However, Xu Tangyi did not accompany me to City A in the end. EM had a temporary business and he really couldn't get away. He wanted me to postpone it for a few days so that we could go together when he was not busy, but I refused.

He couldn't hold me back, so he finally sent two bodyguards to accompany me back with him.

When I stood downstairs in the residential area I rented again, I felt like a world away.

The house I rented was in an old community. At that time, I was just transferred to work in City A. I thought I would stay there for a year or so. I don’t like to move, so I signed a contract with the landlord. Signed a one-year contract, paid one-year rent, and rented a small house with one bedroom and one living room.

Thinking about it now, if I had paid monthly, maybe the landlord would have discovered that I was no longer in the house.

But not so many ifs.

I asked the two bodyguards to wait for me in the gazebo downstairs. They looked embarrassed and said that Mr. Xu kept them close. I was a little speechless, but in the end I forced them to stay downstairs.

I got the spare key for the house from the fire hydrant at the door, opened the door and went in. After two or three months of absence, the house has already accumulated a thin layer of dust.

I just bent down to take out the slippers from the shoe cabinet, when my eyes inadvertently caught sight of something standing in the corner, it was a black umbrella, its silver buckle and the umbrella handle with complicated patterns all showed its luxury.

My memory was suddenly pulled back to that evening with spring rain.

In the hazy drizzle, Shi Shiran, the man in a black coat, handed the umbrella in front of me, and said in a gentle voice, "Take it to protect yourself from the rain."

That was one of the few times I received kindness from strangers.

Thinking about it now, this little bit of kindness cost me a terrible price later on.

I straightened up, forced the memory out of my mind, took another deep breath, and suppressed the surging emotions in my chest, before slowly walking into the room.

I stayed in the house for a long time. In fact, I didn’t have much to pack. I only had to take some clothes and documents.

After that, I started to sit on the bed and stared out the window in a daze. I fell into that kind of emotion that I didn’t know what to say. I didn’t recover until the bell rang. I picked up the phone and saw “Brother” displayed on the screen. I glanced at the time, and it was already three o'clock in the afternoon. When I picked up the phone, I heard the voice from the other side.

"Ah Nian, are you done?"

I stood up, looked around, and replied, "Soon."

"Come back as soon as possible after finishing the work. I have seen a few good houses, and I will take you to pick them when you come back."

I was silent for a while, and replied vaguely: "Let's talk about it when I get back."

Xu Tangyi seemed very dissatisfied with my answer, but he didn't say anything more, he just gave me a few more instructions before hanging up the phone.

I didn't intend to delay any longer. First, I took my ID card and went to the business hall not far downstairs to reapply for a mobile phone card. I replaced the card that Xu Tangyi had prepared for me. I logged in to the social software again, and found the landlord's account in it. Contact information, indicating that you want to cancel the lease.

The landlord was very reluctant, but after I stated that the deposit was not required, the other party reluctantly said to come over to deal with the follow-up matters.

I could only sit back on the bed and wait for the landlord to arrive.

While waiting, I opened WeChat and found that apart from the advertisements pushed by various official accounts in the past few months, there was no other news.

In fact, there was one thing that Feng Jue didn't lie to me at the beginning. I was indeed a withdrawn person. Unless it was necessary for work, the contacts on the list would never contact me in private.

Now that I think about it, during the time in the villa, I lost my memory and seemed to be a bit of a child's flamboyant.

There is no need to manage at work, Feng Jue has already found a reason for me, after all, it is a subsidiary of their group, explaining the whereabouts of an ordinary employee is just a matter of one sentence.

The landlord came very quickly, and I settled the matter of canceling the lease amidst her nagging and complaining.

When I was leaving, the landlord aunt suddenly called me: "Young man, this umbrella is yours, don't you want it?"

I looked at the umbrella in silence for a moment, and then replied: "No, please help me deal with it."

When I closed the door, I could still hear my aunt's rambling voice: "Young people these days are such a waste..."

By the time I went downstairs with my suitcase, it was already evening, and the hot humid wind in August blew into the entrance of the corridor with moisture. Suddenly, there was a thunder in the distance in the sky. Within a few minutes, there were big raindrops. began to fall.

I stood at the door of the unit and looked at the sudden rain. I was a little dazed for a while. I left the two bodyguards in the pavilion behind the building, so I couldn't see them at all.

I saw the continuous rain in front of me, so I had no choice but to stand at the entrance of the corridor, hoping to wait for the rain to subside before going out.

In the heavy rain, a black car slowly drove in on the street of the community and stopped not far from me. I boredly focused my eyes on the car and watched the door open.

First, a black umbrella was opened, and then a slender leg stepped out. The angle of the umbrella moved upwards with the movement of the person. I watched the person walking towards me.

When I saw that person's face clearly, I stood up straight instantly, and my whole body became tense.

He didn't come directly in front of me, but stood a few meters away from me.

Through the rain curtain, the man with the umbrella and I looked at each other from a distance.

"Yu Nian."

This is the seal

Called my name for the first time.

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starfish?

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