Morbid domestication

The body of the person leaning on me seemed to be stiff for a moment, and the next second my waist was firmly supported by a pair of strong hands.

He hugged me so tightly that it was difficult for me to breathe. I unconsciously wanted to struggle, but was restrained even harder by the other party.

Then I was picked up in the air, I felt dizzy for a while, and the weightlessness made me scared for a while, and my hands had to climb tightly on the other party's neck.

I heard the door shut.

He walked very fast, I half-opened my eyes and looked at the ceiling and felt dizzy for a while. I wanted him to slow down, but the words changed somehow when they reached my mouth.

"...gentlemen."

"Good, I'm here."

I heard him comforting me with a gentle voice. He seemed to say something again, but I didn't quite understand what he meant. He seemed to be asking me where I went, why I drank so much, and asked me if I was sorry. I feel bad, do you want to drink water?

I tried to talk, but it seemed like I ended up with two meaningless grunts.

The forehead was touched gently, and then there was a tingling sensation that was not light or heavy in the ears.

He bit me, but it was more of a nip than a bite.

My body was gently placed on the soft bed by him, he seemed to want to leave, his body was slightly distanced from me, I only felt a chill on my body, my hand was still hanging on his neck , followed his instinct, and forcefully pulled his body down again.

There was a low chuckle in my ears, and then I felt the bed beside me collapse, and my whole body was hugged from behind.

This hug is also very familiar. I subconsciously feel that for a long time in the past, this person and I have slept on the same bed, embracing each other in this intimate posture.

But I couldn't help being afraid.

I just feel like two strands of consciousness are pulling in my brain, one is trying to get closer to this person, and the other is yelling to make me run away.

Why run away?

I couldn't remember it for a while, but I didn't bother to think about it. I was so sleepy that I couldn't keep my eyes open.

But the person behind him didn't want me to sleep peacefully, I felt him leaning very close to me, his scorching breath sprayed all over the back of my neck, arousing a numb shiver in my body.

I felt very itchy, and I twisted my body unconsciously, trying to get a little distance away from him. Just as I moved away, the arm on my waist pulled me back and held it tightly, making me unable to move at all. .

The breathing in the ear seems to be a little rougher.

I couldn't help complaining in a low voice: "Sir...noisy..."

There was a helpless sigh from behind, and then I felt that he had left me a little bit, but I was not happy anymore, I unconsciously went to pursue his embrace, trying to press my back tightly against his chest, That gave me an inexplicable sense of security.

"Don't move..."

The deep voice was inexplicably threatening, and I stopped my movements instinctively, but some grievances welled up in my heart. This kind of emotion was strange, but I couldn't control it.

I turned around a little and buried my face in the pillow, I didn't want to talk to him anymore.

"Yu Nian."

He gently called my name, and forcefully twisted my body to face him. He held me tightly in front of his chest, and gently rested his chin on the top of my head. .

"Go to sleep." The back was patted comfortingly.

Satisfied, I adjusted my posture in his arms and prepared to go to sleep...

Consciousness quickly blurred, and I seemed to have fallen into a deep dream.

This dream is not happy. I am sitting in the studio, holding a paintbrush and dabbing paint on the canvas in front of me.

I want to draw a picture of tulips, because I want to give it to my husband, and I promised him that I will give it to him as a gift when he comes back from a business trip.

But I couldn’t paint well. I wanted to paint white tulips, but the oil paint was black. I hurriedly picked up the paint boxes on the side, but every box was black when I opened it.

I am very anxious, because my husband will be back soon, and I am afraid to see his disappointed eyes.

But the more anxious I was, the more I couldn't paint well. Not only could I not find the right paint, but when I turned around, even the paintbrush disappeared.

Not to mention that, when I looked up, I found that the bottom of the semi-finished painting on the easel had somehow been ignited, and the flames quickly covered the entire canvas, and everything in front of me was engulfed in flames.

Yes, fire.

I realized again that I was locked up, Mr. is not my lover, he lied to me, I want to set fire to the studio, I want to escape.

I ran forward with all my strength, but Zhang Bo's voice followed me like a shadow behind me.

"Mr. Xu, where are you going?"

"Mr. Xu, you haven't finished your homework today."

"Mr. Xu, sir doesn't like you like this."

"Mr. Xu..."

I was terrified, I had to cover my ears, close my eyes, and wanted to get out of here quickly, I ran forward frantically, Zhang Bo's voice gradually disappeared behind me, but the next second I bumped into a familiar embrace.

I opened my eyes and looked at the familiar face in front of me, it was Feng Jue, he was smiling as usual, he was asking me: "Tell me, who are you?"

who I am?I don't know, I just feel a splitting headache, but I hear myself reply: "I'm Xiaoyi."

He asked again: "Will Xiaoyi and Mr. be together forever?"

I replied again: "Yes."

No no no!Crazy rebuttal in my heart!I am not careless!But I couldn't move, let alone talk.

I saw Feng Jue approaching me, and gently kissed the corner of my lips. His eyes were full of deep affection, and he said gently as if ordering: "There can only be one star by my little prince's side."

Feng Jue's smiling face in front of me quickly blurred, and I saw the endless sea and the magnificent sunset.

I heard someone shout behind me, "Xiaoyi!"

It was Feng Jue, there was fear in his voice.

But before I could turn around, I felt my body fall down suddenly... The icy sea water submerged me, I couldn't breathe, I felt extremely uncomfortable...

...

"What's wrong? Is there something uncomfortable..." A low voice of inquiry came from beside my ear.

I slowly opened my eyes, and Feng Jue's face came into my sight, his eyes were full of tenderness and pity, and his hand was slowly stroking my forehead, as if to relieve my pain.

I just feel my heart constrict, I can't distinguish dream from reality, but it doesn't stop me from wanting to escape.

I pushed him away violently, turned around and rolled out of the bed. During the process, I seemed to have bumped into something, and I fell to the ground with a thumping sound.

It was a vase of white tulips. It wasn't broken, but the water-stained tulip petals were scattered all over the floor.

I didn't hurt from the fall, because the floor was covered with carpet, but the familiar pattern of the carpet made me even more nervous.

Am I locked up again?

"Yu Nian..." Feng Jue's voice came from above his head again.

I didn't think much about it, I just picked up the vase in my hand and threw it upwards.

But I failed, because the vase was caught by the edge of the bed, and instead of hitting the seal, it shattered all over the floor.

Feng Jue got off the bed, bent down and picked me up from the ground, and he put me back on the bed.

"Hey, don't move around, I'll get you some water—"

His words stopped abruptly, because I was pushing a sharp piece of broken porcelain against his chest and stabbing it hard.

There was a sharp pain in the palm of my hand, but it didn't bring back my reason. I think I'm still not clear now, or I'm still in endless dreams.

I just want to make him hurt, let him bleed, and let him never appear in front of me!

I hate him!

The dark blue pajamas on Feng Jue's chest quickly smeared a dark color, a look of astonishment flashed across his face, but he quickly returned to normal.

I was so happy, I pushed the piece of broken porcelain forward again, and the dark piece expanded even faster.

I laughed, very happy, I looked at Feng Jue and said, "I'm not careless."

Feng Jue just lowered his head and chuckled, he looked at me and said softly, "Okay, I know you're not."

He raised his hand to touch mine again, coaxing: "Hey, let go, your hand is bleeding."

Feng Jue's reaction made me stunned, and I became confused again, my head was still dizzy, and the scene in front of me was a little blurry.

I watched in confusion as he gently opened my fingers, took out the piece of broken porcelain and threw it aside.

Then he held my blood-stained hand, put it to his lips and kissed it lightly, looked up into my eyes and said, "Don't hurt yourself when you get angry in the future."

...

A cell phone rang suddenly in the quiet room, and I opened my eyes in some pain.

The room was very dark, with faint light coming out from the cracks in the curtains. I looked at the strange ceiling and couldn't recover for a long time. He opened his hands, only to find that his hands were wrapped in a thick layer of gauze.

what happened?I can't recall anything.

The bed beside me moved, and I heard a sigh in my ear, and I realized after a while that I seemed to be in someone's arms at the moment.

who is it? !My heart skipped a beat, and I hurriedly turned around to look at the people beside me.

Even though the light is dim, it doesn't prevent me from seeing the face of the person holding me—that's the seal.

There was a deep displeasure between his brows, and at this moment he reached out to pick up the mobile phone beside him and hung up.

The room was quiet again, and I was completely awake.

I got up from the bed abruptly, and quickly surveyed the surrounding environment. This survey made my brain buzz instantly.

what happened?

The environment of this room is clearly the one after I was imprisoned. The surrounding decorations and even the bed under me are reminding me that I was locked up again by Feng Jue.

Those memories of being chained and locked in the room flooded my brain instantly, and I subconsciously touched my ankle, but luckily it was empty.

"you're awake?"

Feng Jue slowly sat up from the bed, he put his phone aside and looked at me with regret on his face.

"Are there any discomforts?"

I didn't speak, just stared at him warily, and my brain quickly recalled what happened.

No, I remembered that I went back to the 16th floor.

I looked at the room again and found that there were still some subtle differences...

I couldn't help frowning, I remembered, I seemed to be in the wrong direction because my mind was too dizzy, this is 1602 that Feng Jue rented.

After that, things became blurred.

After getting this information, I relaxed a little. I looked at Feng Jue and said bluntly: "Sorry." Then I moved down from the other side of the bed.

I didn't know when my shoes were taken off, so I could only step on them with bare feet. Fortunately, there was a thick carpet in the room, but this soft touch directly caused discomfort in my heart.

During those dark days, I often wandered aimlessly on the carpet with bare feet like this.

I quickly walked around the bed, thinking of getting out of here quickly, but unexpectedly, Feng Jue who stood up behind me grabbed my arm.

"you--!"

Before I could finish my words, I felt my world spinning for a while, and I was pushed back on the bed by Feng Jue.

"Yu Nian, you took the initiative to find me." He looked down at me from above with deep eyes, and the corners of his lips curled up slightly. He seemed to be in a good mood.

"I was so drunk I don't remember anything."

In fact, I remember, I remember that I took the initiative to hug him, and called him Mr. These memories that should not be remembered made me irritated for a while, and what I did after drinking made me even more annoyed.

I wanted to push him away, but felt that I lacked confidence in my heart.

I could only turn my head to the side, trying to avoid his sight, but inadvertently found the white gauze he was hiding under his pajamas.

"The subconscious mind best represents a person's heart."

Feng Jue lowered his head and kissed my forehead, and said with a smile, "Yu Nian, I'm very happy that you can rely on me."

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