Morbid domestication

"...Yu Nian? Yu Nian!"

Something is shaking in front of my eyes, someone is calling me in my ear

I snapped back to my senses, and turned my gaze back to Ren Yan, "What's wrong?"

"What's the matter with you recently? Why have you been out of your mind all day long? Yesterday, Xiao Li from your department said that you almost missed the stairs..." Ren Yan paused, and asked with some concern, "Did something happen to you?" ?”

I picked up the coffee in front of me and took a sip, pulled up the corners of my mouth to Ren Yan: "It's okay, it's just that I have been a little insomnia these days."

"Is that so?" Ren Yan was dubious.

"That's it." I didn't want to continue this topic, so I asked, "What did you just say?"

"Oh, I just want to ask if you have time next weekend. I haven't moved recently. I want to invite you to have dinner and have a good time."

After speaking, Ren Yan looked at me again, "You look a little pale, do you want to go to the hospital and ask the doctor to prescribe some medicine?"

"Well, I know...is it next weekend? I'm fine. When you send me the address, I will go."

Ren Yan smiled: "Okay, then it's settled, I must come when the time comes."

...

After drinking the coffee in my hand, the lunch break was basically over. I went back to the company with Ren Yan. He went to the teacher's office on the third floor, and I went back to the product center on the 16th floor.

It has been two weeks since I learned the news that Feng Jue fell into the sea. In these two weeks, whether I like it or not, I can always hear my colleagues discussing this matter every now and then. After all, the Feng family is one of the best in the country Enterprises, the momentary attention will not go down on the moment when their leaders accidentally fell into the sea.

Regarding the progress of the search and rescue, the Feng family announced that they have been searching and rescue. They sent dozens of search and rescue teams, but after so long, they still found nothing.

As time went by, almost everyone believed in their hearts that Feng Jue was buried in the sea, leaving no bones left.

But I don't believe it, I don't believe it from the bottom of my heart, this man just disappeared into this world.

how can that be possible?He must be hiding there.

I started to search for some news about the Feng family on the Internet. Actually, I didn't need to do a special search, there were many gossips, true and false, flying all over the sky.

The only thing that is certain is that there has been a lot of internal turmoil in the Feng Clan recently. After Feng Jue fell into the sea, Feng Zhenlei and Feng Jun's team rose rapidly, attracting various factions at lightning speed, trying to occupy a dominant position in the Feng Clan's board of directors.

Feng Jue's father, Feng Zhenyan, who had retired behind the scenes for many years, had to come out of the mountain to sit in charge again, and this would stabilize the situation.

I thought about asking Feng Chen what happened, but I had already dialed the phone, but I hung up again.

But Feng Chen quickly called back, his voice was exhausted as if he hadn't slept well for a few days, and asked me what's wrong.

I hesitated for a long time, and finally asked an irrelevant question. I asked him if he wanted to come to C City to play.

"I don't have time recently, I'm dragged by my dad to go to the company to study every day..." Feng Chen paused, as if he had come to his senses, his voice was cautious: "Yu Nian, do you want to ask Feng Jue? "

I was silent for a while and cut off the phone directly.

Feng Chen didn't call back either, but Xu Tangyi came to City C the next day.

He didn't mention anything, he just had a meal with me, stayed with me for another night, and told me when he finally left.

"Ah Nian, a lot of things have passed and they have passed, not to mention that the beginning of this matter itself was a mistake, don't think too much, live your own life well, isn't this what you have always hoped for?"

Yes, this is what I hope for. I hope that I will not be disturbed by the Feng Jue anymore, and I can return to my original life.

But I never thought that he would die and disappear into this world.

Neither Feng Chen nor Xu Tangyi told me what was going on, but according to the information on the Internet and my deduction, I know that Feng Jun was on the cruise ship the night Feng Jue fell into the sea.

During that time, the battle between Feng Jue and Feng Jun almost came to the fore, and Feng Jun had a reason to attack Feng Jue because of the information I sent anonymously.

So, I handed the knife to Feng Jun with my own hands, and let him swing it towards Feng Jue.

But the premise for me to do this is that I believe in Feng Jue's strength, and I have carefully investigated the two factions of the Feng family during that time, Feng Jue cannot lose to Feng Jun.

I want to use Feng Jue's hand to completely suppress Feng Jun. In my imagination, both sides will lose at most, but Feng Jue will definitely win in the end.

But I never thought that Feng Jue would disappear, or by falling into the sea.

"I will do what you wish." Feng Jue's words were like a spell, and they kept circulating in my mind, making me wonder, he was the one who paid me back for falling into the sea.

He told me in such a tragic way that he would give me back the harm he had done to me little by little.

I started to suffer from insomnia, insomnia all night, even if I could fall asleep, I would fall into a dream full of seal formulas.

I dreamed that we were in that villa, surrounded by white tulip gardens, Feng Jue was holding a book, and I was snuggling in his arms, listening to him read stories to me slowly and lowly .

The content of the story is like the chapter where the little prince meets the fox, but it is not like that, because it tells the story between Mr. Star and the little prince.

At the end of the story, Feng Jue kissed my forehead in the dream and said to me.

"My little prince, you have tamed me long ago."

I haven't had time to say anything.

Immediately after the scene turned, I saw him standing on the deck of the yacht, covered in water, looking at me from afar, with tenderness and sadness in his eyes.

"Yu Nian, you tamed me."

I want to shake my head, I want to deny it, but I can't.

I heard him go on, "But you forgot about me."

Behind him is a magnificent and gorgeous sunset, with flocks of seagulls flying around. Such a familiar scene makes my heart palpitate.

I stood opposite him, unable to move or speak.

"...I will do as you wish."

I watched helplessly as the sea fell behind him...

...

When I woke up again, the corners of my eyes were wet, and I breathed heavily in the cool night air, almost out of breath.

Why is there such a dream?

It shouldn't be like this, I should hate him, I must hate him.

I still obeyed Ren Yan's words and left work early to go to the hospital. I can't go on like this forever, life has to go on.

After a series of examinations and inquiries, the doctor in the neurology department I was linked to suggested that I go to the psychology department to find a doctor, and it is best to do comprehensive psychological counseling.

I thanked the doctor, went straight out of the hospital, went to the pharmacy, and bought some melatonin.

By the time I got out of the subway station, it was only around seven o'clock, and the sky was already completely dark, and there was light rain falling outside. I bought an umbrella from a convenience store next to me, took the medicine in one hand, and went to the hospital with the umbrella in the other. go home.

The house I live in is an apartment. Most of the people living here are young people. The surrounding facilities are complete and the transportation is very convenient. Xu Tangyi insisted on buying it for me.

When I walked slowly downstairs to the apartment building, I unexpectedly saw a black car parked beside it, and there was a person holding a black umbrella standing beside the car.

I stood opposite that person, fine raindrops drifted along the wind to my face, and it was icy cold.

The man saw me, stepped forward a few steps, moved the umbrella, and a familiar face appeared in front of me.

"Mr. Yu."