Morbid domestication

I looked at Feng Jue outside the door and was silent for a while, then hung up the phone, and then pressed the switch.

The glass door swung open.

"What are you here for?"

I suppressed the throbbing in my heart just now, and asked with a cold face: "How do you know where I work?"

Feng Jue bent down and picked up something that looked like an incubator, and walked in.

He explained, "I've been waiting for you at home for a long time, but I didn't get through to your phone. I was worried that something might happen to you, so I asked Uncle Zhang for your company's address."

He stood still very close to me, lowered his head and smiled and said to me: "You are hungry, I brought you food."

I couldn't help stunned.

My eyes fell on the exaggeratedly large bag in his hand, I was a little at a loss, so Feng Jue came to deliver my food?

I thought...

Thinking of my too cold tone just now, I cleared my throat and said unnaturally, "Come with me first."

I took Feng Jue all the way to my place.

In the empty company, only a few lights were on, and the surroundings were extremely quiet. We could even hear the echo of our footsteps after walking this short distance.

In such a quiet environment, people will feel inexplicably lonely. I didn't feel this way when I was working overtime alone at the desk. On the contrary, the arrival of Feng Jue made me feel that I was a little lonely just now.

When this idea came up, I couldn't help but feel a little funny.

After working for so long, especially the content I am engaged in, it is inevitable that I often face overtime. In many cases, it is common to work overtime alone all night.

Sometimes when I see a colleague’s family call to inquire, I don’t feel too much envy. Over the years, I’ve gotten used to being alone, and I’m used to not having any expectations.

But Feng Jue unexpectedly appeared.

In such a situation, when someone brings a meal and asks you if you are hungry with a smile, I can't say any words of rejection.

I stood aside and watched as Feng Jue opened the incubator, took out the delicate boxes inside one by one, and placed them neatly on my desk, he didn't straighten up until he took out the last one.

He glanced at the box in front of him on the table, "It seems like I ordered a bit too much."

I looked at the dozens of boxes, big and small, because there were too many boxes, and my desk couldn't fit, which caused the desk of my colleague next to me to be occupied.

Where is this a little much, this is too much.

I know the LOGO printed on the box. It is a restaurant opposite our company. It is very expensive and does not accept takeaway packages. I don’t know how Feng Jue did it.

"Sorry, I don't remember what you should like to eat now, so I ordered some of them."

Feng Jue showed me a gentle smile, and pulled my chair back a little: "Sit first."

I sat on the chair and didn't know what to say for a while, thinking: You didn't remember what I liked to eat before, but you forced me to eat something you thought I liked.

Feng Jue sat down on a chair beside him, and handed a pair of chopsticks in front of me, "You can tell me what you like to eat, and I'll know what to buy next time."

I took the chopsticks and said softly, "You don't need to do this."

Feng Jue, as if he didn't hear it, picked up one of the dishes with his chopsticks and put it in the bowl in front of me, "Yu Nian, try this."

I glanced at the vegetables in the bowl, and called out Feng Jue, who wanted to bring me another dish.

"Seal."

I put down my chopsticks, and at the same time looked into his eyes: "Since I promised to let you live here, I won't drive you away casually, so you can stay here with peace of mind, we will get along as roommates, you don't have to. ..”

I glanced at the big and small boxes on the table, and continued: "You don't need to do these, and neither do I."

"I thought about it, I was wrong today, after all, I will live under the same roof for a period of time in the future, so if there is a situation similar to today, I will tell you out of politeness, but you don't have to wait for me, and don't be like Today is like this, come to my company..."

I paused, "This is going to bother me..."

I remind the other party of the relationship we should have at this moment, but more importantly, I remind myself not to be confused by the other party's falsehood.

When I spoke the first sentence, Feng Jue's expression froze for a moment, but soon returned to normal.

After I finished speaking, he put down the chopsticks in his hand and showed a slightly bitter smile.

"Yu Nian, I don't remember anything."

He said: "Actually, when I was in the hospital before, they showed me a lot of things from my past and tried to wake up my memory, but it was useless. I would have a sense of familiarity, and I felt that it was not what I wanted the most in my heart. .”

"But you are different." Feng Jue looked into my eyes, "Yu Nian, even though you deny it, I know you are the one I am looking for."

"Doing these, just follow my inner instinct...Yu Nian, can you not reject me?"

Soon the weekend came, I got up in the morning according to the usual time, and when I was brushing my teeth in front of the mirror in the bathroom, I suddenly realized a problem.

Today and tomorrow, I will stay at home alone with Feng Jue, this realization suddenly made me feel uncomfortable.

That night, the conversation was in vain, and two days later, fortunately, these two days were peaceful.

Because I am not at home for work during the day, and come back to cook and eat at night. After everything is packed, it is time to rest, so I don't really spend much time with Feng Jue these days.

But weekends are different. I can't stay in my bedroom all day long. It's not realistic, but if I do go out, I don't know where to go.

After thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't think of a reason. I spit out the foam in my mouth, rinsed my mouth again, and glanced at the mirror when I looked up. The troubled look of the young man was reflected in it, and I couldn't help but find it funny.

Forget it, let's go to the supermarket, it just so happens that we need to buy some things at home.

When I walked out of the bathroom, Feng Jue just brought the plate to the dining table, he greeted me with a smile: "Yu Nian, come and eat."

I nodded and sat down at the dining table, where there was a sandwich on a plate and a glass of hot milk beside it.

Except for the first day, Feng Jue made breakfast for the remaining two days, but they were all simple meals that did not require an open fire. I have no objection to this, since he also eats breakfast anyway.

I ate the sandwiches on my plate in a good manner, took the milk glass that Feng Jue handed over, and told the other party by the way: "I'm going to the supermarket in a while."

Feng Jue withdrew his hand and responded, "Okay."

I think the other party may have misunderstood what I meant, because when I changed my going out clothes and walked out of the bedroom, I saw Feng Jue in the living room who was also dressed in going out clothes.

I couldn't help asking: "Are you going out?"

"Aren't you going to the supermarket?" Feng Jue asked naturally.

I was speechless for a while, I was always not good at telling the other party, what I just meant was that I was going to go, not an invitation to him.

In the end, I didn't say much, so I could only take Feng Jue and go out together.

The location of the supermarket is not far away. When Xu Tangyi helped me choose a house, I made a lot of adjustments. The surrounding facilities are very convenient. It takes only 10 minutes to walk from where I live to the supermarket.

Feng Jue seemed to be in a good mood, with a smile on his lips all the time. I walked side by side with him on the road, feeling the sights floating around from time to time. I even saw one or two bold young girls, secretly He held up his mobile phone and took a picture of Feng Jue.

It has to be said that even with amnesia, it is difficult to change a person's temperament. Standing like this in the crowd, Feng Jue will always be the most eye-catching existence.

We were silent all the way, and soon we walked to the door of the supermarket,

I calculated in my mind what I was going to purchase next, and pushed a shopping cart at the entrance, while Feng Jue followed me leisurely.

There are not many people in the supermarket this time. I originally planned to go shopping slowly to pass the time, but because of the seal, I had to break the original plan and go straight to the area where I wanted to buy things.

Going to the supermarket with Feng Jue, I feel awkward just thinking about it, not to mention that the other party is really standing by my side.

Right now I am standing in the vegetable section. I picked some carrots from the shelf beside me and put them into the shopping cart. I looked up and saw Feng Jue watching my movements with great interest.

Thinking that the other party also wanted to eat, I politely asked: "What kind of food do you want?"

Feng Jue tilted his head, seemed to think about it seriously, and finally said to me with a smile: "Can I buy some purple cabbage, lettuce, sweet pepper, etc.? I want to try making a salad at noon. Last time I saw you liked it more. eat."

The last time was the time when Feng Jue went to deliver meals to the company at night.

I turned my head to avoid the other party's sight, "Then I'll look for it."

I pushed the cart through the middle of the aisle, and walked towards the counter full of purple cabbage, Feng Jue followed behind me, and asked coldly.

"Yu Nian, did I know how to cook before?"

before...

I couldn't help thinking that when I was working with him in City A, Feng Jue knew how to cook.

At that time, I had to stay with each other for a lot of work, and I often stayed with each other for a whole day, so I would have lunch and dinner together a lot, except for the occasional few times when I was too busy, Feng Jue would call outside meals, everyone He does the cooking himself part of the time.

But I was not in the mood during that time, and I didn't have time to sit quietly and taste it. Even so, I still remember that the taste of those meals was delicious.

He can cook some western food that looks very stylish, and he can also cook some nutritious soups and porridges, but he doesn't seem to like to cook some stir-fried dishes that are too oily, and most of them are stewed.

I still remember that he seems to have obsessive-compulsive disorder, and he strives to be neat every time he arranges the dishes, even the length of the cut dishes is the same...

It's been so long, I thought I had forgotten it, but today when Feng Jue mentioned it, I found that these memories that should have been vague were so clear.

"...Yu Nian?" Feng Jue's voice came from beside his ear.

I regained my composure and calmly answered his question just now: "I don't know...but I think probably not."

The author says:

If it goes well, there will be an update before 12 o'clock in the evening, if it doesn't go well, I didn't say it.