Morbid domestication

Feng Jue came very quickly, and arrived downstairs in less than half an hour.

After answering his call, I said to Ren Yan, "My roommate is here, I'll go down and give you a key."

"Are you here?" Ren Yan put down the chopsticks in his hand, and sent out a warm invitation through the steaming heat from the hot pot: "Would you like to come up and sit together? We are all friends, so you're welcome."

"That's right, let's come up together, it's lively." A few colleagues nearby echoed.

I stood up, picked up the coat hanging on the side, and refused with a smile: "No, he doesn't fit in well."

Ren Yan smiled: "Okay, then go quickly, don't make people wait too long."

I waved my hands at them, and when I looked past Xiaoxue, I found that the other party was staring at me in a daze, I was startled, and immediately pretended not to notice, I glanced over, turned and went out the door.

Walking out of the unit door of the community, I turned around, but I didn't see Feng Jue's figure, so I could only call Feng Jue's phone number, and wanted to ask the other party's specific location.

The phone was quickly picked up.

I asked "I'm out, where are you?"

"it's here."

The voice of the phone coincided with the voice not far behind me, I turned around, Feng Jue came out from a shadow not far away, and walked in front of me.

Without saying a word, I handed over the key.

Feng Jue took the key casually, then stood motionless on the spot, with a smile on his lips, and called my name: "Yu Nian."

"What's wrong?" I don't understand.

"It's nothing... It's just that I was standing there just now, and when I saw you looking for me, I thought you were cute."

I froze for a moment, looking at Feng Jue in front of me.

The dim warm yellow light downstairs in the community shrouded a golden light on his body, reflecting his smiling face, as if it warmed his whole body.

A gust of wind blew by, and I looked away unnaturally as if I had recovered my senses.

After a while, I said bluntly: "Aren't you in a hurry to go back and send the documents? Now that you have the key, go back quickly."

Feng Jue just asked: "How long will it be over on your side?"

The colleagues upstairs are all playful, and it is impossible to end it soon. I estimated the time in my heart and replied: "Two or three hours, I guess it will be twelve o'clock when I get home."

"it is good."

After Feng Jue said this word, he stopped talking, but he didn't intend to leave, and I also seemed to be stupid, standing in the same place with him in a daze.

It wasn't until there was a slight sound of footsteps in the corridor not far behind that I seemed to come back to my senses, and I said to Feng Jue: "If it's okay, I'll go up first."

After finishing speaking, I didn't wait for his answer, turned around immediately, lowered my head and walked towards the corridor door as if fleeing.

As soon as I got up the steps of the unit building, I heard a familiar female voice calling me: "Yu Nian?"

As soon as I looked up, I realized that the oncoming person was Xiaoxue. I restrained my expression a little and asked, "Xiaoxue? Why did you come down?"

Xiaoxue stared at me intently, and replied, "I'll come down to look for you."

Immediately afterwards, she said as if mustering up her courage: "Yu, Yu Nian, I have something to tell you."

A bad premonition welled up in my heart, and I subconsciously changed the topic: "Is it a matter of work? Then we can talk about it when we go to work."

Xiaoxue shook her head, her cheeks were a little flushed, she didn't know whether it was because of drinking or because of emotional excitement, she didn't seem to hear the rejection in my words, she still said it on her own.

"Yu, Yu Nian, although you just said that you don't want to find a girlfriend in the near future, I still don't give up. I'm just like this. If I don't hit the wall and don't look back, I still want to try..."

The girl raised her head and looked at me with scorching eyes. The eyes were so hot that I subconsciously wanted to avoid them.

"Xiaoxue..." I interrupted the other party rudely. I am not unaware of the girl's secret thoughts, but I am always not good at dealing with such things, and I am always used to avoiding them.

But she ignored me, still looked up at me, her eyes were as bright as stars, and I heard a soft voice ringing in my ears.

"...Yu Nian, I like you, if you...if you don't hate me." Xiaoxue paused, bit her lips, summoned up her courage and asked tentatively, "Can... can you try Get along with me?"

After Xiaoxue said these words, she looked at me intently, as if she wanted an answer.

I didn't answer immediately, but turned my head unconsciously to look in the direction behind me.

Not surprisingly, I saw Feng Jue standing at the corner.

He was still standing there, and I couldn't see his expression clearly, which made me flustered inexplicably. With the distance between us less than ten meters away, I wondered if the other party could hear the conversation here.

"Yu Nian?"

I immediately came back to my senses, I couldn't bear to look at Xiaoxue's nervous and expectant eyes.

"That..." I sighed, organized my words in my mind, and tried to soften my tone: "Xiaoxue, I'm really sorry, I may not be suitable for you, and I really don't have any thoughts of falling in love right now."

After listening to what I said, Xiaoxue's expression darkened suddenly, she lowered her head, as if holding back tears.

I don't know how to comfort the other party, so I can only continue to say dryly: "Sorry..."

After a while, she raised her head and smiled at me with red eyes: "Yu Nian, you are so stupid, you still apologize to me when you have done nothing wrong. You are such a person who always worry about other people's feelings."

Her voice was a little trembling, and she said as if recalling: "You probably don't know how good you are. When others ask you for help, you never always refuse."

"It's right for colleagues to help each other." My voice was a little dry.

Xiaoxue shook her head and said softly: "It's not the same, you are different from them, Yu Nian, you are a very good person, maybe you don't know how shining you are, but I always know you are Shining stars."

"Xiaoxue..." My throat seemed to be stuck, and I didn't know what to say.

"Yu Nian, I hope you will be happy, even if you are not with me, I also hope you will be happy."

Are you happy?It seems that I have never had extravagant expectations. After my mother passed away, I have been living in a daze. Sometimes I don’t even know what life means.

What should happiness look like?

If I hadn't met Feng Jue at the beginning, I would probably be like most people, going to and from work peacefully every day. If I was lucky enough to meet a nice girl, then I would have a normal relationship and finally let nature take its course and get married.

However, there is no if, because the seal formula appeared.

A few episodes suddenly came to mind, all of which happened when Feng Jue lived with me.

For example, he was standing in the kitchen, bending over to wash dishes clumsily.

For example, he opened the refrigerator, took out a bunch of vegetables, and asked me with a smile: "Yu Nian, can I make a salad?"

Another example is that he would sit on the sofa in the living room every night and ask me with a smile, "Yu Nian, are you tired?" There is a bouquet of white and fresh tulips in the vase next to him...

If you can...

Xiaoxue's voice came from my ear, interrupting my memory.

She pretended to be relaxed: "Actually, I knew I would get this result, but I just want to say, I just want to convey my love for you, so that I won't regret it."

To such a frank girl, I can only say: "Thank you..."

Her eyes were still red, but she still smiled at me: "Okay, I'm relieved when I'm done talking, let's go up, they've been waiting for a long time, they asked me to come down to find you..."

Before Xiaoxue finished speaking, she was interrupted by a deep voice.

"Yu Nian."

It was the sound of Feng Jue. I couldn't help but froze, and immediately turned around, blocking Xiaoxue's front like a conditioned reflex.

I looked at Feng Jue who was walking towards me step by step, and felt guilty for some reason.

Feng Jue's expression is calm, his eyes are slightly cold, he seems to look over my shoulder, looking at Xiaoxue behind me.

Intellectually, I know that I shouldn't be afraid of Feng Jue, our current status should be reversed, but the other party's appearance inexplicably sends chills down my spine.

Feng Jue didn't speak, but his whole body was filled with extremely unpleasant aura.

I could only bite the bullet and ask, "Why haven't you left yet?"

"What's wrong, Yu Nian? Why are you blocking me?"

Xiaoxue's puzzled voice came from behind me, then she poked her head out from behind me and asked, "Yu Nian, this is your roommate..."

As if seeing Feng Jue's face clearly, Xiaoxue's voice paused, and she murmured to herself with some doubts: "Oh~ why does your roommate look like..."

I secretly thought something was wrong.

Feng Jue's face, because of the incident of falling into the sea, has recently appeared on the Internet repeatedly, and anyone who is online should be able to recognize it.

I was afraid that Xiaoxue would recognize Feng Jue's true identity and it would be troublesome to explain, so I immediately turned around to cover Xiaoxue's sight again.

"Xiaoxue, I still have something to say to my roommate, you go up first." I said to Xiaoxue as naturally as possible while pulling the corners of my mouth.

Xiaoxue glanced at me, didn't ask any further questions, said good, then turned and went upstairs.

Seeing Xiaoxue's figure disappear into the stairwell, I breathed a sigh of relief.

Before I let go of my breath, someone grabbed my wrist suddenly. Before I could react, I was pulled by a strong force, and walked a few steps to a corner where I was avoiding people.

My wrist hurt from being held, I frowned uncomfortably, and looked at the person who imprisoned me by the wall.

"what are you doing?"

Although my tone was questionable, I knew in my heart that Feng Jue heard the conversation I had with Xiaoxue just now, and couldn't help hearing it, he was still angry.

Feng Jue got very close to me, he looked down at me from top to bottom, his aura that was too strong to be ignored, wrapped me tightly.

With Feng Jue's posture and expression, there was an illusion in a trance, that the other party was still the proud and arrogant Feng Jue, and I was still the "Xiao Yi" who didn't remember anything.

I couldn't help but want to retreat, but there was a cold wall behind me, and there was no way I could retreat.

"Like girls?" He asked calmly.

I forced myself to look back at the other party: "It has nothing to do with you... let me go first."

There was no emotion in Feng Jue's eyes, his eyes were as real as they were, and he walked over my face inch by inch, causing goosebumps to tremble on the back of my neck.

"Yu Nian." He called my name.

I couldn't help but raised my head to meet his gaze. His eyes were as deep as the sea, and there seemed to be evil beasts rolling in them. I heard him repeating the question in my ear at a leisurely pace.

"Like that girl just now? Tell me..."

I seemed to be bewitched by his eyes, or intimidated by that beast, anyway, I heard myself answer unconsciously: "No..."

Feng Jue's expression softened slightly, and he moved closer to me, the tip of his nose almost touched mine, I heard him say: "You are so good."

I was almost shocked, subconsciously wanting to run away, but my jaw was suddenly and lightly restrained, which forced me to raise my head.

Feng Jue's fingertips caressed my skin ambiguously, indicating the other party's next move.

I froze in place, screaming madly in my heart to push him away, but my body remained motionless.

Feng Jue turned slightly to the beginning, and his deep voice rolled into my ear, like a threat, but also like a confession: "Yu Nian, don't have a relationship with anyone that exceeds the limit, you can only belong to me."

"I..."

I didn't have time to say the rest.

In the cold white moonlight, he lowered his head and kissed my lips.

The author says:

Sorry for the lateness, I have had a bad cold for a week, and my head is empty every time I take the medicine.

Everyone also pay attention to the body.