Morbid domestication

Morbid domestication chapter reading, (completed) I have a boyfriend after waking up from amnesia? ,Friendly reminder, if you fall into the water wearing a life jacket, you must keep your limbs still to float up. Excessive struggle may lead to drowning.In addition, be sure to wear the life jacket correctly, especially the belt must be fastened! (wink)

It was as if I was in a dark void. In front of me, there was an unidentified woman who had been talking to me sharply. I couldn't hear the content of her words, but I could feel her strong emotions.

It was hateful, disgusting, sad, and painful.

I seemed to be overwhelmed by the negative emotions poured out by the other party. I was very scared and wanted to comfort this woman, but I didn't dare. There was always a voice in my heart telling me, don't speak, because you will be punished.

The consciousness seems to be split into two, one is hiding in a corner and shivering, and the other is thinking about a problem as if staying out of it.

who is she?who I am?What is our relationship?

I want to go out, but I can't move. I want to try to see the woman's face, but I feel a splitting headache. The scene in front of me quickly dissipates, leaving only an endless darkness, without a ray of light, only infinity Endless negativity overwhelms me.

Fear and loneliness clung to my neck like intertwined vines, making it impossible for me to break free, let alone breathe.

Who can help me?I'm dying.

I screamed in the dark for a long time, but there was no response. It seemed that I was the only one left in the whole world. I couldn't move, and even my voice seemed to be swallowed by the thick darkness.

A voice in my heart told me clearly that no one will come to save me, because no one loves me, and my existence is worthless.

Consciousness gradually returned to chaos, and I gave up resistance, so be it, if the worthless people disappear, they will disappear.

"...Small."

A voice penetrated the darkness, pierced straight into my brain, and pulled back my consciousness.

who?Who is speaking?Careless?Who is Xiaoyi?

"... Xiaoyi, wake up."

, This voice sounds familiar, who is it?Who is he yelling in a small way?I suddenly remembered, yes, it was me, I was Xiaoyi.

I opened my eyes suddenly!

There was a pair of concerned eyes in front of me, and those eyes were very familiar, but I just woke up from a nightmare, but I couldn't remember who they were for a while.

"Xiaoyi, are you having a nightmare?"

The familiar voice finally pulled back my reason, and I finally saw the person in front of me clearly, that was Feng Jue, and also my lover.

I have a lover, and my lover loves me very much.

After being stunned for a few seconds, I suddenly hugged Feng Jue, "Feng Jue!"

I know I'm irrational now, but I can't take care of it anymore, I urgently need some comfort to dispel the despair left by that dream, and Feng Jue's warm embrace is the best choice.

Feng Jue seemed to be taken aback by my sudden initiative. After a few seconds, I felt him hug me back and pat my back soothingly. I heard Feng Jue's low and pleasant voice coaxing: " Well, don’t be afraid, Xiaoyi, I’m here.”

Not enough, these are not enough.

I held Feng Jue's arm even harder, subconsciously confirming: "Sir, you love me, right?"

"How could I not love my little prince, I will always love you, my little one."

The usual embarrassing love words became good medicine at this moment, I buried my face into Feng Jue's chest, feeling the strong beating there, and Feng Jue didn't say much, but the movements of stroking me became more gentle.

The repressed emotions gradually faded away under such comfort, and my rationality began to gradually return. Along with my rationality came my sense of shame.

Embarrassed, I got up from Feng Jue's arms, and explained my irrational behavior just now: "Sorry sir, I had a nightmare."

"Why do you have to apologize? We are lovers, you don't need to apologize for these little things." Feng Jue raised his hand to help me straighten my hair: "I am very happy for your needs."

I looked at Feng Jue's gentle smiling eyes, and nodded obediently.

"Okay, now that we're awake, let's go see the sea."

Following Feng Jue's words, I realized that I was lying on the bed just now, and the surrounding environment was like a bedroom. Why did I say similar, because I could feel the whole room shaking slightly, and I also The sound of the waves can be heard very close.

I'm a little confused, if I remember correctly, I should be in the car, but where is this?

As if seeing the doubt in my eyes, Feng Jue explained: "You fell asleep not long after getting in the car, and you didn't wake up when you got there. I saw that you slept comfortably, so I carried you in directly. Now we are on a yacht .”

Is that so? Last night I was so excited that I fell asleep at dawn, but this time I fell asleep a bit, and I didn’t even wake up when Feng Jue hugged me. I always felt that I forgot something, but my mind was empty for a while Can not remember.

But I accept this explanation.

In fact, I still have a little regret in my heart. I originally wanted to see the scenery outside along the way. Who knew that I missed it because I was too sleepy, but this regret disappeared immediately when I stood on the deck of the yacht.

I leaned on the railing, looking at the sea scenery in front of me, Feng Jue stood shoulder to shoulder with me.

It should be three or four o'clock in the afternoon, the sun on the sea is not glaring, the field of vision is all vast and boundless blue, the salty, humid and warm sea breeze is blowing in, and many white birds are flying around in the sky.

Such an open sea really makes people happy, and I couldn't help but sigh: "It's so beautiful."

Feng Jue turned his head to look at me and asked, "Are you happy?"

"happy!"

Feng Jue chuckled: "I'm happy now? What about the activities in the afternoon?"

I think my eyes must be shining at this moment. Looking at Feng Jue's smiling face, I couldn't help asking, "Activity? What kind of activity?"

"Don't worry about that, you have to eat something before that."

Only then did I realize that I missed lunch because I was sleeping, but I didn't feel hungry, too much fun had filled me up, and I couldn't wait for the activity that I said in the seal.

After simply eating something, I followed Feng Jue to the other side of the yacht, and I watched a staff member beside the yacht playing with some kind of machine.

I couldn't help asking Feng Jue: "Sir, what is this?"

"Motorboat." Feng Jue handed me a life jacket: "Xiaoyi, put this on, and I'll take you for a ride."

I took the lifejacket and looked at Feng Jue in surprise. To be honest, I was really surprised that Feng Jue would ride a motorboat, a sport that seemed very passionate at first glance. After all, he usually looks rigorous and meticulous. of.

Xu Shi saw that I was stunned in place, Feng Jue smiled and took the life jacket that I had just handed to me.

"Can't wear it?"

I wanted to say no, but Feng Jue had already bent down in front of me, personally put the life jacket on me, and carefully helped me put it on.

My face was a little hot, and I whispered: "Thank you, sir."

"Mr. Feng, everything has been checked, there is no problem." The staff jumped on the yacht and said respectfully to Feng Jue.

Feng Jue nodded, and the staff member withdrew, as quickly as if he didn't exist just now.

Feng Jue flipped onto the motorboat neatly, then stretched out his hand to me on the deck, and invited me with a smile, "Xiaoyi, come here."

It is an exaggeration to say that riding a motorboat is a passionate sport, but any man who has driven it once will fall in love with this thrilling and exciting sport.

At the beginning, I had no place to put my hands because of embarrassment, but as Feng Jue opened faster and faster, I have already hugged Feng Jue's waist tightly. The rising waves made my blood boil even with me.

The calm sea surface was marked by circles of white water waves, and Feng Jue even had a few thrilling drifts and tail swings, which made me laugh and scream.

After four or five laps like this, Feng Jue slowly slowed down the car, and finally turned off the engine completely, only letting the motorboat float with the rhythm of the waves.

But my heartbeat didn't seem to have calmed down from the strenuous exercise just now, but it was beating faster and faster. I rested my head on Feng Jue's broad shoulders and didn't speak for a long time.

On such a vast sea, the boundary between the sky and the sea is blurred, and it seems that Feng Jue and I are the only two left in the whole world, on this motorboat that is rendered infinitely small by the sea, clinging to each other and floating on the sea .

Don't ask where you come from, don't know where you are going, but there is a romance of being lonely to death.

After a long time, Feng Jue turned his head and said in a low voice, "Do you want to try, Xiaoyi?"

I raised my head and looked at Feng Jue in surprise: "Me?" Then I became excited again: "Really? Can I do it sir? But, but I can't."

"It's very simple, I'll teach you."

Hearing what Feng Jue said, I stopped being polite, and carefully moved to the front with Feng Jue's help, while Feng Jue was behind me, embracing me from behind, holding my I put my hand on the handle of the motorboat and said slowly: "This is the accelerator, just turn it and you can go."

"Here, it's the brakes..."

His lips were almost close to my ears, and as he spoke, his breath sprayed on my hot ears. I couldn't help shrinking my neck, trying to get some distance away, but I couldn't do this kind of posture. Dodging completely, my attention was distracted, half of my attention was focused on listening to Feng Jue's words, and more was distracted by that scorching aura that was too strong to be ignored.

"...do you understand?"

"Small idea?"

"En?" I snapped back to my senses and realized that I had finished explaining the seal formula. In order to cover up my distraction, I hurriedly nodded and said, "I understand, sir."

"Do you really understand?" Feng Jue didn't seem to believe it, "If you don't understand, I can explain it again."

I really don't want him to repeat what he just said. I held the steering wheel of the motorboat and said emphatically, "I really understand, sir!"

Feng Jue moved away from me a little bit, and let out an indistinct smile, "Okay, then you can try to open it."

I swallowed nervously, recalling the content of Professor Feng Jue just now, I really understood the previous part, but I can’t remember the latter point clearly, but I think the problem should not be too big, I tried to keep it small Turning the accelerator slightly, the engine of the motorboat let out a humming sound of being ready to go.

This gave me confidence, and I increased my strength a bit, and the motorboat suddenly moved forward. I was so frightened that I quickly released the accelerator, and looked back at Feng Jue nervously.

"It's okay, Xiaoyi did a good job." Feng Jue encouraged, "Try again."

After being affirmed, I felt relieved, and felt that a man should not be so timid, and I really wanted to try the feeling of driving the motorboat fast.

The motorboat rushed out with a roar, and the sea wind blowing against my face made me almost unable to open my eyes. I couldn't help shouting happily: "Sir! I have learned it!"

Before the words fell, the shout of excitement turned into an exclamation!I don't know where I made a mistake, the motorboat skidded suddenly and rolled over to one side, and before I had time to do anything, I plunged into the sea in a headlong posture.

I was submerged by seawater from all directions, and the salty and bitter seawater poured into my mouth and nasal cavity. The physical pain and fear in my heart made me forget that I was still wearing a life jacket. The instinct of survival made me struggle upwards. , but my body kept sinking, no matter how hard I thumped, it was useless, my eardrums suddenly swelled up, my brain buzzed, and there was a few seconds of blankness.

Am I dying?What about Feng Jue?Will something happen to Feng Jue?

The next second, I felt someone beside me suddenly rushing towards me, and then my arm was held up by an arm.

With a "crash", my head rushed out of the water.

"Xiaoyi, are you okay! Xiaoyi!"

Feng Jue's vague but anxious voice was next to his ear, and the answer was my violent coughing. After finally calming down, I shook my head weakly: "Sir, cough! I'm fine..."

"It's my fault, you're scared." Feng Jue's voice was full of self-blame.

I want to tell Feng Jue that it's not his fault, but I can only blame myself for being brave, but it's really hard for me to speak, so I can only shake my head blindly.

Fortunately, the rescue boat came over at this moment, and with the help of Feng Jue and the rescuers, I climbed onto the lifeboat. The moment my body touched the board, I felt that I had truly narrowly escaped death.

I stared at the back of Feng Jue and got on the boat, and my hanging heart was relieved. I gasped for breath, and lowered my head weakly. Only after I lowered my head did I realize that the two holes in the life jacket on my body There was only one strap attached to it, and it should have been washed away by the waves after falling into the water.

This knowledge blinded me for a moment, and I felt scared after knowing it. If all the buttons of this life jacket are unbuttoned, if the seal is not there, will I really die in the sea today?

As soon as Feng Jue got on the boat, he took me into his arms, checked up and down, and only after confirming that there were no other injuries on my body, did he hug me completely.

"Xiao Yi, tell me if there's anything uncomfortable?" I caught a trace of tremor in Feng Jue's calm voice in the past.

"No, I'm not sick, don't worry."

"It's my fault." Feng Jue stroked the back of my head and murmured.

"Don't blame sir, it was my own carelessness."

"It's my fault that my little prince was frightened like this, but I promise, there won't be a next time."

The forehead was touched by the cold lips, and I felt that a corner of my heart seemed to be starting to collapse.