Boss, she just wants to live an ordinary life

In my life, I have already seen the end from the very beginning - Yu Chaowan.

I got those evil eyes after I was born, and as I grow older, my spiritual power increases. When I understand the secret of colorful spirit stones, and when I can see the established future from there, I will know my life, and I am afraid that I will never see it again. What fun.

When death is an established fact, every day becomes the countdown.

The only thing I could do was to have fun while suffering, and slowly I also developed what should be called a bad character.

But in other words, under the connivance of everyone, when I had unlimited rights, I did not blacken, but I always fulfilled my duty to complete the century-old plan of the fairy world, sacrificing myself in exchange for the happiness of the majority. Thinking about it this way, I, Yu Chaowan, should also be called a good person.

Haha, just kidding.

Over the years, outsiders have commented on me. Of course, I am somewhat self-aware, cruel, perverse, reckless, unbearable and stubborn. Of course, these are not good adjectives, and I never cared about them from the beginning to the end.

For me, it's only when I turn the situation upside down and cause a little change in the future after every wanton, that I feel a little bit alive.

Of course, it goes without saying that there will never be less punishment behind the scenes, but Zuo will not take his life.

After all, his own life is still precious.

Day after day, year after year, I swim in the colorful spirit stones, like a god, and sometimes like a urchin. .

Sometimes when I think about it, the two are somewhat similar.

Until that day, I met a person whose future I couldn't see from the colorful spirit stones.

Even after being with her for many years, I still won't forget the moment when I first met, like the light of the sky.

That is not a signal of heartbeat. I have seen all kinds of states in the world in the colorful spirit stones, and I no longer think that I will have such feelings. At that time, this person should be more of a kind of hidden love to me. The extravagant hope in my heart.

Maybe I can find a glimmer of hope in it, the hope of surviving.

When this thought came out of my heart, I was taken aback.

Because I have always boasted that I can't break the future, and face death as usual, even if it is my own death.

But the truth is, there is actually a small sapling in my heart, she is saying, Yu Chaowan, you love this world and you want to live.

This idea was quickly submerged by the waves, and I deluded myself and told myself that I was just curious about this person, and of course I would be curious about a person who could not see the future.

So I knew the name of this person, her name is Jiang Tong.

It's a very common name, so I called you Tongtong, and I've only met you a few times. I can see that you are not used to such an intimate name, especially when I call the second word with a soft tone. It makes you a little bit delicate, making you more uncomfortable.

I couldn't stop laughing in my heart, and decided to keep calling you that way from now on.

Gradually, you get used to it.

You are really a very interesting person. Obviously you can see many things in your eyes. You definitely know the inside story, but you just pretend to know nothing. You think you are good at disguising, but I always see through it at a glance .

Of course, I only found out later that you really had a good disguise, but for some reason, I was the only one who saw through.

After realizing this, I sometimes cover it up for you, thinking in my heart that this can be counted as our little secret.

No, it should be said to be my own secret.Because sometimes bad tastes come up, and I like to make you feel uneasy, lest I find your flaws.

So I love teasing you more and more.

I need to make a statement, it's not my fault, it's really you, you are too adaptable, you were obviously wary of me at the beginning, and I played tricks on you a lot along the way, but you, weirdly, endured it.

It should not be said to be patience, it should be said to be tolerance.

You say it's weird.

You don't want to have anything to do with me, since you still want to go back to your Buzhou Peak to live a peaceful life, you should know that as long as you act like others, I will soon lose interest and let you go back.

But you don't.

Tongtong, every time I say your name silently in my heart, I always feel different.

At that time in Luoyang City, you had already noticed that something was wrong. When I thought you would choose to remain silent, you came to ask me directly. You looked over with those calm eyes and asked yourself lightly.

To be honest, I was a little angry at the time.

Jiang Tong, are you so sure that I will indulge your temptation? You must know that I am always moody.

But in the end, my anger didn't come out. As soon as I turned around, you guys have already gone to buy candied haws heartlessly.

Thinking back now, it was at that time that there was an omen, and I was destined not to pass your test.

You raised a fox, which is not simple at all, but it is wronged to eat leaves under your hands.

Whenever I saw this scene, I couldn't stop laughing, and then I often secretly came to feed the fox. After feeding it for a long time, although you were not happy, it seemed that you tolerated it because you saw how happy I was feeding it.

Until, I fed the fox twice as fat.

I really didn't do it on purpose, but you don't believe me, so much so that you still feel that I have a different obsession with feeding pets.

God testifies, I really only gave the flesh of those spirit rings to it just because I knew the identity of that fox and thought it had some self-control ability.

Well it turns out, you were right.

It really made you angry that time, but you didn't get angry for long in the end.

Because I soon received the materials for the Nine Bone Fan that you beat around the bush and helped me, I could only pretend that I didn't know that you were behind the scenes, so I accepted it gladly.

Now that we had the materials, the few of us went directly to the Ping family and asked the Ping family brothers and sisters to help me make weapons.

I was also in the Pingjia, and entered that illusion with you.

No, that shouldn't be called an illusion, because I am the causal anchor, and I have colorful spirit stones, and you have such an identity. In the end, we saw the parallel small world through the illusion.

I am attached to me in another world, and you are attached to you in another world.

We didn't return to our own world until our main consciousness became clear at the last moment.

No one knew the shock when I opened my eyes, my heart was beating fast, and every cell in my body was telling about the different emotions that spread from the bottom of my heart.

The name of that emotion is so frightening that I dare not admit it at all. Will I, Yu Chaowan, have such feelings one day?

I only have a wry smile left in the rest of my life. I have a predetermined future, why bother me in vain.

However, when I found this kind of feeling in my heart, I couldn't control it anymore, not to mention when I found out that you were not unintentional.

After the joy, it was full of panic.

After that, getting along with each other for a period of time was really sweet troubles for me, until the plan around me slowly started to be implemented, and we entered the secret territory of Unapproaching Peak.

I don't know what you found. In the cave, I was pushed against the wall, and your fragile throat was strangled by you.

The gaze is caused by your slightly red eye sockets, and those obsidian-like pupils are full of resentment, resentment towards yourself.

Other than that, there is still overflowing worry and a trace of panic that can't be seen.

Is it the fear of facing your own death?

It seems you know quite a lot.

At that time, my mind was full of quick cuts, my future was only death, why bother to provoke you again.

But I can't refuse.

Along the way, I know that you are unwilling to reveal your identity, and your wish from the beginning to the end is to live a peaceful life.

But such a you will reveal your identity to me and tell me that you are very strong. I really have no way to refuse such a Tongtong.

The first bud in my heart broke through the ground, maybe, maybe I was the exception, an accident that survived the hands of Tiandao.

So, I promised you, I promised you that I would not carry out that plan, although you seemed unconvinced and planned to continue to find ways to mark, but in fact, at that time, I really gave up my plan.

Until I saw your future.

You turned out to be the incarnation derived from the Dao of Heaven ten thousand years ago, so it’s no wonder I couldn’t deduce it before, but now I can deduce it because you chose to save me. a member.

And that future...

I breathed a sigh of relief, every memory is painful.

In that future, I tried my best to break free from the chains of fate, like a butterfly in the middle of the net, fragile and helpless in front of the way of heaven.

You are really powerful, we were once out of the control of heaven.

But there are few people in Tiandao's script, I am the main character from the beginning to the end, and I can't escape at all.

The end result is that all your hard work finally turned into a heavy chain, binding us both tighter and tighter. Under the collision of cause and effect, I will definitely die.

But it was death by your hands, the worst result.

Every time I look at my own future, I have to experience it personally. I will never forget that I am lying in your arms. The pain of all the wounds on my body is nothing compared to heartache, self-blame, regret, helplessness, and grief. , Thousands of emotions overwhelmed me.

My blood was left all over the ground along the rain, and I was about to die, in your arms, in your hands.

Your eyes were dazed and helpless, and you couldn't accept such a fact at all. You hugged me and trembled all over, and I couldn't hear what you were saying.

Later I heard clearly, you are begging me not to die, full of humbleness.

The bleeding has made me unable to think, and the last thought is also regretting, if I didn't provoke you in the first place, it would be fine, and I wouldn't let you fall into such an ending.

I have already accepted my death, but I cannot accept my death in your arms.

What a pain that must be for you.

How can I have the heart, how can I have the heart to leave you alone in this world, how can I have the heart to let you be trapped in the shadow of my death for the rest of my life.

After waking up from the illusion of colorful spirit stones, I have decided, I will die, I will cut off the cause and effect between us, maybe after a hundred years, you will forget me.

What happened later was basically going according to my plan.

I knew you would come to save me, but I never expected that you would do this.

When a person in a black cloak and hat stood in front of me and looked at the aura on your body, it was the aura of colorful spirit stones. Of course I knew what it meant. You used colorful spirit stones, and the person standing in front of you The person is you, but not my Tongtong now.

It's your future self.

I asked anxiously, Tongtong, how many years have you been waiting for me.

You don't answer.

I feel more and more at a loss. I try my best to change the ending of my death in your hands, but what I got in return is to make you fall into endless waiting.

For a moment, I was just at a loss.

But you looked at the sky and said, ah, Yu Chaowan, look, the promise I made with you back then has finally come true.

I looked along, and the sky full of stars was really too beautiful.

In a daze, I heard you again, but I really can't stop waiting for you.

With a little sigh, that sound fell on my heart.

Immediately afterwards, I was hugged, and the sound of longing rang in my ears, and before I had any thoughts, the memory was sealed.

It was Tiandao who discovered the anomaly.

After a long sigh, everything went according to plan.

Memory recovery is at that moment.

You came to the Demon Realm to save me, and you stood in front of me, talking about your plan.

After I refused step by step, I naturally greeted your fury. At this time, the helplessness in my heart welled up in my heart.

The tears can't be stopped anymore, I can't bear it, Tongtong, how can you let me bear it.

Then, thoughts were interrupted.

His trembling lips were kissed, and his cheek was caressed by the person in front of him.

Yu Chaowan, how can I save you?

You question me hoarsely.

There was pleading in the questioning, and tears fell from your eyes in an instant.

I felt more and more uncomfortable, how could I make you sad, but those tears fell on my heart, leaving deep pits.

When I haven't figured it out, action is often the most direct, so I kissed her, thinking, it seems that this is the only way to comfort you.

Of course, I soon felt like retreating, but there was no way to retreat.

You moved quickly and pushed me against the pillar, making me passively accept this wild and unstructured kiss, which smelled bloody and seemed more real.

If in case... I will accompany you

You backed away slightly, actually making such a promise.

For a moment, I was thinking, maybe it would be better for the two of them to die than you to be caught in endless waiting.

The next second, I felt ashamed for having such a thought. You told me across time and space that you were still waiting for me, so how could I let you continue to wait.

I took one last look at you deeply, and silently said sorry in my heart.

Tongtong, I will be back.

The medicine was so effective that you passed out immediately.

This plan is very simple and very risky. Yu Chaowan must die in this incident. This is an established fact and cannot be changed.

Then I have to die today, put it to death and live later.

For the past 30 years, I have been hiding outside the two realms, and my soul is hidden between the thunder clouds, which are the clouds of ninety-nine thunder calamities. Every lightning strike is so painful that I want to pass out, but I can't pass out, because Only by going through it can you reshape your physical body.

You asked me if I ever thought of giving up. If it hurts so much, I may not be able to survive it. It will take 30 years.

I have to admit that I thought about giving up. In that space, the boundaries of time were blurred, and the first ten years were particularly difficult. I always thought that one or two hundred years had passed, and I later realized that it was just an illusion. For me, it's on the verge of collapse.

But I still persisted, because every time I want to give up, my heart seems to be more painful. As long as I think that if I die like this, then you will really fall into endless waiting, and there will be infinite power in my heart. I can do it , Hold on a little longer, hold on a little longer.

So, I was finally able to see the light of day again.

I quickly found you through the colorful spirit stones.

It was a peach blossom forest, and on the largest tree lay a woman in plain clothes, her long hair was scattered and stained with peach petals.

I walked over step by step, holding an oiled paper umbrella. The fox saw me and circled around me excitedly. I habitually pulled out two meat strips from the storage bag.

Before the fox finished eating, he felt a slight change in the breath on the tree. It seems that you have woken up.

I raised the umbrella and looked up.

A gust of wind blew, and thousands of peach blossoms fell from the tree. They fell down and landed on my oil-paper umbrella. The last few flowers slipped from the corner of my clothes and fell into the pool.

For a moment, everything was silent, even the sound of rain falling disappeared.

Tongtong, I called out.

This sound has been called thousands of times in my heart, and now someone finally responded to me.

The corners of your clothes are flying, and you fall lightly.

You are like a feather, lightly blown down with the peach petals by the wind.

into my arms.

When I heard your chuckle in my ear, I couldn't help but laugh out loud, and let you push me against the tree trunk.

The branches trembled, and a few more peach petals fell.

Lips and teeth meet, I put my arms around your neck, this kiss is extremely lingering, in the sound of sticky water stains, there is a little peach blossom fragrance, until the rain stops.

The road ahead is full of thorns and thorns, the pain is unbearable, and there is only despair.

In that darkness, the ground was full of loneliness.

Given the choice, I would never want to have such an experience again in my life.

Can…...

If standing on the road ahead of thorns, it is your figure.

Then, even if I exhaust my last breath, I will struggle to run towards you, just to hold your hand earlier, take you away from the endless waiting, and never let go.

end

The author has something to say: Ah, I’m going to open a new pre-acquisition again, and I’m going to open this book next, and I’m already depositing the manuscript, thank you for your support.

"White Moonlight Is Myself"

Introduction one:

I heard that Qi Fengyu's Bai Yueguang is a handsome boy.

I heard that Qi Fengyu's Bai Yueguang went away for love, leaving Qi Fengyu alone to wait.

I heard that Qi Fengyu's Bai Yueguang encountered an accident later, and since then no one has been able to walk into her heart.

Shen Nan, who heard the news, thought hard, but still didn't understand where the so-called white moonlight came from. He and Qi Fengyu were inseparable for three years in high school.

Just very angry! ! !

Qi Fengyu: ...

Qi Fengyu: Smile.jpg

Onlookers: Why are these two people who spread dog food every day still not together.

Introduction two:

When we were young, we tried to maintain our decency, and we were unwilling to take a step back until the end, so that we missed each other.

After meeting for many years, I realized that my heart still beats only for you.

Sober in the world, supremacy of reason, intuitive straight-ball attack x flamboyant, free and easy cheerful, but always avoids suffering in love

Ahhh, the change of work made me delay for almost three months, I am guilty. orz

感谢在2021-05-2216:34:52~2021-08-0823:57:55期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~