should be stacked to return to the north

Ying Die arrived at the school after the big recess.

Originally, I could arrive at the school during the big break, but there was a traffic jam on the road.Ying's anxious back was covered with fine sweat.

This is not the same as the sweat from previous training.

In the past, it was the hot sweat from exercise, but after it was released, I felt refreshed.

But this kind of sweat came out of a hurry.

It sticks to the surface of the skin and is very uncomfortable.

When Ying stacked to school, his face was flushed.

Fortunately, she asked the director for leave in advance, so she would not be trained.

When the director bumped into her at the school gate, he was still surprised.

Ask her how she came.

Didn't you say something happened in the hospital?

Ying Die simply replied, I'm done.

He ran towards the senior high school teaching building, and the director looked puzzled behind him.

She still had warm buns in her pocket.

She didn't know if the child was waiting for her breakfast, but she just wanted to do what she promised.

The whole morning when he didn't see her, Beigui was listless.

And it was rare for her to leave the classroom today, and went to the playground outside for a round of activities.

Although the students in the class thought it was strange, they didn't dare to ask her because her face was pale and expressionless.

Beigui silently endured the strange scrutiny of his classmates.

Ok.

Always been this way.

It's been a long time since she opened her mouth to talk to anyone.

Sometimes Ying Die talks to her, and she can respond, which is actually a good state.

Most of the time, she is silent.

She felt that she was used to this kind of loneliness before.

The loneliness and loneliness that no one cares about.

Although, she doesn't look like one, such a neglected existence.

But that's what it is.

As a blooming girl, there is no one around her who can talk to her.

There are no girlfriends who can listen to her complaints, and no one will care about her emotions and care about her emotions.

She thinks it's all normal.

but--

Now she deeply felt the sadness in her heart.

It was the kind of anticipation in my heart that surfaced again.

It ended up being empty.

She also knew that Ying Die was not such a person who didn't count his words.

Moreover, every time she does something, she is given priority.It was impossible to ignore her on purpose.

Something must have delayed it.

Beigui thought to himself.

Been thinking about it all morning.

She is waiting for her to appear.

When Ying was in Class [-] and [-] of high school, the broken hair on his forehead was blown messy.

It's a bit different from the usual tidiness in class.

Even a little embarrassed.

The class was still in Chinese class, and she stood outside the classroom without disturbing her.

The teacher in class noticed her and recognized her as the school's physical education teacher.After a while, after finishing the topic, I came out and asked her if there was anything wrong.

At the beginning, Ying Die was embarrassed to say that he came to find someone, fearing that it would affect their class.

He was even more afraid that Beigui would not like her coming to her so blatantly and would cause trouble for her.

But after thinking about it, if you don't look for it now, there will be more people after class later.

"I'm sorry, teacher. I'm here to find Xiabeigui."

The class seven Chinese class is a woman in her 30s with an elegant temperament.When talking, always with a smile in your eyes.Very benevolent.

Ying Die had no impression of her.

After all, there are so many teachers in the school, and they teach Chinese.

Ying Die usually dislikes Chinese the most.

Esoteric.

But the Chinese teacher really likes Ying Dian.

I think she is sunny and positive.

"You said Beigui." She seemed to have a special impression of Beigui, which made Ying Die a little confused, "What's wrong?"

She smiled and said, "It's okay, let's talk about it next time."

"I'll call her out for you."

When the Chinese teacher was calling for Beigui to come out, the students in the class were whispering.

"The one at the door seems to be a new intern female physical education teacher from the previous school. Tell me, why is she here looking for Beigui?"

"Could it be possible to grab her to exercise?"

"Then I don't know. All I know is that the female physical education teacher is very handsome. She is much more eye-catching than those middle-aged greasy physical education teachers."

"..."

It was the first time I had experienced going back to the north. I was called out during class.

She didn't really like others talking about her before, but at this moment, she seemed to enjoy it quite a bit.

I just kind of like hearing people talking about the two of them.

When Beigui found out that he had such small thoughts, he was taken aback.

When talking to her, he didn't dare to look into her eyes.

Ying Di hurriedly explained to her, but didn't notice anything wrong.

"Sorry, something happened when I went out this morning, so I'm late."

"nothing."

Beigui lowered his head and whispered back.

Listening to her tone and looking at her expression, Ying Die didn't seem to be angry, and felt more at ease.Then he took out the steamed stuffed bun from his pocket, stuffed it in her hand and said, "Hey, I don't know if you ate it in the morning. I brought it specially for you."

The inner and outer three layers of the buns were all wrapped in paper towels, not to mention that they didn't even know it was a bun.

She probably wrapped it so tightly because she was afraid of the smell or the buns getting cold.

Before Bei Gui could say anything, Ying Die waved her hand and said, "Go in quickly, I'm just going back to the office."

Only when she turned to leave, Beigui dared to raise her head.

See her back is wet.

It's not too cold in mid-October.

But it is still a bit cooler than summer.

Sweat drenched her coat, how eager she must be to get back.

Just to give myself two buns.

Beigui was suddenly moved.

Back to the office should be stacked as if overdrawn.

My head is groggy.

It may have something to do with not eating breakfast, or it may be related to being in a tense emotional state all morning.

First, when I ran in the morning, I was sweating finely from the fright of the fainted old man.

Then rush back to school from the hospital.

He didn't take a breath on the way.

Now that everything has been done, the hanging heart is finally let go.

I just felt uncomfortable in my body.

The physical education teacher in the same group saw Ying Die's expression was particularly bad, and asked her if she was not feeling well.

Ying Die shook his head and said it was fine, just take a rest.

She can still overcome this level of discomfort.

Compared with being dehydrated in the sun during outdoor training, it is nothing at all.

It reminded me of my previous training.

Ying Die suddenly felt very lonely.

During the National Day holiday a few days ago, the team had an unprecedented three-day holiday.

The former teammates are all about going out to play.

But Yingdie declined.

The teammates didn't say anything more.

Just tell her to go back to the team to have a look when you have time.

Now that I am a senior, I don't have many days to stay in school.

Of course I should know this.

Originally, she exhausted 120 points of strength to prepare for the last competition she participated in as a college student.But the end result was not what she wanted.

Since she started practicing kayaking, she has participated in single races.

Never played a doubles game.

She's used to doing things her own way.

But when she participated in the competition for the last time, the coach told her that the place that originally belonged to her in the singles competition had been given to a newcomer.Now there's a two-player game left.

Take advantage of the last time, hurry up and practice.

Fight for a championship.

Take a fart champion ah.

Ying Die dislikes participating in the double competition the most.

She didn't like the feeling of being with other people.

I can't fully devote myself to the game.

Always thinking about how to cooperate with the other party, it is easy to ignore who she is.And she also hates that kind of feeling that she cares about others.

affect her performance.

This is completely because she feels that she is about to graduate from senior year and feels useless.Leave the good positions to the newcomers.So that they can substitute in.

What does it mean to give her a two-player match.

Ying Die, who had a bad temper, exploded on the spot.

No matter how the coaches and teammates do ideological work, it's useless, Yingdie just doesn't accept it.

In the end, neither side negotiated a compromise.

Ying Die unilaterally proposed to stop the training, saying that she was going out for an internship.

At that time, there was also an element of threatening the coach, but I didn't expect that the coach was also a ruthless character, or she really felt that she was useless.He readily agreed.

In this way, if she doesn't come out for an internship, she will also come out for an internship.

After all, words come out of your mouth.

How can you go back on your word.

When I first arrived in a new environment, I still felt novelty.

But after a long time, plus what I had been doing before, I suddenly stopped doing it. It’s okay when I’m busy, and I don’t think about it.But once you are free, when you are alone, you will think of those pasts.

Is this really the end?

own sports career?

Are you willing?

You should have asked yourself.

But didn't get a definite answer.

In the end, I still can't live with myself.

But later, when she told someone about her deepest thoughts, she suddenly found that everything was enlightened.

Sometimes, at different stages, people will actually make some appropriate changes.

Then push yourself one more step forward.

Ying Die dragged his sick body and finished the whole day's class.

When I got home, I was almost exhausted.

There is a feeling of overdraft.

She saw the sofa and wanted to lie down.

But thinking of the last time she fell asleep on the sofa, the child also slept on the sofa with her.

Always felt like it would spoil her.

Reluctantly returned to his room.

She didn't eat anything all day.

At noon in the faculty cafeteria, I also hurriedly grabbed two bites of food, and then followed the sports team leader to carry the equipment needed for the sports meeting.

In order to welcome the arrival of the sports meeting, the school specially ordered new equipment.

After the equipment is delivered to the door, manpower is needed to move it from the door to the sports equipment room.

Students have to eat and have a lunch break at noon, so only a few physical education teachers moved by themselves.

When I was in school, I did a lot of hard work.

But there are not many in this school.

Tired, really tired.

Classes are tiring, and there are many things after class.

However, it's quite exercising.

Self-comfort should be stacked.

Before he could take off his clothes, he fell asleep on the bed.

When returning from the north, the house was very quiet.

She originally planned to come back tonight to ask Ying Die about her friend's dinner at home, but she looked around and didn't see her.

Haven't you come back yet?

But it doesn't look like it.

Her shoes are at the door.

Crooked.

It was obvious that the door was in a hurry.

Is it in the room?

Beigui knocked on the door, but no one answered.

not here?

Beigui felt that she should be inside the house.

Because she has no habit of going out at night.

Usually when I get home, I lie on the sofa directly tired.

Did she go back to bed today?

Beigui didn't open the door, what she thought was, did she not eat at night?

or--

Cook a bowl of noodles for her.