should be stacked to return to the north

Those days when I settled down to study were really doomed.

Her attitude towards learning is to observe flowers on horseback, and she focused on training and competitions for several years in college.As long as the learning theory is passable, it will be fine.

But now, the knowledge points of the whole book have to be read and memorized.

I remembered it at the time, but after a few days, the memory began to blur.

That's what's most frustrating.

English too.

How to remember, just remember now.

Ying Die sometimes feels like he has become numb.

I can't laugh, my eyes are dull.

Beigui sometimes sees her like this, and wants to say, if studying is so painful, otherwise we won't study.But sometimes seeing Ying Die working so hard, she was unwilling to say those words of frustration.

I just hope the hard work really pays off.

Bei Gui Ying Die formulated the Ebbinghaus forgetting memory curve schedule, and punched in the knowledge points every day.

At the beginning, I was a little uncomfortable with Yingdu, but after a period of time, it seemed that the knowledge points in my mind were relatively clear.

She is very happy.

He hugged Beigui and kissed him fiercely.

Bei Gui thought that the two of them could finally make out a little bit, but after just one kiss, Ying Die continued to study.

Ever since Yingdie started to study, he was really pure-hearted and ascetic.

All I think about is learning.

Even if Beigui sat in front of her in very thin clothes, she only asked her about her studies.

Don't talk about anything else.

Sometimes Beigui is angry and funny.

It turns out that compared with studying, she really has no charm at all.

But such a big sister who studied hard fascinated her.

Sometimes I would tease her without knowing it, but every time I was ignored by the big sister.

But Beigui didn't mind, she just liked teasing her big sister like this.

It's December in a blink of an eye.

December is the time for the exam. In October, Ying Die had already registered online.Choose the major of sports training.

Majored in kayaking.

There are very few applicants for this major. As long as you have passed the written test, the interview problems should not be too big.

But the difficulty lies in the written test.

How many students in the Department of Physical Education are all because they can't get through the hurdles in their studies.

Ying stack is not immune.

While Ying Di was busy reviewing and reading books, Beigui was also learning his own culture well.

At the same time, she also participated in many extracurricular interest clubs, which is also Yingdie's advice to her.University is definitely more than just learning the theory well.And extracurricular practice is also very important.

This is the difference between college and high school.

In high school, as long as you master the theory, you can see the world on paper.

But in college, the theoretical knowledge you have learned must be supported by practice.

In the past, Beigui didn't like to express himself, and was bored with everything.

But now she not only joins the club she likes, but is also selected for the school's radio station as an announcer who reads English manuscripts.

No one knew that she was such a closed-off person before.

No one knew that she suffered from Eustachian tube patency.In severe cases, the ears will become deaf.

What everyone sees is a sunny, positive, beautiful and generous girl.

In order to let Bei Gui read their manuscripts, many students even specially asked students from the foreign language department to help write the manuscripts.Some students also joined her club in order to get to know Beigui.

……

If she had returned from the north before, she would have hated such unknown enthusiasm.

But now, if the other party appreciates and likes her, she will accept it peacefully.Accept each other's liking very frankly.

Who doesn't love someone who shines brightly.

In order to let more people like listening to her speak English and hear her voice, Beigui also opened an account on the Internet.Share some tips for learning English every day.

But she doesn't show her face.

Only teach dry goods.

So Beigui developed a new skill.

Video editing and recording.

This is what she taught herself.

Not many people started paying attention.

She accumulated some fans here and there, but later, once she uploaded a video of her daily chat with her big sister on the Internet.

Overnight, her fans skyrocketed.

The comments below are all a follow-up, sweet.

Knock it, knock it.

That's all for later.

Both are now waiting for the end of December to arrive.

When the exam was almost half a month away, Ying Di felt inexplicably anxious.

I don't know why I'm flustered.

To memorize some knowledge points, there is no way to calm down.Occasionally, I can't sleep well at night, and all I think about are knowledge points.

I was afraid that if I fell asleep, I would forget it when I woke up.

Obviously working hard, but sometimes the more you want to remember something, the easier it will be to forget.

It gets frustrating when you can't remember it.

I will question myself whether it is not suitable to take this path.I will deny myself over and over again.

Yingdui had never felt this way before.

She has been going so smoothly along the way, and everything she does is what she wants to do.

From the beginning, the postgraduate entrance examination was something she could do or not do.But now part of the reason is that Beigui is here, so she desperately wants to stay here and continue her studies.

Mixed with this kind of ingredients, it will make Ying Die feel particularly unconfident.

She did this with uncertainty.

Never had it before.

Will be a little flustered.

What to do if you let the person you care about be disappointed.

Ying Die fell into distress.

Going back to the north is the same as usual, after class and busy with his own affairs, he will go to Yingdie's residence.

Fortunately, Beigui told her roommates about her situation at the beginning, so even if she sometimes didn't live in the dormitory, the roommates would not ask any more questions.

They heard that the eldest sister was going to take the postgraduate entrance examination, so they cheered her on.

Beigui said thank you very frankly.

Between people, many times, they will be happy physically and mentally because they are honest with each other.

It's just that most people can't be honest.

When Beigui returned to his residence, the room was very dark.

In the past, when Ying Di needed to read, the lights were always on in the house.

Subconsciously, Beigui felt that something was wrong, it shouldn't be like this.Could it be that something happened to the eldest sister?

Returning north, he walked towards the place where Ying Die usually studied.

The lamp on the desk was not on either.

Walking a little closer, I found a figure lying heavily on the table.

Are you asleep?

Beigui frowned slightly.

But it soon became apparent that it wasn't.

Sometimes Ying Die gets tired from reading, so he just lays down on the table for a while.

Won't turn off the lights.

She said that it was difficult to wake up when the lights were turned off.

Could it be that……

Beigui has a bad feeling.

She slowly approached her.

A faint sob was heard.

Bei Gui was taken aback.

Her big sister, seems to be...

Cried.

The big sister in my impression rarely cries in front of her.

Not even the daily complaints.

She always handles everything quietly and rarely expresses negative emotions.

Beigui sat gently beside her.

She didn't make a sound, just quietly by her side.

Ying Die focused on releasing his emotions, and didn't notice that Bei Gui was sitting on the side.

She didn't know what was wrong with herself, and she fell into such a bad mood.It may be because a multiple-choice question was done wrong, or it may be because a word was memorized and forgotten.

Anyway, it's all small things.

But it seems that because of the addition of such small things, it becomes that I don't know how to digest my emotions.

She was sitting on the table.

Inexplicably, tears streamed down my face.

It would be better for her to turn off the light and not read the book.

She has only been concentrating on studying for a month or two, so what about those who have been studying for a few months or a few years?

How much pressure should those people bear?

Should stack do not know.

She only knew that learning this matter was really too painful for her.

But she wanted to take a step forward, but she had to go through the hurdle of learning.

Obviously, the exam is coming soon, and the days like this are coming to an end.

She should be happy.

But why the anxiety, even to the point where I don't know how to relieve it.

Ying Dian couldn't describe this feeling.

After a while, Ying Die felt that there was still someone sitting next to him.

It was her child who had returned.

When Ying Die realized this, he didn't know how to raise his head.

At this time, Beigui spoke appropriately: "Big sister, are you hungry?"

What happened to her without her.

Instead, he asked her if she was hungry and if she wanted to eat noodles.

Ying Die buried her head and said, "Well, I want to eat noodles."

She didn't want her to see her crying side in a mess.

Beigui knows.

Beigui got up slowly and gave her a hug: "Okay, I'll make noodles. Just wait for me."

When Beigui turned to leave, he was grabbed by Ying Die.

Ying Die buried his head in her waist.

"Let me hold you for a while."

Beigui knew that she must have had a backlog for a long time.

She stood there quietly, patting her shoulder lightly with her hand, giving her enough sense of security.

The so-called getting along in an intimate relationship means that when you are at a loss, there is someone who can give yourself enough sense of security.Enough tolerance, enough companionship.

I have the confidence and courage to keep going.

……

That day, Beigui made a tomato and egg noodle dish.

She made it with great success and it tasted amazing.

The eldest sister ate two bowls.

He also fooled Beigui and said, I ate two bowls of the noodles you made with great support, so please remember that I am full and happy now, not the previous me.

Beigui deliberately said, who were you before?

Do you want to remind me?

It should be full of air.

To put it in a low voice, children nowadays are really getting worse and worse.

But isn't it just such a bad boy that makes her like it more.

Accompanied by Beigui, the eldest sister regained the motivation to move forward.

In this way, the time came a week before the exam.

One week before the exam, she had to prepare the admission ticket. This time, it was Beihui's turn to remind her big sister.

The identities of the two seem to have switched.

Beigui became the big sister who cared about everything, and the big sister was a child for the time being.

Who said that in a relationship, the attacking side will always be strong.

They are girls too.

There should also be support.

You can act like a baby, and there are things you can't do.There can be moments of vulnerability, of being overwhelmed.

Can be forever, also a child.

……

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