agree to be each other's stand-in
Chapter 24 Break Up
"Where are you going?" Lu Kaiyan stood up quickly.
In her opinion, Xie Nanyuan didn't categorically refuse, that means there is still room for maneuver.
Xie Nanyuan smiled again, "You will know when we arrive."
"Oh." Lu Kaiyan murmured, and walked to Xie Nanyuan's side.
Xie Nanyuan turned around to get the keys on the table, only to realize that the computer was not turned off, and said, "Wait a minute, I will turn off the computer." He bent down to hold the mouse.
Lu Kaiyan followed her gaze and just saw the opened web page.It should be a medical question bank, and all kinds of professional terms made her dizzy.Before he could see it more clearly, Xie Nanyuan had already closed all the open pages, and clicked to shut down the computer.
"Let's go." She put the phone and keys into her bag, turned around and said to Lu Kaiyan.
I don't know when it started to drizzle outside.
Neither Xie Nanyuan nor Lu Kaiyan brought umbrellas. Fortunately, the rain was not heavy. Many people who were also unprepared walked directly into the rain and fog. At most, their coats were wetted a little, and the impact was not great.However, because of the rain, there are still a lot fewer people on the street.
The rain moistens the air, the plants, and the ground. The whole world seems to be shrouded in dampness, which makes it look extraordinarily deserted.
On the way from the hospital to the subway station, Lu Kaiyan frequently looked back at Xie Nanyuan.
When they were together in the past, she never felt awkward or uncomfortable. Even if the two of them didn't say a word, the atmosphere was natural, as if there was an invisible tacit understanding flowing between the two, making everyone who saw them Everyone can see at a glance that the two have a great relationship.
But now, silence has become unbearable.
Lu Kaiyan's mood inevitably became depressed, because she was the one who made all this so bad.
She really learned a tragic lesson from this incident, but is Xie Nanyuan still willing to give her a chance to correct and make up for it in the next time?
After walking through the subway station by station, they finally arrived at their destination.
When Lu Kaiyan walked out of the subway station behind Xie Nanyuan, she inexplicably felt a little familiar, as if something flashed in her mind, but she didn't capture it for a while.It wasn't until the two walked into a nearby neighborhood, took the elevator up to the top floor, and stood on the rooftop condescendingly admiring the scenery in front of her, that she suddenly came back to her senses, "This is..."
"Shengshi Xiaozhu." Xie Nanyuan didn't look at her, his eyes fell on the distant view ahead, "Here, I brought you here once."
Lu Kaiyan also remembered.
Last year, Xie Nanyuan passed the equivalent academic qualification examination and obtained a master's degree.Although it is impossible to obtain a postgraduate degree in this way, the degree certificate has high gold content. The hospital admits that the most important thing is that she can study on the job without affecting her work.
You can imagine how busy you are when you attend classes and prepare for exams while reading.
For a long time, Xie Nanyuan often slept less than six hours a day, almost working hard in a state of overdraft.
But there is hope in the future, so it doesn't feel hard.
And her hard work paid off, she passed the exam once and got a degree certificate.
Once a phased goal was achieved, Xie Nanyuan confidently set his next goal: buying a house.
They are also living in their own house now, but this house was bought by Lu Kaiyan himself, to Xie Nanyuan, it is always a bit less interesting.More importantly, she is actually not very satisfied with this house now, and feels that there are many problems, so she wants to start with buying a house and build a home that is completely theirs with Lu Kaiyan.
Of course, Lu Kaiyan fully supports this.
She really likes the feeling of two people working hard for the common small family, even if she can come up with enough down payment, but with Xie Nanyuan, the feeling of happiness of saving a sum of money every month is no matter how high her income is. Can't feel it.
While saving money, Xie Nanyuan also started looking at houses.
It is said to look at the house, but in fact most of the time, it is researched on the photos and floor plans on the Internet.
Xie Nanyuan is a person who wants to be the best no matter what she does, so she has created a file for each community she likes, and analyzes it from the aspects of price, location, supporting facilities, transportation and community environment, and finally chooses the best. Excellent, picked out a few favorites.
Among them, Shengshi Xiaozhu is her favorite.
In addition to the various conditions listed above, the window view of Shengshi Xiaozhu is the best among several communities, especially this orientation. There are no tall buildings in the field of view, and you can see the river from a distance and the scenery on both sides of the river. .
This is the only one within the price range they can afford.
In order to convince Lu Kaiyan, Xie Nanyuan brought her here once.
It was daytime when they came, and the view was really good, and the scenery was beautiful enough, so Lu Kaiyan applauded Xie Nanyuan's choice with both hands.
Looking at it now, the night view is not inferior to that of the daytime, and it can even be said to be more beautiful. After all, after all the lights along the river are lit, the eyes are full of brilliance, and it really feels like a galaxy hanging upside down and a palace in the sky.
But Lu Kaiyan was still a little puzzled, wondering why Xie Nanyuan brought him here.
"Including this time, this is the seventh time I've stood here." Xie Nanyuan said suddenly, "I really like this neighborhood, every time I stand here, I feel like I've firmly grasped the future. Everything is so real and beautiful, waiting for me to walk not far away, do you understand that feeling?"
"I understand." Lu Kaiyan whispered.
Xie Nanyuan shook her head, "No, you don't understand." She raised her head to let the burst of sadness pass before she continued, "I have even thought out every detail of the house decoration, the size of the bed, the size of the desk. The style, the brand of electrical appliances...all the furniture and furnishings you want to buy have been added to the shopping cart, and you can move them home when you save enough money and buy a house."
She was so excited and full of anticipation. For the first time in her life, she felt the excitement and joy so much that she couldn't sleep at night.
Even though he suppressed his emotions repeatedly, Xie Nanyuan couldn't help but choke up when he said this.
"Lu Kaiyan, I was really, really looking forward to forming a family with you. But what about you?"
"I've been looking forward to our home." Lu Kaiyan immediately said, "Maybe it's my fault that I'm not as devoted as you, if you want..."
"I don't want anything anymore." Xie Nanyuan interrupted her coldly.Holding on to the railing with both hands, she looked down into the endless darkness, "You haven't been here before, maybe you don't know, 16th floor, 1604, Jiang Siyue lives here."
Only then did she turn her head and look at Lu Kaiyan for the first time, "Is this a coincidence?"
Lu Kaiyan opened his mouth, but didn't say anything, and finally had to lower his head weakly.This is of course not a coincidence, she had casually recommended several neighborhoods carefully selected by Xie Nanyuan to Jiang Siyue, but she did not expect that she would pick this place alone.
"In my life, I want very, very few things." Xie Nanyuan turned his head and stared at the railing in front of him, "It may not be so perfect, but it must be completely mine."
Finally, she finally uttered the words that Lu Kaiyan tried to avoid all the time.
"Lu Kaiyan, let's break up."
"Thank you for letting me have a dream for two years and then waking it up yourself."
……
When Lu Kaiyan returned home, Lu Kaixin was still waiting in the living room.Seeing her look, I was startled.
"Why..." She pushed the wheelchair to meet him.
Lu Kaiyan didn't answer, and walked directly past her to the door of the bedroom. When she turned around and closed the door, she whispered, "Sorry, let me stay by myself for a while."
Lu Kaixin immediately stopped the wheelchair, "Okay."
Her guess should have come true.Before Lu Kaiyan rushed back to find someone, it was obvious that he had a conflict with Xie Nanyuan, but now it is very likely that Xie Nanyuan finally broke up.
Lu Kaixin went to the study silently.In the bedroom, Lu Kaiyan was lying on the bed, his mind was full of chaos.
Everything happened so fast that she still hasn't come back to her senses. She was always passive during the whole process, and before she had time to make any recovery actions, everything was over.
So she still has a very unreal feeling, did she and Xie Nanyuan just break up like this?
Lu Kaiyan turned her head to the side, her gaze fell on the window sill blankly, but she was suddenly attracted by the potted plants above.
There are more than a dozen small potted plants, including rose, cactus, mint, aloe, pothos, and most of them are succulents, all of which were bought by Xie Nanyuan.Because it is a discounted product, the condition was very bad when I bought it, but Xie Nanyuan has been well-raised, so now they are all lush and beautiful, and some of them have even been divided into pots.
In addition to these, the small cushions and pillows on the balcony, the photo frames and various small objects on the bedside table, the collages on the wall...all were bought by Xie Nanyuan and arranged by himself.
Looking around, there are traces of her everywhere in the room.
Although they only lived together for more than a year, the two of them were going for their whole life at that time, so they would not have any taboos at ordinary times, and they just went deep into each other's life unscrupulously.
Lu Kaiyan blinked, and the tears rolled down directly.
She buried her face in the pillow and wept silently.
After crying for a while, Lu Kaiyan suddenly thought of something, jumped off the bed, wiped away her tears, and went to open the closet door.
Her and Xie Nanyuan's clothes were not separated, so at first glance, one would feel that nothing was missing in the closet.But if you look closely, you will find that the things are actually half missing, but the hanging clothes have been adjusted, leaving no space, so it still looks full.
Lu Kaiyan looked through carefully and found that all the things belonging to Xie Nanyuan were missing.
This made her completely unbelievable. She was the one who stayed at home all the time, so why didn't she notice it at all?When did Xie Nanyuan move the things away?
But sometimes, she would go out to attend class reunions... Thinking of this possibility, Lu Kaiyan felt as if she was immersed in ice water for an instant, and the cold and suffocation completely submerged her, making her almost breathless.
She held on to the cabinet door for a while, then regained some strength, moved outside with difficulty, and went to the study to find Lu Kaixin.
"Have you ever seen Xie Nanyuan moving things?" She hesitated for a while before asking such a vague question.
But Lu Kaixin understood it as soon as he heard it, and shook his head, "No."
Only then did Lu Kaiyan relax a little, and leaned against the door frame for strength.Lu Kaixin couldn't go out and was at home every day. She didn't see it, so she probably didn't move it secretly. So what happened?
Just as he lowered his head to think, he heard Lu Kaixin say, "However, Xiaoyuan carries a bag on his back every day when he goes out to work."
Lu Kaiyan was taken aback for a moment, then came to his senses.Indeed, sometimes Xie Nanyuan has to bring a lot of things, so the bag he carries when he goes to work can also hold it well.If you pack your clothes and small items in it and move them away little by little, it will hardly be noticed.
But there are always such things that cannot be moved, Lu Kaiyan rushed to the balcony of the study, opened the cabinet, and was relieved to see that several large cardboard boxes were still there.
These are still there.
But she immediately realized that these things were not removed, firstly because they were too noisy, secondly because there was no place to put them, and thirdly because they were not necessary for daily use and would not be needed for a while.In short, it was definitely not because Xie Nanyuan still had room for repentance.
Lu Kaiyan closed the door of the cabinet, and when walking out, her footsteps stopped suddenly, she turned to the bookshelf, and took out her own notebook and Xie Nanyuan's photo album from the bottom floor.
She is so stupid, she clearly saw this photo album last time, but she was shocked by the content of that photo, she didn't think of anything else at all.
Xie Nanyuan put the photo album here, it must be because she has read the newspaper clippings next to it and knows everything.
She knew it all that long ago.
From the beginning to the end, Xie Nanyuan didn't cry, didn't quarrel, and didn't even question Lu Kaiyan.She just made a decision silently, arranged everything silently, and finally stood up and said to her, "Let's break up."
Even when they broke up, she was so calm, as if she would put on a formulaic smile the next moment, and reach out to shake hands with Lu Kaiyan, as if they had just completed a pleasant cooperation.
Lu Kaiyan couldn't accept it.
But this is Xie Nanyuan.
It seems that there is nothing in this world that can make her lose her composure, even if Mount Tai collapses in front of her, her face will not change.
Always calm, always calm.
But immediately, Lu Kaiyan couldn't help thinking about what she said today.Xie Nanyuan even knew where Jiang Siyue lived, she must have understood everything more deeply than Lu Kaiyan, and was finally disappointed.
This process was silent from beginning to end, Lu Kaiyan didn't even notice it at all.
What was Xie Nanyuan thinking when he was investigating and arranging all this?When she decided to separate, did she have a little nostalgia?
Lu Kaiyan didn't dare to think about it.
……
The sad thing about social animals is that even if they are broken in love, they can't let go of work.
Webcasting sounds more free than a nine-to-five job, but from another perspective, it is a 360-day, five-day, year-round job.Popularity needs to be maintained. Once you slack off a bit, you will be replaced by other newcomers.
So Lu Kaiyan lay down for a long time in despair, and finally got up and started the live broadcast.
But today, of course, there is no gentle coaxing to sleep, all she sings are songs about lost love.She sang very well in the first place, but now she is so sincere, she almost sang the essence of every broken-hearted love song, and most of the audience were in tears, reminded of the sad things in the past.
This is destined to be a sleepless night.
After singing until midnight, Lu Kaiyan brought all the wine from the house over.
In fact, there are not many stocks in stock, and most of them are low-alcohol fruit wines, because Xie Nanyuan doesn't like her drinking, especially doesn't like her drinking too much, so Lu Kaiyan has almost quit.But now they have broken up, and Xie Nanyuan can't control her, so Lu Kaiyan opened up all the wine in retaliation, mixing red, white and beer, and he was in a trance after a while.
Drunk, but able to fall asleep.
Lu Kaiyan had a dream.
Dreamed of the night she was with Xie Nanyuan.
It was also Valentine's Day, and at that time Lu Kaiyan was already preparing to confess her love, so she would always express this intentionally in a joking way in the usual way of getting along, to test Xie Nanyuan's attitude.It's a pity that Xie Nanyuan is cold and indifferent, so it's hard to judge her thoughts.
Therefore, before she was absolutely sure, Lu Kaiyan didn't dare to speak out directly, and could only "joke" again and again.
It was also Valentine's Day, and the two made an appointment to have dinner together.
When making the appointment, Xie Nanyuan agreed very readily, which made Lu Kaiyan suspect that she didn't know what day it was.This is not impossible, Xie Nanyuan's job, when he is busy, he often turns around for two or three days, it is a trivial matter to turn the day and night upside down, it is normal not to remember the day.
Even so, she was very happy.
So when ordering, the waiter brought up a bouquet of roses. She got carried away, took one out of it, and handed it to Xie Nanyuan, "Look, even the shopkeeper thinks we are a couple, or else, let's make do." ?”
She swears that she is really just a bitch, flirting out of habit.
However, Xie Nanyuan reached out and took the rose, and smiled at her, "Okay."
At that moment, my heart blossomed in the bitterness of winter.The whole night Lu Kaiyan was in a trance of joy, she didn't even taste the taste of the food, she just felt that her whole body was floating, as if she could fly to the sky at any time.
After dinner they went out for a walk.
Eight out of ten of those who were still wandering by the river in the cold weather were lovers, intimacy as if no one else was there.
So in a silent tacit understanding, Lu Kaiyan took Xie Nanyuan's hand and put it in his pocket on the pretext that the weather was too cold.
So I didn't know it was cold or tired, so I just walked along the river bank for a long distance, until it was too late, Xie Nanyuan reminded her that it was time to go home, and she had to go to work tomorrow, Lu Kaiyan reluctantly sent her back.
On the way, she always peeked at Xie Nanyuan, wanting to do something more, but she was ungrateful, until she sent him back to the hospital, she still didn't dare to act.
When saying goodbye, she took Xie Nanyuan's hand and was reluctant to let go.I don't know if he sensed her thoughts, Xie Nanyuan smiled helplessly, leaned closer, and left a kiss as light as a feather on her lips.
So Lu Kaiyan really went to heaven.
She walked home on soft clouds, naturally she was so excited that she couldn't fall asleep, so she dug out all the wine, sat on the balcony of the study, and drank from the deep night to the rising sun.
At that time, she also poured and drank by herself, but every sip of the wine was sweet.
The kind of joy that seemed to have won the whole world made her unable to help laughing in her dreams.
Woke up full of melancholy.
Lu Kaiyan stayed for a long time before pulling away from the remaining emotions of the dream.The headache felt like it was about to explode. She sat up straight, only to realize that she had just fallen asleep lying on the desk last night. Both arms were numb and painful from the pressure, and every bone in her body was so stiff that it was uncomfortably stiff. .
The mood suddenly became low again.
Although Xie Nanyuan doesn't like her drinking, every time she gets drunk, he can get her to take good care of her, bathe her, dry her hair, change her clothes, and help her to lie down on the bed. When she wakes up, the bedside There is often a glass of lemonade, which can quickly relieve the symptoms of alcoholic headaches.
Even the last time she saw the photo album and ran out to drink with someone, it was Xie Nanyuan who brought her back.Although it was just thrown in the hotel, I didn't forget to prepare a glass of lemonade for her.
But in the future, there will be none of these.
It turned out that breaking up was such a painful thing, as if a person was going to be cut out from her body and heart.
……
As soon as Lu Kaixin entered the study, he couldn't help frowning.She pushed the wheelchair to open the window, and then turned on the air conditioner in the room. After the smell of alcohol dissipated, she said to Lu Kaiyan who was leaning on the table in a daze, "Go take a shower."
"I broke up with Xie Nanyuan." Lu Kaiyan said suddenly.
Lu Kaixin was taken aback for a moment, but quickly nodded and said, "I guessed it."
"Do you know?" Lu Kaiyan asked.
"what?"
"Did you know that Xie Nanyuan wanted to break up with me?" Lu Kaiyan stared at Lu Kaixin closely, and repeated her question carefully.
Lu Kaixin was silent for a moment, then nodded, "Yes."
"When?"
"When I was still in the hospital." Lu Kaixin said, "At that time, she said that the time to break up had not yet come, and she had to wait. I didn't understand at the time, of course, the sooner the breakup, the better. Make yourself uncomfortable. But now that I see you, I seem to understand a little bit."
Lu Kaiyan touched her chest subconsciously, "She said she wanted to make me feel the same pain as her."
"Do you think so too?" Lu Kaixin pushed the wheelchair opposite her and asked.
"What do you mean?" Lu Kaiyan was puzzled.
Lu Kaixin said, "Do you think she is cruel? Even breaking up, she can make all the arrangements rationally and leave you an unforgettable lesson. This kind of meticulousness and calmness is not scary when you think about it." ?"
"She's not this kind of person!" Lu Kaiyan retorted subconsciously.
She wanted to cry again, "It's my fault. I didn't realize how much she suffered behind the scenes. It was me... who made her sad."
No matter how calm and rational Xie Nanyuan is, her heart is not made of stone.She is a living person, and she will feel uncomfortable, wronged, and painful, but she is just used to enduring it by herself without speaking out.
Lu Kaiyan blamed her a little at first, why didn't she bring it up when she did something wrong just now, at that time, if she knew it would hurt Xie Nanyuan, she would definitely change it.She didn't mean it, but she didn't know that Xie Nanyuan knew it so early.
But just now, when she woke up from the dream, she suddenly figured it out.
Xie Nanyuan didn't speak, just because it was unnecessary.
When we broke up yesterday, she said that what she wants may not be so perfect, but it must belong to her completely.Her bottom line for her lover is loyalty, which is what Lu Kaiyan should have done, so Xie Nanyuan will not remind her, she will only observe cautiously from the side.
It sounds cold and doesn't leave any room, but this is Xie Nanyuan.
Not only did she not leave room for Lu Kaiyan, she also did not leave room for herself.
From the moment Lu Kaiyan chose to meet Jiang Siyue, there was no possibility of redemption.
"You still have a bit of conscience." Lu Kaixin saw her hanging her head like a poor stray dog, couldn't help reaching out and rubbing her head, and sighed, "In my opinion, Xie Nanyuan is really good enough for you." Well, even breaking up is so gentle."
"Gentle?" No matter how much Lu Kaiyan excused Xie Nanyuan in his heart, he still felt that this word had nothing to do with her, so he couldn't help but raise his head.
Lu Kaixin smiled, "Then let me ask you, if she separates from you as soon as she finds out about it, will you agree?"
Lu Kaiyan bit her lip and shook her head.
In fact, it's not up to her to agree or not to break up. Xie Nanyuan doesn't want to be with her, so he can leave in a cool way.However, Lu Kaiyan understood what the other party meant, and if she didn't want to break up, she would definitely pester Xie Nanyuan and try her best to make the other party change his mind.Because at that time, nothing happened, she would feel that as long as she changed, she would still have a chance.
But now, just like what Xie Nanyuan said, Lu Kaiyan finally felt the pain of the other party, so she also knew her mistake more deeply.So no matter how unwilling she was, she knew clearly that it was impossible for Xie Nanyuan to be saved.
So she could only drink away her worries here, but she didn't dare to go to Xie Nanyuan at all.
She was afraid of seeing the other party's eyes that knew everything.
"So," Lu Kaixin said with emotion, "You see, even when she broke up, she didn't forget to teach you something."
However, this is also the cruelest part of Xie Nanyuan.She is so smart and thorough, she can completely control Lu Kaiyan in her own hands.If she doesn't want to break up, and doesn't want Lu Kaiyan to cross the line, there are ways to restrict her.But she didn't, she just watched everything happen.
However, Lu Kaiyan couldn't think of this anymore.
After hearing Lu Kaixin's words, her dead heart seemed to start to stir again, showing signs of resurrection.
Xie Nanyuan is of course very good to her. She takes care of Lu Kaiyan, but she also tolerates all her faults and flaws. Sometimes, Lu Kaiyan even feels that the other party has no bottom line for her.Although it turned out that it was just an illusion, the good times when the two of them were together were not fake. She didn't believe that Xie Nanyuan really didn't have any nostalgia for the past.
At this moment, she desperately wanted to see Xie Nanyuan, and wanted to see what he was doing.
……
Compared with Lu Kaiyan who didn't sleep all night and only slept on his stomach for a while at dawn, Xie Nanyuan had a peaceful night. He went to bed at eleven o'clock in the evening and woke up at six o'clock in the morning. Everything was no different from usual.
It was rare that he wasn't busy in the morning, and after the room inspection, Xie Nanyuan was doing his homework in the office.
When Nie Zilin saw her passing by, he stopped and asked, "Why are you doing the quizzes again? This is too hard. What should I do?"
"There will be an exam next month." Xie Nanyuan said.
Only then did Nie Zilin remember, "Ah yes, you can take the exam for attending medicine this year, congratulations."
"The exam hasn't started yet, it's too early for you to congratulate." Xie Nanyuan said with a smile.
Nie Zilin gave a "cut", "Who doesn't know that you are a famous exam expert in our hospital, but there are no exams that you pass at once. Excessive modesty is pride, so don't wait for a mortal Versailles with me, okay?" , is there any way for people to survive?"
She said these words sincerely, because she really felt that it was impossible for Xie Nanyuan to fail the exam.
According to the regulations of the hospital, one year after graduating from a bachelor's degree, one can take the exam for a licensed doctor, and five years after obtaining a licensed doctor's certificate, one can take an exam for attending medicine.But most people will take the test if they have the qualifications for the test, let alone pass it if they go for the test. There are countless people who get stuck on this every year.
Xie Nanyuan was different, as long as she could take the exam, she would definitely take it, and as long as she took the exam, she would definitely pass it.
In the past few years in the hospital, she has not only passed the examination of medical practitioners and the establishment of the hospital, but also took an equivalent academic degree Shenshuo, and now she is starting to prepare for the examination of attending physician.The most important thing is that the work has not been left behind at all. The number of operations is the most, the patients in charge of the bed are the most careful, writing reports and publishing papers, and even the duty of the outpatient and emergency departments is not the slightest slack. The professional level is very good .
For a long time, Nie Zilin felt that Xie Nanyuan was an out-and-out work machine with no private life at all.
However, if she hadn't worked so hard, she wouldn't have been able to stay in the provincial hospital as a graduate.
That is to say, in the past two years, after talking about a girlfriend, it made people feel a little more lively and no longer so desperate.
So when she saw that she was preparing for the exam, it immediately aroused the fear in Nie Zilin's mind of being dominated by Xie Nanyuan.After all, hard work is always easy to roll up. When the head of the department says "Look at Xie Nanyuan" and "Everyone should learn from Xiao Xie", who can easily catch fish?
Nie Zilin is in his third year of postgraduate graduation this year, and he has already been able to take the exam for attending medicine, but he has been procrastinating.Xie Nanyuan passed the exam this year, so she probably can't delay any longer.
Thinking about it this way, I immediately slipped away with the case in hand.
It's a day to be able to delay it. Anyway, the exam is next month, and it's too late now, and the exam will be next year.
As soon as he left the office, Nie Zilin saw Lu Kaiyan.
She was standing in front of the nurse's station, chatting with the nurses, and there were several large bags of fruit in front of her, which should have been brought to the offering today.This is the reason why all the medical staff like Lu Kaiyan, she is generous, and every time she comes over, her hands will never be empty, either fruit or snacks, and the portions are very generous, ensuring that everyone can get their share.
Although Xie Nanyuan herself is very popular and everyone likes her very much, but having such a generous friend (family member) makes the relationship between people more smooth. Usually, everyone will never forget her part.
Nie Zilin walked over and patted her on the shoulder, "Dr. Xie is in the office, why don't you go over?"
"Hmm... I think you are busy." Lu Kaiyan prevaricated casually.
She came here as soon as she wanted to, but her courage only supported her to get here, and she dared not go any further.
What do you want to say when you see Xie Nanyuan?What if the other party is too cold?Thinking of this, she hesitated and could only stay at this distance.
"Not busy." Nie Zilin said with a smile.It's best to hurry up and interrupt Xie Nanyuan's study, so as to reduce the pressure on everyone.
After she finished speaking, she touched a handful of cherries from the bag and was about to leave.
Lu Kaiyan quickly stopped her, "Doctor Nie, Xie Nanyuan... I mean, how is she these two days, is there anything unusual?"
"No?" Nie Zilin was confused, "It's all normal, nothing changed." As she spoke, her thoughts fell, her eyes fell on Lu Kaiyan's face, and she said with a strange expression, "Could it be that you did something wrong? , have annoyed us, Doctor Xie?"
That's why I didn't dare to go directly to the office and work here, just because I wanted to find someone to inquire about the situation first.
"It's about the same..." Lu Kaiyan said vaguely, and asked persistently, "Is there really nothing unusual about her these two days?"
"Anyway, I didn't see it." Nie Zilin shrugged.
Lu Kaiyan glanced in the direction of the office, with a sad expression on his face.She herself was so uncomfortable, she thought that Xie Nanyuan would be affected to some extent, but now it seems... However, this is Xie Nanyuan's style, she is the kind of person who will never affect her study and work no matter what happens.
In the past, Lu Kaiyan didn't understand, thinking that she was too strong and self-disciplined, but now that she and Jiang Siyue are half-sisters with such a small age gap, she finally understands.
She can only rely on herself, and of course she must hold back her energy and work hard.
Thinking about it this way, I didn't even dare to see her.
She pushed the bag in front of her towards Nie Zilin, "Doctor Nie, please take these for me and distribute them to everyone. I still have something to do, so I'll go first."
Then, without waiting for Nie Zilin's answer, he turned around and ran away.
Nie Zilin could only carry the bag, went back to the office, put it on Xie Nanyuan's desk, and teased in a low voice, "Your wife brought it here, dropped it and ran away, did you have a fight?"
"There is no quarrel." Xie Nanyuan glanced at the fruit on the table, and his eyes fell on the screen again, with a calm expression, "It's a breakup."
"What?" Nie Zilin was shocked, "Why?"
Xie Nanyuan stopped moving the mouse, thought for a while, and said, "Probably because... I found that they are not suitable for each other in some aspects."
"It's nothing to say." Nie Zilin rolled his eyes.But she also knew that Xie Nanyuan was not the type to talk behind people's backs, and she usually said what she had to say in front of the other party.
No wonder Lu Kaiyan didn't dare to come over to meet people, but judging by her appearance, it was obvious that she was in a difficult situation.Look at Xie Nanyuan again, he is so calm as if it's not a big deal at all, tsk tsk.
She didn't dare to say, she didn't dare to ask, so she picked up the bag on the table, "Then what should I do with these, I'll throw them away?"
"It's a waste of money to buy things." Xie Nanyuan's tone was light, "Eat it, the food is not wrong, I don't even get angry about it. But, don't take it next time."
"Understood!" Nie Zilin made an OK gesture with his hand, carried the fruit to his desk, took out his mobile phone, and clicked into a small group in a department where only Xie Nanyuan was away. The news was reported again.
In the past, Lu Kaiyan was a family member of Xie Nanyuan, and the food given to everyone tasted stress-free, and he could even joke a few words with Xie Nanyuan to enhance the relationship between the two.But if you accidentally accept it in the future, you may have to accept Dr. Xie's poisonous tongue head-on.
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In her opinion, Xie Nanyuan didn't categorically refuse, that means there is still room for maneuver.
Xie Nanyuan smiled again, "You will know when we arrive."
"Oh." Lu Kaiyan murmured, and walked to Xie Nanyuan's side.
Xie Nanyuan turned around to get the keys on the table, only to realize that the computer was not turned off, and said, "Wait a minute, I will turn off the computer." He bent down to hold the mouse.
Lu Kaiyan followed her gaze and just saw the opened web page.It should be a medical question bank, and all kinds of professional terms made her dizzy.Before he could see it more clearly, Xie Nanyuan had already closed all the open pages, and clicked to shut down the computer.
"Let's go." She put the phone and keys into her bag, turned around and said to Lu Kaiyan.
I don't know when it started to drizzle outside.
Neither Xie Nanyuan nor Lu Kaiyan brought umbrellas. Fortunately, the rain was not heavy. Many people who were also unprepared walked directly into the rain and fog. At most, their coats were wetted a little, and the impact was not great.However, because of the rain, there are still a lot fewer people on the street.
The rain moistens the air, the plants, and the ground. The whole world seems to be shrouded in dampness, which makes it look extraordinarily deserted.
On the way from the hospital to the subway station, Lu Kaiyan frequently looked back at Xie Nanyuan.
When they were together in the past, she never felt awkward or uncomfortable. Even if the two of them didn't say a word, the atmosphere was natural, as if there was an invisible tacit understanding flowing between the two, making everyone who saw them Everyone can see at a glance that the two have a great relationship.
But now, silence has become unbearable.
Lu Kaiyan's mood inevitably became depressed, because she was the one who made all this so bad.
She really learned a tragic lesson from this incident, but is Xie Nanyuan still willing to give her a chance to correct and make up for it in the next time?
After walking through the subway station by station, they finally arrived at their destination.
When Lu Kaiyan walked out of the subway station behind Xie Nanyuan, she inexplicably felt a little familiar, as if something flashed in her mind, but she didn't capture it for a while.It wasn't until the two walked into a nearby neighborhood, took the elevator up to the top floor, and stood on the rooftop condescendingly admiring the scenery in front of her, that she suddenly came back to her senses, "This is..."
"Shengshi Xiaozhu." Xie Nanyuan didn't look at her, his eyes fell on the distant view ahead, "Here, I brought you here once."
Lu Kaiyan also remembered.
Last year, Xie Nanyuan passed the equivalent academic qualification examination and obtained a master's degree.Although it is impossible to obtain a postgraduate degree in this way, the degree certificate has high gold content. The hospital admits that the most important thing is that she can study on the job without affecting her work.
You can imagine how busy you are when you attend classes and prepare for exams while reading.
For a long time, Xie Nanyuan often slept less than six hours a day, almost working hard in a state of overdraft.
But there is hope in the future, so it doesn't feel hard.
And her hard work paid off, she passed the exam once and got a degree certificate.
Once a phased goal was achieved, Xie Nanyuan confidently set his next goal: buying a house.
They are also living in their own house now, but this house was bought by Lu Kaiyan himself, to Xie Nanyuan, it is always a bit less interesting.More importantly, she is actually not very satisfied with this house now, and feels that there are many problems, so she wants to start with buying a house and build a home that is completely theirs with Lu Kaiyan.
Of course, Lu Kaiyan fully supports this.
She really likes the feeling of two people working hard for the common small family, even if she can come up with enough down payment, but with Xie Nanyuan, the feeling of happiness of saving a sum of money every month is no matter how high her income is. Can't feel it.
While saving money, Xie Nanyuan also started looking at houses.
It is said to look at the house, but in fact most of the time, it is researched on the photos and floor plans on the Internet.
Xie Nanyuan is a person who wants to be the best no matter what she does, so she has created a file for each community she likes, and analyzes it from the aspects of price, location, supporting facilities, transportation and community environment, and finally chooses the best. Excellent, picked out a few favorites.
Among them, Shengshi Xiaozhu is her favorite.
In addition to the various conditions listed above, the window view of Shengshi Xiaozhu is the best among several communities, especially this orientation. There are no tall buildings in the field of view, and you can see the river from a distance and the scenery on both sides of the river. .
This is the only one within the price range they can afford.
In order to convince Lu Kaiyan, Xie Nanyuan brought her here once.
It was daytime when they came, and the view was really good, and the scenery was beautiful enough, so Lu Kaiyan applauded Xie Nanyuan's choice with both hands.
Looking at it now, the night view is not inferior to that of the daytime, and it can even be said to be more beautiful. After all, after all the lights along the river are lit, the eyes are full of brilliance, and it really feels like a galaxy hanging upside down and a palace in the sky.
But Lu Kaiyan was still a little puzzled, wondering why Xie Nanyuan brought him here.
"Including this time, this is the seventh time I've stood here." Xie Nanyuan said suddenly, "I really like this neighborhood, every time I stand here, I feel like I've firmly grasped the future. Everything is so real and beautiful, waiting for me to walk not far away, do you understand that feeling?"
"I understand." Lu Kaiyan whispered.
Xie Nanyuan shook her head, "No, you don't understand." She raised her head to let the burst of sadness pass before she continued, "I have even thought out every detail of the house decoration, the size of the bed, the size of the desk. The style, the brand of electrical appliances...all the furniture and furnishings you want to buy have been added to the shopping cart, and you can move them home when you save enough money and buy a house."
She was so excited and full of anticipation. For the first time in her life, she felt the excitement and joy so much that she couldn't sleep at night.
Even though he suppressed his emotions repeatedly, Xie Nanyuan couldn't help but choke up when he said this.
"Lu Kaiyan, I was really, really looking forward to forming a family with you. But what about you?"
"I've been looking forward to our home." Lu Kaiyan immediately said, "Maybe it's my fault that I'm not as devoted as you, if you want..."
"I don't want anything anymore." Xie Nanyuan interrupted her coldly.Holding on to the railing with both hands, she looked down into the endless darkness, "You haven't been here before, maybe you don't know, 16th floor, 1604, Jiang Siyue lives here."
Only then did she turn her head and look at Lu Kaiyan for the first time, "Is this a coincidence?"
Lu Kaiyan opened his mouth, but didn't say anything, and finally had to lower his head weakly.This is of course not a coincidence, she had casually recommended several neighborhoods carefully selected by Xie Nanyuan to Jiang Siyue, but she did not expect that she would pick this place alone.
"In my life, I want very, very few things." Xie Nanyuan turned his head and stared at the railing in front of him, "It may not be so perfect, but it must be completely mine."
Finally, she finally uttered the words that Lu Kaiyan tried to avoid all the time.
"Lu Kaiyan, let's break up."
"Thank you for letting me have a dream for two years and then waking it up yourself."
……
When Lu Kaiyan returned home, Lu Kaixin was still waiting in the living room.Seeing her look, I was startled.
"Why..." She pushed the wheelchair to meet him.
Lu Kaiyan didn't answer, and walked directly past her to the door of the bedroom. When she turned around and closed the door, she whispered, "Sorry, let me stay by myself for a while."
Lu Kaixin immediately stopped the wheelchair, "Okay."
Her guess should have come true.Before Lu Kaiyan rushed back to find someone, it was obvious that he had a conflict with Xie Nanyuan, but now it is very likely that Xie Nanyuan finally broke up.
Lu Kaixin went to the study silently.In the bedroom, Lu Kaiyan was lying on the bed, his mind was full of chaos.
Everything happened so fast that she still hasn't come back to her senses. She was always passive during the whole process, and before she had time to make any recovery actions, everything was over.
So she still has a very unreal feeling, did she and Xie Nanyuan just break up like this?
Lu Kaiyan turned her head to the side, her gaze fell on the window sill blankly, but she was suddenly attracted by the potted plants above.
There are more than a dozen small potted plants, including rose, cactus, mint, aloe, pothos, and most of them are succulents, all of which were bought by Xie Nanyuan.Because it is a discounted product, the condition was very bad when I bought it, but Xie Nanyuan has been well-raised, so now they are all lush and beautiful, and some of them have even been divided into pots.
In addition to these, the small cushions and pillows on the balcony, the photo frames and various small objects on the bedside table, the collages on the wall...all were bought by Xie Nanyuan and arranged by himself.
Looking around, there are traces of her everywhere in the room.
Although they only lived together for more than a year, the two of them were going for their whole life at that time, so they would not have any taboos at ordinary times, and they just went deep into each other's life unscrupulously.
Lu Kaiyan blinked, and the tears rolled down directly.
She buried her face in the pillow and wept silently.
After crying for a while, Lu Kaiyan suddenly thought of something, jumped off the bed, wiped away her tears, and went to open the closet door.
Her and Xie Nanyuan's clothes were not separated, so at first glance, one would feel that nothing was missing in the closet.But if you look closely, you will find that the things are actually half missing, but the hanging clothes have been adjusted, leaving no space, so it still looks full.
Lu Kaiyan looked through carefully and found that all the things belonging to Xie Nanyuan were missing.
This made her completely unbelievable. She was the one who stayed at home all the time, so why didn't she notice it at all?When did Xie Nanyuan move the things away?
But sometimes, she would go out to attend class reunions... Thinking of this possibility, Lu Kaiyan felt as if she was immersed in ice water for an instant, and the cold and suffocation completely submerged her, making her almost breathless.
She held on to the cabinet door for a while, then regained some strength, moved outside with difficulty, and went to the study to find Lu Kaixin.
"Have you ever seen Xie Nanyuan moving things?" She hesitated for a while before asking such a vague question.
But Lu Kaixin understood it as soon as he heard it, and shook his head, "No."
Only then did Lu Kaiyan relax a little, and leaned against the door frame for strength.Lu Kaixin couldn't go out and was at home every day. She didn't see it, so she probably didn't move it secretly. So what happened?
Just as he lowered his head to think, he heard Lu Kaixin say, "However, Xiaoyuan carries a bag on his back every day when he goes out to work."
Lu Kaiyan was taken aback for a moment, then came to his senses.Indeed, sometimes Xie Nanyuan has to bring a lot of things, so the bag he carries when he goes to work can also hold it well.If you pack your clothes and small items in it and move them away little by little, it will hardly be noticed.
But there are always such things that cannot be moved, Lu Kaiyan rushed to the balcony of the study, opened the cabinet, and was relieved to see that several large cardboard boxes were still there.
These are still there.
But she immediately realized that these things were not removed, firstly because they were too noisy, secondly because there was no place to put them, and thirdly because they were not necessary for daily use and would not be needed for a while.In short, it was definitely not because Xie Nanyuan still had room for repentance.
Lu Kaiyan closed the door of the cabinet, and when walking out, her footsteps stopped suddenly, she turned to the bookshelf, and took out her own notebook and Xie Nanyuan's photo album from the bottom floor.
She is so stupid, she clearly saw this photo album last time, but she was shocked by the content of that photo, she didn't think of anything else at all.
Xie Nanyuan put the photo album here, it must be because she has read the newspaper clippings next to it and knows everything.
She knew it all that long ago.
From the beginning to the end, Xie Nanyuan didn't cry, didn't quarrel, and didn't even question Lu Kaiyan.She just made a decision silently, arranged everything silently, and finally stood up and said to her, "Let's break up."
Even when they broke up, she was so calm, as if she would put on a formulaic smile the next moment, and reach out to shake hands with Lu Kaiyan, as if they had just completed a pleasant cooperation.
Lu Kaiyan couldn't accept it.
But this is Xie Nanyuan.
It seems that there is nothing in this world that can make her lose her composure, even if Mount Tai collapses in front of her, her face will not change.
Always calm, always calm.
But immediately, Lu Kaiyan couldn't help thinking about what she said today.Xie Nanyuan even knew where Jiang Siyue lived, she must have understood everything more deeply than Lu Kaiyan, and was finally disappointed.
This process was silent from beginning to end, Lu Kaiyan didn't even notice it at all.
What was Xie Nanyuan thinking when he was investigating and arranging all this?When she decided to separate, did she have a little nostalgia?
Lu Kaiyan didn't dare to think about it.
……
The sad thing about social animals is that even if they are broken in love, they can't let go of work.
Webcasting sounds more free than a nine-to-five job, but from another perspective, it is a 360-day, five-day, year-round job.Popularity needs to be maintained. Once you slack off a bit, you will be replaced by other newcomers.
So Lu Kaiyan lay down for a long time in despair, and finally got up and started the live broadcast.
But today, of course, there is no gentle coaxing to sleep, all she sings are songs about lost love.She sang very well in the first place, but now she is so sincere, she almost sang the essence of every broken-hearted love song, and most of the audience were in tears, reminded of the sad things in the past.
This is destined to be a sleepless night.
After singing until midnight, Lu Kaiyan brought all the wine from the house over.
In fact, there are not many stocks in stock, and most of them are low-alcohol fruit wines, because Xie Nanyuan doesn't like her drinking, especially doesn't like her drinking too much, so Lu Kaiyan has almost quit.But now they have broken up, and Xie Nanyuan can't control her, so Lu Kaiyan opened up all the wine in retaliation, mixing red, white and beer, and he was in a trance after a while.
Drunk, but able to fall asleep.
Lu Kaiyan had a dream.
Dreamed of the night she was with Xie Nanyuan.
It was also Valentine's Day, and at that time Lu Kaiyan was already preparing to confess her love, so she would always express this intentionally in a joking way in the usual way of getting along, to test Xie Nanyuan's attitude.It's a pity that Xie Nanyuan is cold and indifferent, so it's hard to judge her thoughts.
Therefore, before she was absolutely sure, Lu Kaiyan didn't dare to speak out directly, and could only "joke" again and again.
It was also Valentine's Day, and the two made an appointment to have dinner together.
When making the appointment, Xie Nanyuan agreed very readily, which made Lu Kaiyan suspect that she didn't know what day it was.This is not impossible, Xie Nanyuan's job, when he is busy, he often turns around for two or three days, it is a trivial matter to turn the day and night upside down, it is normal not to remember the day.
Even so, she was very happy.
So when ordering, the waiter brought up a bouquet of roses. She got carried away, took one out of it, and handed it to Xie Nanyuan, "Look, even the shopkeeper thinks we are a couple, or else, let's make do." ?”
She swears that she is really just a bitch, flirting out of habit.
However, Xie Nanyuan reached out and took the rose, and smiled at her, "Okay."
At that moment, my heart blossomed in the bitterness of winter.The whole night Lu Kaiyan was in a trance of joy, she didn't even taste the taste of the food, she just felt that her whole body was floating, as if she could fly to the sky at any time.
After dinner they went out for a walk.
Eight out of ten of those who were still wandering by the river in the cold weather were lovers, intimacy as if no one else was there.
So in a silent tacit understanding, Lu Kaiyan took Xie Nanyuan's hand and put it in his pocket on the pretext that the weather was too cold.
So I didn't know it was cold or tired, so I just walked along the river bank for a long distance, until it was too late, Xie Nanyuan reminded her that it was time to go home, and she had to go to work tomorrow, Lu Kaiyan reluctantly sent her back.
On the way, she always peeked at Xie Nanyuan, wanting to do something more, but she was ungrateful, until she sent him back to the hospital, she still didn't dare to act.
When saying goodbye, she took Xie Nanyuan's hand and was reluctant to let go.I don't know if he sensed her thoughts, Xie Nanyuan smiled helplessly, leaned closer, and left a kiss as light as a feather on her lips.
So Lu Kaiyan really went to heaven.
She walked home on soft clouds, naturally she was so excited that she couldn't fall asleep, so she dug out all the wine, sat on the balcony of the study, and drank from the deep night to the rising sun.
At that time, she also poured and drank by herself, but every sip of the wine was sweet.
The kind of joy that seemed to have won the whole world made her unable to help laughing in her dreams.
Woke up full of melancholy.
Lu Kaiyan stayed for a long time before pulling away from the remaining emotions of the dream.The headache felt like it was about to explode. She sat up straight, only to realize that she had just fallen asleep lying on the desk last night. Both arms were numb and painful from the pressure, and every bone in her body was so stiff that it was uncomfortably stiff. .
The mood suddenly became low again.
Although Xie Nanyuan doesn't like her drinking, every time she gets drunk, he can get her to take good care of her, bathe her, dry her hair, change her clothes, and help her to lie down on the bed. When she wakes up, the bedside There is often a glass of lemonade, which can quickly relieve the symptoms of alcoholic headaches.
Even the last time she saw the photo album and ran out to drink with someone, it was Xie Nanyuan who brought her back.Although it was just thrown in the hotel, I didn't forget to prepare a glass of lemonade for her.
But in the future, there will be none of these.
It turned out that breaking up was such a painful thing, as if a person was going to be cut out from her body and heart.
……
As soon as Lu Kaixin entered the study, he couldn't help frowning.She pushed the wheelchair to open the window, and then turned on the air conditioner in the room. After the smell of alcohol dissipated, she said to Lu Kaiyan who was leaning on the table in a daze, "Go take a shower."
"I broke up with Xie Nanyuan." Lu Kaiyan said suddenly.
Lu Kaixin was taken aback for a moment, but quickly nodded and said, "I guessed it."
"Do you know?" Lu Kaiyan asked.
"what?"
"Did you know that Xie Nanyuan wanted to break up with me?" Lu Kaiyan stared at Lu Kaixin closely, and repeated her question carefully.
Lu Kaixin was silent for a moment, then nodded, "Yes."
"When?"
"When I was still in the hospital." Lu Kaixin said, "At that time, she said that the time to break up had not yet come, and she had to wait. I didn't understand at the time, of course, the sooner the breakup, the better. Make yourself uncomfortable. But now that I see you, I seem to understand a little bit."
Lu Kaiyan touched her chest subconsciously, "She said she wanted to make me feel the same pain as her."
"Do you think so too?" Lu Kaixin pushed the wheelchair opposite her and asked.
"What do you mean?" Lu Kaiyan was puzzled.
Lu Kaixin said, "Do you think she is cruel? Even breaking up, she can make all the arrangements rationally and leave you an unforgettable lesson. This kind of meticulousness and calmness is not scary when you think about it." ?"
"She's not this kind of person!" Lu Kaiyan retorted subconsciously.
She wanted to cry again, "It's my fault. I didn't realize how much she suffered behind the scenes. It was me... who made her sad."
No matter how calm and rational Xie Nanyuan is, her heart is not made of stone.She is a living person, and she will feel uncomfortable, wronged, and painful, but she is just used to enduring it by herself without speaking out.
Lu Kaiyan blamed her a little at first, why didn't she bring it up when she did something wrong just now, at that time, if she knew it would hurt Xie Nanyuan, she would definitely change it.She didn't mean it, but she didn't know that Xie Nanyuan knew it so early.
But just now, when she woke up from the dream, she suddenly figured it out.
Xie Nanyuan didn't speak, just because it was unnecessary.
When we broke up yesterday, she said that what she wants may not be so perfect, but it must belong to her completely.Her bottom line for her lover is loyalty, which is what Lu Kaiyan should have done, so Xie Nanyuan will not remind her, she will only observe cautiously from the side.
It sounds cold and doesn't leave any room, but this is Xie Nanyuan.
Not only did she not leave room for Lu Kaiyan, she also did not leave room for herself.
From the moment Lu Kaiyan chose to meet Jiang Siyue, there was no possibility of redemption.
"You still have a bit of conscience." Lu Kaixin saw her hanging her head like a poor stray dog, couldn't help reaching out and rubbing her head, and sighed, "In my opinion, Xie Nanyuan is really good enough for you." Well, even breaking up is so gentle."
"Gentle?" No matter how much Lu Kaiyan excused Xie Nanyuan in his heart, he still felt that this word had nothing to do with her, so he couldn't help but raise his head.
Lu Kaixin smiled, "Then let me ask you, if she separates from you as soon as she finds out about it, will you agree?"
Lu Kaiyan bit her lip and shook her head.
In fact, it's not up to her to agree or not to break up. Xie Nanyuan doesn't want to be with her, so he can leave in a cool way.However, Lu Kaiyan understood what the other party meant, and if she didn't want to break up, she would definitely pester Xie Nanyuan and try her best to make the other party change his mind.Because at that time, nothing happened, she would feel that as long as she changed, she would still have a chance.
But now, just like what Xie Nanyuan said, Lu Kaiyan finally felt the pain of the other party, so she also knew her mistake more deeply.So no matter how unwilling she was, she knew clearly that it was impossible for Xie Nanyuan to be saved.
So she could only drink away her worries here, but she didn't dare to go to Xie Nanyuan at all.
She was afraid of seeing the other party's eyes that knew everything.
"So," Lu Kaixin said with emotion, "You see, even when she broke up, she didn't forget to teach you something."
However, this is also the cruelest part of Xie Nanyuan.She is so smart and thorough, she can completely control Lu Kaiyan in her own hands.If she doesn't want to break up, and doesn't want Lu Kaiyan to cross the line, there are ways to restrict her.But she didn't, she just watched everything happen.
However, Lu Kaiyan couldn't think of this anymore.
After hearing Lu Kaixin's words, her dead heart seemed to start to stir again, showing signs of resurrection.
Xie Nanyuan is of course very good to her. She takes care of Lu Kaiyan, but she also tolerates all her faults and flaws. Sometimes, Lu Kaiyan even feels that the other party has no bottom line for her.Although it turned out that it was just an illusion, the good times when the two of them were together were not fake. She didn't believe that Xie Nanyuan really didn't have any nostalgia for the past.
At this moment, she desperately wanted to see Xie Nanyuan, and wanted to see what he was doing.
……
Compared with Lu Kaiyan who didn't sleep all night and only slept on his stomach for a while at dawn, Xie Nanyuan had a peaceful night. He went to bed at eleven o'clock in the evening and woke up at six o'clock in the morning. Everything was no different from usual.
It was rare that he wasn't busy in the morning, and after the room inspection, Xie Nanyuan was doing his homework in the office.
When Nie Zilin saw her passing by, he stopped and asked, "Why are you doing the quizzes again? This is too hard. What should I do?"
"There will be an exam next month." Xie Nanyuan said.
Only then did Nie Zilin remember, "Ah yes, you can take the exam for attending medicine this year, congratulations."
"The exam hasn't started yet, it's too early for you to congratulate." Xie Nanyuan said with a smile.
Nie Zilin gave a "cut", "Who doesn't know that you are a famous exam expert in our hospital, but there are no exams that you pass at once. Excessive modesty is pride, so don't wait for a mortal Versailles with me, okay?" , is there any way for people to survive?"
She said these words sincerely, because she really felt that it was impossible for Xie Nanyuan to fail the exam.
According to the regulations of the hospital, one year after graduating from a bachelor's degree, one can take the exam for a licensed doctor, and five years after obtaining a licensed doctor's certificate, one can take an exam for attending medicine.But most people will take the test if they have the qualifications for the test, let alone pass it if they go for the test. There are countless people who get stuck on this every year.
Xie Nanyuan was different, as long as she could take the exam, she would definitely take it, and as long as she took the exam, she would definitely pass it.
In the past few years in the hospital, she has not only passed the examination of medical practitioners and the establishment of the hospital, but also took an equivalent academic degree Shenshuo, and now she is starting to prepare for the examination of attending physician.The most important thing is that the work has not been left behind at all. The number of operations is the most, the patients in charge of the bed are the most careful, writing reports and publishing papers, and even the duty of the outpatient and emergency departments is not the slightest slack. The professional level is very good .
For a long time, Nie Zilin felt that Xie Nanyuan was an out-and-out work machine with no private life at all.
However, if she hadn't worked so hard, she wouldn't have been able to stay in the provincial hospital as a graduate.
That is to say, in the past two years, after talking about a girlfriend, it made people feel a little more lively and no longer so desperate.
So when she saw that she was preparing for the exam, it immediately aroused the fear in Nie Zilin's mind of being dominated by Xie Nanyuan.After all, hard work is always easy to roll up. When the head of the department says "Look at Xie Nanyuan" and "Everyone should learn from Xiao Xie", who can easily catch fish?
Nie Zilin is in his third year of postgraduate graduation this year, and he has already been able to take the exam for attending medicine, but he has been procrastinating.Xie Nanyuan passed the exam this year, so she probably can't delay any longer.
Thinking about it this way, I immediately slipped away with the case in hand.
It's a day to be able to delay it. Anyway, the exam is next month, and it's too late now, and the exam will be next year.
As soon as he left the office, Nie Zilin saw Lu Kaiyan.
She was standing in front of the nurse's station, chatting with the nurses, and there were several large bags of fruit in front of her, which should have been brought to the offering today.This is the reason why all the medical staff like Lu Kaiyan, she is generous, and every time she comes over, her hands will never be empty, either fruit or snacks, and the portions are very generous, ensuring that everyone can get their share.
Although Xie Nanyuan herself is very popular and everyone likes her very much, but having such a generous friend (family member) makes the relationship between people more smooth. Usually, everyone will never forget her part.
Nie Zilin walked over and patted her on the shoulder, "Dr. Xie is in the office, why don't you go over?"
"Hmm... I think you are busy." Lu Kaiyan prevaricated casually.
She came here as soon as she wanted to, but her courage only supported her to get here, and she dared not go any further.
What do you want to say when you see Xie Nanyuan?What if the other party is too cold?Thinking of this, she hesitated and could only stay at this distance.
"Not busy." Nie Zilin said with a smile.It's best to hurry up and interrupt Xie Nanyuan's study, so as to reduce the pressure on everyone.
After she finished speaking, she touched a handful of cherries from the bag and was about to leave.
Lu Kaiyan quickly stopped her, "Doctor Nie, Xie Nanyuan... I mean, how is she these two days, is there anything unusual?"
"No?" Nie Zilin was confused, "It's all normal, nothing changed." As she spoke, her thoughts fell, her eyes fell on Lu Kaiyan's face, and she said with a strange expression, "Could it be that you did something wrong? , have annoyed us, Doctor Xie?"
That's why I didn't dare to go directly to the office and work here, just because I wanted to find someone to inquire about the situation first.
"It's about the same..." Lu Kaiyan said vaguely, and asked persistently, "Is there really nothing unusual about her these two days?"
"Anyway, I didn't see it." Nie Zilin shrugged.
Lu Kaiyan glanced in the direction of the office, with a sad expression on his face.She herself was so uncomfortable, she thought that Xie Nanyuan would be affected to some extent, but now it seems... However, this is Xie Nanyuan's style, she is the kind of person who will never affect her study and work no matter what happens.
In the past, Lu Kaiyan didn't understand, thinking that she was too strong and self-disciplined, but now that she and Jiang Siyue are half-sisters with such a small age gap, she finally understands.
She can only rely on herself, and of course she must hold back her energy and work hard.
Thinking about it this way, I didn't even dare to see her.
She pushed the bag in front of her towards Nie Zilin, "Doctor Nie, please take these for me and distribute them to everyone. I still have something to do, so I'll go first."
Then, without waiting for Nie Zilin's answer, he turned around and ran away.
Nie Zilin could only carry the bag, went back to the office, put it on Xie Nanyuan's desk, and teased in a low voice, "Your wife brought it here, dropped it and ran away, did you have a fight?"
"There is no quarrel." Xie Nanyuan glanced at the fruit on the table, and his eyes fell on the screen again, with a calm expression, "It's a breakup."
"What?" Nie Zilin was shocked, "Why?"
Xie Nanyuan stopped moving the mouse, thought for a while, and said, "Probably because... I found that they are not suitable for each other in some aspects."
"It's nothing to say." Nie Zilin rolled his eyes.But she also knew that Xie Nanyuan was not the type to talk behind people's backs, and she usually said what she had to say in front of the other party.
No wonder Lu Kaiyan didn't dare to come over to meet people, but judging by her appearance, it was obvious that she was in a difficult situation.Look at Xie Nanyuan again, he is so calm as if it's not a big deal at all, tsk tsk.
She didn't dare to say, she didn't dare to ask, so she picked up the bag on the table, "Then what should I do with these, I'll throw them away?"
"It's a waste of money to buy things." Xie Nanyuan's tone was light, "Eat it, the food is not wrong, I don't even get angry about it. But, don't take it next time."
"Understood!" Nie Zilin made an OK gesture with his hand, carried the fruit to his desk, took out his mobile phone, and clicked into a small group in a department where only Xie Nanyuan was away. The news was reported again.
In the past, Lu Kaiyan was a family member of Xie Nanyuan, and the food given to everyone tasted stress-free, and he could even joke a few words with Xie Nanyuan to enhance the relationship between the two.But if you accidentally accept it in the future, you may have to accept Dr. Xie's poisonous tongue head-on.
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