agree to be each other's stand-in

"Don't water it." Lu Kaiyan saw that Lu Kaiyan took another pot of water with a watering can and was about to water the flowers, so she couldn't help but reminded, "This is the third time you watered today, and if you water those flowers again, it will be too late." Got soaked to death."

"Oh." Lu Kaiyan responded dully, put down the watering can in his hand, and reached for the rag again.

"You don't need to wipe it anymore." Lu Kaixin continued to remind, "Have you forgotten, you did a big cleaning last night and this morning respectively, and now the house is so clean that it is almost reflective."

Lu Kaiyan could only retract her hand, turned around in a circle, and seemed to find nothing to do, and the anxiety on her face suddenly became much more obvious.

Lu Kaixin couldn't help but sighed.

From yesterday to today, Lu Kaiyan's abnormality has become obvious.But she didn't mean to talk heart-to-heart, and of course Lu Kaiyan wouldn't take the initiative to ask. He just watched Lu Kaiyan do two big cleanings, changed clothes and bedding, and watered the flowers desperately... In short, it was just a look I have to find something to do, and I can't be idle.

But obviously, labor did not relieve her emotions, but made it worse.

To be honest, between Lu Kaiyan and Xie Nanyuan, Lu Kaixin is on Xie Nanyuan's side.But looking at Lu Kaiyan like this now, it's really pitiful.

Since when do people grow up?

Maybe it was the day when I realized that I was not the center of the world, and that I couldn't get what I wanted.When I encountered something that I couldn't handle, I looked around at a loss, and found that there was no one to help me.So I was forced to learn to be independent, learn to be capable, and learn... to hold back my tears.

It's just that some people learned this very early on, but Lu Kaiyan didn't encounter this kind of problem until now.

I don't know if this is her luck or misfortune.

However, seeing her change from a savage optimist to this worried and bewildered look still makes people unable to help but sigh.

"Want to talk to me?" She asked proactively, "What happened to you?"

Lu Kaiyan looked at her, walked over hesitantly, and sat down on the sofa.However, she thought about it for a long time, and finally couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Actually, there seems to be nothing to say, and it's not a big deal. I just...can't figure it out."

"what?"

"The day we broke up," Lu Kaiyan couldn't help but pause for a while before continuing, "To be exact, it was half an hour before we broke up. months of exams."

Lu Kaiyan saw the screen at the time, but because she couldn't understand it, she didn't think much about it.Yesterday, I heard that Xie Nanyuan was preparing for the exam, so I made the connection.

To her, that day was like a world collapse, and the whole world collapsed.So Lu Kaiyan couldn't figure it out, how could Xie Nanyuan be so calm?How long has it been since she left KTV and went to Lu Kaiyan to find her?In such a short time, she was still racing against time to review.

Lu Kaiyan questioned in her heart before, did Xie Nanyuan really love her?But at that time, instead of doubting Xie Nanyuan, she doubted herself: Is there anything worthy of her love in me?

But now, she really has a very ridiculous feeling in her heart: to Xie Nanyuan, what exactly is Lu Kaiyan?

She couldn't control herself, so she could only desperately find something to do, otherwise, once she stopped, she would continue to think about this question until she completely denied everything between her and Xie Nanyuan.

"What about you?" Lu Kaixin asked suddenly.

These words brought back Lu Kaiyan's thoughts, "What?"

"The day you broke up, you cried like that, as if the sky had fallen, and you drank and sang, didn't you forget to broadcast live?" Lu Kaixin said.

Lu Kaiyan was startled.

Lu Kaixin said again, "There are still two days left, why are you desperately looking for something to do?"

"Because I have to do something to divert my attention." Lu Kaiyan murmured, she already understood what Lu Kaixin meant, she was like this, isn't Xie Nanyuan the same?She was just in the midst of extreme chaos, instinctively wanting to find something to do, divert her attention, and keep her emotions from collapsing.

It's just that she chose to work.

This is very grateful to Nanyuan, she always takes her work very seriously, and she often asks Lu Kaiyan like this.

Even if it’s a relatively free and loose job like an anchor, you can’t really fish for three days and post on the Internet for two days. You need to study user preferences, increase user stickiness, and constantly innovate to keep fans fresh... These things, In the past, when Xie Nanyuan was free, he would urge her to do it, and even offered to help her do it.

So even though the breakup was terribly hard, she instinctively remembered to get work done.

Even cleaning and tidying up the house these two days, I actually learned from Xie Nanyuan.When she is upset, she will organize the house in order, as if her mood will be tidied up accordingly.

Lu Kaiyan actually couldn't understand, whether it was the extreme emphasis on work, or this kind of obsessive-compulsive tidying and cleaning, she found it very troublesome.

But unknowingly, I still developed such a habit.

Lu Kaiyan was in a trance for a while.She finally realized that what Xie Nanyuan left for her was far more than the few boxes of old things in the closet, and there were more spiritual things.Those items can be thrown away, but what about the habits that have been carved into the bones?

Her body relaxed, she fell down on the sofa, stared at the ceiling for a while, and then said softly, "I understand."

Lu Kaixin wasn't sure if she really wanted to understand, but she still said, "It's fine if you want to understand, even if you break up, you should live well, I don't think Xie Nanyuan would want you to mess up your life after breaking up. "

"I know." Lu Kaiyan said.

She really knows.

Looking back now, I feel ashamed.During this period of time, she went to the hospital to squat in Xie Nanyuan, but it didn't make any sense, it was just causing trouble for the other party.

Xie Nanyuan had already said what should be said when they broke up, leaving no room for each other.She continued to entangle, but the more she said and the more she did, the more mistakes she made.

……

Although it's not yet time for the exam, Xie Nanyuan has almost lived a life in the hospital.

Outside of her day job, she spends almost all of her time in the operating room.So much so that even Nie Zilin rarely sees her face now.This day, the two were performing the same operation, she finally caught him, and finally pulled Xie Nanyuan out of the operating room, and asked her to accompany her out for dinner.

Although there is a canteen in the hospital, you will always get tired of eating every day.Fortunately, there are takeaways, so you can change the pattern.But from time to time, everyone still has to go out to have a good meal and reward their stomachs.

Nie Zilin invited Xie Nanyuan to have a self-service barbecue. She received a coupon on the official account. The original price of more than 200 for a set meal for two only cost [-] yuan, which is very cost-effective.

Eating and drinking, of course, can not avoid chatting about work and gossip in the hospital.

After Nie Zilin complained about the strange patient he met in the emergency department, seeing that Xie Nanyuan didn't talk much, he could only ask, "I heard that you have been doing plastic surgery for burns recently. Do you want to learn a new technique?"

"Just take a look." Xie Nanyuan said.

I went specifically for surgery, of course I wanted to learn new techniques.Since he said that he should put all his energy on his work and make further progress, Xie Nanyuan naturally made a very complete plan.

General surgery is actually a very magical existence.It stands to reason that surgery is surgery, so why add the word ordinary?That's because the type of surgery is so vast that almost every human organ can independently develop one or even several surgical procedures. Although excellent surgeons can be proficient in hundreds of surgical procedures, most doctors can only specialize in one or more of them. In several directions, after a long time, divisions naturally appeared inside.

Some of these fields are specialized and have many patients, so they will be separated into a single department, such as orthopedic surgery, brain surgery, and cardiac surgery, and the rest will be packaged together and collectively referred to as general surgery.

In many large hospitals, departments such as gastroenterology, hepatobiliary, anorectal, hand surgery, and pediatric surgery are more carefully divided, which are basically independent from the general surgery department.The reason for this kind of division is that on the one hand, there are more and more patients, and better treatment and care can be obtained through careful division, but on the other hand, it is actually because of the competition within the hospital.

Above the senior attending physician is the deputy chief physician, and above that is the chief physician.There is only one chief physician in each department, so how to be promoted after the deputy chief physician?Either go to other hospitals (mostly lower-level hospitals) to be the chief physician, or, you can only open another department in this hospital.

Don't worry that there aren't enough departments, even if the heart, liver, spleen, lungs, kidneys and limbs are all separated, it can still be divided into the first department of general surgery, the second department of general surgery, the first department of orthopedics, and the second department of orthopedics...

As long as the talent is worthwhile and the hospital wants to keep people, it can always open new departments.

With new departments, new operating rooms, new hospital beds, new doctors and nurses, the next step is of course to grab patients.From where?Mostly from the original general surgery.

In order to fill up all the beds in the department, the competition among doctors is also very fierce.

Other departments want to rob people from general surgery, and of course general surgery also wants to rob people from other departments.The Department of Burns and Plastic Surgery that Xie Nanyuan has been working with recently is a department that the provincial doctor has just been independent of for a long time, so it is clear at a glance what she wants to do when she learns this new technique.

When she is promoted to attending, she will need more and more difficult operations to improve herself, but the senior attendings of the department are still waiting in line, when will it be her turn?

Naturally, I can only think of ways to grab patients and surgeries.

However, these things are still unsolved. Xie Nanyuan himself doesn't know if it will be possible, so naturally he won't bring it up casually.

The phone rang suddenly, interrupting her thoughts.

Xie Nanyuan took a look at it, and couldn't help but raise his eyebrows slightly.The news was sent by Xiao Gao, asking her if she really broke up with Lu Kaiyan.It's been almost ten days since the two broke up, and this is the first time Xie Nanyuan has received such an inquiry.

Lu Kaiyan finally thought about it?

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