agree to be each other's stand-in

According to the usual practice, Xie Nanyuan was on duty 24 hours a day.Colleagues are sympathetic to her illness. After the busiest stage of the night, seeing that she is not in good spirits, they let her go to rest.Anyway, if there is a situation that other people can't handle, it's still too late to wake her up.

This is the case when you are on duty in the hospital. You have to use the fragmented time to rest. Everyone is used to it.

Xie Nanyuan did feel a little drowsy, so he accepted this kindness, took a shower in the operating area, and then lay down on the bed in the lounge.

She usually doesn't sleep well. She thought it would be more difficult to fall asleep when she was sick, but in fact, she fell asleep in a daze shortly after lying down.

It's just that I didn't sleep well, and my dream was full of chase scenes one after another. After waking up, I felt more tired than before I didn't sleep. I lay on the bed for a while to recover.The headache started to hurt again, but the drowsiness subsided a lot.

Xie Nanyuan touched the phone, glanced at it, and found that it had only been two hours, which obviously felt like a long time in the dream.

There was another thin layer of sweat on my body, and I felt a little uncomfortable.

I want to take a shower, but I can't lift my body very much, and I don't want to move lazily.

Xie Nanyuan lay down for a while, and before he could make up his mind to get up, he heard the notification sound.

When the first sound rang, she thought it should be some kind of advertisement, and she was not in the mood to watch it.But then, the sound of "Dididi" has hardly stopped, obviously it will not be an ordinary push.

She finally grabbed the phone and turned on the screen again.

In the dark, even though the eye protection mode was turned on, the light from the screen was still a little dazzling. Xie Nanyuan's eyes were blurred by physiological tears for a moment, and it took a long while to finally see the text on the screen clearly.

The person who sent the message was Lu Kaixin.

It was a series of meaningless exclamation marks and shock emoticons, which made Xie Nanyuan a little puzzled and even a little surprised.Because although Lu Kaixin has an outgoing personality, she is actually very stable. It's rare to see her so... soaring and detached.She didn't know what happened to make her so shocked.

Xie Nanyuan thought about it, and replied with a question mark.

Only after clicking send, a new message on the opposite side was also sent.

Lu Kaixin: I just heard that Lu Kaiyan came home and came out.This is too sudden, what is going on, haven't you two already separated?

Xie Nanyuan was stunned.

She clicked on the reply box, and there were a lot of questions she wanted to ask, but her finger didn't land on the screen for a long time.

There was chaos in my mind, as if countless thoughts were whizzing by, but there was no specific and clear idea.She lay there in confusion for a while before finally recovering from the shock and realizing what Lu Kaixin had said.

Lu Kaiyan came home and came out.

Even Lu Kaixin, when he knew about this, his first reaction was that it had something to do with her, that's why he asked the latter question.

For people like them, family relationships are almost an insurmountable hurdle.Because sexual orientation is difficult to be accepted by the public, most of the family members will not support it.Most of the time, in order to maintain the stability and harmony of the family, this kind of thing is hidden.

Only when you can't hide it anymore, or if you find someone you want to spend your life with and want your family to accept you, will you choose to come out.

Because of this kind of thing, there is no turning back when you open the bow, and it is impossible to go back on your word.

This is also the most puzzling place.When they were together, Lu Kaiyan did not choose to come out. Now that they broke up, she has no other partner, and her family's urging marriage will not affect her. She doesn't have to worry about this issue within three to five years, but she is in such a In the evening, I came out of the closet suddenly.

Of course, all the things that outsiders think are sudden may have their signs early in the morning.

The first thing Lu Kaiyan thought of was Xie Nanyuan. After all, Lu Kaiyan had only asked her about Xie Nanyuan before.She probably thought that something happened between the two of them, that Lu Kaiyan would do this.

With his stagnant brain spinning again, Xie Nanyuan unlocked the screen that he pressed down at some point, and replied word by word: I haven't seen her for a long time.

Yes, she hasn't seen Lu Kaiyan for a long time.

Perhaps deep down in her heart, Xie Nanyuan also instinctively felt that this matter had something to do with her, but she immediately suppressed this thought and warned herself not to be sentimental.

They have broken up.

She never thought of a follow-up.

That being the case, if she came out of the closet, whether the family could accept it, and what did it have to do with Xie Nanyuan?

Thinking of this, Xie Nanyuan put down his phone.

The pain in his forehead was throbbing, and he couldn't fall asleep even if he lay down. Xie Nanyuan finally made up his mind and planned to get up and take a bath.With this movement, I realized that every joint in my body was in pain, as if it had been dismantled from the inside and put back together again, and needed to be adjusted again.

After changing his clothes, Xie Nanyuan came out of the rest room and ran into the little nurse on duty.

As soon as the other party saw her, he asked worriedly, "Doctor Xie, are you okay? You look so ugly."

Yeah?Xie Nanyuan touched his face, turned into the bathroom next to him, looked in the mirror, and sure enough his face was as white as paper, looking very bad.If it weren't for the white coat on his body, walking in the hospital would have looked more like a wandering spirit.

In order not to cause trouble to patients and medical staff, Xie Nanyuan had no choice but to return to the waiting room.

Just after lying down, Lu Kaixin sent another message.

Lu Kaiyan: Just now I answered my aunt's call and asked me if I knew who Lu Kaiyan's girlfriend was.She told her family that she didn't have a partner, but in order to avoid being troubled by her family when talking about a partner in the future, she came out of the closet in advance.My uncle and aunt didn't seem to believe it.

That's right, when something like this happens, the first reaction of most parents is that someone outside taught their children badly.Of course, they couldn't believe Lu Kaiyan's words. If she hadn't talked to someone, how could she suddenly think of coming out?The reason why I didn't say it was probably just because I was worried about the trouble of finding the other party at home.

The more you say it, the more suspicious it becomes.

But it's true that Lu Kaiyan doesn't have a girlfriend now, they've been separated for a year, so Lu Kaiyan did the certificate for her without any burden.

Xie Nanyuan stared at this passage for a while, and felt that he should reply, but he didn't know what to say.She put the phone by the pillow, thought for a while, got up and took a steam eye mask, took it off and put it on, and lay down again.

The eye mask quickly became hot after it came into contact with the air, and the heat was close to the eye sockets, and the eyes seemed to be irritated, and soon filled with tears.Xie Nanyuan lay flat on the bed quietly like this, without sobbing, choking, or even breathing disorderly, only tears kept welling up from the bottom of his eyes, slipped from the corners of his eyes, and fell into his temple hair.

A kind of grievance with nowhere to express and nowhere to vent came out from the bottom of her heart, and it was unstoppable.

But even Xie Nanyuan himself couldn't tell where this emotion came from.

……

Lu Kaiyan slept very well this night, the best sleep he had ever had in more than a year. When he woke up, he felt clear thinking, full of energy, and in the best state.

After changing her clothes, she began to pack her luggage.

She said it was luggage, but in fact, she only brought a computer bag with her when she came back this time, so she could leave with it.

In fact, after coming out of the closet last night, Lu Daming and Chen Xiuying were worried in the master bedroom, calling their trusted relatives and friends to complain, and when they called Lu Kaixin to find out the news, they were separated by a wall. Lu Kaiyan didn't even forget the live broadcast of this night .

She put away the computer, looked around the room, and put all the things that belonged to her and that were still useful into her bag.

However, after she bought a house a few years ago, she had already moved back all her belongings, and there were not many left here.Only considering that after coming out of the closet, he might be kicked out of the house and not allowed to come back, Lu Kaiyan planned to bring the rest of these with him, so as not to be troublesome when he needed to use them.

There weren't many things, and the backpack she carried wasn't even full.

After packing her luggage, she put her bag on her back and opened the door to go out.

Chen Xiuying was sitting on the sofa in a daze, when she heard the movement, she turned her head and saw her walking out with her bag on her back, the expression on her face immediately changed, "Where are you going?"

"I'm going back to T City." Lu Kaiyan took it for granted, "I just thought of it, and I'll tell you when I come back. There are still a lot of things to be busy there, so I have to go back quickly."

Chen Xiuying was so angry that her heart ached.

The daughter came home and dropped a big bomb, which blew up the whole family, but she seemed to be fine, as if those words were just casual words, and it didn't matter at all.How could Chen Xiuying accept such an attitude?

"Stop!" She stood up from the sofa and called out her husband's name, "Lu Daming! Lu Daming! If you don't come out, this unfilial girl says she's going back to City T!"

Lu Daming quickly came out of the kitchen, with an ugly expression on his face, frowning and staring at Lu Kaiyan who was standing at the door changing shoes, "Put down the things, don't leave until you explain this matter clearly!"

"Is there anything to explain?" Lu Kaiyan said calmly, "I've already said what needs to be said."

"What did you explain clearly? I think your wings are hardened, and you have learned such a mess from those people outside." Lu Daming said in a commanding tone, "I tell you, you'd better cut off all these things quickly. , not embarrassing enough!"

"So you are just worried that this matter will embarrass you?" Lu Kaiyan smiled, "Don't worry, I won't tell it. As long as you don't tell it yourself, no one will know and you won't be ashamed."

Lu Daming's face darkened, and Chen Xiuying quickly scolded, "What are you talking about? We are also doing it for your own good..."

"Is it really for my own good?" Lu Kaiyan interrupted her, "If it's for my own good, then don't worry about anything. Since you were young, you have never cared about me. Earning money is more important than me, and earning face is more important than me. As soon as my family saw me, they would ask about my test scores and class rankings, and then scold me. If this is for my own good, there is really no need.”

Seeing that Chen Xiuying's eyes were wide open, as if she couldn't believe what she said, Lu Kaiyan felt that it was meaningless again, and said casually, "I hated you before, but now I think it's good. Since I didn't Take care of it, and leave me alone in the future."

After she finished speaking, she opened the door and went out.

Behind the back, Lu Daming finally said that sentence, "Go, if you have the ability, don't come back in your life!"

"Bang—" what answered him was the loud noise when the door was slammed shut by Lu Kaiyan.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-09-2021:59:12~2021-09-2121:24:24期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: take a scumbag name;

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of hjfhdjs; 18 bottles of Norma; 12 bottles that don’t want to see my name again; no 2 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!