Slag Gong's Loyal Dog Road

He Jingrui still felt pretentious when he saw some young literary and artistic youths write "one kind of lovesickness, two places of carelessness", but now he has solidly experienced the high-end missing in this pretentious legend.

The little shoemaker misses him so much in Yangliu Village, and he misses him too much when he sits on the top floor of the He's Building.

It's okay to be busy with work, but whenever you have free time, even if it's just for a short while, the shadow of the little shoemaker will come to you like a tsunami, and He Jingrui will think of him everywhere.

For example, sometimes after overtime work, I habitually have to call and say "I'm home now", but I press down one or two number keys, only to realize that no one is waiting for him at home with ready meals; or I have to wash in the bathroom. Sometimes, he would subconsciously call "Qing Yuan, bring me that dress", but the room was empty and no one responded, the clothes were quietly hanging in the closet, and the person who brought him the clothes had already left, so he Lift your legs to get...

This feeling of being physically and mentally empty is really uncomfortable. He had to fill it with countless jobs, but after filling it in, it was still empty. From time to time, he could always hear a lonely and cold wind whistling in his chest, and the world became gray. up.

His gaze was sometimes resentful and sometimes cold, with "Fuck, I'm annoying" written all over his face, and everyone in the company would make a detour when they saw him.

Who would have imagined that he would wear the skin of being arrogant, domineering and cool, but in reality he was empty, lonely, cold and miserable?

Anyway, he felt uncomfortable not seeing each other every day, so he just waited to see his little shoemaker in the video, so as to comfort his lovesickness a little bit.

When the appointed time came, he purposely took time out of his busy schedule, closed the office door and stared nervously and excitedly at the phone on the table.

However, something happened to Shen Qingyuan, and it was about ten minutes later than the pre-arranged time, but Mr. Xiao He was very anxious, all the terrible things and bad luck went through his mind, and he almost called .

After finally a connection signal popped up on the screen, He Jingrui stroked his hair and straightened his clothes before facing the shiny desktop that could reflect a figure, and then solemnly pressed his fingers down.

"Hi, Qingyuan, baby." He Jingrui deliberately showed a suave smile as he faced the screen.

The little shoemaker on the other side of the screen blushed. Even though they were only connected by an optical cable, He Jingrui could feel Shen Qingyuan's shyness.

He asked in a good mood: "Do you miss me?"

Shen Qingyuan pursed his lips and nodded with a smile, and responded softly: "Think."

"Where do you think? How do you think?" He Jingrui insisted on forcing him to say a few words of love.

"I think about everything... I wonder if you have eaten, whether you are staying up late again, whether you are busy with work..." Shen Qingyuan's face turned redder, and while expressing his missing feelings, he felt that he was too nasty at the same time.

He Jingrui was so happy, he felt that he had to get up and jump a few times to express his happiness. This ADHD-like energy showed on his face in all kinds of winking, all kinds of shameless love words.Shen Qingyuan on the other side was so talked about that he wanted to stick his head in the ground and hide the sweetness by himself. Under the warm winter sun in Yangliu Village, it was really embarrassing to express such strong emotions.

After talking nonsense for a long time, the two finally got to the point.They reported the good and the bad to each other's recent life.

The little shoemaker simply explained the many inconveniences of surfing the Internet, which disappointed He Jingrui a little - he had hoped to call the little shoemaker, but he didn't know that he had to go to the elementary school to get a signal, so he couldn't let the little shoemaker Pants off in the garden of the motherland.

The sudden appearance of Li Ye interrupted their conversation.

He held a plate in his hand with three very large oranges on it, "Xiao Yuan, eat navel oranges..." He walked up to Shen Qingyuan, and added inappropriately: "I remember you like to eat this the most... ..."

Shen Qingyuan glanced at him quickly, outright dissatisfied.

He was glanced at and took a step back, his face darkened, he put the plate on the window sill, and walked back silently.

Shen Qingyuan didn't have the energy to talk to him at all.

But both the signal and the quality of the phone were too good, and He Jingrui heard these two disharmonious words.

Even though he didn't see Li Ye's face, and the other party's voice was a bit blurred, the radar above his head still keenly caught the abnormality of the other party.

"Who is it? Who are you talking to?" He Jingrui asked cautiously.

"Uh... neighbors in the same village..." Shen Qingyuan couldn't define Li Ye's identity, so he could only answer vaguely.

"Neighbor? Neighbor, do you still remember what you like to eat?" He Jingrui felt that there was a problem, that is, he had some inexplicable sense of crisis.

Facing He Jingrui's face honestly, Shen Qingyuan had nothing else in his head except the truth, and stammered, "It's Li Ye."

When He Jingrui heard this name, he felt like a cat whose tail had been trampled on, and the cats all over his body exploded——Damn it, Li Ye is such a high-ranking student, why did he have to go back to Yangliu Village?It is not easy for the country and the school to train you, how much painstaking efforts and money have been spent, and you did not contribute to the city construction, but ran back to the village. Are you worthy of the villagers, gardeners and the people of the country? !

"Why did he go back?" He Jingrui was so angry that he almost got on his hips and cursed, "What do you think he wants to do when he goes back?"

"I don't know." Shen Qingyuan lowered his head, with a dejected look of admitting his mistake.

"What?! It's haunting! Let me tell you, you don't want to be hit by his sugar-coated bullets! Give me navel oranges? Throw them away!"

Like coaxing a child, Shen Qingyuan put the plate on the window sill behind him, and half-truthfully said: "I threw it away."

He Jingrui was still puzzled, his upper lip knocked his lower lip and made countless requests for Shen Qingyuan, the core of which was to stay away from the scumbag man surnamed Li.

Shen Qingyuan listened patiently until he was at a loss for words, so he dragged his voice and called out first: "Jingrui..." Seeing that his face softened, he added: "We rarely get videos, and we always say that others waste their time."

That unemotional "other" finally made He Jingrui a little more comfortable, thinking about it is also the reason, their time is precious now and they really can't bear to be distracted.

He Jingrui finally switched back to the love chat mode, and after being tired of it for a long time, he reluctantly bid farewell to the little shoemaker.

As the smile of his lover disappeared from the screen, Shen Qingyuan's heart was also empty.

He held the phone, leaned his head against the wall behind him, and closed his eyes in the sunlight.I traced the outline of He Jingrui several times with my thoughts, and recalled the conversation just now word by word (the part about Li Ye was automatically filtered).A kind of dense joy permeates from the tip of the heart to all the limbs, as light and beautiful as a dream.

He is an easy-to-satisfy person, and this beauty alone can support him to face the indifference and hardship of reality.

It doesn't matter if you suffer. If there is a person who thinks about himself and loves himself sincerely, he will have support and can generate infinite strength.

He stood up slowly, flexed his muscles and bones, hesitating whether to thank Li Ye.He really regarded Li Ye as an ordinary neighbor, and he didn't have any more thoughts, but thinking of He Jingrui's appearance of jumping, he smiled and decided not to be polite to Li Ye, anyway, it doesn't matter what Li Ye thinks.

But when he turned around the teaching building and was about to leave, he was stopped by Li Ye.

Li Ye stood at the base of the wall at the corner, behind him was a large clump of dry vines.Compared to the last time we met at a stall, he was a little fatter and his complexion was a little better, but he was still thin, with a gloomy look lingering between his brows, and he had a somewhat slender demeanor.

"Leaving?" He looked at Shen Qingyuan and asked.

Shen Qingyuan thanked you smoothly: "Thank you for today."

"It's easy to do." He smiled, lowered his eyes and looked at the ground and asked, "How long do you plan to stay this time?"

"It's going to be a while." Shen Qingyuan originally had little curiosity about Li Ye's return to the village, but he was no longer curious after being suppressed by He Jingrui just now. He just felt that his ex was a troublesome thing. .

Thinking about it this way, Shen Qingyuan didn't want to "reminisce" with Li Ye anymore.

Li Ye obviously saw his plan to get out early, and smiled wryly at himself, "Are you so afraid of me now?"

Withdrawing one foot he stepped forward, Shen Qingyuan scratched his head and said, "I'm not afraid of you, but I just don't know what to say to you."

What he said was quite frank, and Li Ye's heart trembled from being stabbed.He finally realized that even though the distance between the two was only a few steps, it was as far away as a chasm.

Li Ye tried hard to see Xiao Yuan in front of him clearly, but all he could see was a blurred figure.Xiao Yuan, who would smile happily at him, hold his hand and call him "Brother Li Ye" affectionately, has nothing to do with this polite and indifferent young man in front of him.

He once thought that no matter what he did, Xiao Yuan would be waiting for him behind his back; but the reality is that Shen Qingyuan had already thrown his hand away and strode forward, leaving him far away.

He wanted to catch Shen Qingyuan and tell him that he regretted it, and that he regretted the decision he made when he was obsessed with ghosts every day and night.But he knew that he was not qualified, not qualified to repent, let alone love?

"Xiaoyuan," he restrained his hands in his pockets into fists, squeezed out a smile uglier than crying and said, "If you want to surf the Internet, you can come here, I, I won't bother you again."

"Okay... I'm leaving, goodbye." Shen Qingyuan agreed perfunctorily, and walked out of the school quickly without stopping.

Leaving Li Ye standing alone by the crooked wall of withered vines, staring at his receding back with dejection.

Afterwards, although Shen Qingyuan subjectively didn't want to deal with Li Ye more, but due to many difficulties in making videos online with He Jingrui, he still had to bite the bullet and went to school to surf the Internet with a shy face.There was no way, the Zhong family didn't welcome him, and it was a long way to go to the county seat. In the whole Yangliu village, except Li Ye, no one else was willing to help him.

Fortunately, Li Ye was more knowledgeable. He wrote down the password to him when he went there for the second time, and asked a student to bring a bottle of water in the middle, and he didn't show up when he left.It was the same every time he went.

The small area next to the wall in the backyard of the school gradually became a fixed place for him to have a romantic relationship with He Jingrui.

It's just that once when he walked out of the school, he turned his head inadvertently and saw Li Ye standing in front of a window on the second floor, looking at him with a gloomy expression.When meeting his eyes, she nodded unnaturally at him, and hurriedly closed the window without waiting for his response.

At that time, he only had He Jingrui in his heart, and he didn't take this matter to heart.He also couldn't feel that every time he came to school, a pair of fiery eyes followed him carefully.