i love you regardless of gender

36 A man's burden

After Zuo Nan left for a while, when Cheng Yan and Li Ming entered the ward after smoking a cigarette, they still saw Xin Zheyao lying on the bed with a demented look and giggling.

Is this bewitched?

Cheng Yan and Li Ming looked at each other, and read the same doubts in each other's eyes.

Before Cheng Yan or Li Ming could ask a question, Xin Zheyao seemed to sense their confusion, staring at the ceiling in a daze, with the same smirk as before, and happily said: "Do you know? He promised with me."

Cheng Yan's right eyelid twitched, feeling uncomfortable as if something was stuck in his heart. He glanced at Li Ming, and found that Li Ming seemed to understand as well as himself. He sighed silently, and then said that he would give him half a day off.

After Li Ming went out, Cheng Yan sat on Xin Zheyao's bed, seeing that he hadn't recovered from his dementia, he twisted his arm cruelly.

"Wow, Cheng, you murdered?" The strong pain finally brought back Xin Zheyao's consciousness. He looked at the sad Cheng Yan and blinked, "What's wrong? Is your girlfriend complaining that you are with me every day?" Me? It's okay, you go and accompany her. "

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Cheng Yan looked at the stupid and ignorant Xin Zheyao, and was furious, "You and Zuo Nan have decided to be together?"

Speaking of this matter, Xin Zheyao's eyes seemed to burst out with pink love, "Yes, he just said yes, and even kissed me. How is it, am I happy?"

Cheng Yan really couldn't bear to destroy the happiness on his face, but out of his professional ethics, he still had to express his concerns, "You are all public figures, it doesn't matter if you are in love, but you are both men, Don't you know what being gay means?"

Xin Zheyao looked at Cheng Yan for a few seconds before returning to his normal state. With a smile on his face and unusually pure eyes, he said softly, "Ah Cheng, why don't I understand what you said? I know there are many so-called 'Rotten girls', they like to watch men fall in love with men, so many media also use this as a selling point to create momentum. Ma Liuge's intentions for asking me to make a movie this time should be the same."

After a pause, the smile on his face faded, "But I know better that once someone really comes out and claims that his lover is of the same sex, there will be more visible or invisible objections, or More ugly words. I have been in the circle for ten years, and I know how to use plausible words to publicize, so as to gain more appearances. But Xiao Nan is different. He is a clean person. If it is true When asked this kind of question, he will have the sense of propriety and know not to say anything, but he will still feel uncomfortable and have bumps in his heart."

Xin Zheyao's cell phone rang. He picked it up and looked at it. It was Zuo Nan's message. He smiled lightly, but didn't click on it. "Now we are not in a hurry to tell the public about our affairs. The reason why I am not wary of you is because I want to share my happiest things with you, and I believe that you will not feel bad about it. Since I and the company His contract is about to expire, I think if I choose to fade out, it is not impossible to be the man behind him wholeheartedly. Ah Cheng, what do you think?"

Cheng Yan did not expect that Xin Zheyao had thought so much about this matter. Now he is not even 30 years old, which is the best age, and his career is going smoothly. He also enjoys the life of standing under the spotlight and in front of the audience , but he was able to say "be the man behind him wholeheartedly".It's not that it's not shocking, and it's not that difficult to accept, but because I saw Zuo Nan's attitude before and thought of Xin Zheyao's hurt by love in the past, the worries in my heart can't be dispelled no matter what.

"But what if he regrets it later?"

"If I do have to step back and go behind the scenes, I try not to give him that chance."

What else can I say?I really don't know if I want to be jealous of Zuo Nan's good luck - someone praises her for her debut, helps her when she makes a movie, and someone is willing to make such sacrifices when she is liked.

"Okay, then I also promise to help you hide this matter from the company. Whether you practice Tai Chi or sell corruption in front of the media, you can't tell the truth, and don't let the company notice, otherwise you will It’s not that easy to think about doing it yourself. No matter what, you’ll have to wait until after you terminate the contract with the company.”

"I know, I know, like an old lady." Xin Zheyao changed back to his playful and smiling face, saying that he hated Cheng Yan's long-winded words, but in his heart he was still grateful for his protection of himself.

"Who wants to care about your shit, I'll go out to smoke a cigarette first, and then I'll talk to Xiao Ming by the way."

"Hey, be careful to smoke too much and get lung cancer."

"It's not that I'm bothered by you."

After Cheng Yan went out, Xin Zheyao took out his mobile phone to read Zuo Nan's text message.

Brother Yao, I'm at the company, you have to remember to eat well and don't move around.

What a good boy, he told him to tell himself when he arrived at the company, and he really obediently sent a message.With the happy expression and pink aura unique to people in love, Xin Zheyao quickly replied a message.

Brother Yao misses you, please send a photo.

I really missed him, even though we were separated for less than an hour.

I don't know if he has thought about those things in the future, or if he just agreed to his request impulsively and softly.But it doesn't matter. Since I turned him on this road, I have the responsibility to make his road go smoothly. I have the responsibility to let him live happily every day in the future. Don't worry about other people's eyes. Worried.

Even if he had to give up the life he likes and do something he didn't want to do before to support his acting career, it is not difficult or unacceptable.Love him and give him the best life possible.

This time Zuo Nan replied on WeChat, and there was an interval of about ten minutes, which made Xin Zheyao, who was thinking deeply about the future development path, almost forget that he was molesting his sweetheart.

Even though they had just separated, they would tell lies.

Then there's a grimace selfie with frowning brows and pursed lips.

Xin Zheyao smiled at the phone, silently saved the photo, and returned a kissing expression.Then I felt that it was not sincere enough, and added the sentence "love you".

I'm going to work, I won't tell you anymore, remember to recuperate well.

Be good, let's go.

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