i love you regardless of gender

"Xiao Nan!!!" Lu Xue ran to the beach like crazy, but was immediately grabbed by the staff at the scene.

The lifeguard jumped into the water and dragged Zuo Nan ashore as quickly as possible to give first aid, and the staff surrounded him anxiously.It took Zuo Nan a while to cough up a mouthful of water, and then slowly opened his eyes.

Lu Xue was already crying beside her out of breath, half scared and half still scared.

"I'm fine, don't cry." Zuo Nan coughed for a long time before he managed to catch his breath, and reached out to pat Lu Xue's hand holding his clothes to comfort her.

"What's the matter with you? Can't you swim?"

"Careless. Let's go back." Zuo Nan tried to get up, but he still felt a strong sense of oppression.

"En." Lu Xue and other staff helped Zuo Nan up, put a coat on him, wrapped him in a blanket, and quickly returned to the hotel.

Zuo Nan went back to her room to take a bath, but Lu Xue had no choice but to go back to her room and report the situation here to Su Li.

It took about half an hour before Zuo Nan came out of the bathroom, and fell on the bed weakly, his mind was still in chaos, all he could think of was the despair and pain when he was submerged by sea water at that time, and the physical discomfort somewhat relieved some of the psychological pain. pressure.

After lying down for a few minutes, he heard someone knock on the door. Zuo Nan guessed that it was Lu Xue who wanted to see how he was doing, so he opened the door slowly, but the person standing outside the door was not Lu Xue, but Wang Yiyan.

"A word! Why are you here?"

"I also come here to work, and I just arrived at noon today. Just now I met Xiaoxue in the corridor outside, and she said you are in this room."

"Oh, come in." Zuo Nan remembered that the two were standing at the door talking, and his brain seemed to be half a beat behind.

"It was a mess outside just now. Could it be something happened to you?" In fact, Lu Xue told Wang Yiyan a little bit, but he still wanted to ask himself how Zuo Nan feels now.

"No, I don't have anything to do." Zuo Nan took a bottle of drink from the cabinet and handed it to Wang Yiyan, "I don't have anything else to drink, so let's have a drink."

"kindness."

Wang Yiyan saw that Zuo Nan's eyes were completely red and swollen, as if she had cried, but it might be because of entering the sea water.

"Did the filming go well?"

"Very good, it's over."

"when do you come back?"

"the day after tomorrow."

"The day after tomorrow..." Wang Yiyan squinted his eyes, "Are you busy tomorrow? I don't have work tomorrow, do you want to hang out together?"

In fact, Zuo Nan was not in the mood to go out to play at all, but thinking about it, it would be even more uncomfortable if he stayed in the room alone, thinking wildly, and Wang Yiyan was a very nice person, it seemed unreasonable to refuse, so he agreed.

"Well, then you can sleep a little longer tomorrow morning, and I will come to you when I have lunch?"

"it is good."

Zuo Nan was a little out of sorts, Wang Yiyan asked a question only to realize that he was going to answer, and he didn't think to ask the other party what kind of work he was here for, so it was fine to stay.

Wang Yiyan saw that Zuo Nan was absent-minded, so he stood up and patted him on the shoulder, "Then I'll go back to my room first, you should rest earlier."

"Well Goodnight."

"Good night."

When lying on the bed again, Zuo Nan wrapped herself tightly with the quilt.Obviously the temperature here is not low, the air conditioner is still on, and the quilt provides warmth, but Zuo Nan still feels chills in his heart.In the first few seconds when he lost consciousness just now, he even thought, why not just end his life like this, because living is too tiring, and he has to face so many right and wrong and helplessness.

Until now, Zuo Nan realized how ridiculous his thoughts were.Even though there are friends like Lu Xue and Su Li who love her family, who think about everything for herself, and Wang Yiyan who has always been close to her, but for a man who said "I love you" while marrying other people Men don't want to live.

In fact, what is love?Whether you get it or lose it, it is just a moment in life that cannot be shorter, so don't take it too seriously.

After tossing and turning for a long time, I felt that there was something in my heart, and Zuo Nan knew what he still couldn't let go of.After struggling for a long time, I decided not to fight against myself anymore, turned off the airplane mode of my phone, and connected to the hotel's wifi.Sure enough, as soon as the network was connected, more than [-] WeChat messages were received.

Xiao Nan, what are you doing?Are you up?

at work?

Have you had lunch yet?Why don't you reply to the message?

Xiao Nan, are you really that busy?

……

Basically, this is the news, from morning to night in China.At this time, another message came.

Xiao Nan, did you accidentally get hurt today?Be sure to take care of yourself and bring you delicious food when you come back.Go to bed early if you are tired, don't go back.Love you.

Unknowingly, Zuo Nan's tears fell down again, he wiped it carelessly and scolded himself for being so useless and crying again, is he still a man?

After crying for a while, I couldn't help but read WeChat again, and when I realized that tears were about to flow out again, Zuo Nan quickly disconnected from the Internet and threw the phone aside.

Are you married to someone else?Why are you sending me this message again?Acting like you're humble and I've been making trouble for no reason.You are the one who said you like me and want me to be together, and now you are the one who wants to marry someone else and not me, you are a bastard...

Zuo Nan actually wants to rush to Xin Zheyao now, and ask him why he wants to stay with him when he decides to marry someone else.I want to fight him in a very manly way, and then pat my sleeves and leave.

But he didn't do anything now, he didn't even have the courage to send a WeChat question to him, so he could only secretly cry alone.Is it because I am too humble, or am I afraid that he will say he doesn't love me?

Unable to get an answer, Zuo Nan trembled and couldn't close his eyes almost all night.

Xin Zheyao hadn't contacted Zuo Nan for more than a day. He was scared and frightened. After thinking about it, he felt that Zuo Nan knew something, and he was afraid that something would happen to him who didn't know the place where he lived in Thailand. He was terrified when he saw this kind of post.Finally, after thinking for a long time, he made up his mind to call Ma Liuge, at least to make sure if Zuo Nan was okay.

Ma Liuge hesitated after receiving the call, and finally said that Zuo Nan had a little accident, similar to a fall.

Of course, Xin Zheyao couldn't believe it. After hanging up the phone, Cheng Yan asked Cheng Yan to help contact Zuo Nan's manager, and found out that it was really just a trivial matter, but he still felt distressed, thinking that he would never be able to leave him so far away to go to work again. .