hope the old man returns

Two months passed unknowingly, but I was still staying in the courtyard where I lived when I was a pawn, no, to be more precise, it was like a golden cage.

There is no longer the dreary tranquility here, but the howling and shrill wind, the breath stained by the silent blood of that night, and the death-like silence.

I just want to find a quiet place where no one is around, and the fragments that jump in my mind from time to time are like terrible curses, flashing in my sleep—if ghosts have such a thing as dreams—that person, that thing, that thing... It makes my heart palpitate coldly.

But now I am escaping like the law.The memory that came back made me realize more definitely that I must be responsible for what I did in my previous life at this time.

I looked up at the night sky. Tonight's moon is particularly round and bleak, and a disturbing atmosphere pervades the silent night.

"You've been staying here for the past few days?" A pair of white cloth shoes appeared in front of my eyes, which belonged to Dong Zi who lived in Tai Hospital.He sat down with me on the steps of the palace.

Dong Tzu followed my gaze and asked me in a low voice, "What are you looking at?"

I smiled and said, "Look at the sky, I've been watching it for the past two months."

"What is there in the sky?" He asked suspiciously.

"Except for the sun and the moon, there is nothing to see." I said.

"Then what are you looking at?" he asked again.

What are you looking at?

I looked at the endless dark sky, and said with a mocking smile, "What are you looking at? I'm looking at why such a vicious person like me is allowed in this day!"

"Why are you scolding yourself so viciously?" Dong Tiao said disapprovingly, "Since the three of you are entangled with each other, and you are obsessed with it, leaving your soul in the world, that is destiny, so why blame yourself."

I was taken aback, sighed and shook my head.

I knew he had misunderstood me, but he couldn't explain it.

Yun and the two of them were supposed to stay together until the old age, but because of my insertion, they entangled the two lives and experienced the pain of life and death. How can this not make me regret and blame myself?

I thought it was because I was too obsessed, but I didn't know that I came to pay off the debt!

"Come on, I can't talk about you, so let's talk about something else!" Dong Zhui sighed helplessly, and suddenly looked at me and hesitated, "I heard...he came to look for you?"

"Who?"

"Gu Xing." When he said this name, I saw a complicated look in his eyes.

I lowered my head and thought for a while, and suddenly realized, "You're talking about Gu Xing from the Dark Alliance?"

"Yes." He replied.

This made me even more puzzled "What is your relationship with him?"

"You know that," he said.

I frowned, "It's because I know that I'm even more puzzled. Since you have him in your heart, why do you still pretend not to know and miss the person who has passed away?"

"Just can't let it go!" He sighed heavily.

"The dead have passed away, so you should cherish the person in front of you. Otherwise, the dead will be in trouble, and the living will suffer." I paused and said, "You should understand this truth."

Dong Qiao shook his head bitterly, "I never expected that I would be persuaded by you. I understand what you said, but there should be an opportunity to let me stop thinking about it... that's how I am, let me tell you about it." ! What are you going to do?"

Unexpectedly, the problem eventually came back to me.

"I have already come here, and I am thinking of karma..."

"So you can let it go?" he asked.

I laughed at myself, "I'm different from you...how can I let it go? What if I can't let it go? I'm a dead person after all."

Dong Tzu nodded clearly and fell into his own thoughts.

"what----"

Suddenly a scream of pain rose into the sky and woke us up.

Dong Tzu stood up abruptly, looked towards the place where the voice came from, with a serious look on his face, "His Royal Highness, something happened!"

I was so confused that I said to myself, "I didn't expect it to come so fast..."

"I have to rush over there." When he looked over again, Dong Tiao had already run out the door.

Listening to the commotion in the palace, I suddenly felt melancholy.

I seem to. . .There is a trace of nostalgia, a trace of unwillingness.

Even though I was reluctant to give up, I finally drifted into Leng Pusheng's bedroom.From the outside, he could hear his almost hoarse screams, and when I went in, his voice gradually dropped.

I saw Leng Linyun sitting in front of the bed lovingly hugging Leng Pusheng who was pale and showing pain and ferocity.I felt an indescribable pleasure, discomfort, and contradictory feelings.

Dong Tiao was the first to see me "You are here."

"En." I nodded and said, "How to calm down such a big commotion?"

"It's okay, I asked Gu Xing to cover up the news."

I said dissatisfied, "You shouldn't use him before accepting him."

After hearing what I said, the light in his eyes flickered, and he said, "I know. But now is not the time to talk about it." He glanced at the weak Leng Pusheng, "Your Highness's previous life memories are recovering, I use I tried some means to calm his pain, but in the end it was the same result, and there was nothing I could do."

I bowed my head thoughtfully.

Seeing that I didn't respond, Dong Tzu said, "Although I don't understand why Master said that only you can save him, we have nothing to do..."

I understand what he means. He said such a bunch of nonsense just because he was afraid that I would go back on my word.

but. . .If Leng Pusheng disappears forever, am I right? . .