Jing Qi

Since Jing Yao left Yunxiao Palace that day, he has not appeared for several days.

Jing Yun also seems to be used to the days without him, every day is calm, and he sits leisurely by the window sill of the attic and enjoys the limited scenery.

Sometimes I will go out for a walk, but they are only within a few feet of Yunxiao Hall, not far away.

Maybe it's subconsciously that he doesn't want to go out and encounter the situation that day again, maybe it's just that he doesn't want to see Jing Yao have other women, or maybe he's just lazy, he doesn't want to get to the bottom of it, because in the end, he can't afford it.

Sighing dejectedly, he turned his eyes to the main hall again, and even he didn't realize that there was a little expectation and a little nostalgia in his eyes.

The main hall is brightly lit, which is particularly conspicuous in the night.Compared with Yun Xiao Palace, why is my heart always a little dark?

Perhaps it was really too indulged in his poisonous pampering.

He really hasn't returned to Yunxiao Hall for several days, he doesn't know what he's doing, is he dealing with the issue of Qi Guo's envoy?

If he really didn't have much time, Jingxiu's country would be handed over to him, I think there would be no problem, and he could leave with peace of mind.

After thinking clearly, Jing Yun felt much relieved, stood up, glanced out of the window with nostalgia, and slowly walked towards the bed.

time to sleep...

Lie down, cover the quilt, close your eyes, really tired... don't want to get up.

The fragrance filled his nose, making him drowsy.

He still couldn't hold his breath.

The corners of his mouth slightly curled up, but he didn't open his eyes.

"Can't wait?"

The man in black froze for a moment, but didn't answer, he just thought he was talking in his sleep.

If you don't hit the south wall, you don't regret it, they are the same kind of people, how could they not understand.

He reached out and grabbed the man in black's arm, and slowly opened his eyes. The dim light in his eyes revealed his emotions, including longing, attachment, and complaints, but most of all, it was full of warmth.

The man in black didn't expect him to make this move, he was stunned for a moment, but he didn't break free and let him hold it.

Everything seems to be back to the past.

The two of them spent time together and had a long talk.

It's just that everything today is no longer the same as before.

He is no longer him; Jing Yun is no longer the calm and detached Jing Yun who didn't care about anything.In the end, both of them changed.

Jing Yun has worries and pain that he can't let go of, so why isn't he?

It's just that it's too late to understand, it's too late, it's too late, it's too far away, it's numb from the pain, and it's too late to regret.

He seemed to have lost that qualification long ago, starting from the moment he left him alone, by Jing Yao's side.

What a fool, why did he think so naively at the beginning, thinking that time would not slip away, and Jing Yun would wait in place.

But, it's far away, and I can't catch anything.

Everything will never go back to the way it was before.

The man in black was immersed in his own thoughts and couldn't extricate himself, his nostalgic gaze deeply locked on Jing Yun's weak body due to poisoning.

Jing Yun sighed, followed his hand, climbed up, sat on the bed and looked at him, just looked at him so deeply, and finally, with a low call, let the man in black feel the coldness all over his body It disintegrated in an instant, and the heavy camouflage peeled off in an instant: "Shangzhi..."

He waited so hard for him. Every time he wanted to give up hope, he always thought that he could return to his side. He never thought that we would meet again on such an occasion.

"how is your day?"

okay?

Looking at his appearance, it seems to be good, so that he can feel less guilty.

Shang Zhi didn't answer, but just stared at him with burning eyes, not daring to blink, fearing that if he closed his eyes for a moment, he would lose his figure again.

It's been too long, Jing Yun hasn't looked at him so closely, his Jing Yun...

Take a deep breath of his breath, sit down and look at him quietly.

"Okay, I'm doing well." It's just that the life without you is too bitter, too bitter.If it wasn't for seeing you, there would really be no such person as Yin Shangzhi in this world right now.

Is it very good, very good...

"Then you..." What are you doing back?

Jing Yun wanted to ask, but he couldn't ask, because he was afraid of hearing the answer he didn't want to hear.

For him and Jing Yao, I can't tell which one I rely on more.It's like an invisible red thread that is tightly tied together, and it's hard to tell who is standing at the other end.

It's too far away to see clearly.

"You want to ask me what I'm doing back here, don't you?" Seeing his thoughts at a glance, Shang Zhi chuckled, leaning close to him, his long and narrow phoenix eyes blurred.

"Because I can't let you go, I can't let you go..."

Like a sigh, like a murmur, Shang Zhi's hot breath sprayed on Jing Yun's ears, causing his body to tremble slightly, with a flash of shudder.

Shang Zhi didn't seem to want to let him go, wrapped his lips and tongue around the tip of his round ears, sucking them carefully, making an ambiguous sound.

Jing Yun was embarrassed for a while, and almost without thinking, he turned his head away to avoid Shang Zhi's offensive.

Shang Zhi was taken aback for a moment, a murderous look flashed in Feng's eyes.

Has Jing Yao been deeply rooted in his heart during his absence?Why can't he even bear his touch? !

Not reconciled, but also complaining, for the first time, Shang Zhi disregarded Jing Yun's wishes, firmly overwhelmed him, opened his mouth and pouted Jing Yun's soft lips fiercely, sucking hard, trying to convey the anger all over his body to him.

Jing Yun didn't expect his action, so he could only accept it passively in a daze.

All this seemed to return to that dark night 12 years ago, when he was pressed on the big bed in the East Palace, passively accepting that person's caressing, seduction, and entanglement.

Although he was immature at that time, but that feeling will never be forgotten.That kind of pain, that kind of humiliation, once in a lifetime is already too much.

He will never forget the marks he left on him, and the moment Jing Yao penetrated him, the pain in his body seemed to take his life away, but Jing Yao didn't stop because of his fainting.He only remembered that in his dream, he was in pain and convulsed with pain.

He survived, lived a very good life, and lived longer than anyone else, until his relatives left one by one, and he was left alone.

My heart seems to be cold again, cold, frozen...

Jing Yun didn't resist, forgot to resist, just stared at Shang Zhi stupidly, as if trying to see through him.

Shang Zhi sensed something was wrong, met his stagnant gaze, his heart trembled fiercely, and he turned his face away in embarrassment.

"Why..." Why do you treat me like this...

I thought you understand me, understand my pain, understand my injury, is everything false?

Shang Zhi was speechless and had no face to face him.

He was still lying on top of Jing Yun's body, but their faces were facing opposite directions.Jing Yun's lips were still red and swollen, obviously just been ravaged.

All of this seemed so weird, yet so natural.

Finally, Shang Zhi sighed, turned his head, turned Jing Yun's face, and kissed him fiercely again.

Only this time, Jing Yun felt that he had fed him something.

He didn't ask because he had a gut feeling that he wouldn't hurt him.

Very contradictory, isn't it?But in his heart it was so natural, so taken for granted.

I tasted salty in my mouth, is it tears?

Wanting to see clearly, Shang Zhi had already got up and left, quickly disappearing into the night.

I got up and wanted to chase, ran a few steps, and stopped weakly.

Can't catch up.If he could catch up, he would have caught up two years ago, so why wait until now.

Smiling bitterly, as if nothing had happened, he returned to the bed and lay down in a slumped state.

Go to sleep, wake up, everything will be fine...