Jing Qi

The winter sun brought a little chill, hitting Jing Yun's slightly pale face, as if a halo could be seen, and even people became transparent.

Shang Zhi suddenly had a feeling that if Jing Yun just left him like this, he would definitely go crazy.

For the sake of Jing Yun, he can no longer allow him to be hurt, even if that person is extremely heavy in his heart, even if he is willing to do so.

Outsiders may not be able to see it, thinking that Jing Yun hates Jing Yao to the bone.But he knows.

Jing Yun doesn't hate him, not at all.On the contrary, in the midst of the debauchery, the affection that shouldn't be increased, if it stays there, the whole heart will sink.Whether you say he is selfish or jealous, he doesn't want to get involved in these right and wrong.

It is even more dangerous for the queen mother to stare at her like a tiger.

What should we do with him?Thinking about it, he sighed unconsciously.

According to the current situation, Jing Yun would not be willing to go with him if the queen mother was not removed.

As if hearing Shang Zhi's sigh, Jing Yun, who was sleeping extremely restlessly, let out a groan, his consciousness gradually returned, his eyes gradually cleared up, no longer chaotic.

Blinking, trying to adapt to the glare of the light, it took a long while before he recovered.

"You're awake." He stated lightly, without any fluctuation in his tone, and could faintly feel the anger in Shang Zhi's words.

Jing Yun didn't know why, so he stood up with difficulty, and saw Shang Zhi who was looking at him with folded arms beside the bed.

"I...how could..."

"How dare you say that? Knowing that you are not in good health, you still walk around! If I didn't just pass by, do you think your life is still alive?!"

Don't know how to take care of yourself!

The remaining poison is not clear, and dare to walk around.Fainted in Merlin, if it wasn't for the uneasiness in my heart, I went out to have a look, how could I find him!After a day of freezing, even the best people will disappear, let alone a sick man like him!

was murdered...

Knowing his mistake, Jing Yun lowered his head guiltily. "I just wanted to find you."

My heart is so chaotic, and only by finding him can I calm down my heart, so I came here without hesitation.But—"Don't you welcome me?" He whispered timidly, his eyes began to mist.

Shang Zhi forced himself to harden his heart and ignore him.Otherwise, he would not accept the lesson and reform.

Staring at Shang Zhi for a while, seeing that he didn't respond, just folded his arms and looked at him cautiously, he felt even more sad.

"I'm sorry to bother you..." When did Shang Zhi become estranged from himself...

Jing Yun's heart was gloomy, he sat up from the bed silently, moved to the side of the bed, and put on his shoes.

Looking innocently at Shangzhi, seeing that he was not moving, Jing Yun became even more gloomy.

There was also a surge of anger in my heart, and I stomped towards the door like a puff, in order to vent my dissatisfaction.

This is the first time that Shang Zhi has turned a blind eye to himself. While Jing Yun was unhappy, he was also a little sore and hurt, and stepped on his feet even harder.

When he walked to the door, he stopped and waited for a long time. Seeing that the people behind him didn't respond at all, they seemed determined to ignore him, sniffed loudly, and pouted childishly.

snort!Just ignore it!

Putting his hand on the latch, he wanted to pull the door forcefully, but the next moment, his body was already spinning, and when he came back to his senses, he was already pinned down on the bed by Shang Zhi.

I don't know how it happened, I can only feel a burst of dizziness, and the next moment, I was imprisoned in Shang Zhi's powerful arms.

"Did I allow you to escape?" The evil peach eyes stared at Jing Yun's blank expression playfully, and the originally serious face was now full of smiles.

Jing Yun looked dumbfounded, as if he didn't know the person in front of him.

It wasn't until this moment that he realized that Shang Zhi had changed.

He used to be gentle, but now he is sometimes so deep that people can't see clearly. One moment he is gloomy, but the next moment he can smile like that; before he foolishly allowed others to bully, but now he can bully others ; He used to be innocent, like a blank sheet of paper.But now he is like a deep pool, the bottom of which can't be seen clearly in the pitch-black water, and even a sinister look appears on his normally harmless face.

It turned out that many people changed when he was not paying attention.Shang Zhi has changed, Jing Yao has changed, his language has changed, and even himself has changed.

Sometimes I can't even figure out what I'm thinking, I don't know if I stay in the imperial city just for revenge, or for him...

"What are you thinking about?" Shang Zhi didn't like his ecstasy, so he patted his face to regain his consciousness.

With a far-fetched smile, Jing Yun avoided the seriousness and said lightly: "I think we all seem to have changed."

The only constant is probably time.

Time has portrayed them beyond recognition, but I have retained the original color, which is not unfair.

"Oh? What changed? Why didn't I notice?"

Jing Yun fell silent, not knowing how to answer.

To say that he has become alienated, or that he has become indecisive.Or is his heart missing in some unknown corner...

"Look at me! In front of me, you are not allowed to think about others!" Shang Zhi domineeringly put on Jing Yun's face, making him look at himself, only himself.

Jing Yun's pupils shrank suddenly, as if he was seen through.

"I don't think about anyone."

"No?! How dare you say you didn't?! Are you still thinking about that murderer Jing Yao! Tell me~!"

Shang Zhi became hysterical, seeing Jing Yun's sentimental expression, he immediately thought of Jing Yao.Only he could make him look like that.

Although I don't want to admit it, this is an indisputable fact.

Originally, there was a deep hatred across the sea of ​​blood, but he fell in love with the enemy who should have been eliminated!How can this not make people angry!

So he's jealous, he wants to go crazy, he wants to vent.No!No!He is not allowed!

His Jing Yun can only think about him!Instead of the mother-killing enemy!

"You are not allowed to say that about him! He didn't!" Jing Yun retorted.

This made Shang Zhi even more angry.

"You admit it! You're thinking about that murderer!" At this moment, in Shang Zhi's eyes, he couldn't tolerate anything else, and he kept thinking about Jing Yun's defense of Jing Yao in his mind, which almost drove him crazy.

With a loud roar, he slammed his fist on the edge of the bed as if venting, making a deep hole.But the action is still subconsciously avoiding Jing Yun, so as not to hurt him.

"Shangzhi, I didn't, I..."

Jing Yun wanted to explain, but the explanation seemed so superfluous at the moment, trying to cover up.

"You like him that much? Even if he treats you like that and treats you like a slave, are you still so willing to stay by his side?!" Shang Zhi propped himself up, ignored his bleeding hand, and walked to the table indifferently . "Are you so mean?!"

Jing Yun's face was instantly pale as snow, and he froze on the bed, motionless.

He, got it...

"I..." He wanted to refute, but didn't know what to say.Do you say you keep yourself clean, or do you say you don't love Jingyao?It's all lies!He didn't know how to refute...

In the end, I could only choke out a sentence: "Do you also look down on me?"

My heart is so hurt, like it has been dug out, it is empty.

Shang Zhi detested him...

Shang Zhi's anger continued to rise, and he began to speak indiscriminately. "You go."

Jing Yun flinched when he heard the words, he couldn't believe that Shang Zhi would drive him away.

Approaching Shang Zhi cautiously, feeling more and more panicked. "Your hand is bleeding, let me help you deal with it..." She reached out her hand to grab his hand, seeking a sense of security, letting herself know that Shang Zhi did not intend to abandon him, but was thrown away by him.

The movement was so great that Jing Yun lost his footing and fell to the side, knocked his head on the edge of the bed, and got a wound in an instant.

Steady his dizzy head, looked sadly at Shang Zhi whose expression was still indifferent. "I just want to help you deal with the wound..." I just don't want to lose you...

Jing Yun's face became even paler. Although the wound on his forehead didn't leave much blood, the large scratches looked shocking in contrast to his fair skin.

Shang Zhi's fingernails dug into the palm of his hand, and he used all his strength to prevent himself from rushing forward to deal with the scratches for him.

Even though his heart was so distressed that he couldn't breathe, his face remained calm and his expression was as usual.

"I don't need your consolation. You go, you go! I don't want to see you again, you go!" The tone gradually became hurried, and finally got out of his control, and he yelled.

Jing Yun took a few steps back in disbelief, as if he didn't believe that the words to drive him away would come from Shang Zhi's mouth.

"are you serious?"

Shang Zhi didn't look back, but quickly turned his face away.

This is already the most obvious answer.Jing Yun laughed at himself, got up from the ground lonely, took a deep look at Shang Zhi like nostalgia, and staggered out of the room.

When the creaking sound of the door came, Jing Yun paused, as if he still had the last nostalgia, but he didn't move, and the people behind him were indifferent.

With eyes downcast, he staggered away.

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Shang Zhi pricked up his ears to listen to the sound of Jing Yun walking out, not even making the slightest sound.The moment he opened the door, he turned around, wanting to rush up and keep him, but he still held resentment in his heart and didn't want to compromise like this.

But watching him walk away step by step, slowly out of my sight, and finally I couldn't see him... my heart seemed to stop beating.

He can't let go!Damn can't let go!It sounds so good, you can deceive yourself, but you can't deceive your heart!He wanted him, no matter what, even if his heart wasn't in him, he still damn wanted to stay by his side!

He can't live without him, Jing Yun...

The moment he turned to leave, he regretted it, but his unnecessary self-esteem held him back.He is the biggest fool!Letting the person you love the most go away, this is the most stupid behavior!

The tears in Shang Zhi's eyes could no longer be stopped, they fell down in a flutter, soaking his entire cheeks in an instant.

"Jing Yun—!" With a loud roar, Shang Zhi quickly stepped on his feet, chasing after him like crazy.

Unable to find it everywhere, the panic in my heart expanded without limit, and finally swallowed myself.

"Jing Yun! Jing Yun!" He could only call him helplessly, tears filled his eyes, blurring his vision.

Anxiously wiping away her tears, her eyes wandered anxiously in the plum blossom forest, looking for Jing Yun's figure.

But...can't find...

Jing Yun seemed to have disappeared and disappeared in front of his eyes.

The pain in my heart intensified, and my heart throbbed.The panic and grief of not being able to find Jing Yun were intertwined, forming an indescribable feeling.

Shang Zhi gradually despaired, his body slid down hopelessly against a plum tree, and sat on the ground.

Jing Yun, his Jing Yun... got lost.

He lost it himself...

Burying her head into her knees, she couldn't hold it any longer, and burst into tears.