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Fang Yan had never met him before. He was still a child when he first entered the society, so he would inevitably be cautious in everything and depend on others.
"Hi, my name is Fang Yan, we just met in the bathroom." He walked over, stretched out his right hand, showing a perfect smile that people couldn't refuse, and secretly vowed in his heart-in this life, let me follow you!
Although he pretended to be calm on the surface, he was actually uneasy inside. Even with all his strength, he couldn't stop his trembling fingers well.No one knows how scared he is at this moment, afraid that Claude will refuse, afraid of not being able to grasp the happiness in front of him, afraid of missing out again, and regretting for life.
"Claude Hopkins, a vagrant from the United States." Fortunately, he did not avoid the sudden conversation, but instead showed a bright smile, looking gentle and friendly.It was only when he talked about his situation that he shrugged in embarrassment, wiped off the sweat on his pants, and then took Fang Yan's hand.Maybe it's because of holding the hot coffee all the time, that hand is very warm, making people reluctant to let go.
After exchanging personal information, they chatted one after another, and they were not very friendly. Most of the time, Fang Yan took the initiative to find topics, and Claude agreed.This big boy didn't focus on the conversation, his eyes wandered, searching for his lover in the crowd, and carefully kept a distance from the strangers around him.
He was polite and answered questions, but that's about it!
Fang Yan felt sad, this kind of cautious alienation almost killed him, he couldn't imagine that the man who once loved him so much looked at others with infatuated eyes.
He is mine, his smile, his eyes, everything about him is mine!
Claude, you're driving me crazy...
Fang Yan felt a voice roaring in his head, shouting hysterically, swearing ownership frantically.His scalp was numb, his chest hurt, he was so stuffy that he had difficulty breathing, his body felt as if it was about to tear apart, every cell was screaming.The pain was running from head to toe, almost unbearable, but he had to act as if nothing happened and didn't care.After calming down, he wanted to pick some interesting topics that the other party would be interested in to enliven the atmosphere, but unfortunately, the memories from the past were of no use.
Ten years later, Claude likes to collect limited edition basketball shoes and exquisite lighters, is addicted to World of Warcraft, makes Gundam models crazily, and is keen on modifying cars by himself.Of course, he also retains many childish habits, such as soaking chocolate biscuits in hot milk, or curling up in the quilt with cute cats for a nap...
For Fang Yan, only the combination of these bits and pieces is the complete Claude, his familiar lover, a lazy yet powerful lion!
But at the current stage, the little lion has no interest in these things, and his focus is entirely on that man, and he will feel uneasy even if he is separated for a while.Although they had some small conflicts in the toilet, Fang Yan could see that he cared about his lover very much, and this was the biggest difficulty he had to face after rebirth.He knew very well what a devoted fool he was. Once he identified someone, he would follow him without hesitation and never leave him.Although he occasionally jokes glibly and teases others with words, he does everything right and never deviates. His loyalty is astonishingly high!
But the relationship that he cared so much ended in tragedy. Fang Yan didn't know the reason for their breakup, because Claude never talked about it.All he knew was that unnaturally handsome man named Jason was his first love, but the jerk ended up marrying the team sponsor's daughter and had twins.
If I remember correctly, this relationship made him very painful and almost killed him!
That happened in the spring of 2004.
That year, Fang Yan underwent surgery for acute appendicitis, and during his stay in the hospital for observation, he happened to be in the same room as Claude, who was seriously injured.He was beaten half to death, his spleen was ruptured, and two ribs were broken. He was lying silently on the hospital bed, lifeless.During the two weeks in the hospital, he didn't eat, sleep, or speak. He stared with soulless eyes day and night, as if he had no attachment to the world.
At that time, the sycamores were sprouting, tender green, and every day there were little birds sitting on them, chirping cheerfully.Looking from the window of the ward, you can just see these cute little things jumping on the tree trunks, looking full of life.But the sunny spring did not bring warmth to Claude. The freshness outside the window and the gloomy atmosphere in the room formed a sharp contrast, like a young girl and a dying old man...
Fang Yan remembered him. Even though he had no contact with him for four years, he still recognized this young man as the idiot who changed luggage with him at the airport.
This blond boy has not changed much, but the childishness on his face has faded, and he has gradually become a man who can take charge of himself.His body is much stronger, his face is still handsome, and his manner is charming, but he still does stupid things.For example, he fought with his ex-boyfriend and was seriously injured in the hospital.
At that time, Fang Yan maintained his usual indifference, and would not interfere in any troublesome matters unless required by work, so he did not pay too much attention to the injured Claude, at most he glanced at his lonely back when he was bored.He still has messy curly hair, four extra earrings on his left ear, and a new tattoo pattern on his arm, which is in line with the aesthetics of this age group.By the way, there is also a small toe missing, which is said to have been lost in an accident.
Although slightly different, the features were the same, young and handsome, and the blue eyes were as beautiful as a clear sky.
Before rebirth, Fang Yan once looked at him, wondering why this insignificant person stayed in his heart for so long.And now he seems to know the answer, because he's loved the schmuck from the beginning!
"Your complexion is very bad, are you okay?" Seeing him sitting pale, Claude couldn't help reaching out to touch Fang Yan's forehead, interrupting the sad memory: "Although the waiting hall is heated, but It's still a little cold, you look very thin, don't catch a cold."
Being touched by warm palms brought Fang Yan back to reality, the place touched was hot and hot, just two or three seconds of contact had already made him ecstatic.
"I'm fine, thank you." Even though it was just a courtesy concern, it still made the heart beat wildly with joy.Fang Yan was very relieved, and tried to squeeze out a smile to thank him, but failed in the end.When he saw the half-eaten dry bread in Claude's hand, he couldn't express his joy, but felt very heartbroken, and blurted out: "It's you, how can your body bear it if you only eat this kind of unnutritious food."
The bread is plain white bread without butter, and the coffee is the cheapest kind. It seems that his financial situation is not very good.
"The airport restaurant is too expensive. How far are these capitalists who suck human blood trying to drive up prices!" Claude frowned, stuffed the last piece of bread into his mouth, chewed hard, and then drank half of the bread. Cup of cold coffee.He doesn't mind others seeing his poverty. For him, he doesn't need a lot of money to enjoy life: "Even my favorite ham and cheese sandwich is outrageously expensive. Only bread is good and cheap, which is the savior of the poor." .”
"Fortunately, this thing never gets tired of eating." He added, and then squeezed the wrapping paper and paper cup into a ball, and accurately threw it into the trash can with a three-point long-range posture.One tiny bun certainly won't fill a developing teen's stomach, so he quickly moves on to a second.
Fang Yan likes to watch him eat. This guy doesn't care about table manners, and his actions are very rude, but his heroic style of bite after bite can always arouse the appetite of others.
But this time, instead of looking at Claude, he moved his eyes to the distance.
On the other side of the terminal, Jason who appeared out of nowhere was surrounded by a group of beauties, looking very proud.He hugged left and right like an emperor, talking eloquently, talking about things that can only deceive ignorant girls.Even though he was so far away, Fang Yan could still see his vivid expression, which made the girls laugh out loud.He became angry, this man is not only a pervert, but also a scum, he is not worthy of Claude, and will eventually hurt him severely!
The hand on the knee couldn't help but clenched tightly, the bones cracked, and finally let go.
He is very clear that he has no right to intervene in them now. To Claude, he is just a stranger.
But Fang Yan is not the type to sit and wait for death. If he can't attack head-on, he must use some small means to capture this innocent little lion.Although little was known about young Claude, he knew there was one topic that was sure to hold his interest and attention.This man, no matter how his appearance changes and how he grows older, his love for the Dakar Rally will never change, because it is the dream he has been chasing all his life!
So he cleverly brought the topic to the upcoming car rally, and finally made Claude's eyes shine: "If the flight is delayed due to heavy snow and I can't watch the live broadcast, I will definitely go crazy. You know, fortunately, this year's race It will only start on the 6th, I hope I can get to Berlin as soon as possible, find a place to live, and then lie in the warm bed and watch TV."
Perhaps because of the discovery of common hobbies, his affection for Fang Yan increased greatly, and the atmosphere became more relaxed.He even eased from his restraint, and made a joke: "I thought Orientals were all taciturn guys, it seems that you are an exception."
"I thought handsome blond guys were romantics who liked beautiful encounters. It seems that you are an exception." Fang Yan put on a harmless smile. Although he has a cold personality and doesn't like to deal with people, but in After so many years of rolling in the society, the ability to wear a mask to be a man has long been perfected.
His gentleness, elegance, and talkativeness quickly attracted the cub, who is not familiar with the world, and the two chatted happily.
☆, pain
The conversation was almost there, and the atmosphere was good, but Claude ten years ago was too unfamiliar to Fang Yan.
Except for those little habits that can't be changed until death, his whole person is different. Not only does he appear shy and immature, but he also occasionally shows an expression of being overwhelmed and in need of help.He is simply a fledgling boy who has never seen the world; compared to his youthfulness now, he is full of confidence and domineering when he is an adult, unruly and wild, like a majestic lion running on the grassland ; This is not to say that the young Claude is not good, but now he is at most a newborn cub, and he is still a docile one!
When he was alone, he still had an expression of being abandoned by his master, pitiful.
Fang Yan shook his head and told himself that he was only 17 years old and still a child.This was ten years ago, the past, we must get used to and accept him now.
"Are you Japanese?" Claude chewed the bread, his blue eyes rolled around him, and there was some expectation.Fang Yan knew that he would ask this question because he liked Japanese food, those exquisitely crafted tea sets, and beautiful women in kimonos.
It has nothing to do with sexual orientation, he just loves the exoticism of that country.
"No, I'm Chinese." Sure enough, after hearing this answer, he shrugged his shoulders and made a very regretful expression: "How about Chinese food, I've only eaten Shanghai food, it's too sweet, it seems like sugar doesn't cost money. "
"There are many delicacies, snacks, and specialties in China. If you don't like sweet tastes, you can try Sichuan and Hunan cuisine." Using his excellent eloquence, he described Kung Pao Chicken and Mapo Tofu vividly and audibly. The index finger moved.Claude smacked his lips, sighed angrily, and had to stop him: "Damn, you make me tasteless, this piece of bread is really terrible!"
The little lion rewrapped the remaining half of the bread, stuffed it back into the backpack, and looked away sullenly.Apparently he spotted Jason too, but he didn't do anything.
"A male dog in heat everywhere!" Fang Yan heard him curse in a low voice, with a sad expression on his face.
"It's all over, no wonder I'm so hungry." Pretending not to hear the wronged complaint, Fang Yan deliberately said in a relaxed tone: "I bet, I can eat a cow now. How about it, if you are interested, go to the restaurant together Dine, let the hospitable Chinese treat you to beef burgers and hot corn chowder, and maybe we'll have a drink."
"It's a good idea, but I still have to look at this luggage." He smiled, but declined the invitation.
Luggage is not the point. There are self-service storage at the airport, and one coin can be held for two days.The point is that Claude is unwilling to eat with strangers. Although he had a pleasant conversation just now, he and this oriental man have not yet gotten to know each other enough to eat together.He's very stubborn in some ways, so this is a soft no.
Fang Yan nodded, no longer forced, and walked to the restaurant alone.
When passing by Jason, he deliberately took a few extra glances. This man's appearance is very good, the type that most human beings would like.No matter where a handsome man like him appears, he can easily become the focus of attention.On the other hand, Fang Yan's appearance is ordinary. Although he is not ugly to the point of being ugly, he is the kind that cannot be found in the crowd. It is difficult to attract Claude from the appearance alone.
He must use some tricks!
It's not mean, I'm just defending the little lion's happiness, lest he be heartbroken by a scumbag.He keeps doing mental construction and thinking about what to do next.
Five minutes later, Fang Yan walked into the restaurant and bought a lot of food.Burgers, sandwiches, hot dogs and chicken nuggets, eating junk food is not good for your health, but these things successfully whet Claude's appetite.There are many ways to solve the problem. If you are unwilling to eat together, then pack it up and take it away. There is always a way to make him swallow it!
But when he returned to his seat, Claude was not there, and Jason in the distance was nowhere to be seen.
Fortunately, the few boxes of luggage were still neatly placed by the aisle, and there were enthusiastic people pointing out the direction for him. The two young men went to the toilet.Fang Yan hesitated for a while, finally put down the things in his hands, and strode into the nearest bathroom.Claude was wearing red and white striped sneakers, so conspicuous, he was found through the crack of the door at a glance.
There was another man with him, and he didn't have to guess who it was.Fang Yan tried his best to suppress his restlessness, got into the toilet room next door, and listened to their conversation with arms folded.
"He invited me to dinner, but I refused, that's all." There is no soundproof equipment in the toilet, even if you talk in a low voice, it is easy to be heard clearly by the people next door.
"Listen, stay away from him." Jason's voice was displeased, maybe a little angry: "I don't like the way he looks at you, that's a wolf in sheep's clothing, trying to eat me baby."
"Not all men in the world are gay, okay? His sexual orientation should be normal, but more passionate. Besides, I don't like those pretty girls squeezing your biceps with a plump bust, but Did I say anything?" Claude raised his volume a little, and he could tell he cared about Jason's flirtatiousness: "Those two balls of meat are so attractive, can they make you swoon?"
"No one can compare to you, my peach, my angel, let me see if your little guy is ready to move." Disgusting flirting, sweet words without sincerity, but The little lion seems to like it very much.He stopped complaining, and muttered to himself in a very low voice. From the broken sentences, Fang Yan seemed to hear him say don't be like this in the future.
Then, there was a violent thump on the partition, presumably the result of Jason pushing Cloud against the door panel and kissing.
Fang Yan's face twitched, his delicate eyebrows frowned into an inextricable knot.If he could, he would definitely rush to the cubicle, drag that lying man out and beat him up!
But this was ten years ago, the past that he hadn't had time to participate in...
Calm down, he kept comforting himself, he couldn't interfere with his choice now, he had to be patient, otherwise something bad would happen.But no matter what excuses he made, he just couldn't calm down the anger in his heart. This unknown fire burned all over his body, and his internal organs were burning with pain.
His lover is in the arms of another man, depending on the situation, it is likely to be the one below!
He regretted it very much, why he came here to eavesdrop on their conversation like masochistic, and then he was so painful that he was so stupid.In the end, I had to knock on the door panel to protest, and coughed loudly, telling them that there was someone else here.
An apology came from next door, followed by a lot of restraint, but it didn't stop.
The moment he breathed heavily, he rushed out of the door, staring fiercely at the door.Behind that door was the man he loved so much, but now he loved someone else.
A door separates the two worlds...
Fang Yan gritted his teeth, the burning anger was controlling his behavior, but his reason was not burned.So he clenched his fists and finally chose to leave silently.Damn coward, useless thing, he scolded himself in his heart, but he also knew very well that if he acted impulsively, he would only screw everything up.What he wants is for both of them to be happy and to love each other sincerely, not to embarrass each other by showing off for a while, and eventually they will never communicate with each other.
Silently walked back to the seat, sat down in a kind of excruciating pain, the panting lingering in his mind, like a cold sharp knife lingering him.He felt extremely tight in his chest and ached all over his body. He couldn't help asking why God was so cruel to him and tortured him so much.Let him lose his lover first, then let him understand what the love of his life is, and finally send him to the damn ten years ago, to the past when Claude didn't love him at all!
Fang Yan carefully recalled the past, in fact their relationship was not fair, Claude gave too much and got too little in return.
This man always tolerates everything about him tenderly and considerately, accommodating him, caring for him, treating him well, and watching him with affectionate eyes.In contrast, the rewards he gave were insignificant, and he even refused to let others know about their relationship.
"Is this a punishment for me? Because I don't cherish you so much, let me taste the feeling of being ignored? Don't do this to me, please, Claude, don't do this." He covered his face, feeling desperate.
The snow outside the window is still falling, and if history does not change, the flight will be delayed until the 2nd.Then he and Claude will go to different places, and their destinies will never intersect again, and they will not meet again until four years later.But he couldn't wait so long, and couldn't just watch Jason betray and cause great harm to the little lion.
The rebirth was not only for him to make up for everything he owed, but also to create new choices.He still has a chance, has the ability to change everything, and stifle all tragedies in their cradles.For Claude, but also for himself.He still has three days. During these three days, he must seize the opportunity and find ways to change the disadvantages.
The most favorable entry point, of course, is Claude's favorite Dakar Rally.
It is basically a fantasy for the dedicated Claude to become interested in strangers and empathize with others.So a reborn person must play tricks, use innocuous little tricks to transform himself, and become more attractive, which is completely to his liking.In addition, we have to create opportunities to find a way to make Jason look ugly, so that the little lion thinks that his lover is a scumbag, and Fang Yan is a rare soul mate!
It's hard, because his nature is hard to change, but he is willing to try a new way of life.In order to win back his lover, he can even give up on himself, reborn himself, and shape his personality according to the perfect image in the other party's mind...
It took a long time for Claude to come back slowly, with his hands in his trouser pockets and a smile on his face.
It was completely different from the disappointment just now. Although he was alone at this time, his steps were brisk and he seemed very excited.It would be so happy only because of Jason's false sweet words, or the relief of accumulated desires, but no matter what the reason, Fang Yan felt extremely painful and unbearable!
"You look fine." He turned his head away, looking at the white snow outside the window, and no one noticed the low tide at the moment.
"You're not bad, too." Claude replied heartily, and sat down on the back of the chair, shaking his feet restlessly.This happens whenever he is happy or emotional, either sitting cross-legged on the sofa playing video games, or dangling with his feet up.In the past, Fang Yan felt that this was very impolite, and wanted to reform him, so that this guy could become a polite gentleman, but he never succeeded. These little problems never got rid of until his death.
"Really? Thank you." The beloved was sitting next to him, and wanted to say a few more words, but it was difficult for him to speak.The lover who used to get along day and night became very strange, which made Fang Yan a little at a loss.
It was an indescribably strange feeling that he was Claude, but not quite.
Now, his body is very hot, even if he is sitting next to him, he can clearly feel the warmth emanating from the inside out.Fang Yan is familiar with this breath. He always maintains a very high body temperature after sex, and it doesn't calm down until a long time later.The heat, the strong arms, the soft whispers, the sweet kisses that had been his were now for another man.
Unprecedented fear strikes, if Claude in this life is not interested in him and won't look at him again, then he will definitely die of despair!
Fang Yan kept his usual calm expression, but he was thinking wildly in his heart, and the young lion cub didn't notice anything wrong with the oriental man, and focused all his attention on the bag of food: "Why did you buy so much, can you eat it all by yourself? ?It’s a pity that you can’t eat it and throw it away. There are still many people in this world who can’t eat enough, so we must cherish food.”
"I want to try every flavor, and I accidentally bought too much, why don't we eat together." Fang Yan pushed the bag over and politely invited: "Or you can exchange hot coffee for hamburgers, I forgot to buy drinks."
"Then you're at a loss." He didn't refuse, stood up with a smile, and strode towards the vending machine: "Don't regret it."
Looking at his leaving back, Fang Yan whispered, "These were originally bought for you."
He was a little dazed, as if he had returned to ten years later at that moment.
Whenever the dinner was too rich and he couldn't eat it and wanted to throw it away, Claude would definitely preach with a straight face: "Don't the Chinese often say the phrase 'who knows that every piece of Chinese food is hard work'? I don't I understand why you always leave the leftovers nonchalantly. Be good, take another bite, it's too wasteful!"
Although this man is careless and informal, he is very frugal in life.
Yes, you heard me right, he is a very frugal eater, although it is not like a racing driver with an annual income of tens of millions.After Claude started making money, he bought a large collection, traveled around the world, and enjoyed the fun of money, but his attitude towards food was still religious.He would save the leftover bread of the night and make fried toast for breakfast the next day, or process various uneaten ingredients into pies and other objects.All in all, this is someone who can't take food left on their plate.
Even if you are eating in a restaurant, the snacks you can't eat will be taken away, and you don't care about other people's eyes.He always said: "You have never been hungry, so you don't know the value of food."
Cherishing food like this stems from painful childhood memories...
☆, gift
Claude's mother is a smuggler with dreams of gold rush, but the United States is not the legendary paradise.
To make ends meet, she became a dancer, performing pole dances in cheap speakeasies and earning a handful of tips.Then she gets some bad friends, gets addicted to drugs, and has to sell her body and soul to buy expensive and depraved things.She didn't have many choices, she didn't refuse any comers, and she didn't use contraception, so she soon became pregnant with a small life.
This unplanned child ignites hope in a rotten life.
She kicks off drugs, works her way out of trouble, and finds a legitimate new job with the help of a well-meaning john.Soon the child was born, a healthy boy.Although she carefully chose a relatively secret private clinic, she was complained to the Immigration Bureau by the good-for-nothing and was eventually sent back to her country.Claude was much more fortunate. He was born in the United States and was a legal citizen, so he could avoid the bad luck of being sent back to his war-torn homeland.
Unfortunately, he never saw his mother again!
He was first adopted by an elderly couple who looked very kind but were actually villains who liked to abuse children.During the seven years that Claude stayed there, he was tortured, physically and mentally on the verge of collapse.They like to keep him in a dark basement with no windows, no lights, and no food.Hunger made him tear up the wallpaper to satisfy his hunger, gnaw on anything he could see, and live with less dignity than a dog.Not only that, but poor children don't even get an education and are forced to listen to obscenities about their biological mother...
Fang Yan didn't know how Claude escaped, and what kind of life he lived afterwards, because he never talked about the past.But he always had nightmares, struggling painfully in his sleep, and muttering to himself.Although the story can be pieced together from several times of babbling, it is impossible to know all of it.
Thinking of this, Fang Yan was attacked by guilt. Compared with his lover, he seemed to pay more attention to the bloody work and cared little about Claude.Before he was reborn, he didn't even think about knowing about the little lion's past, and he didn't care about the trauma he had suffered. When he was awakened by a nightmare, he didn't even give him a considerate hug, and he didn't even greet him politely.
When they are together, it will always be Claude who takes the initiative!
Compared with the cold self, this man is much warmer.On rare rest days, he will carefully arrange travel routes so that Fang Yan can spend a wonderful weekend.
He likes to drive an off-road vehicle modified by himself, and drive to the countryside with the sound of a heroic motor, looking for camping in river valleys or forests with beautiful scenery.At this time, they would swim in the crystal clear stream, lie on the grass and watch the sunset, eat hot barbecue, drink creamy mushroom soup, and feel each other by the campfire...
It was an extremely tender union, and Claude would kiss him all over his body, comforting him with his warm mouth.Even Fang Yan who is calm will indulge in tacit sexual affairs, he likes this, but he is not crazy, at least on the surface he is still very restrained.
A young lover has a strong body and inexhaustible physical strength, which can always effectively make him feel captivated and happy, and experience the wonderful taste of perfect fit.
Sometimes he will be distraught when rushing to the top, gradually unable to be himself, and liberated from the usual tense and depressed state.Then he'd hug Cloud's back hard, leaving finger marks on his skin.But the frenzy ends here, he will not overindulge, nor can he tolerate making shameful noises, so no matter how the other party teases him, he will remain silent and everything will be done in silence.
"Please, if you don't make a sound, what's the difference between it and an air doll?" Claude will complain, he doesn't like the combination of silence, which will make people feel a strong sense of frustration: "Well, how much more can an air doll be called? Sound, you are a masturbation cup."
"Then you go and buy one that can sing." Fang Yan turned over, unable to understand why he cared so much about the sounds made during the process, and liked to hear the words of panting so much.
"I'm going to get a Megan Fox look!" he snarls, starting to make a fuss.
"If there is." Fang Yan ignored him indifferently and yawned. What he was thinking about was the assassination operation in two days' time. He could only succeed and not fail. Before falling asleep, he added seriously: "Remember to choose one with a voice of."
"Wait and see, you will definitely regret it!" This was not an angry word. A week later, Claude actually ordered a high-fidelity doll with a slim waist, hips and chest from Japan, but it was not the shape of King Kong girl, but A very cute Asian girl with short hair.On the day the goods arrived, he used a marker pen to write the word "xiayan" crookedly on the doll's forehead, and then pounced on it and had sex for a whole day!
Thinking of the angry and funny past, Fang Yan's eyes were misty and sore.Before Claude came back, he had to take several deep breaths, trying to calm himself down.
"Is instant coffee okay?" A cup of hot coffee was handed over, with a sunny smile: "I'm sorry, I can only afford this."
"I like it, it's still hot, it's just amazing." Fang Yan showed a considerate smile, and deliberately touched Claude's finger when he took the cup.This was an ambiguous contact, but the nervous blond fool didn't notice it.He quickly peeled off a hamburger, took a big bite, and chewed earnestly: "Although it's a bit cold, it's delicious. God, you know I've eaten bread for two days, and I really need a little animal protein."
"It's inconvenient here, just go to Berlin." The airport hotel was already full, and a few qualified passengers returned to the city, while most of them were stranded in the terminal hall.
"I only care about whether I can watch the live broadcast of Dakar." He quickly finished the beef burger and took another box of fried chicken nuggets, it seemed that he was really hungry.
"I have a friend who lives in the urban area. If you want, you can go to the game with me." Fang Yan's eye creases hidden under the lens sparkle, he tries to smile, his tone is gentle and irresistible, but his eyes are as cold as A sharp blade that can slice through anything that stands in its way.
He was looking at a person, calmly, but exuding tremendous pressure.Not far away, Jason clearly felt this unfriendly gaze, turned his head, and shuddered at the sharp knife-like gaze above him.The two looked at each other silently, each with their own thoughts, like a beast in an ambush, ready to strike, ready to deliver a fatal blow at any time.Fang Yan sneered, not paying attention to Jason at all, this kind of playboy with only a beautiful skin, it is easy to beat him!
But he didn't want to use a method that would hurt Claude. Next, he had to be careful and impress the little lion with his sincerity, instead of rushing to destroy this handsome rival.
In this silent duel, Jason succumbed first, and he turned his head with an uneasy expression.Claude didn't notice the difference. He was eating fried chicken nuggets, dipped in a lot of ketchup, and sucked his fingers like a child: "You are so amiable, but I have to refuse you."
"Why?" asked knowingly.
"Going to a stranger's house makes me feel uncomfortable." He blinked frequently, obviously lying.
"Although we are not old friends, we are better than strangers. At least we can have dinner together, can't we?" Fang Yan lowered his head gracefully, smiled bitterly, and changed his face sincerely after a few seconds: "Da The Car Rally is only held once a year, and if you miss this year’s live broadcast, you have to wait for next year. A year is not a long time, but there are 365 days, don’t you find it difficult?”
"Don't say it so tragically, I can still watch the replay." He sighed, retorting feebly.For sports fans, if you can't watch the live broadcast, you have to follow the live broadcast. Watching the replay is simply an insult to sportsmanship!
"Please, when others are fighting for their dreams, it's a pity that you can't participate, but it will take a few days before you can catch up with the video. God, I don't believe it. I thought you were not such a person." Fang Yan Deliberately emphasizing the tone, as if he couldn't go to the city to watch TV and see the end of the world.
"Dream..." Fang Yan has the ability to stir up the atmosphere. The content of these words is simple, but he said them with passion.There was a flash of excitement in Claude's eyes. He repeated the word after him, and he was full of yearning, which caused the expression on his face to be very complicated.He wanted to watch the game, but he didn't dare to make a rash decision, so he looked at Jason in the distance for help, not knowing what to do.
"For those who participated, this is a challenge; for those who did not participate, this is a dream." Fang Yan raised his head, looked directly into Claude's eyes, and said seriously about the Dakar Rally. The classic quotes of the founder Zerry Sabin really made the other party show their eyes of approval.Immediately afterwards, he continued to speak impassionedly and eloquently.It is not difficult to play this kind of passionate character who perseveres in pursuit of ideals, especially to deceive a big boy who has not experienced much in the world, it can be said to be easy: "I thought that if you can't gallop in the desert like a real man, you should at least keep your feet on the ground." In front of the TV, take an adventure with these warriors!"
"You're right, it's all due to the damn snow, otherwise I should be in Berlin by now." The little lion was annoyed, blaming everything on the bad weather.
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"Hi, my name is Fang Yan, we just met in the bathroom." He walked over, stretched out his right hand, showing a perfect smile that people couldn't refuse, and secretly vowed in his heart-in this life, let me follow you!
Although he pretended to be calm on the surface, he was actually uneasy inside. Even with all his strength, he couldn't stop his trembling fingers well.No one knows how scared he is at this moment, afraid that Claude will refuse, afraid of not being able to grasp the happiness in front of him, afraid of missing out again, and regretting for life.
"Claude Hopkins, a vagrant from the United States." Fortunately, he did not avoid the sudden conversation, but instead showed a bright smile, looking gentle and friendly.It was only when he talked about his situation that he shrugged in embarrassment, wiped off the sweat on his pants, and then took Fang Yan's hand.Maybe it's because of holding the hot coffee all the time, that hand is very warm, making people reluctant to let go.
After exchanging personal information, they chatted one after another, and they were not very friendly. Most of the time, Fang Yan took the initiative to find topics, and Claude agreed.This big boy didn't focus on the conversation, his eyes wandered, searching for his lover in the crowd, and carefully kept a distance from the strangers around him.
He was polite and answered questions, but that's about it!
Fang Yan felt sad, this kind of cautious alienation almost killed him, he couldn't imagine that the man who once loved him so much looked at others with infatuated eyes.
He is mine, his smile, his eyes, everything about him is mine!
Claude, you're driving me crazy...
Fang Yan felt a voice roaring in his head, shouting hysterically, swearing ownership frantically.His scalp was numb, his chest hurt, he was so stuffy that he had difficulty breathing, his body felt as if it was about to tear apart, every cell was screaming.The pain was running from head to toe, almost unbearable, but he had to act as if nothing happened and didn't care.After calming down, he wanted to pick some interesting topics that the other party would be interested in to enliven the atmosphere, but unfortunately, the memories from the past were of no use.
Ten years later, Claude likes to collect limited edition basketball shoes and exquisite lighters, is addicted to World of Warcraft, makes Gundam models crazily, and is keen on modifying cars by himself.Of course, he also retains many childish habits, such as soaking chocolate biscuits in hot milk, or curling up in the quilt with cute cats for a nap...
For Fang Yan, only the combination of these bits and pieces is the complete Claude, his familiar lover, a lazy yet powerful lion!
But at the current stage, the little lion has no interest in these things, and his focus is entirely on that man, and he will feel uneasy even if he is separated for a while.Although they had some small conflicts in the toilet, Fang Yan could see that he cared about his lover very much, and this was the biggest difficulty he had to face after rebirth.He knew very well what a devoted fool he was. Once he identified someone, he would follow him without hesitation and never leave him.Although he occasionally jokes glibly and teases others with words, he does everything right and never deviates. His loyalty is astonishingly high!
But the relationship that he cared so much ended in tragedy. Fang Yan didn't know the reason for their breakup, because Claude never talked about it.All he knew was that unnaturally handsome man named Jason was his first love, but the jerk ended up marrying the team sponsor's daughter and had twins.
If I remember correctly, this relationship made him very painful and almost killed him!
That happened in the spring of 2004.
That year, Fang Yan underwent surgery for acute appendicitis, and during his stay in the hospital for observation, he happened to be in the same room as Claude, who was seriously injured.He was beaten half to death, his spleen was ruptured, and two ribs were broken. He was lying silently on the hospital bed, lifeless.During the two weeks in the hospital, he didn't eat, sleep, or speak. He stared with soulless eyes day and night, as if he had no attachment to the world.
At that time, the sycamores were sprouting, tender green, and every day there were little birds sitting on them, chirping cheerfully.Looking from the window of the ward, you can just see these cute little things jumping on the tree trunks, looking full of life.But the sunny spring did not bring warmth to Claude. The freshness outside the window and the gloomy atmosphere in the room formed a sharp contrast, like a young girl and a dying old man...
Fang Yan remembered him. Even though he had no contact with him for four years, he still recognized this young man as the idiot who changed luggage with him at the airport.
This blond boy has not changed much, but the childishness on his face has faded, and he has gradually become a man who can take charge of himself.His body is much stronger, his face is still handsome, and his manner is charming, but he still does stupid things.For example, he fought with his ex-boyfriend and was seriously injured in the hospital.
At that time, Fang Yan maintained his usual indifference, and would not interfere in any troublesome matters unless required by work, so he did not pay too much attention to the injured Claude, at most he glanced at his lonely back when he was bored.He still has messy curly hair, four extra earrings on his left ear, and a new tattoo pattern on his arm, which is in line with the aesthetics of this age group.By the way, there is also a small toe missing, which is said to have been lost in an accident.
Although slightly different, the features were the same, young and handsome, and the blue eyes were as beautiful as a clear sky.
Before rebirth, Fang Yan once looked at him, wondering why this insignificant person stayed in his heart for so long.And now he seems to know the answer, because he's loved the schmuck from the beginning!
"Your complexion is very bad, are you okay?" Seeing him sitting pale, Claude couldn't help reaching out to touch Fang Yan's forehead, interrupting the sad memory: "Although the waiting hall is heated, but It's still a little cold, you look very thin, don't catch a cold."
Being touched by warm palms brought Fang Yan back to reality, the place touched was hot and hot, just two or three seconds of contact had already made him ecstatic.
"I'm fine, thank you." Even though it was just a courtesy concern, it still made the heart beat wildly with joy.Fang Yan was very relieved, and tried to squeeze out a smile to thank him, but failed in the end.When he saw the half-eaten dry bread in Claude's hand, he couldn't express his joy, but felt very heartbroken, and blurted out: "It's you, how can your body bear it if you only eat this kind of unnutritious food."
The bread is plain white bread without butter, and the coffee is the cheapest kind. It seems that his financial situation is not very good.
"The airport restaurant is too expensive. How far are these capitalists who suck human blood trying to drive up prices!" Claude frowned, stuffed the last piece of bread into his mouth, chewed hard, and then drank half of the bread. Cup of cold coffee.He doesn't mind others seeing his poverty. For him, he doesn't need a lot of money to enjoy life: "Even my favorite ham and cheese sandwich is outrageously expensive. Only bread is good and cheap, which is the savior of the poor." .”
"Fortunately, this thing never gets tired of eating." He added, and then squeezed the wrapping paper and paper cup into a ball, and accurately threw it into the trash can with a three-point long-range posture.One tiny bun certainly won't fill a developing teen's stomach, so he quickly moves on to a second.
Fang Yan likes to watch him eat. This guy doesn't care about table manners, and his actions are very rude, but his heroic style of bite after bite can always arouse the appetite of others.
But this time, instead of looking at Claude, he moved his eyes to the distance.
On the other side of the terminal, Jason who appeared out of nowhere was surrounded by a group of beauties, looking very proud.He hugged left and right like an emperor, talking eloquently, talking about things that can only deceive ignorant girls.Even though he was so far away, Fang Yan could still see his vivid expression, which made the girls laugh out loud.He became angry, this man is not only a pervert, but also a scum, he is not worthy of Claude, and will eventually hurt him severely!
The hand on the knee couldn't help but clenched tightly, the bones cracked, and finally let go.
He is very clear that he has no right to intervene in them now. To Claude, he is just a stranger.
But Fang Yan is not the type to sit and wait for death. If he can't attack head-on, he must use some small means to capture this innocent little lion.Although little was known about young Claude, he knew there was one topic that was sure to hold his interest and attention.This man, no matter how his appearance changes and how he grows older, his love for the Dakar Rally will never change, because it is the dream he has been chasing all his life!
So he cleverly brought the topic to the upcoming car rally, and finally made Claude's eyes shine: "If the flight is delayed due to heavy snow and I can't watch the live broadcast, I will definitely go crazy. You know, fortunately, this year's race It will only start on the 6th, I hope I can get to Berlin as soon as possible, find a place to live, and then lie in the warm bed and watch TV."
Perhaps because of the discovery of common hobbies, his affection for Fang Yan increased greatly, and the atmosphere became more relaxed.He even eased from his restraint, and made a joke: "I thought Orientals were all taciturn guys, it seems that you are an exception."
"I thought handsome blond guys were romantics who liked beautiful encounters. It seems that you are an exception." Fang Yan put on a harmless smile. Although he has a cold personality and doesn't like to deal with people, but in After so many years of rolling in the society, the ability to wear a mask to be a man has long been perfected.
His gentleness, elegance, and talkativeness quickly attracted the cub, who is not familiar with the world, and the two chatted happily.
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The conversation was almost there, and the atmosphere was good, but Claude ten years ago was too unfamiliar to Fang Yan.
Except for those little habits that can't be changed until death, his whole person is different. Not only does he appear shy and immature, but he also occasionally shows an expression of being overwhelmed and in need of help.He is simply a fledgling boy who has never seen the world; compared to his youthfulness now, he is full of confidence and domineering when he is an adult, unruly and wild, like a majestic lion running on the grassland ; This is not to say that the young Claude is not good, but now he is at most a newborn cub, and he is still a docile one!
When he was alone, he still had an expression of being abandoned by his master, pitiful.
Fang Yan shook his head and told himself that he was only 17 years old and still a child.This was ten years ago, the past, we must get used to and accept him now.
"Are you Japanese?" Claude chewed the bread, his blue eyes rolled around him, and there was some expectation.Fang Yan knew that he would ask this question because he liked Japanese food, those exquisitely crafted tea sets, and beautiful women in kimonos.
It has nothing to do with sexual orientation, he just loves the exoticism of that country.
"No, I'm Chinese." Sure enough, after hearing this answer, he shrugged his shoulders and made a very regretful expression: "How about Chinese food, I've only eaten Shanghai food, it's too sweet, it seems like sugar doesn't cost money. "
"There are many delicacies, snacks, and specialties in China. If you don't like sweet tastes, you can try Sichuan and Hunan cuisine." Using his excellent eloquence, he described Kung Pao Chicken and Mapo Tofu vividly and audibly. The index finger moved.Claude smacked his lips, sighed angrily, and had to stop him: "Damn, you make me tasteless, this piece of bread is really terrible!"
The little lion rewrapped the remaining half of the bread, stuffed it back into the backpack, and looked away sullenly.Apparently he spotted Jason too, but he didn't do anything.
"A male dog in heat everywhere!" Fang Yan heard him curse in a low voice, with a sad expression on his face.
"It's all over, no wonder I'm so hungry." Pretending not to hear the wronged complaint, Fang Yan deliberately said in a relaxed tone: "I bet, I can eat a cow now. How about it, if you are interested, go to the restaurant together Dine, let the hospitable Chinese treat you to beef burgers and hot corn chowder, and maybe we'll have a drink."
"It's a good idea, but I still have to look at this luggage." He smiled, but declined the invitation.
Luggage is not the point. There are self-service storage at the airport, and one coin can be held for two days.The point is that Claude is unwilling to eat with strangers. Although he had a pleasant conversation just now, he and this oriental man have not yet gotten to know each other enough to eat together.He's very stubborn in some ways, so this is a soft no.
Fang Yan nodded, no longer forced, and walked to the restaurant alone.
When passing by Jason, he deliberately took a few extra glances. This man's appearance is very good, the type that most human beings would like.No matter where a handsome man like him appears, he can easily become the focus of attention.On the other hand, Fang Yan's appearance is ordinary. Although he is not ugly to the point of being ugly, he is the kind that cannot be found in the crowd. It is difficult to attract Claude from the appearance alone.
He must use some tricks!
It's not mean, I'm just defending the little lion's happiness, lest he be heartbroken by a scumbag.He keeps doing mental construction and thinking about what to do next.
Five minutes later, Fang Yan walked into the restaurant and bought a lot of food.Burgers, sandwiches, hot dogs and chicken nuggets, eating junk food is not good for your health, but these things successfully whet Claude's appetite.There are many ways to solve the problem. If you are unwilling to eat together, then pack it up and take it away. There is always a way to make him swallow it!
But when he returned to his seat, Claude was not there, and Jason in the distance was nowhere to be seen.
Fortunately, the few boxes of luggage were still neatly placed by the aisle, and there were enthusiastic people pointing out the direction for him. The two young men went to the toilet.Fang Yan hesitated for a while, finally put down the things in his hands, and strode into the nearest bathroom.Claude was wearing red and white striped sneakers, so conspicuous, he was found through the crack of the door at a glance.
There was another man with him, and he didn't have to guess who it was.Fang Yan tried his best to suppress his restlessness, got into the toilet room next door, and listened to their conversation with arms folded.
"He invited me to dinner, but I refused, that's all." There is no soundproof equipment in the toilet, even if you talk in a low voice, it is easy to be heard clearly by the people next door.
"Listen, stay away from him." Jason's voice was displeased, maybe a little angry: "I don't like the way he looks at you, that's a wolf in sheep's clothing, trying to eat me baby."
"Not all men in the world are gay, okay? His sexual orientation should be normal, but more passionate. Besides, I don't like those pretty girls squeezing your biceps with a plump bust, but Did I say anything?" Claude raised his volume a little, and he could tell he cared about Jason's flirtatiousness: "Those two balls of meat are so attractive, can they make you swoon?"
"No one can compare to you, my peach, my angel, let me see if your little guy is ready to move." Disgusting flirting, sweet words without sincerity, but The little lion seems to like it very much.He stopped complaining, and muttered to himself in a very low voice. From the broken sentences, Fang Yan seemed to hear him say don't be like this in the future.
Then, there was a violent thump on the partition, presumably the result of Jason pushing Cloud against the door panel and kissing.
Fang Yan's face twitched, his delicate eyebrows frowned into an inextricable knot.If he could, he would definitely rush to the cubicle, drag that lying man out and beat him up!
But this was ten years ago, the past that he hadn't had time to participate in...
Calm down, he kept comforting himself, he couldn't interfere with his choice now, he had to be patient, otherwise something bad would happen.But no matter what excuses he made, he just couldn't calm down the anger in his heart. This unknown fire burned all over his body, and his internal organs were burning with pain.
His lover is in the arms of another man, depending on the situation, it is likely to be the one below!
He regretted it very much, why he came here to eavesdrop on their conversation like masochistic, and then he was so painful that he was so stupid.In the end, I had to knock on the door panel to protest, and coughed loudly, telling them that there was someone else here.
An apology came from next door, followed by a lot of restraint, but it didn't stop.
The moment he breathed heavily, he rushed out of the door, staring fiercely at the door.Behind that door was the man he loved so much, but now he loved someone else.
A door separates the two worlds...
Fang Yan gritted his teeth, the burning anger was controlling his behavior, but his reason was not burned.So he clenched his fists and finally chose to leave silently.Damn coward, useless thing, he scolded himself in his heart, but he also knew very well that if he acted impulsively, he would only screw everything up.What he wants is for both of them to be happy and to love each other sincerely, not to embarrass each other by showing off for a while, and eventually they will never communicate with each other.
Silently walked back to the seat, sat down in a kind of excruciating pain, the panting lingering in his mind, like a cold sharp knife lingering him.He felt extremely tight in his chest and ached all over his body. He couldn't help asking why God was so cruel to him and tortured him so much.Let him lose his lover first, then let him understand what the love of his life is, and finally send him to the damn ten years ago, to the past when Claude didn't love him at all!
Fang Yan carefully recalled the past, in fact their relationship was not fair, Claude gave too much and got too little in return.
This man always tolerates everything about him tenderly and considerately, accommodating him, caring for him, treating him well, and watching him with affectionate eyes.In contrast, the rewards he gave were insignificant, and he even refused to let others know about their relationship.
"Is this a punishment for me? Because I don't cherish you so much, let me taste the feeling of being ignored? Don't do this to me, please, Claude, don't do this." He covered his face, feeling desperate.
The snow outside the window is still falling, and if history does not change, the flight will be delayed until the 2nd.Then he and Claude will go to different places, and their destinies will never intersect again, and they will not meet again until four years later.But he couldn't wait so long, and couldn't just watch Jason betray and cause great harm to the little lion.
The rebirth was not only for him to make up for everything he owed, but also to create new choices.He still has a chance, has the ability to change everything, and stifle all tragedies in their cradles.For Claude, but also for himself.He still has three days. During these three days, he must seize the opportunity and find ways to change the disadvantages.
The most favorable entry point, of course, is Claude's favorite Dakar Rally.
It is basically a fantasy for the dedicated Claude to become interested in strangers and empathize with others.So a reborn person must play tricks, use innocuous little tricks to transform himself, and become more attractive, which is completely to his liking.In addition, we have to create opportunities to find a way to make Jason look ugly, so that the little lion thinks that his lover is a scumbag, and Fang Yan is a rare soul mate!
It's hard, because his nature is hard to change, but he is willing to try a new way of life.In order to win back his lover, he can even give up on himself, reborn himself, and shape his personality according to the perfect image in the other party's mind...
It took a long time for Claude to come back slowly, with his hands in his trouser pockets and a smile on his face.
It was completely different from the disappointment just now. Although he was alone at this time, his steps were brisk and he seemed very excited.It would be so happy only because of Jason's false sweet words, or the relief of accumulated desires, but no matter what the reason, Fang Yan felt extremely painful and unbearable!
"You look fine." He turned his head away, looking at the white snow outside the window, and no one noticed the low tide at the moment.
"You're not bad, too." Claude replied heartily, and sat down on the back of the chair, shaking his feet restlessly.This happens whenever he is happy or emotional, either sitting cross-legged on the sofa playing video games, or dangling with his feet up.In the past, Fang Yan felt that this was very impolite, and wanted to reform him, so that this guy could become a polite gentleman, but he never succeeded. These little problems never got rid of until his death.
"Really? Thank you." The beloved was sitting next to him, and wanted to say a few more words, but it was difficult for him to speak.The lover who used to get along day and night became very strange, which made Fang Yan a little at a loss.
It was an indescribably strange feeling that he was Claude, but not quite.
Now, his body is very hot, even if he is sitting next to him, he can clearly feel the warmth emanating from the inside out.Fang Yan is familiar with this breath. He always maintains a very high body temperature after sex, and it doesn't calm down until a long time later.The heat, the strong arms, the soft whispers, the sweet kisses that had been his were now for another man.
Unprecedented fear strikes, if Claude in this life is not interested in him and won't look at him again, then he will definitely die of despair!
Fang Yan kept his usual calm expression, but he was thinking wildly in his heart, and the young lion cub didn't notice anything wrong with the oriental man, and focused all his attention on the bag of food: "Why did you buy so much, can you eat it all by yourself? ?It’s a pity that you can’t eat it and throw it away. There are still many people in this world who can’t eat enough, so we must cherish food.”
"I want to try every flavor, and I accidentally bought too much, why don't we eat together." Fang Yan pushed the bag over and politely invited: "Or you can exchange hot coffee for hamburgers, I forgot to buy drinks."
"Then you're at a loss." He didn't refuse, stood up with a smile, and strode towards the vending machine: "Don't regret it."
Looking at his leaving back, Fang Yan whispered, "These were originally bought for you."
He was a little dazed, as if he had returned to ten years later at that moment.
Whenever the dinner was too rich and he couldn't eat it and wanted to throw it away, Claude would definitely preach with a straight face: "Don't the Chinese often say the phrase 'who knows that every piece of Chinese food is hard work'? I don't I understand why you always leave the leftovers nonchalantly. Be good, take another bite, it's too wasteful!"
Although this man is careless and informal, he is very frugal in life.
Yes, you heard me right, he is a very frugal eater, although it is not like a racing driver with an annual income of tens of millions.After Claude started making money, he bought a large collection, traveled around the world, and enjoyed the fun of money, but his attitude towards food was still religious.He would save the leftover bread of the night and make fried toast for breakfast the next day, or process various uneaten ingredients into pies and other objects.All in all, this is someone who can't take food left on their plate.
Even if you are eating in a restaurant, the snacks you can't eat will be taken away, and you don't care about other people's eyes.He always said: "You have never been hungry, so you don't know the value of food."
Cherishing food like this stems from painful childhood memories...
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Claude's mother is a smuggler with dreams of gold rush, but the United States is not the legendary paradise.
To make ends meet, she became a dancer, performing pole dances in cheap speakeasies and earning a handful of tips.Then she gets some bad friends, gets addicted to drugs, and has to sell her body and soul to buy expensive and depraved things.She didn't have many choices, she didn't refuse any comers, and she didn't use contraception, so she soon became pregnant with a small life.
This unplanned child ignites hope in a rotten life.
She kicks off drugs, works her way out of trouble, and finds a legitimate new job with the help of a well-meaning john.Soon the child was born, a healthy boy.Although she carefully chose a relatively secret private clinic, she was complained to the Immigration Bureau by the good-for-nothing and was eventually sent back to her country.Claude was much more fortunate. He was born in the United States and was a legal citizen, so he could avoid the bad luck of being sent back to his war-torn homeland.
Unfortunately, he never saw his mother again!
He was first adopted by an elderly couple who looked very kind but were actually villains who liked to abuse children.During the seven years that Claude stayed there, he was tortured, physically and mentally on the verge of collapse.They like to keep him in a dark basement with no windows, no lights, and no food.Hunger made him tear up the wallpaper to satisfy his hunger, gnaw on anything he could see, and live with less dignity than a dog.Not only that, but poor children don't even get an education and are forced to listen to obscenities about their biological mother...
Fang Yan didn't know how Claude escaped, and what kind of life he lived afterwards, because he never talked about the past.But he always had nightmares, struggling painfully in his sleep, and muttering to himself.Although the story can be pieced together from several times of babbling, it is impossible to know all of it.
Thinking of this, Fang Yan was attacked by guilt. Compared with his lover, he seemed to pay more attention to the bloody work and cared little about Claude.Before he was reborn, he didn't even think about knowing about the little lion's past, and he didn't care about the trauma he had suffered. When he was awakened by a nightmare, he didn't even give him a considerate hug, and he didn't even greet him politely.
When they are together, it will always be Claude who takes the initiative!
Compared with the cold self, this man is much warmer.On rare rest days, he will carefully arrange travel routes so that Fang Yan can spend a wonderful weekend.
He likes to drive an off-road vehicle modified by himself, and drive to the countryside with the sound of a heroic motor, looking for camping in river valleys or forests with beautiful scenery.At this time, they would swim in the crystal clear stream, lie on the grass and watch the sunset, eat hot barbecue, drink creamy mushroom soup, and feel each other by the campfire...
It was an extremely tender union, and Claude would kiss him all over his body, comforting him with his warm mouth.Even Fang Yan who is calm will indulge in tacit sexual affairs, he likes this, but he is not crazy, at least on the surface he is still very restrained.
A young lover has a strong body and inexhaustible physical strength, which can always effectively make him feel captivated and happy, and experience the wonderful taste of perfect fit.
Sometimes he will be distraught when rushing to the top, gradually unable to be himself, and liberated from the usual tense and depressed state.Then he'd hug Cloud's back hard, leaving finger marks on his skin.But the frenzy ends here, he will not overindulge, nor can he tolerate making shameful noises, so no matter how the other party teases him, he will remain silent and everything will be done in silence.
"Please, if you don't make a sound, what's the difference between it and an air doll?" Claude will complain, he doesn't like the combination of silence, which will make people feel a strong sense of frustration: "Well, how much more can an air doll be called? Sound, you are a masturbation cup."
"Then you go and buy one that can sing." Fang Yan turned over, unable to understand why he cared so much about the sounds made during the process, and liked to hear the words of panting so much.
"I'm going to get a Megan Fox look!" he snarls, starting to make a fuss.
"If there is." Fang Yan ignored him indifferently and yawned. What he was thinking about was the assassination operation in two days' time. He could only succeed and not fail. Before falling asleep, he added seriously: "Remember to choose one with a voice of."
"Wait and see, you will definitely regret it!" This was not an angry word. A week later, Claude actually ordered a high-fidelity doll with a slim waist, hips and chest from Japan, but it was not the shape of King Kong girl, but A very cute Asian girl with short hair.On the day the goods arrived, he used a marker pen to write the word "xiayan" crookedly on the doll's forehead, and then pounced on it and had sex for a whole day!
Thinking of the angry and funny past, Fang Yan's eyes were misty and sore.Before Claude came back, he had to take several deep breaths, trying to calm himself down.
"Is instant coffee okay?" A cup of hot coffee was handed over, with a sunny smile: "I'm sorry, I can only afford this."
"I like it, it's still hot, it's just amazing." Fang Yan showed a considerate smile, and deliberately touched Claude's finger when he took the cup.This was an ambiguous contact, but the nervous blond fool didn't notice it.He quickly peeled off a hamburger, took a big bite, and chewed earnestly: "Although it's a bit cold, it's delicious. God, you know I've eaten bread for two days, and I really need a little animal protein."
"It's inconvenient here, just go to Berlin." The airport hotel was already full, and a few qualified passengers returned to the city, while most of them were stranded in the terminal hall.
"I only care about whether I can watch the live broadcast of Dakar." He quickly finished the beef burger and took another box of fried chicken nuggets, it seemed that he was really hungry.
"I have a friend who lives in the urban area. If you want, you can go to the game with me." Fang Yan's eye creases hidden under the lens sparkle, he tries to smile, his tone is gentle and irresistible, but his eyes are as cold as A sharp blade that can slice through anything that stands in its way.
He was looking at a person, calmly, but exuding tremendous pressure.Not far away, Jason clearly felt this unfriendly gaze, turned his head, and shuddered at the sharp knife-like gaze above him.The two looked at each other silently, each with their own thoughts, like a beast in an ambush, ready to strike, ready to deliver a fatal blow at any time.Fang Yan sneered, not paying attention to Jason at all, this kind of playboy with only a beautiful skin, it is easy to beat him!
But he didn't want to use a method that would hurt Claude. Next, he had to be careful and impress the little lion with his sincerity, instead of rushing to destroy this handsome rival.
In this silent duel, Jason succumbed first, and he turned his head with an uneasy expression.Claude didn't notice the difference. He was eating fried chicken nuggets, dipped in a lot of ketchup, and sucked his fingers like a child: "You are so amiable, but I have to refuse you."
"Why?" asked knowingly.
"Going to a stranger's house makes me feel uncomfortable." He blinked frequently, obviously lying.
"Although we are not old friends, we are better than strangers. At least we can have dinner together, can't we?" Fang Yan lowered his head gracefully, smiled bitterly, and changed his face sincerely after a few seconds: "Da The Car Rally is only held once a year, and if you miss this year’s live broadcast, you have to wait for next year. A year is not a long time, but there are 365 days, don’t you find it difficult?”
"Don't say it so tragically, I can still watch the replay." He sighed, retorting feebly.For sports fans, if you can't watch the live broadcast, you have to follow the live broadcast. Watching the replay is simply an insult to sportsmanship!
"Please, when others are fighting for their dreams, it's a pity that you can't participate, but it will take a few days before you can catch up with the video. God, I don't believe it. I thought you were not such a person." Fang Yan Deliberately emphasizing the tone, as if he couldn't go to the city to watch TV and see the end of the world.
"Dream..." Fang Yan has the ability to stir up the atmosphere. The content of these words is simple, but he said them with passion.There was a flash of excitement in Claude's eyes. He repeated the word after him, and he was full of yearning, which caused the expression on his face to be very complicated.He wanted to watch the game, but he didn't dare to make a rash decision, so he looked at Jason in the distance for help, not knowing what to do.
"For those who participated, this is a challenge; for those who did not participate, this is a dream." Fang Yan raised his head, looked directly into Claude's eyes, and said seriously about the Dakar Rally. The classic quotes of the founder Zerry Sabin really made the other party show their eyes of approval.Immediately afterwards, he continued to speak impassionedly and eloquently.It is not difficult to play this kind of passionate character who perseveres in pursuit of ideals, especially to deceive a big boy who has not experienced much in the world, it can be said to be easy: "I thought that if you can't gallop in the desert like a real man, you should at least keep your feet on the ground." In front of the TV, take an adventure with these warriors!"
"You're right, it's all due to the damn snow, otherwise I should be in Berlin by now." The little lion was annoyed, blaming everything on the bad weather.
know he produced
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