love is eternal
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I seem to like this caress very much.
This is amazing, ten years can be said to be long or short, but it can make people have such a big contrast.For example, Fang Yan in the past never thought that when Claude was the receiver, both his reaction and his expression were so captivating, which made him want to stop!
"Little thing, I will make you mine immediately." He was rarely excited, and his hoarse voice was all caused by the torment of lust.
Fang Yan pulled out a pillow, put it under Claude, gently opened his legs, and carefully observed the place.The color is not too dark there, there are thin wrinkles, not very beautiful, but it is clean.There are some fluff growing at the entrance, which is tightly closed. It seems that Jason did not develop this treasure well.
This makes him very excited!
He took out a hand cream from the drawer, squeezed a lot on his hand, leaned over and whispered: "Good boy, you will like it, I promise."
He held the cold lotion in his palm and didn't apply it until it was warm, in order to relieve the little lion's discomfort.He tried his best to move lightly, but the strange touch still made Claude tremble.
He frowned and shook, trying to push away the person on him, and asked suspiciously, "Jason?"
Even if he didn't turn on the light, he should be able to feel who was on his body, but he drank too much, the alcohol paralyzed his nerves, and he mistook Fang Yan for Jason.He began to complain inarticulately, muttered a lot, and his tone was somewhat resentful, but in the end he hugged the person on his body tightly, wrapping his legs around his waist.
It's good that he's courting, but Fang Yan can't be happy at all, he doesn't want to be treated like anyone!
Fang Yan froze in place, pain and despair swept over him, catching him off guard.He kept replaying the fragments of the past in his mind, the bits and pieces that he didn't cherish.
I remember a certain midsummer night, it was very hot and the air conditioner was broken...
Fang Yan couldn't fall asleep in the irritability, and Claude, who had just finished the training camp, endured the separation for 20 days, and stuck to it as soon as he got home to do that.
He leaned up like a big dog, brought the heat from his whole body to the bed, moved around dishonestly, and made Fang Yan very annoyed, so he lay down without any response.His indifference made Claude very dissatisfied, and he began to complain, even a little angry.
"It's said that a little farewell is better than a newlywed, why we have been separated for so long but have no joy of reunion? Sometimes I really doubt whether you love me or not. I think you care about the sofa cushion more than I do! Please, Is it so difficult to just take a look at me?" He complained ramblingly in the middle of the night, no matter how good his concentration is, he can't bear this kind of continuous thoughts.So Fang Yan broke out, and he yelled at him: "Didn't you see that the air conditioner is broken? It's such a hot day that you're sweating even if you don't move. What else do you want?"
He seldom got angry like this. After the roar, both of them were a little embarrassed, and the silence lasted for a long time.
"Go to sleep." Finally, Claude broke the silence and got out of bed.
Where is he going?
Distraught, Fang Yan curled up on the side of the big bed, and suddenly felt a gust of cool wind blowing from behind, without turning his head, he knew that it was that idiot who was fanning him.
"Idiot!" His tone was cold, but his heart was warm.
"The person who likes the biggest idiot in the world is not very smart." Claude is always unprincipled, while fanning the wind, he stretched out his evil claws, stroking his hands up and down: "Yan, you're comfortable now!" , I still feel uncomfortable..."
That day, we seemed to be until dawn, and the sheets were soaked with sweat.
That was also the only time during Fang Zheng's lifetime that he couldn't control his emotions and was crazy about it...
Waking up from the memory, he looked at Claude in pain, and pressed his forehead against his hot skin: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't always say you are an idiot, because the stupidest and stupidest person is me. No Cherishing you well is the biggest mistake I've ever made in my life. God gave me a chance to do it all over again, will you accept me again and love me again?"
"Don't do it...I fell asleep...huh...big bastard..." Of course Claude didn't understand what Fang Yan was talking about, he turned over in dissatisfaction, and fell asleep drowsily again.
He didn't know that Jason had completely extinguished someone's desire with that sentence.
Fang Yan sat quietly on the edge of the bed, not moving for a long time, I don't know if it was anger or sadness, even the thing lost its momentum and hung listlessly.He stared at the sleeping Claude for a long time, although he wanted to possess him immediately, but he couldn't act recklessly like this.He calmed down, and felt that now was not the time to be impulsive, otherwise the little lion would be resistant and would not accept him.
He thought for a while, then thought of something else.
"Don't blame me, this is for your own good, because only I can give you happiness in this world, and only I know what alcohol you want." He whispered in the little lion's ear, picked up the bottle of hand cream, Shove it hard into yourself without lubricating and expanding.
He knelt down and let the blood drip onto the sheets, and for a realistic effect, he applied blood-mixed hand cream to the little lion's thing.
He thought for a while, worried about revealing flaws, and painted some on his own.The warm liquid kept flowing out, and he didn't take any measures to stop the bleeding, but let it flow down his thighs, dyeing the two private parts bright red before disposing of the dirty bottle.
Then he took a deep breath to relieve the dizziness, which was caused by guilt and self-blame.
In a way, he wasn't much better than Jason.
Jason is a piece of shit, and so is he.Moreover, the consequences of this deception are even more serious!
He lowered his head silently, and put his face on Claude's chest again. The little lion's body temperature was very high, and he felt very warm and comfortable.
He moved a bit, and the back was no longer bleeding. It seems that people's blood coagulation function is stronger than imagined.Even though it was a fact he had known for a long time, he was still slightly surprised for a while.He found a mirror to check the injury. Although it looked serious, it was actually just a skin trauma.Moreover, this degree of tearing was not worth mentioning to Fang Yan, who had received torture training.
The point is to make Claude think he is seriously injured!
The little lion is so drunk that he won't remember anything tomorrow, so he has to create a realistic illusion to make him have the illusion that he has raped him.
With his character, if he did such a thing, he would be responsible to the end!
Fang Yan showed a fierce look on his face, and finally closed his eyes: "If you want to go to hell, let me go alone."
During the whole process, Claude didn't wake up, but turned over dishonestly.Fang Yan looked at him, and suddenly felt the urge to cry.In his previous life, his indifference and rejection caused today's bad results.His lover no longer loves him, no longer looks at him, and thinks of others in his heart, and he can only use conspiracy and calculation to regain his love.
"I don't want to put pressure on you, but I can't take it anymore. I can't stand you thinking about others." Fang Yan sighed, picked up the strap of the bathrobe and tied a slipknot, then put his wrists in and bit his teeth die.
His feet straddle his bound hands, and then he wraps his hands behind his back, forming a reverse-bound posture.This action is not difficult, but it requires a certain degree of softness. The simple Claude would never have thought that Fang Yan could do it himself.
After everything was ready, he lay down in the arms of the little lion.
This guy likes to hug things when he sleeps, whether it is a quilt, pillow or a person, as long as it is a huge object, he will wrap his hands and feet like a koala hugs a eucalyptus tree.Sure enough, Claude, who turned over twice, quickly hugged Fang Yan and clamped his body with his legs.
They were face to face, leaning close together, and Claude's even breath was blown into Fang Yan's ears, making him excited again.He seems to have returned to the youthful age when he was sixteen or seventeen years old and still had expectations for love. Just by staying with the person he likes, he feels as if he has got the whole world.He smiled softly, although the posture with his hands tied behind his back was uncomfortable, he was still smiling all the time.
He was lying in Claude's arms. After a long time, his right arm became numb, but he dared not move.Afraid that even a small movement would cause his lover to change his posture and no longer cling to him, and this close separation would make him collapse.
The temperature of the air conditioner in the room is set very high, even if the quilt is not covered, it will not feel cold, but the little lion still squeezes Fang Yan from time to time, locking him firmly in his arms.
This night, he was so full of happiness, lying down cautiously, finally couldn't resist the drowsiness, and fell asleep for a while...
It wasn't until the sky turned pale that the little lion moved.
In fact, Fang Yan woke up a long time ago, but he closed his eyes and waited quietly, wanting to see how Claude would react.He first felt the people around him get up in a panic and called his name in a small voice, followed by the sound of hurriedly getting dressed.
He was short of breath, seemed to have fallen in a panic, and then hurried into the bathroom.
Little thing, freak out!
Fang Yan slowly opened his eyes, the scars on the bed were shocking, he must have scared this guy enough, he said in his heart: "Honey, it's okay, I will give you a buffer time, let you fall in love with me!"
He tried his best to control the corners of his mouth, and when he heard the noise from the bathroom, he immediately closed his eyes and pretended to be in a coma.But what lingers in his mind is Claude's face and his longing for a better life in the future.
After a while, he felt a warm towel wipe his body.The other party's movements were very careful, as if treating a treasure, and filled his chest with happiness.The little lion untied the belt that bound his hands, rubbed his wrists gently, and then carefully treated the wound behind him.
His movements are gentle, careful, and relentless.
Fang Yan used all his strength to make himself calm, but his heart was beating wildly, almost jumping out of his chest.He is very attached to the gentle touch, but he is worried that he will not be able to restrain himself and will have a physiological reaction.Fortunately, Claude took care of his wound, covered him with a thin quilt, and opened the door to go out.
What did he do?Fang Yan opened his eyes, a little worried about his leaving.
A few minutes later, he heard the sound of a car starting...
No way, this guy ran away! ?
He couldn't believe his ears, and hurried to the window, only to see the black car drive up the small road and leave in the dust...
☆, asking for a kiss
Fang Yan simulated countless scenarios in his brain, considered any reaction the little lion would have, and thought of countermeasures.
If he panics, comfort him gently; if he is afraid, use tolerance and forgiveness to calm his anxious emotions; Will pretend nothing happened and wait for new opportunities.
But he had calculated everything, but he didn't expect this guy to be afraid of taking responsibility.
He ran, afraid to face his mistakes, or ran in fear!
Fang Yan sat on the bed like an idiot, his mind went blank.I don't know how long it took, the anger spread and finally broke out.
He gritted his teeth and got out of bed, quickly got dressed, and pushed open the door of the study.There is an organ behind the bookcase, and the secret door is opened. It is a small secret room, and various weapons are placed in the room.Driven by anger, he picked up a Browning M1935 and loaded it expertly.Of course, this was not done to deal with Claude, he had already passed all his anger on to Jason.Now he has been dazzled by anger, he has already lost his mind, he can't take it anymore, he must get rid of that stumbling block!
He raised his gun and made an aiming motion, but the image of another person being shot appeared in his mind.
To this day, he still clearly remembers the scene at that time.
It was an early morning with light rain and low visibility, and the place 700 meters away from him was in chaos.Silent screams, crowds running around, all the pictures are played frame by frame like slow motion in a movie, and he stands helplessly on the top floor of a building, unable to do anything...
Fang Yan watched the most important woman in his life die with his own eyes.
The bullet entered the back of her head and exited her forehead, a fatal blow that he couldn't do anything about.
This is a painful memory that cannot be forgotten even after living for 32 years, experiencing rebirth, and starting all over again.He stared blankly at the two sniper rifles driving on the wall, a little dazed, as if time went back to a few years ago.Since then, his hands have been trembling uncontrollably, unable to aim at the target, and the indifferent man just said to him with a look of garbage: "As a sniper, if you can't hit the bull's-eye, you don't exist." You're worthless, you're an out-and-out trash!"
Every time he thinks about these past events, his temples will ache, and he can only breathe heavily as if he lacks oxygen, and his hands shake violently.
He looked down at the weapon in his hand. This powerful automatic pistol was popular in the 30s and was once a special pistol for the Austrian army.Its ammunition capacity is thirteen rounds, far surpassing similar firearms. For Fang Yan who cannot shoot long-range, this short-range lethal weapon is much more useful than a sniper rifle.
"Claude, don't blame me, you're the one who drove me crazy. As long as he doesn't die, we'll all suffer endlessly!" He collected himself, put the gun on his back, buttoned up his clothes, and set off.He doesn't need to pretend, and he doesn't need to deal with the aftermath. Even as long as he orders, someone will solve everything for him.
But he decided to pull out the thorn with his own hands!
Jason was a little thorn in his heart, tormenting him for a long time.
He went downstairs quickly, but met Claude who had just got off the car at the door.The little lion was carrying a few eco-friendly bags from the supermarket. Seeing Fang Yan's expression he was embarrassed, but he quickly adjusted and asked cautiously, "Why are you up? You should sleep a little longer."
Fang Yan has always been vigilant, and his insight ability is far beyond that of ordinary people. Normally, the sound of the car coming back should be heard clearly, but just now he was in a state of anger and ignored other sounds.His eyes fell on the shopping bag carried by the little lion, which contained food and drink, and a pharmacy bag.Then it suddenly dawned on me that this guy left on tiptoe, not because he was afraid of being responsible and ran away, but to buy food and medicine for him.
Feeling guilty for his speculation and suspicion, he lowered his head and whispered, "I thought you were gone."
"Why, I'm not going anywhere." Perhaps because he didn't expect him to show the expression of a wounded animal, Claude was taken aback at first, immediately put down his things, and helped him back to the house.He carefully spread a thick layer of cushions, let Fang Yan sit down, covered him with a blanket, and then turned back to get food: "I think you'd better eat something light these days, I don't Too good at cooking, so went to buy some milk and cereal. Money and car keys were taken from your coat pocket, hope you will forgive my self-assertion.”
He took out a lot of food from the bag, opened a box of fruit platter and handed it to Fang Yan: "Add some vitamins first, and I'll cook you cereal."
Fang Yan looked at him a little flattered, unable to speak for a while, and could only lower his head to hide his complicated expression.
After a while, the fragrant and delicious milk oatmeal was cooked, and Claude fed it to him with his own hands, being very careful not to cause any discomfort.It wasn't until Fang Yan swallowed his last sip that he handed over the phone: "I did something terrible, I dare not ask for your forgiveness, please call the police, I deserve what I deserve."
"Call the police!?" Fang Yan was stunned. He thought that the little lion would be responsible to the end with his perfect character of a good man and shoulder the responsibility of taking care of him, but he didn't expect that he would rather choose to be subdued than to be with him.
He felt a little lost in his heart, and more of it was the pain that could not be vented, it was really self-inflicted!
Fang Yan's heart ached fiercely, and he couldn't breathe as if something was oppressing his chest.After a long time, he turned his head to the side and said angrily: "I did it voluntarily yesterday, so what's your business? Of course, if you don't show love to me, I won't open my legs. Maybe you don't remember Yeah, last night you kept saying you were going to forget about Jason and start a new life. You said you would be with me, take care of my life, and stay by my side all the time. I'm so stupid, I should have known, then You're drunk, these words can't be taken seriously at all."
He yelled like venting, frantically pulling his hair, looking very painful: "Don't look at me like that, I know I'm an idiot. Oh, Claude, don't be afraid, I'm an adult too, and I won't because of being with you When people go to bed, they will yell, and they will neither call the police to arrest you, nor make you responsible. If you go back on your word, or feel uncomfortable staying here, you can leave at any time.”
After finishing speaking, he threw off the blanket and went upstairs in anger.
"Fang Yan!" Claude was completely panicked, and chased after pitifully: "I didn't mean that... I... I was just a little confused... Did I say something like this yesterday, I don't remember at all..."
"Do you think I'm lying to you, do I have to do this?" Fang Yan stood still with a wry smile, and suddenly shook his head in despair: "Yesterday you drank a lot and kept telling me stories about you and Jason, you said You have given a lot, but he doesn't know how to cherish you at all. You made a fuss all night, and then ran to my room and cried. The beginning of a new happiness. Then you said to me, 'Fang Yan, would you like to be with me, I will cherish you forever!'”
He was pale, angry and anxious, trembling with hatred, "Haha, laugh at me, I'm the stupidest idiot in the world, only an idiot would believe your sweet words and give you the first time. Damn it , you are an unrestrained beast at all, do you know how much pain I had yesterday? I kept telling you I was sad, but you just refused to stop..."
"That's enough, I don't want to see you now, you go and find your Jason!" Fang Yan's acting skills are top-notch, expressing this neurotic hysteria to the point.
This angry roar completely frightened the little lion, he grabbed Fang Yan's arm tremblingly, and explained incoherently: "My God, I don't know, I'm sorry...I mean...you are heterosexual , and the family background is so good...I don't deserve you...Of course, if you want, I can take care of you until you find a good girl you want...Then I'll leave, okay, is that okay?"
"I'm tired and I want to rest." Fang Yan felt a headache. Why did things develop like this? Is this the ending he wanted?
"Then go back to the room to rest for a while, and you have to take medicine, be careful of infection." The little lion took the initiative to hug Fang Yan's waist, let him lean in his arms, and walked slowly to the second floor.After taking a few steps, he suddenly asked curiously: "Well, what is this hard thing on your waist?"
Fang Yan was stunned for a moment, before he could explain, Claude had already lifted his clothes quickly.
"Why do you carry a gun with you... This is not a toy..." The little lion glanced at him carefully, with a wonderful expression on his face.He looked very scared, but he didn't dare to let go of the opponent's hand, and he was more puzzled than he could understand: "Or, are you trying to shoot me to death...I...I don't object to reasonable revenge...but killing is always...bad...and it hurts..."
"Whoever kills you will give me the medicine." Fang Yan was speechless, and began to make up things: "A group of skinheads came to make trouble just now. I was scared at home alone, so I took the gun with me."
"These beasts, didn't they do anything to you?" Claude frowned and asked very worriedly.He has always hated racism, especially those who support neo-Nazi gangs, which should not exist in the world.
In his eyes, everyone should enjoy equality.
"Don't be afraid, I'll take you back to your room first, and then check the outside. If anyone dares to be rude to you, I'll beat him to the ground." Claude at this age obviously has no deterrent effect, even though he blows his beard After staring and saying such a harsh word, he didn't feel very safe, but Fang Yan was still very satisfied.
"Then you carry me back." With a hook around the lion cub's neck, a certain person also had a shy side.
He hugged Claude tightly and asked him to send himself back to the bedroom.
After Fang Yan settled down, the little lion immediately went downstairs to check the doors, windows and surroundings.The surroundings of the villa were very quiet, and there was no one in sight, but he still went around the house.After confirming it was safe, he returned to the house.
"With you here, I feel more at ease." Fang Yan slept on the bed and lied again.
"I will protect you in the future, don't worry about anything, and I will never let these bastards disturb your life. So, believe me, put the gun away, this thing is too dangerous and not suitable for you at all." He snatched it away Fang Yan's gun was carefully wrapped in a towel, put into the underwear cabinet, and placed under a pile of laundry: "It will go off, what if it hurts you."
Fang Yan felt very cute with his serious appearance, and he was really a simple child.
He squinted his eyes to see him clean up the house, feeling very happy, so he said with a smile: "I was a little out of control just now, I shouldn't have yelled at you, I'm sorry."
"No, you have the right to do this, you should hate me." The little lion shook his head, obviously unable to forgive himself: "I don't want to make excuses for myself, but I drank too much and really don't remember anything. But wake up in the morning When I came to see the blood, I immediately knew what a terrible thing I did and it was my fault, although I didn't know what to do to make it up. I will stay with you and take care of you as long as you want, Until you think I'm annoying, you think I'm redundant, and let me go."
"Don't blame yourself, I said I did it voluntarily, you didn't force me." He smiled and waved: "Come here, let me touch you."
The little lion walked over obediently, lay down on the edge of the bed, and put his head gently on Fang Yan's palm.
"You are the kindest and gentlest person I have ever met." He closed his eyes and was silent for a while, then said softly: "Actually, you don't need to comfort me, I know you didn't do it voluntarily. When you wake up in the morning , your hands are tied behind your back, and the sheets are covered with blood... I'm really sorry, you must have been very scared and in pain last night. I'm sorry, I don't know what else to say, it's all because of me..."
"Fool, you're not going to cry again." The little lion held his mouth with an expression of aggrieved daughter-in-law, which made Fang Yan's heart ache to the point of death.
He turned his head away and said stubbornly: "I won't cry, I'm a man."
"Okay, Mr. Little Man, can you stay with me for a while, I haven't had a good chat with anyone for a long time." After finally clearing up his emotions, Fang Yan made another request.Claude froze for a moment, then nodded, and sat obediently by the bed.
He was a little cautious, sitting with his head bowed, and he didn't dare to ask for words.
He is so cautious mainly because he hasn't recovered from his panic, but Fang Yan is not in a hurry, he is willing to give him time to slowly adapt to the new life.
"Want to hear my story?" He took a long breath and held Claude's hand tightly: "I was born in an ordinary family. My mother is a nurse and works in a nursing home. She is gentle, kind, A caring woman who is polite to everyone. In my childhood memory, she always smiled and stroked my head and never said a harsh word.”
"You are so happy." Claude blinked with envy.
But Fang Yan shook his head: "You know, before I was 10 years old, I never met my father. I didn't know who he was, what he was doing, or even if he was still alive in this world. Until one day , he suddenly broke into my life and forcibly took me away from my mother. Since that day, the word happiness has been far away from me. You can’t imagine that my life was completely ruined by him, and I was forced to Doing things I hate, sinking deeper and deeper in the rotten mud, unable to see the light."
When he said these words, his voice was trembling. This was not an acting skill, but his truest emotional expression.
Claude didn't expect him to have so many tragic pasts, but he didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only frown and hold his hand solemnly.
Fang Yan looked at him gratefully, and continued: "When my mother died, I could only watch from afar and could do nothing. That man was a demon, a black cloud that enveloped my life. I think I will eventually die." He can't escape his control all his life... Many people envy my life, but it's just an illusion. Although I have no worries about food and clothing, I don't have a happy day..."
"You're having a bad time, right? No, don't talk about it, you should think more about happy things." These past events touched Claude very much, because he also had a miserable childhood.
"Okay, let's not talk..." Fang Yan nodded, raised his eyes, and met Claude's eyes.
They looked at each other, as if some inexplicable emotion was burning in the air, and an impulse was boiling in their hearts.
"Fang Yan..." Claude called his name, and hugged him violently, as hard as he wanted to push him into his arms.He grabbed his back and locked him tightly in his arms: "Don't show such an expression, I will be sad."
"Idiot, why are you sad?" Fang Yan wanted to force a smile, but he couldn't.
He suddenly wanted to cry, wanted to throw himself on the shoulder of the person he loved, and cry heartily.
"I don't know, but you make my heart hurt." He held his face and kept rubbing his cheek with his thumb, his heart was beating violently, and there was an urge to protect him.
In his eyes, Fang Yan is so weak, fragile, and pitiful, which makes people feel pity.
He couldn't explain how he felt at the moment, but his intuition and instinct told him that maybe it wasn't love, but it was beyond the distance of friends.
He looked at him condescendingly, for the first time dropped his immature look, and said like a mature man, "Fang Yan, I want to kiss you."
This is a declarative sentence, definitively!
"You can try it!" Fang Yan raised his head and put his lips on it without showing any weakness.
At first it was just a soft touch, both of them were a bit reserved, but soon they couldn't part each other, and it was out of control...
☆, progress
Claude's kiss was a little clumsy, and it could be seen that he didn't kiss others often, maybe he didn't have the opportunity, or maybe he wasn't good at taking the initiative, but he still acted serious and focused.
In this respect, he is very gentlemanly, and his attentive tenderness is easy to make people like him, so as to cooperate with his every move.
He put his arms around Fang Yan's waist, and the two pressed against each other tightly, feeling each other's heat and heartbeat.Their foreheads were pressed against their foreheads, hugging for a long time, without unnecessary movements, but the atmosphere was very good, and the whole picture looked very beautiful.Claude combed Fang Yan's hair with his slender fingers, hung the excess hair behind his ears, then lifted his chin and kissed him again.
The lion cub kisses very shyly, touching tentatively at first, and then sticking out the tip of its tongue to gently lick each other's lips.
After a while, it's a bit like a kitten acting like a baby.
"Is it disgusting? If you don't like it, don't force it." This was a kiss without any desire, very pure and clean, but he still asked uncertainly.In his memory, Fang Yan was a heterosexual who liked sexy babes, so of course he would reject such homosexual behavior.But the other party didn't reject him, and seemed to be enjoying it, so he didn't quite understand why a straight man would accept his kiss.
"If it's you, I can do anything." Fang Yan closed his eyes, wrapped his hands around the back of his neck, and murmured.
He was no longer satisfied with the superficial touch, and began to kiss his lover back hard.His tongue slid into the lion cub's mouth, enticing and teasing, entangled with it, inseparable.
It was the kiss he had longed for, the kiss in return, happy enough to shed tears.
"Good boy, don't move." He seized the initiative a little roughly, grabbed Claude's soft curly hair, and forced him to look up and accept himself.
Although he knew not to be too excited at this time, it might scare away the restless lion cub, but he still couldn't control the urge to possess him.As if trying to empty the air out of his mouth, he kissed him hard, showing the conquest of a grown man.
In the entanglement of lips and tongues, Claude accepted his intrusion obediently, made some small noises, and grabbed his back tightly.
This gave Fang Yan a sense of accomplishment!
Although his current body is only 22 years old, the soul dormant inside has lived for 32 years. The rich practical experience makes Claude, who has only slept with Jason, tremble slightly.His lips were soft, and there was a fresh lemon taste in his mouth, probably from the juice he had just drunk, but it was not disgusting.Fang Yan deepened this sweet and sour kiss while stroking his back and taking off his coat.
At first, Claude was a little uncomfortable, his body was very stiff, and he didn't seem to know what to do next.
But under Fang Yan's careful guidance, he quickly entered the state and began to respond.
He panted heavily, a little in disbelief: "You are very good at kissing!"
"Please, I'm already an adult, and I'm not the same as a little boy like you." In fact, he could have lied to Claude by saying that he was pure and had no experience in that area, but that would be too false.He not only has experience, but also a lot, but only for women.There are dewy women who play on the spot, and there are tender women who really want to develop well, but without exception, they all end in tragedy.
Gradually, he was no longer interested in anyone until he met Claude.
Man, he only has one, and he will only have one until death!
"Why don't you push me away? For a young master with a bright future like you, there must be many beauties around who actively pursue you. How can you let someone touch you casually? Listen, if you don't refuse, I will continue, and I will dirty you "The little lion still couldn't believe that Fang Yan, who was excellent in every aspect, would fall in love with him.
It's not uncommon for him to break up with a straight man, but it suddenly fell on him, at the moment when he just broke up with him, which made him feel unbelievable.
"Then get it dirty and see." Fang Yan held his face in his hands and kissed him hard again, noncommittal.
Then he slammed the little lion down and rolled over on top.
"Wait!" Claude panicked: "Why am I down here? It was obviously not like this yesterday..."
Fang Yan raised his chin and said forcefully, "I'm injured in the back, what else do you want?"
Sure enough, after saying this, the little lion immediately showed a guilty expression and stopped resisting: "I'm sorry, I didn't consider your physical condition. If you want to be in the leading position, of course I will fully cooperate, but before you have to Let me take a shower, I don't want to get you dirty."
Damn, why does he always have such an inferiority complex, which makes Fang Yan feel very displeased.
He was a little irritable, and his tone was not very good: "Shut up, don't say such things again, I don't mind you getting me dirty!"
"Fang Yan, I think you should think about it. This is crazy. We have been having sex together within a week of knowing each other. Don't you think it's going too fast?" Claude put his hand against Fang Yan It takes a lot of strength to stop his next move.This man looks thin and thin, but in fact it is not the case, but the little lion who was in a state of tension and panic didn't notice this, and still concentrated on persuading him: "It's a bit embarrassing to say this, but you must know that I am in love with you." He is a very serious person.”
"Not only serious, but also very infatuated." Fang Yan interrupted him, squeezed his thigh between his legs, and rubbed the sensitive part ambiguously.
"I just fell out of love..." He put on a bitter expression again, but his body gradually responded, and Fang Yan didn't know whether he wanted to do it or not, so he had to stop first.
"And then? You are single now, and I don't have a partner. Isn't it just right for you to love me? And men won't get pregnant. I don't understand what you are worried about." He maintained a posture of suppressing Claude, licking charmingly Lips, showing a very seductive side: "Or, in your heart, you still expect Jason to change his mind?"
"How is it possible!" He retorted weakly: "I don't miss him anymore.
This is amazing, ten years can be said to be long or short, but it can make people have such a big contrast.For example, Fang Yan in the past never thought that when Claude was the receiver, both his reaction and his expression were so captivating, which made him want to stop!
"Little thing, I will make you mine immediately." He was rarely excited, and his hoarse voice was all caused by the torment of lust.
Fang Yan pulled out a pillow, put it under Claude, gently opened his legs, and carefully observed the place.The color is not too dark there, there are thin wrinkles, not very beautiful, but it is clean.There are some fluff growing at the entrance, which is tightly closed. It seems that Jason did not develop this treasure well.
This makes him very excited!
He took out a hand cream from the drawer, squeezed a lot on his hand, leaned over and whispered: "Good boy, you will like it, I promise."
He held the cold lotion in his palm and didn't apply it until it was warm, in order to relieve the little lion's discomfort.He tried his best to move lightly, but the strange touch still made Claude tremble.
He frowned and shook, trying to push away the person on him, and asked suspiciously, "Jason?"
Even if he didn't turn on the light, he should be able to feel who was on his body, but he drank too much, the alcohol paralyzed his nerves, and he mistook Fang Yan for Jason.He began to complain inarticulately, muttered a lot, and his tone was somewhat resentful, but in the end he hugged the person on his body tightly, wrapping his legs around his waist.
It's good that he's courting, but Fang Yan can't be happy at all, he doesn't want to be treated like anyone!
Fang Yan froze in place, pain and despair swept over him, catching him off guard.He kept replaying the fragments of the past in his mind, the bits and pieces that he didn't cherish.
I remember a certain midsummer night, it was very hot and the air conditioner was broken...
Fang Yan couldn't fall asleep in the irritability, and Claude, who had just finished the training camp, endured the separation for 20 days, and stuck to it as soon as he got home to do that.
He leaned up like a big dog, brought the heat from his whole body to the bed, moved around dishonestly, and made Fang Yan very annoyed, so he lay down without any response.His indifference made Claude very dissatisfied, and he began to complain, even a little angry.
"It's said that a little farewell is better than a newlywed, why we have been separated for so long but have no joy of reunion? Sometimes I really doubt whether you love me or not. I think you care about the sofa cushion more than I do! Please, Is it so difficult to just take a look at me?" He complained ramblingly in the middle of the night, no matter how good his concentration is, he can't bear this kind of continuous thoughts.So Fang Yan broke out, and he yelled at him: "Didn't you see that the air conditioner is broken? It's such a hot day that you're sweating even if you don't move. What else do you want?"
He seldom got angry like this. After the roar, both of them were a little embarrassed, and the silence lasted for a long time.
"Go to sleep." Finally, Claude broke the silence and got out of bed.
Where is he going?
Distraught, Fang Yan curled up on the side of the big bed, and suddenly felt a gust of cool wind blowing from behind, without turning his head, he knew that it was that idiot who was fanning him.
"Idiot!" His tone was cold, but his heart was warm.
"The person who likes the biggest idiot in the world is not very smart." Claude is always unprincipled, while fanning the wind, he stretched out his evil claws, stroking his hands up and down: "Yan, you're comfortable now!" , I still feel uncomfortable..."
That day, we seemed to be until dawn, and the sheets were soaked with sweat.
That was also the only time during Fang Zheng's lifetime that he couldn't control his emotions and was crazy about it...
Waking up from the memory, he looked at Claude in pain, and pressed his forehead against his hot skin: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't always say you are an idiot, because the stupidest and stupidest person is me. No Cherishing you well is the biggest mistake I've ever made in my life. God gave me a chance to do it all over again, will you accept me again and love me again?"
"Don't do it...I fell asleep...huh...big bastard..." Of course Claude didn't understand what Fang Yan was talking about, he turned over in dissatisfaction, and fell asleep drowsily again.
He didn't know that Jason had completely extinguished someone's desire with that sentence.
Fang Yan sat quietly on the edge of the bed, not moving for a long time, I don't know if it was anger or sadness, even the thing lost its momentum and hung listlessly.He stared at the sleeping Claude for a long time, although he wanted to possess him immediately, but he couldn't act recklessly like this.He calmed down, and felt that now was not the time to be impulsive, otherwise the little lion would be resistant and would not accept him.
He thought for a while, then thought of something else.
"Don't blame me, this is for your own good, because only I can give you happiness in this world, and only I know what alcohol you want." He whispered in the little lion's ear, picked up the bottle of hand cream, Shove it hard into yourself without lubricating and expanding.
He knelt down and let the blood drip onto the sheets, and for a realistic effect, he applied blood-mixed hand cream to the little lion's thing.
He thought for a while, worried about revealing flaws, and painted some on his own.The warm liquid kept flowing out, and he didn't take any measures to stop the bleeding, but let it flow down his thighs, dyeing the two private parts bright red before disposing of the dirty bottle.
Then he took a deep breath to relieve the dizziness, which was caused by guilt and self-blame.
In a way, he wasn't much better than Jason.
Jason is a piece of shit, and so is he.Moreover, the consequences of this deception are even more serious!
He lowered his head silently, and put his face on Claude's chest again. The little lion's body temperature was very high, and he felt very warm and comfortable.
He moved a bit, and the back was no longer bleeding. It seems that people's blood coagulation function is stronger than imagined.Even though it was a fact he had known for a long time, he was still slightly surprised for a while.He found a mirror to check the injury. Although it looked serious, it was actually just a skin trauma.Moreover, this degree of tearing was not worth mentioning to Fang Yan, who had received torture training.
The point is to make Claude think he is seriously injured!
The little lion is so drunk that he won't remember anything tomorrow, so he has to create a realistic illusion to make him have the illusion that he has raped him.
With his character, if he did such a thing, he would be responsible to the end!
Fang Yan showed a fierce look on his face, and finally closed his eyes: "If you want to go to hell, let me go alone."
During the whole process, Claude didn't wake up, but turned over dishonestly.Fang Yan looked at him, and suddenly felt the urge to cry.In his previous life, his indifference and rejection caused today's bad results.His lover no longer loves him, no longer looks at him, and thinks of others in his heart, and he can only use conspiracy and calculation to regain his love.
"I don't want to put pressure on you, but I can't take it anymore. I can't stand you thinking about others." Fang Yan sighed, picked up the strap of the bathrobe and tied a slipknot, then put his wrists in and bit his teeth die.
His feet straddle his bound hands, and then he wraps his hands behind his back, forming a reverse-bound posture.This action is not difficult, but it requires a certain degree of softness. The simple Claude would never have thought that Fang Yan could do it himself.
After everything was ready, he lay down in the arms of the little lion.
This guy likes to hug things when he sleeps, whether it is a quilt, pillow or a person, as long as it is a huge object, he will wrap his hands and feet like a koala hugs a eucalyptus tree.Sure enough, Claude, who turned over twice, quickly hugged Fang Yan and clamped his body with his legs.
They were face to face, leaning close together, and Claude's even breath was blown into Fang Yan's ears, making him excited again.He seems to have returned to the youthful age when he was sixteen or seventeen years old and still had expectations for love. Just by staying with the person he likes, he feels as if he has got the whole world.He smiled softly, although the posture with his hands tied behind his back was uncomfortable, he was still smiling all the time.
He was lying in Claude's arms. After a long time, his right arm became numb, but he dared not move.Afraid that even a small movement would cause his lover to change his posture and no longer cling to him, and this close separation would make him collapse.
The temperature of the air conditioner in the room is set very high, even if the quilt is not covered, it will not feel cold, but the little lion still squeezes Fang Yan from time to time, locking him firmly in his arms.
This night, he was so full of happiness, lying down cautiously, finally couldn't resist the drowsiness, and fell asleep for a while...
It wasn't until the sky turned pale that the little lion moved.
In fact, Fang Yan woke up a long time ago, but he closed his eyes and waited quietly, wanting to see how Claude would react.He first felt the people around him get up in a panic and called his name in a small voice, followed by the sound of hurriedly getting dressed.
He was short of breath, seemed to have fallen in a panic, and then hurried into the bathroom.
Little thing, freak out!
Fang Yan slowly opened his eyes, the scars on the bed were shocking, he must have scared this guy enough, he said in his heart: "Honey, it's okay, I will give you a buffer time, let you fall in love with me!"
He tried his best to control the corners of his mouth, and when he heard the noise from the bathroom, he immediately closed his eyes and pretended to be in a coma.But what lingers in his mind is Claude's face and his longing for a better life in the future.
After a while, he felt a warm towel wipe his body.The other party's movements were very careful, as if treating a treasure, and filled his chest with happiness.The little lion untied the belt that bound his hands, rubbed his wrists gently, and then carefully treated the wound behind him.
His movements are gentle, careful, and relentless.
Fang Yan used all his strength to make himself calm, but his heart was beating wildly, almost jumping out of his chest.He is very attached to the gentle touch, but he is worried that he will not be able to restrain himself and will have a physiological reaction.Fortunately, Claude took care of his wound, covered him with a thin quilt, and opened the door to go out.
What did he do?Fang Yan opened his eyes, a little worried about his leaving.
A few minutes later, he heard the sound of a car starting...
No way, this guy ran away! ?
He couldn't believe his ears, and hurried to the window, only to see the black car drive up the small road and leave in the dust...
☆, asking for a kiss
Fang Yan simulated countless scenarios in his brain, considered any reaction the little lion would have, and thought of countermeasures.
If he panics, comfort him gently; if he is afraid, use tolerance and forgiveness to calm his anxious emotions; Will pretend nothing happened and wait for new opportunities.
But he had calculated everything, but he didn't expect this guy to be afraid of taking responsibility.
He ran, afraid to face his mistakes, or ran in fear!
Fang Yan sat on the bed like an idiot, his mind went blank.I don't know how long it took, the anger spread and finally broke out.
He gritted his teeth and got out of bed, quickly got dressed, and pushed open the door of the study.There is an organ behind the bookcase, and the secret door is opened. It is a small secret room, and various weapons are placed in the room.Driven by anger, he picked up a Browning M1935 and loaded it expertly.Of course, this was not done to deal with Claude, he had already passed all his anger on to Jason.Now he has been dazzled by anger, he has already lost his mind, he can't take it anymore, he must get rid of that stumbling block!
He raised his gun and made an aiming motion, but the image of another person being shot appeared in his mind.
To this day, he still clearly remembers the scene at that time.
It was an early morning with light rain and low visibility, and the place 700 meters away from him was in chaos.Silent screams, crowds running around, all the pictures are played frame by frame like slow motion in a movie, and he stands helplessly on the top floor of a building, unable to do anything...
Fang Yan watched the most important woman in his life die with his own eyes.
The bullet entered the back of her head and exited her forehead, a fatal blow that he couldn't do anything about.
This is a painful memory that cannot be forgotten even after living for 32 years, experiencing rebirth, and starting all over again.He stared blankly at the two sniper rifles driving on the wall, a little dazed, as if time went back to a few years ago.Since then, his hands have been trembling uncontrollably, unable to aim at the target, and the indifferent man just said to him with a look of garbage: "As a sniper, if you can't hit the bull's-eye, you don't exist." You're worthless, you're an out-and-out trash!"
Every time he thinks about these past events, his temples will ache, and he can only breathe heavily as if he lacks oxygen, and his hands shake violently.
He looked down at the weapon in his hand. This powerful automatic pistol was popular in the 30s and was once a special pistol for the Austrian army.Its ammunition capacity is thirteen rounds, far surpassing similar firearms. For Fang Yan who cannot shoot long-range, this short-range lethal weapon is much more useful than a sniper rifle.
"Claude, don't blame me, you're the one who drove me crazy. As long as he doesn't die, we'll all suffer endlessly!" He collected himself, put the gun on his back, buttoned up his clothes, and set off.He doesn't need to pretend, and he doesn't need to deal with the aftermath. Even as long as he orders, someone will solve everything for him.
But he decided to pull out the thorn with his own hands!
Jason was a little thorn in his heart, tormenting him for a long time.
He went downstairs quickly, but met Claude who had just got off the car at the door.The little lion was carrying a few eco-friendly bags from the supermarket. Seeing Fang Yan's expression he was embarrassed, but he quickly adjusted and asked cautiously, "Why are you up? You should sleep a little longer."
Fang Yan has always been vigilant, and his insight ability is far beyond that of ordinary people. Normally, the sound of the car coming back should be heard clearly, but just now he was in a state of anger and ignored other sounds.His eyes fell on the shopping bag carried by the little lion, which contained food and drink, and a pharmacy bag.Then it suddenly dawned on me that this guy left on tiptoe, not because he was afraid of being responsible and ran away, but to buy food and medicine for him.
Feeling guilty for his speculation and suspicion, he lowered his head and whispered, "I thought you were gone."
"Why, I'm not going anywhere." Perhaps because he didn't expect him to show the expression of a wounded animal, Claude was taken aback at first, immediately put down his things, and helped him back to the house.He carefully spread a thick layer of cushions, let Fang Yan sit down, covered him with a blanket, and then turned back to get food: "I think you'd better eat something light these days, I don't Too good at cooking, so went to buy some milk and cereal. Money and car keys were taken from your coat pocket, hope you will forgive my self-assertion.”
He took out a lot of food from the bag, opened a box of fruit platter and handed it to Fang Yan: "Add some vitamins first, and I'll cook you cereal."
Fang Yan looked at him a little flattered, unable to speak for a while, and could only lower his head to hide his complicated expression.
After a while, the fragrant and delicious milk oatmeal was cooked, and Claude fed it to him with his own hands, being very careful not to cause any discomfort.It wasn't until Fang Yan swallowed his last sip that he handed over the phone: "I did something terrible, I dare not ask for your forgiveness, please call the police, I deserve what I deserve."
"Call the police!?" Fang Yan was stunned. He thought that the little lion would be responsible to the end with his perfect character of a good man and shoulder the responsibility of taking care of him, but he didn't expect that he would rather choose to be subdued than to be with him.
He felt a little lost in his heart, and more of it was the pain that could not be vented, it was really self-inflicted!
Fang Yan's heart ached fiercely, and he couldn't breathe as if something was oppressing his chest.After a long time, he turned his head to the side and said angrily: "I did it voluntarily yesterday, so what's your business? Of course, if you don't show love to me, I won't open my legs. Maybe you don't remember Yeah, last night you kept saying you were going to forget about Jason and start a new life. You said you would be with me, take care of my life, and stay by my side all the time. I'm so stupid, I should have known, then You're drunk, these words can't be taken seriously at all."
He yelled like venting, frantically pulling his hair, looking very painful: "Don't look at me like that, I know I'm an idiot. Oh, Claude, don't be afraid, I'm an adult too, and I won't because of being with you When people go to bed, they will yell, and they will neither call the police to arrest you, nor make you responsible. If you go back on your word, or feel uncomfortable staying here, you can leave at any time.”
After finishing speaking, he threw off the blanket and went upstairs in anger.
"Fang Yan!" Claude was completely panicked, and chased after pitifully: "I didn't mean that... I... I was just a little confused... Did I say something like this yesterday, I don't remember at all..."
"Do you think I'm lying to you, do I have to do this?" Fang Yan stood still with a wry smile, and suddenly shook his head in despair: "Yesterday you drank a lot and kept telling me stories about you and Jason, you said You have given a lot, but he doesn't know how to cherish you at all. You made a fuss all night, and then ran to my room and cried. The beginning of a new happiness. Then you said to me, 'Fang Yan, would you like to be with me, I will cherish you forever!'”
He was pale, angry and anxious, trembling with hatred, "Haha, laugh at me, I'm the stupidest idiot in the world, only an idiot would believe your sweet words and give you the first time. Damn it , you are an unrestrained beast at all, do you know how much pain I had yesterday? I kept telling you I was sad, but you just refused to stop..."
"That's enough, I don't want to see you now, you go and find your Jason!" Fang Yan's acting skills are top-notch, expressing this neurotic hysteria to the point.
This angry roar completely frightened the little lion, he grabbed Fang Yan's arm tremblingly, and explained incoherently: "My God, I don't know, I'm sorry...I mean...you are heterosexual , and the family background is so good...I don't deserve you...Of course, if you want, I can take care of you until you find a good girl you want...Then I'll leave, okay, is that okay?"
"I'm tired and I want to rest." Fang Yan felt a headache. Why did things develop like this? Is this the ending he wanted?
"Then go back to the room to rest for a while, and you have to take medicine, be careful of infection." The little lion took the initiative to hug Fang Yan's waist, let him lean in his arms, and walked slowly to the second floor.After taking a few steps, he suddenly asked curiously: "Well, what is this hard thing on your waist?"
Fang Yan was stunned for a moment, before he could explain, Claude had already lifted his clothes quickly.
"Why do you carry a gun with you... This is not a toy..." The little lion glanced at him carefully, with a wonderful expression on his face.He looked very scared, but he didn't dare to let go of the opponent's hand, and he was more puzzled than he could understand: "Or, are you trying to shoot me to death...I...I don't object to reasonable revenge...but killing is always...bad...and it hurts..."
"Whoever kills you will give me the medicine." Fang Yan was speechless, and began to make up things: "A group of skinheads came to make trouble just now. I was scared at home alone, so I took the gun with me."
"These beasts, didn't they do anything to you?" Claude frowned and asked very worriedly.He has always hated racism, especially those who support neo-Nazi gangs, which should not exist in the world.
In his eyes, everyone should enjoy equality.
"Don't be afraid, I'll take you back to your room first, and then check the outside. If anyone dares to be rude to you, I'll beat him to the ground." Claude at this age obviously has no deterrent effect, even though he blows his beard After staring and saying such a harsh word, he didn't feel very safe, but Fang Yan was still very satisfied.
"Then you carry me back." With a hook around the lion cub's neck, a certain person also had a shy side.
He hugged Claude tightly and asked him to send himself back to the bedroom.
After Fang Yan settled down, the little lion immediately went downstairs to check the doors, windows and surroundings.The surroundings of the villa were very quiet, and there was no one in sight, but he still went around the house.After confirming it was safe, he returned to the house.
"With you here, I feel more at ease." Fang Yan slept on the bed and lied again.
"I will protect you in the future, don't worry about anything, and I will never let these bastards disturb your life. So, believe me, put the gun away, this thing is too dangerous and not suitable for you at all." He snatched it away Fang Yan's gun was carefully wrapped in a towel, put into the underwear cabinet, and placed under a pile of laundry: "It will go off, what if it hurts you."
Fang Yan felt very cute with his serious appearance, and he was really a simple child.
He squinted his eyes to see him clean up the house, feeling very happy, so he said with a smile: "I was a little out of control just now, I shouldn't have yelled at you, I'm sorry."
"No, you have the right to do this, you should hate me." The little lion shook his head, obviously unable to forgive himself: "I don't want to make excuses for myself, but I drank too much and really don't remember anything. But wake up in the morning When I came to see the blood, I immediately knew what a terrible thing I did and it was my fault, although I didn't know what to do to make it up. I will stay with you and take care of you as long as you want, Until you think I'm annoying, you think I'm redundant, and let me go."
"Don't blame yourself, I said I did it voluntarily, you didn't force me." He smiled and waved: "Come here, let me touch you."
The little lion walked over obediently, lay down on the edge of the bed, and put his head gently on Fang Yan's palm.
"You are the kindest and gentlest person I have ever met." He closed his eyes and was silent for a while, then said softly: "Actually, you don't need to comfort me, I know you didn't do it voluntarily. When you wake up in the morning , your hands are tied behind your back, and the sheets are covered with blood... I'm really sorry, you must have been very scared and in pain last night. I'm sorry, I don't know what else to say, it's all because of me..."
"Fool, you're not going to cry again." The little lion held his mouth with an expression of aggrieved daughter-in-law, which made Fang Yan's heart ache to the point of death.
He turned his head away and said stubbornly: "I won't cry, I'm a man."
"Okay, Mr. Little Man, can you stay with me for a while, I haven't had a good chat with anyone for a long time." After finally clearing up his emotions, Fang Yan made another request.Claude froze for a moment, then nodded, and sat obediently by the bed.
He was a little cautious, sitting with his head bowed, and he didn't dare to ask for words.
He is so cautious mainly because he hasn't recovered from his panic, but Fang Yan is not in a hurry, he is willing to give him time to slowly adapt to the new life.
"Want to hear my story?" He took a long breath and held Claude's hand tightly: "I was born in an ordinary family. My mother is a nurse and works in a nursing home. She is gentle, kind, A caring woman who is polite to everyone. In my childhood memory, she always smiled and stroked my head and never said a harsh word.”
"You are so happy." Claude blinked with envy.
But Fang Yan shook his head: "You know, before I was 10 years old, I never met my father. I didn't know who he was, what he was doing, or even if he was still alive in this world. Until one day , he suddenly broke into my life and forcibly took me away from my mother. Since that day, the word happiness has been far away from me. You can’t imagine that my life was completely ruined by him, and I was forced to Doing things I hate, sinking deeper and deeper in the rotten mud, unable to see the light."
When he said these words, his voice was trembling. This was not an acting skill, but his truest emotional expression.
Claude didn't expect him to have so many tragic pasts, but he didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only frown and hold his hand solemnly.
Fang Yan looked at him gratefully, and continued: "When my mother died, I could only watch from afar and could do nothing. That man was a demon, a black cloud that enveloped my life. I think I will eventually die." He can't escape his control all his life... Many people envy my life, but it's just an illusion. Although I have no worries about food and clothing, I don't have a happy day..."
"You're having a bad time, right? No, don't talk about it, you should think more about happy things." These past events touched Claude very much, because he also had a miserable childhood.
"Okay, let's not talk..." Fang Yan nodded, raised his eyes, and met Claude's eyes.
They looked at each other, as if some inexplicable emotion was burning in the air, and an impulse was boiling in their hearts.
"Fang Yan..." Claude called his name, and hugged him violently, as hard as he wanted to push him into his arms.He grabbed his back and locked him tightly in his arms: "Don't show such an expression, I will be sad."
"Idiot, why are you sad?" Fang Yan wanted to force a smile, but he couldn't.
He suddenly wanted to cry, wanted to throw himself on the shoulder of the person he loved, and cry heartily.
"I don't know, but you make my heart hurt." He held his face and kept rubbing his cheek with his thumb, his heart was beating violently, and there was an urge to protect him.
In his eyes, Fang Yan is so weak, fragile, and pitiful, which makes people feel pity.
He couldn't explain how he felt at the moment, but his intuition and instinct told him that maybe it wasn't love, but it was beyond the distance of friends.
He looked at him condescendingly, for the first time dropped his immature look, and said like a mature man, "Fang Yan, I want to kiss you."
This is a declarative sentence, definitively!
"You can try it!" Fang Yan raised his head and put his lips on it without showing any weakness.
At first it was just a soft touch, both of them were a bit reserved, but soon they couldn't part each other, and it was out of control...
☆, progress
Claude's kiss was a little clumsy, and it could be seen that he didn't kiss others often, maybe he didn't have the opportunity, or maybe he wasn't good at taking the initiative, but he still acted serious and focused.
In this respect, he is very gentlemanly, and his attentive tenderness is easy to make people like him, so as to cooperate with his every move.
He put his arms around Fang Yan's waist, and the two pressed against each other tightly, feeling each other's heat and heartbeat.Their foreheads were pressed against their foreheads, hugging for a long time, without unnecessary movements, but the atmosphere was very good, and the whole picture looked very beautiful.Claude combed Fang Yan's hair with his slender fingers, hung the excess hair behind his ears, then lifted his chin and kissed him again.
The lion cub kisses very shyly, touching tentatively at first, and then sticking out the tip of its tongue to gently lick each other's lips.
After a while, it's a bit like a kitten acting like a baby.
"Is it disgusting? If you don't like it, don't force it." This was a kiss without any desire, very pure and clean, but he still asked uncertainly.In his memory, Fang Yan was a heterosexual who liked sexy babes, so of course he would reject such homosexual behavior.But the other party didn't reject him, and seemed to be enjoying it, so he didn't quite understand why a straight man would accept his kiss.
"If it's you, I can do anything." Fang Yan closed his eyes, wrapped his hands around the back of his neck, and murmured.
He was no longer satisfied with the superficial touch, and began to kiss his lover back hard.His tongue slid into the lion cub's mouth, enticing and teasing, entangled with it, inseparable.
It was the kiss he had longed for, the kiss in return, happy enough to shed tears.
"Good boy, don't move." He seized the initiative a little roughly, grabbed Claude's soft curly hair, and forced him to look up and accept himself.
Although he knew not to be too excited at this time, it might scare away the restless lion cub, but he still couldn't control the urge to possess him.As if trying to empty the air out of his mouth, he kissed him hard, showing the conquest of a grown man.
In the entanglement of lips and tongues, Claude accepted his intrusion obediently, made some small noises, and grabbed his back tightly.
This gave Fang Yan a sense of accomplishment!
Although his current body is only 22 years old, the soul dormant inside has lived for 32 years. The rich practical experience makes Claude, who has only slept with Jason, tremble slightly.His lips were soft, and there was a fresh lemon taste in his mouth, probably from the juice he had just drunk, but it was not disgusting.Fang Yan deepened this sweet and sour kiss while stroking his back and taking off his coat.
At first, Claude was a little uncomfortable, his body was very stiff, and he didn't seem to know what to do next.
But under Fang Yan's careful guidance, he quickly entered the state and began to respond.
He panted heavily, a little in disbelief: "You are very good at kissing!"
"Please, I'm already an adult, and I'm not the same as a little boy like you." In fact, he could have lied to Claude by saying that he was pure and had no experience in that area, but that would be too false.He not only has experience, but also a lot, but only for women.There are dewy women who play on the spot, and there are tender women who really want to develop well, but without exception, they all end in tragedy.
Gradually, he was no longer interested in anyone until he met Claude.
Man, he only has one, and he will only have one until death!
"Why don't you push me away? For a young master with a bright future like you, there must be many beauties around who actively pursue you. How can you let someone touch you casually? Listen, if you don't refuse, I will continue, and I will dirty you "The little lion still couldn't believe that Fang Yan, who was excellent in every aspect, would fall in love with him.
It's not uncommon for him to break up with a straight man, but it suddenly fell on him, at the moment when he just broke up with him, which made him feel unbelievable.
"Then get it dirty and see." Fang Yan held his face in his hands and kissed him hard again, noncommittal.
Then he slammed the little lion down and rolled over on top.
"Wait!" Claude panicked: "Why am I down here? It was obviously not like this yesterday..."
Fang Yan raised his chin and said forcefully, "I'm injured in the back, what else do you want?"
Sure enough, after saying this, the little lion immediately showed a guilty expression and stopped resisting: "I'm sorry, I didn't consider your physical condition. If you want to be in the leading position, of course I will fully cooperate, but before you have to Let me take a shower, I don't want to get you dirty."
Damn, why does he always have such an inferiority complex, which makes Fang Yan feel very displeased.
He was a little irritable, and his tone was not very good: "Shut up, don't say such things again, I don't mind you getting me dirty!"
"Fang Yan, I think you should think about it. This is crazy. We have been having sex together within a week of knowing each other. Don't you think it's going too fast?" Claude put his hand against Fang Yan It takes a lot of strength to stop his next move.This man looks thin and thin, but in fact it is not the case, but the little lion who was in a state of tension and panic didn't notice this, and still concentrated on persuading him: "It's a bit embarrassing to say this, but you must know that I am in love with you." He is a very serious person.”
"Not only serious, but also very infatuated." Fang Yan interrupted him, squeezed his thigh between his legs, and rubbed the sensitive part ambiguously.
"I just fell out of love..." He put on a bitter expression again, but his body gradually responded, and Fang Yan didn't know whether he wanted to do it or not, so he had to stop first.
"And then? You are single now, and I don't have a partner. Isn't it just right for you to love me? And men won't get pregnant. I don't understand what you are worried about." He maintained a posture of suppressing Claude, licking charmingly Lips, showing a very seductive side: "Or, in your heart, you still expect Jason to change his mind?"
"How is it possible!" He retorted weakly: "I don't miss him anymore.
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