love is eternal

"Marry... you mean... us?" Fang Yan gasped, his heart vibrating fiercely like a car at full speed.The sudden happiness made him dizzy, everything around him became very unreal, the ceiling was spinning rapidly, and the scene became blurred, only Claude in front of him was clear.He held his lover's hand and repeatedly asked, are you serious?

Everything he dreamed of is in front of him, but he dare not easily say that I am willing.

"Yes, let's get married." Claude put away his smile, looked into each other's eyes, and said word by word: "Look at me, I will make you happy."

I would, of course I would!

I love you so much I'm going crazy, I even want to be together in my dreams!

Fang Yan opened his mouth, but couldn't utter these words.He loves this man deeply, so much that he is desperate, so relentless, and unscrupulous, but these are not enough to make him nod immediately.He still has concerns, worried that a rash decision will hurt the innocent little lion, and he is even more afraid that the man he calls his father will kill him if he finds out that Claude is still alive.Because he knows that Yi Yuanmian's cold-blooded and ruthless will not leave anyone alive, let alone let it go.

Thinking of this, he was like walking a single-plank bridge on a cliff, not daring to relax for a moment, and worried all day long.

He gently stroked the little lion's forehead, heartbroken for the scar under the bandage, and felt guilty for the harm he had caused, and even more afraid of the bloody disaster that might happen in the future.Intracranial hemorrhage is a serious injury that could lead to death at any time. Although he was lucky enough to escape this time, what should he do next time?Even if Yuan Mian didn't have to do it himself, Mu was a ruthless guy. How to ensure Claude's safety became a difficult problem.

Seeing his hesitation, the little lion frowned and let out an inaudible sigh.

He probably understood what the answer was, so he was very disappointed and asked persistently, "Aren't you willing?"

"I'm sorry." Fang Yan lowered his head, unable to bear to see his hurt expression, his heart ached.

"I don't understand." He shook his head at a loss, a little flustered, and looked like he didn't know what to do next: "Didn't it be fine just now, I thought you would be a little moved, I messed up Why? Why should I refuse, because I am not mature enough to give you a sense of security? I know, I am a little childish, and I have no financial resources, but I promise, I will not always be like this. Give me some time, I will also I will become an independent man. I will find a job and make money, protect you and give you happiness."

"No, Claude." Fang Yan gently stroked his cheek, and eagerly denied: "You shouldn't have such thoughts. You are very nice and cute, maybe not so stable, but I like you like this very much , you don’t need to make changes for anyone. I’m sorry, the reason why I can’t promise you is all my own problem, can you understand me. "

"Damn it, you clearly despise me!" The little lion stood up angrily: "Whoever wants your good person card, put it away and give it to others."

"Claude, don't be like this, you know I didn't mean that." Fang Yan called his name helplessly, wanting to tell the whole story, but couldn't: "I'm using my method to protect you, let you live in peace I can finish my life without worries and worries, and I don’t have to worry about it. I can’t imagine you being hurt or in any danger. It’s more painful than letting me die.”

"I don't understand." The little lion folded his arms anxiously, pacing back and forth in the room: "It has nothing to do with whether you want to marry me or not."

"Listen to me, you are in danger, probably because of me." Now, Fang Yan can only choose to tell him part of the truth.Because he knew that if he kept concealing the truth, the snowball of lies would grow bigger and bigger, and one day it would collapse.

"You mean the guy who messed with the little biscuit?" Claude stopped and looked at Fang Yan's surprised face; "You want to ask me how I know? Please, I knew something was wrong when I rode on it, but I didn't I thought it was because of you. Well, tell me now what kind of trouble you got into and how serious it was. Is it an heir fight or an ex-girlfriend revenge or something else. I thought about it, you like that People can't be ordinary office workers, even if it involves a family dispute, there must be a way to resolve it."

"I can't tell." He sighed and closed his eyes.

"If you don't say anything, how can I help you?" He walked over, raised Fang Yan's chin gently, and met his eyes: "Listen, I'm not afraid of death, especially for you, but I can't Unexplainably dead."

"Don't talk nonsense, I won't let you die." The word felt bad, and he pursed his lips tightly and stopped talking.

The long silence was broken by the nurse who came in to deliver the medicine. The beautiful angel in white put the small box containing the medicine on the bedside, and soon realized that the atmosphere was not right, so she smiled and said, "Why are you so stern, the two quarreled? Mr. , your friend was very worried about you. He didn't close his eyes during your coma. He guarded you for two days and two nights without even eating. And you lost your temper with him as soon as you woke up. This is not what a gentleman should do Behavior."

If the nurse hadn't said that, Claude would not have known that he had slept for so long.He looked at Fang Yan guiltily, only to realize that his eyes were bloodshot, and the stubble on his face hadn't been shaved in time, and he was extremely emaciated.

"I'm sorry for making you worry." After sending the nurse away, the little lion hugged Fang Yan: "I put too much pressure on you, sorry."

Couldn't bear to see his lost look, Fang Yan quickly added: "Listen, of course I want to be with you, but I'm also afraid. Because I've lost it, I know what it means to be overwhelmed with sorrow and what it means to be too late to regret. I dare not go Think, one day you will be hurt because of me, and you may even die... I must protect you and keep you from danger. You will understand that this is all for your own good."

"If you are good for me, you should tell me everything." The unknown danger can't repel his enthusiasm: "I can help you, maybe I'm just a nobody, but I will do my best. At least, I can be A loyal listener will feel better if he speaks out the unpleasant things."

Claude stood up, picked Fang Yan up by the waist, and put him gently on the bed.

He covered his eyes with his hands and said in a low voice: "Close your eyes and imagine that we are lying in a large green forest. It is warm March, and the breath of spring is everywhere, and the sun shines through the gaps in the dense canopy Sprinkled down, leaving dappled shadows on the ground. We held hands and cuddled each other, feeling the soft and comfortable green grass under us, and the fragrance of plants in the air. Don't think about the pain that makes you breathless In the past, here, you can completely relax and fully integrate into the beautiful nature..."

With his unique and magnetic voice, Claude led Fang Yan on a spiritual journey.

They leaned together to meditate, and their hearts seemed to get closer.

"Thank you, nature is so beautiful." Fang Yan opened his eyes, feeling much more comfortable, and his whole body was well relaxed: "But I'm curious, who taught you these cute little tricks are a good way to pick up girls .Let me guess, was it a learned spiritual teacher, or a smooth-talking bartender, or an ex-boyfriend who didn't know his tune."

They squeezed into the small single bed, enjoying the sweet intimacy without shy away from the doctor or nurse who might come in at any time.

"I've read the book "Doctor Bray Teaches You to Release Stress." Claude stretched like a cat, then hugged Fang Yan, and rubbed his bandaged head against his neck: "Before I met you , I was not doing well, it was a mess to be precise. I was under a lot of pressure at the time, and Jason refused to go home to help. I couldn't breathe, but I couldn't put her in a nursing home, she would be very lonely without the company of her loved ones. You know, I supported that family alone, and finally I couldn't bear it anymore and broke out. On that day, I rushed to the hospital of a serious illness My adoptive mother lost her temper. She looked at me in fear and said sorry. I thought I was so bad that I forgot her upbringing and did such a shameful thing. Later, I bought this book and followed it There are many ways to reduce my stress. When I am unhappy, I will try to think of all the good things, or find a place where no one is complaining. It sounds silly, but only by diluting the depression in my heart can I truly relax. "

"It seems that you are not as naive as I thought." Being able to say these words shows that you have really experienced a lot and have your own insights: "Did you break your head? I was a little caught off guard."

"I can't always be a naive ghost." Claude smiled heartily: "Okay, let's play a game of telling the truth. I just told a little secret hidden deep in my heart. Now it's your turn Yes. Tell me all the unhappiness in your heart, and I will be your best listener."

Fang Yan turned around, leaned on Claude's chest, found the most comfortable position, and said lazily, "What are you talking about..."

"Anything is fine." He turned over, clamped Fang Yan's body with his legs, and entangled his whole body like a koala hugging a eucalyptus tree. This movement was exactly the same as that of Claude ten years later: "Happy or unhappy, troubled or fearful." , as long as you want to talk, I will listen carefully. Even if it is just a few words of nonsense, I want to know everything about you. "

"I have a very strict father. To that man, I am not a blood-related descendant. I am just a tool that can be used by healthy hands and feet." Fang Yan thought for a while, and finally started: "I can't escape what he gave me. The path I arranged is a lifelong regret. But until now, I can no longer complain. But, if I can choose again, I will never let him dictate. If you want to be free and live an ordinary life, you don’t have to do anything against your will Things, spending the rest of my life with the person I like, I always feel that such a simple dream is so far away. Sometimes, I also think, if my mother doesn’t die, it would be great to see her again.”

When he said these words, his expression was very calm, as if he was talking about other people's affairs, but Claude looked worried.He kept stroking his back, patting his shoulder lightly, using these small movements to comfort him.

"I live in a single-family house, drive a fancy car, and have a huge savings. Yes, it looks nice, but I didn't expect to own it, and I wouldn't be happy if I had it. I haven't been satisfied for a long time. , what I want, I don’t even know myself. I close myself, use indifference as a protective cover, and shape a perfect shell, but the heart curled up inside is actually very fragile. Although I don’t want to admit it, I am better than most people in this world. People are weaker and more incompetent. I dare not resist my father's orders, I am afraid to face the future alone, and I am afraid of everything that is about to happen. Living like this without thinking, the gap between me and the outside world is getting wider and further away. I can't Communicate well with other people, and in the end, I was the only one left. When I was very lonely, I said to myself: Fang Yan, you don’t need anyone, you can live alone.”

Facing Fang Yan like this, Claude couldn't say any words of comfort. The only thing he could do was to hug him and give him warmth.

"However, even if such a determination is made, as long as you think that you may have to live alone in this life, and you will be alone until you die, you will become very scared." Fang Yan raised his eyes, his voice trembling: "I hate Germany, Always gray and gloomy winter, dark sky, no hope. But I am also grateful to this country, because I met you in this land, in the fog, only you are shining."

Although he didn't know what the source of his pain was, Claude had already made up his mind to help Fang Yan get rid of the shackles and the shackles of the father he had always feared no matter what.

He turned over and put Fang Yan under him.

"Is it heavy?" he asked.

Fang Yan shook his head, showed a smile, and wrapped his arms around his neck: "I like this weight, it makes me feel very real."

"Look, I'm by your side, touching you, kissing you..." He unbuttoned Fang Yan's shirt, gently stroked the skin on his chest, bowed his head and kissed: "This is the real thing, it's you who owns it." of."

They stopped talking and kissed like crazy, hard and deep, as if they were going to swallow each other.

Claude tore off Fang Yan's pants rudely, kissed his lower abdomen, and kept going down...

"Ah——" Fang Yan wrapped his things around his warm mouth, and Fang Yan opened his eyes slightly, and couldn't help panting happily.He grabbed Claude's hair and shook his waist involuntarily, begging for more and deeper comfort.And his little lion, holding his stuff seriously, hesitating up and down skillfully, satisfying him wholeheartedly.

A few minutes later, Fang Yan was released in the little lion's mouth.

Claude didn't swallow it, but spit it in his hand: "There is no lubricant, this is fine."

"Try it." Fang Yan raised the corners of his mouth and opened his legs to reveal that place: "If you make me hurt, you will die."

"I won't make you hurt, let alone make you lonely. Feel me well, I'm always by your side, in your body, and become one with you. Fang Yan, I like you." In a trance, Fang Yan heard Claude's whispers, like a warm current, spread throughout his body!