love is eternal

"I want to hear you sing." Fell down on a double bed big enough, Fang Yan stretched his limbs like a lazy cat, while embarrassing his lover, "Don't stop until I fall asleep,"

"You know how to bully me." The little lion pursed his mouth, but he was not unhappy, but enjoyed it.

He held his lover's hand tightly and began to hum a soft love song, indulging in the beautiful atmosphere and feeling happy.His tone was light and uplifting, and a little playful, which made the hearts of the audience soar.

And Fang Yan tilted his head, smiling, feeling his lover in the dark.

He could feel the scorching breath rushing against his ears, both real and illusory, like a dream, wanting to indulge in it but afraid of waking up at any time; he began to open his mouth wide like a fish deprived of oxygen, breathing air desperately, his heart It was beating fiercely like jumping out of the chest; his eye sockets were a little moist, which was a physiological reaction caused by excessive excitement, and it did not mean that he was weak.But from a certain point of view, both he and Claude are changing, his heart is no longer as strong as before, and has become so emotional.

He began to be afraid, terrified of everything that might happen in the future.

I'm afraid that Claude will be sad, that he will have a bad life, that he will be hurt because of himself, and even more afraid that he will know the truth and live in anxiety all day long.But now, he can't think about those troublesome things, his lover is so close, right beside him, loving him, there is no better time than now.

All he has to do is let go of his troubles and enjoy this moment.

The shallow singing in the dark has become a comfort for the soul.

I have to say that the voice of the little lion is very nice, not as deep or rough as an adult male, but not feminine, it is between an adult and a teenager, and has a unique charm.Although there are no professional singing skills, the soulful singing voice is enough to make people deeply intoxicated.Especially the song "myheartwillgoon" he is singing now brought back countless memories for Fang Yan.

For him who was reborn, "Titanic" was a memory many years ago, a product of the last century.But for Claude, this is still a blockbuster movie that came out in the past two years, and the popularity has not subsided.He would choose this song just out of pure love, but those who listened thought of other past events...

It was a hot summer night, and Claude had carefully arranged a trip.

The campsite surrounded by mountains is far away from the hustle and bustle of the city, and the surroundings are very quiet, with occasional slight insects chirping.The cool mountain wind blows away the heat of the day, and the scent of wildflowers fills the air, all of which make one feel drowsy.Fang Yan dozed off in a daze, but Claude wouldn't let him sleep. They lay on the green grass and watched a movie, which was the classic love movie.During the period, the blond lover kept sighing and sighing, until the end of the movie, he was still intoxicated in grief: "You said, if love really exists, why would Rose live alone after Jack's death, in a world without a lover live so old?"

Fang Yan didn't answer at that time, and was even a little tired of his childish questioning.

And now, he is eager to know the answer: "If love really exists, why do women live so long alone after the death of their lover?"

"Then what do you think she should do?" The little lion asked after thinking for a while.

"I don't know, but if it were me, I wouldn't live alone." This is true, he did the same.

"Martyrdom is a coward's act. I don't want to hear this from you again." Claude shook his head angrily, turned sideways suddenly, and stroked Fang Yan's cheek with his uncuffed hand .Although his tone was slightly angry, his movements were gentle and slow, as if he was trying to remember the other person's facial features and outlines carefully: "Listen, love will not end because of death, as long as the sun exists, life will no longer wither, love is eternal .”

"But the living are in pain." Fang Yan choked up, and the pain spread in his heart.

Claude was silent for a while, put his lips on Fang Yan's forehead, and kissed devoutly: "Promise me one thing?"

"I know what you're going to say, I can't agree." With his understanding of Claude, how could he not know what he thought.

He refused his request and continued: "To me, living in thoughts and guilt is the cruelest punishment in the world. It is impossible for people who have not experienced it to know how unforgettable and painful that kind of pain is." .So I can't promise you, I don't know how to face everything without you. Listen to me, I will die when you die, and my soul will follow you to the end of the world, no matter who or what Don't be an obstacle!"

"Damn, why are you so negative." Claude frowned, hating his thoughts very much, hating the despair and sadness he showed when he said this: "I don't understand how painful you are, but I know, if If you die for me, I will die with regret."

"Can you stop discussing the topic of who dies and who lives, you are still so young, death is far away." Hugging him flatteringly, Fang Yan began to rub the tip of his nose against his neck like a baby, and deliberately lowered his voice and said: " My big boy, such a good night is not for arguments, how about doing something with love?"

"Bribing others with your body is not a very good trick." Claude was still angry, turned over and pressed on Fang Yan: "If you don't agree, I will never have sex with you for the rest of my life, and let your little ass live starve."

What a childish threat!

Fang Yan couldn't help laughing, hooked his neck and said, "It's the same when I fuck you, do you want to try?"

"You ugly bastard." Feeling the opponent's hand on his hip, the little lion's back tightened, and he trembled reflexively, his limbs were weak.In order to conceal the absurd reaction, he lowered his head and bit Fang Yan's neck, gnawed like a puppy for a long time, and murmured: "Don't change the topic, we have to clarify this matter today - if I die before you, I mean if there ever is such a day, you can't be crushed by sadness and face it. Promise me that even if I'm not around, you'll live until your hair is gray and your forehead is covered with wrinkles. You can't use other There is no way to end your life, only the laws of nature can end your life!"

Fang Yan shook his head in pain, refusing to make a promise: "Without you, living is torture."

"You're so stubborn." Claude paused and sighed: "What are we doing? Give up such a beautiful night, don't do something meaningful, and discuss death here."

"That's right, your life has just begun, and you'll live a long time to come, so stop thinking about it." Fang Yan kissed him back gently, and said half-jokingly, "If you're afraid that I'll die for you, try to be a thousand-year-old girl." Bastard, live another seven or eighty years and die later than me."

"It's been too long, and I've become a wrinkled old man like a walnut." Imagining his aging appearance, Claude suddenly felt a sense of loss of strength. He lay on Fang Yan and kept complaining: "I don't want to become Weak and feeble old people, hunched over in wheelchairs, watch TV alone in a small room in a nursing home, and have to be taken care of even when going to the toilet.”

"How can it be so miserable, isn't there me? I will always stay by your side, grow old with you, grow gray together, and experience the torment of the years together... When we can't walk, we will Help each other, go to the yard to bask in the sun every day, watch the kittens and puppies jumping around, and recall the good times of our youth and passion; and longevity also has many benefits, you will eventually become a wise man with an open mind because of the accumulation of wisdom in life. Everything in the universe has a new understanding." Fang Yan kept his eyes closed when he said these words, and many images appeared in his mind, making his eyes moist.

Holding his hand and growing old with him are the only words he can think of now.

But Claude obviously didn't buy it, and didn't even have the desire to continue with that matter. He turned over and lay beside him, muttering, "You're older than me, and your health is not good. I will probably push you to bask in the sun in the future." , shit and pee for you."

"What are you talking about alone?" He asked the question knowingly when he heard it clearly, which seemed to be a way for Fang Yan to tease the little lion.

"I sang to you so that you can sleep comfortably." Claude laughed, cleared his throat, and finally ended the debate about life and death.

He spoke again, and changed to a poignant tune "scarbhfair", with a mellow guttural voice, which made people want to cry.Fang Yan listened very depressed, but did not interrupt him.Based on the life experience of the little lion, he probably would not know that this is a complicated anti-war song, but it is simply regarded as a love song.That being the case, why bother to explain to him and add to the trouble.Fang Yan, who had made up his mind, closed his eyes and breathed evenly amidst the repeated "She was my true love" melody.

The singing continued for a while, gradually died down, and finally stopped.

"Honey, you must be very tired and fell asleep so soon." Claude kissed Fang Yan's forehead, whispered good night, and then closed his eyes.

Healing from serious injuries made his body need more rest, so he quickly fell asleep and let out a slight cry.

Some people say that simple-minded people sleep well, and once they fall asleep, they will not be woken up, so when Claude fell asleep, he didn't even know that his lover opened his eyes in the dark.Fang Yan lay quietly for a while, and after making sure that the little lion showed no signs of waking up, he spit out a circular needle from under his tongue, and bit it straight with his teeth...

After 20 seconds, he swiftly opened the handcuffs and jumped downstairs from the window on the second floor!

"The feet are numb after waiting." Fang Yan just landed, and Danny, who was squatting in the corner, taunted eccentrically: "The movement is so slow, enough for me to kill you ten times."

He had a cigarette in his mouth, his eyes were bloodshot, he didn't have the feminine charm of the previous meeting, he looked more like a neurotic psycho killer: "If you want to meet Yumian Shura, I can be the driver and pick you up for free. Responsible for your personal safety. But if you want to go to my sister's room in the middle of the night to confirm something, I will shoot you and your golden retriever puppy."

Annoyed for no reason, Fang Yan didn't want to spend any more time with this monster with a woman on the upper body and a man on the lower body, so he dropped a word and walked away.

"You're courting death." Danny stood up sullenly, his joints creaking.

"Normal people will feel disgusted when they see a monster who is neither male nor female like you. No wonder he would marry someone else." Fang Yan doesn't gossip, but there are still many stories about this cruel interrogator and his lover I have heard of it more or less.With a gleeful, sarcastic tone, he manages to make Danny furious.

The conflict was on the verge of breaking out, and the other party couldn't hold back for a while, and greeted him with a punch.

Although Fang Yan could not become an excellent sniper, in terms of close combat, he rarely encountered opponents.He easily blocked the powerful punch, and immediately responded with a knee blow, and at the moment when the opponent was in pain and let go, he took advantage of the situation and fell on his back.In fact, it was easy to subdue Danny, but he didn't dare to kill the killer, so he could only teach a lesson: "Why, without leaving the torture room and his partner, the great interrogator has become a human sandbag? I'm curious, because you How did the flesh-footed skills become a member of the 'Viper Commando'? Oh, by the way, the so-called torturers don't need to be strong at all, as long as they hide in the shadows and use indiscriminate methods to extract confessions. "

"I'm going to kill you!" Danny yelled angrily.But he was at a disadvantage, his arm was strictly restrained by Fang, if he didn't want to dislocate, he couldn't struggle hard, he could only use his words.

"This is not the attitude of begging the enemy to spare you." Fang Yan said coldly, with a flash of hostility in his eyes.

He easily kneed Danny's flailing body, grabbed his hands, and pulled back hard, twisting one arm out of its joint.Seeing him sweating profusely in pain, clenching his teeth and refusing to make a sound, he felt his depressed mood become happy: "Yes, he has indeed been trained in torture. If he was an ordinary person, he would be called Potian long ago."

Danny didn't speak, but just stared at him, with eyes that wished to cut Fang Yan into pieces.

"When you tortured me back then, you should have imagined that such a day would come. The Chinese believe in the revenge method of 'using the other's method, but also using the other's body', so please experience what pain is." Fang Yan looked helpless. Looking at the bedroom on the second floor with an expression, he has to go to see Yuan Mian before Claude wakes up, and then rush back, so he can't waste time: "However, there is an old saying in the Chinese called 'Repaying grievances with virtue', I hope that after today Tonight, we can let go of our past."

At this point, of course, it is impossible to beat people to death, so he still carried Danny, who was in pain, outside Honda's door, and said: Don't worry, I won't go to Anna and leave quickly.

He has too many questions and puzzles, he must see that man right away!