old man feeding rules

Jiang Xun followed until Song Yuzhi was pushed into the operating room, and watched the heavy door slowly close, feeling that Song Yuzhi was so far away from him for the first time in his life.

Although there is only one door between them, they seem to be looking at each other from a distance through life and death. Until now, he finally realized how painful that person was every time he hovered on the verge of death.

Holding on to the cold door, he suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness coming from his bones, and slowly knelt down.

cold, too cold.

It's so cold in my heart, I can't cover it up...

"Vice Jiang! What's wrong with you, Vice Jiang! Doctor, is there a doctor here?"

"Brother Jiang! What's the matter with you? Take him to the side to rest for a while, and I'll call the doctor..."

Jiang Xun grabbed Lu Kuang, who came with him, and wanted to smile at the terrified Ding Min, but found that he didn't even have the strength to move the corners of his mouth.

"It's okay, don't worry, can I be alone with him for a while? Thank you."

Lu Kuang winked at Ding Min, and pointed to several policemen who were discussing something in the elevator room, and the latter went there hesitantly.

Lu Kuang helped Jiang Xun, who was limp on the ground, to one side and sat down, scolding: "You are a real person, don't always scare people, see what the little girl is worried about, stop pretending, I know you are fine."

Jiang Xun was in a trance, staring blankly at the wall clock on the opposite wall, and his voice was almost hoarse: "I used to always feel that there was a difference in values ​​between myself and him, and I felt that he was too young for nothing. Understand, there is only love and love in his mind. It is the mentality only at his age. He has lived a smooth life in this life. He has never experienced the past like mine. It is normal to not understand me, but I have never thought about it. , In fact, I have been stuck in the past and can't get out of it. I was wrong."

Lu Kuang looked at him quietly without speaking.

"I rejected him at the beginning because I knew rationally that he was still young, immature and ignorant, but I had to understand, I knew what I was carrying, what I had to bear in my future life, and I didn't have the energy to bear another The whole story of a person's feelings, if you can't be responsible for him, you shouldn't harm others. Later, when the feelings came, I couldn't stop them. When the feelings moved, I just wanted to let nature take its course, holding a kind of The free and easy mentality of being drunk today, thinking that the feelings of young people come and go quickly, he wants to play with me the best, and when the time comes, it will be better to be more chic and magnanimous, but It’s just about recovering a free body with nothing to worry about, there’s nothing worth remembering.”

Lu Kuang got up and went to the vending machine to drop a few coins, took a bottle of mineral water, unscrewed it and handed it to him, and sat back beside him.

"Onlookers are clear, authorities are confused, Old Jiang, we have been together for so many years, I can be regarded as someone who can understand you."

"right."

"You seem cold and not easy to get close to. In fact, you are very cautious in terms of feelings. You don't know yourself well enough. In fact, you are stubborn. You, if you don't decide to start with him in your heart, you won't Promise to be with him, from the moment you nodded, you have actually considered the importance in your heart, but you didn't realize it. "

"I?"

"I think in my opinion, even in the eyes of most people, your decision is correct. Even when carrying out missions, the first thing we need to ensure is the safety of the living, which is enough to see the life of the living. Benefits are actually higher than death, and there is no need for you to draw a prison in the past ten years and trap yourself in the prison of time, you should have come out long ago."

"But I failed him because I didn't realize it, and my actions after that, my decisions, my approach never prioritized him."

Jiang Xun let out a long breath, his mouth was dry, but he felt that the water was scalding and burning his throat, making it difficult to swallow.

"When I regretted it, when I finally realized all this, it was already..."

He looked up at the red light above the operating room, and his heart couldn't stop the colic.

"It's not too late, there's still room for turning around, and he'll be fine."

Lu Kuang patted him, took out the phone and shook it in front of his eyes, the lock screen time was exactly 1 minute less than the hospital's digital clock.

Jiang Xun looked at him suspiciously, and he said with a smile: "This is actually a superstitious legend. I heard from Xiao Miao in the logistics that the clock in the hospital will always be one minute slower, which means that death will always be one step slower. It is also the king of Hades. Rules, in this 1 minute, you win if you win, and you lose if you lose. Later, I found out that this girl was just teasing me. There are so many urban legends. In the hospital, even 1 minute may cause life-threatening accidents. For a big accident, the time must be managed in a standardized manner, but this time, I hope it is true, so I will help you set the time back by 1 minute."

After he finished speaking, he shook his head again, "No, it's okay to adjust it by yourself, or 10 minutes, no, an hour, my brother will give you psychological comfort, can you feel more at ease?"

Normally, if he dared to tease Jiang Xun like this, he would have been beaten long ago, but this time Jiang Xun took his mobile phone, stuck it to his heart, and thanked him deeply.

There was a muffled sound when the phone was attached to his body. Jiang Xun reached into his shirt pocket and took out Song Yuzhi's police ID from it.

The police badge on the cover was already stained with blood, he wiped off the dried blood, held it, and refused to let go.

"He came to look for me. He entered the city bureau and became a policeman just for me. Recently, I have been thinking, if I hadn't gone to Oscar to help Qin Shu find out the whereabouts of Chen Dongsheng that day, if I hadn't met him, what would have happened? Maybe our fate will be very different from now. I am still the ordinary policeman who pursued the truth of the old case at all costs, and he is also an ordinary young man who is about to inherit the family property and become the heir of the Song family. As long as we are two parallel lines, we will always When there is no intercourse, he can live well..."

"No, Jiang Xun, believe me, fate is predestined, and you can't hide from it. The red thread between you two was tied together by Yuelao when you were still tadpoles. You are destined to know each other, know each other, love each other, and stay together. Even if you both have the same gender, don't even think about escaping from this marriage in this life, what are you thinking about so much."

Lu Kuang moved towards Jiang Xun, sat next to him, stared at the red light on the door with him, and sighed.

"That's why you and Jiang Juan are called evil fate. It's not that I have to talk too much and gossip about you, but you have to know who is worth your attention in this life, who needs to be let go, and who can accompany you to the end. You are already at this age, how many 30 years of your life are left to squander? You have taken enough detours in the past, and now the golden road is straight ahead, and you can directly see the day of your [-]th birthday. It doesn’t matter if your eyesight is good or not, anyway, I’m watching for you. The old man lying on the bed with you is the one surnamed Song lying on the inside. Not lacking in food and clothing, and not lacking in love, you can live comfortably, and the hard days will end today, hey, it's over."

Having said that, Lu Kuang slapped Jiang Xun hard.

"Wait a while when the door opens, he is pushed out, you open your eyes, you go up and give him a kiss, any misunderstanding, suffering, pain, disaster, etc. will be over."

Jiang Xun looked at him wearily, and said with a wry smile, "I would like to borrow your blessing."

Seeing his depraved behavior, Lu Kuang hooked his shoulders, hugged him vigorously, pointed to the police ID in his hand and said, "This is his."

"Ah."

"You shouldn't hold it. You should bring it to him. He said that there is his amulet inside."

Song Yuzhi himself is a Taoist priest, and it would not be surprising to Jiang Xun to go out with a mahogany sword on his back, but he still doesn't believe that the amulet should be put in the police certificate. He opened his wallet suspiciously and took out the seal Looking at the inner card of that person's photo, I saw a neatly stacked white paper underneath, soaked with bloodstains that had already dried up, and the paper felt a bit brittle to the touch, so I had to open it carefully.

When he saw the five words "notice of critical illness" written in black and white, his emotions that had finally stabilized collapsed again.

[Name: Jiang Xun, Gender: Male, Age: 31 years old, current diagnosis: 1. Multiple knife stab wounds all over the body, 3 stab wounds in the abdomen, 1 knife in the femoral artery, causing massive bleeding, 2. Respiratory and organ failure, 3. Low Hemorrhagic shock, critical condition: the condition may further deteriorate. If severe infection occurs, heartbeat, respiratory arrest, shock and other critical conditions may occur at any time, and the patient needs to be transferred to ICU for treatment if necessary.Dear family members of the patient or the legal representative and trustee of the patient, the above conditions are known and conveyed to other relatives.Signature of the patient or authorized family member—Song Yuzhi. 】

Jiang Xun let out a long breath, holding the thin piece of paper, feeling the weight of it.

So this is the amulet he has been wearing all the time...

"I didn't even know that he was the one who signed for me at that time."

Strictly speaking, the critical illness notice signed by Song Yuzhi does not have legal effect, and there is no legally recognized intimate relationship between them. It was signed by his boss Zhou Mi, but in the end, it was Song Yuzhi who was responsible for his life and death.

"I left early on the day of your accident, and you know that I can't bear this kind of scene of great joy and sorrow. Later, I heard that when Lao Zhou was about to sign for you, his hands shook and he couldn't write, so he accepted it. He was quite calm from the beginning to the end, and he softened after knowing that you were out of danger, but he was always tense, and if something happened to you, he would definitely go crazy."

Lu Kuang retracted his hand and beat him twice, "Actually, at that time, he loved you so badly. If you had understood the matter earlier and given him a chance earlier, you pair of fateful mandarin ducks, oh no, mandarin ducks, you wouldn't be here. I'm only eating candy now."

Jiang Xun hugged his knees with both hands, and curled himself up. His breath was filled with the smell of disinfectant from the hospital, which made his spirit tense. As long as Lu Kuang didn't speak, the surroundings became eerily quiet, and only electronic signals could be heard in his ears. The sound of clock numbers beating, one second, one second...

He stood up suddenly and ran to the door of the operating room, startling Lu Kuang.

"What are you doing! You're so startled, you scared my buddy to death."

Jiang Xun didn't speak, just stared at the closed door, he felt that the footsteps were approaching.

Suddenly, the door of the operating room opened, and a petite nurse ran out, looked around, and shouted, "Is Song Yuzhi's family here? May I ask if the patient Song Yuzhi's family is here?"

"Nurse, I am!" Jiang Xun couldn't wait to grab the nurse and hurt her.

Lu Kuang hurriedly pulled him back, making an apologetic smile, "Miss Nurse, please forgive me, my brother is impatient, he cares too much about the one in there, didn't he scare you?"

"That's not true. What is the relationship between you and the patient?"

"I'm..." Jiang Xun was stunned suddenly. At this time, he couldn't even find an appropriate word to summarize his relationship with Song Yuzhi, so he could only use the heaviest and most helpless words in the end: "... ...he is my love."

The nurse was stunned, "This... But you are not married, so you cannot sign his critical illness notice as his legal relatives. I heard that his elder brother is also here. May I ask which one belongs to the patient Song Yuzhi?" elder brother?"

The back of the nurse running away made Jiang Xun's heart tremble, the sudden pain caught him off guard, and he fell down before he could support the wall, so frightened that Lu Kuang almost knelt down on the spot.

"My ancestor, what's the matter with you? Isn't his brother here? Why are you afraid of someone signing? Don't worry, there are several experts around him. He can't do anything, or my head Unload it to you!"

But he never expected that Jiang Xun's collapse as an adult would only take a moment, and almost at the same time, his teardrops that had been stretched for too long finally broke, and he hugged Lu Kuang and cried: "My retribution has come, this time It's my retribution..."

The author has something to say: Thank you for reading the text, the little cute duck~

Thanks to brother Xun's little wife, cute, for donating a landmine, thank you for feeding! !