Buddha mouth dragon heart
Chapter 17 Self Loathing
In the early morning of the next day, the warm sun hit her body, and Jin Yan wanted to sleep for a while, but the sun coming in from the window was too bright and too hot to fall asleep. Although her ears and eyes were not good, she felt more acute than before, like air. You can clearly feel the slightest movement in it.
That person's aura is not far away, and in the room, there is actually no sense of oppression, but the fear deep in his heart makes him afraid of Botan.
Jin Yan always secretly tastes the kind of things that remain deep in his memory and no one knows about them. Fear, panic, bewilderment, embarrassment, grievance, shyness... all kinds of feelings make him dare not touch them.
However, because I can't really see Botan, coupled with Botan's deep voice, gentle attitude, and gentle care, sometimes Jin Yan will be in a trance for a moment, feeling that this person in the room and that person are in a full moon night. The demon that appeared was not the illusion of the same person.
Illusion, even though he knew it was an illusion, he still couldn't refuse it, making him confused what was going on with the man in the room, did he really not remember anything?But Jin Yan didn't dare to delve into it.
Feeling Jin Ni's gaze, even though the other party couldn't see him, Botan still strongly felt being watched by Jin Ni's gaze, warm and dignified, he turned his head and looked at Jin Ni, the two looked at each other, looking at each other, as if Making eye contact is average.
Pu Tan was puzzled, Jin Yan frowned and stared at him persistently, as if he wanted to see through him inside and out, he was clearly blind, but his sight was burning, Pu Tan sighed.
The young man in front of him is very special, he has a unique temperament, Pu Tan can't say what it is, he has been fighting demons for so many years, he has seen many demons, people have seen more, demons are terrifying, people's hearts are even more terrifying, Just because I have seen more, I have become bearish.
Jin Ni is very unique, he has a kind of inexplicable detachment, sometimes people don't know what he is thinking, what he wants, he is obviously in the body by the resentment of the female ghost, and his life is dying, but he doesn't care about himself at all However, he had an inexplicable fear of the Bodhisattva who wanted to kill him.
Hearing Botan's sigh, the stunned Jin Yan came back to his senses, he had no sense of hearing or vision, his sense of smell became more sensitive, he frowned and sniffed, thinking of something, he said, "Are you injured? "
Botan didn't answer, his eyes fell on the little arm of his right hand. There was still a bit of blood oozing from the place injured by Jin Yan last night, but because it was not serious, he didn't care.
Jin Yan frowned even deeper, and asked impatiently: "Why don't you answer, I smell blood, or did you, monk, hurt someone and brought someone else's blood back?"
"It's not a serious injury." Botan didn't want to explain, Jin Yan would attack himself under the control of resentment, and then he had no memory of it at all, so he didn't need to let the other party know that he hurt himself.
Jin Ni's eyes were staring fiercely, he couldn't see clearly, but his eyes were very dark and bright, he bit his lip and didn't speak.
"Are you hungry, I'm going to get you a vegetarian meal." Putan said, stood up, and avoided the topic just now.
But as soon as he stood up straight, Jin Yan grabbed the sleeve of the monk's robe and said sharply: "Don't move!" His voice was abrupt, full of orders.
Pu Tan looked down at Jin Yan in surprise, but the other party seemed to be frightened by his attitude just now, with an embarrassed expression on his face, he licked his slightly dry lips, and said, "Where is the injury? Let me see... Um, I mean... I want to know the status of the injury..."
As Jin Ni spoke, her face flushed slightly, as if she asked something excessive and embarrassing.
"It's just scratched by a branch. It's really not serious." Putan smiled lightly, patted the back of Jin Ni's hand to comfort him, then got up and walked to the door, and when he opened the door, he saw the Soho.
Jin Yan didn't insist anymore, in fact he didn't believe Botan's words, if the injury was not serious, there wouldn't be so much blood, and the smell of blood in his nose was very strong.
But for his concern for Botan, Jin Yan was very annoyed, how could he care about this guy, this hypocrite could pretend not to know himself so frankly after doing so much.
Botan didn't see Jin Ye's inner struggle, he put the bowl and chopsticks away as usual, put the rice bowl and spoon into Jin Ye's hands, during the period the fingers of the two touched together, Jin Ye slightly dodged.
The two ate in silence, Jin Yan was very hungry, but lost his appetite, he hated his nose for being too sharp, and the smell of blood in the room almost made him unable to swallow food.
Putan still seemed to eat very little, and Jin Yanshi ate the rice in his mouth without knowing the taste. He hated himself being so concerned about the smell of blood in the air, hated himself thinking about the wound on Putan's arm, and even more hated himself guessing whether the other party had it or not. Eat well.
In such self-loathing and spurning, Jin Yi ate a meal that he couldn't digest at all, and then sat in the room in a daze, wanting to go out to breathe, but he didn't want to bring it up with Botan.
Perhaps Botan saw what Jin Ni was thinking, or perhaps felt that it was necessary for Jin Ni to breathe, so when he handed a cup of tea to Jin Ni, he said: "Drink this talisman tea, and then go Let's go outside."
Jin Yi fumbled to take the tea in Botan's hand. The tea tasted very light, with a delicate fragrance, and it flowed down his throat cleanly. He felt very comfortable, and his mood gradually calmed down, and he was not as irritable as before.
He drank up the whole cup of tea, without Jin Yan opening his mouth, Botan took the teacup from his hand, as if he had been watching him drink up the tea. It's flushed.
"Want to go out? If you feel tired, you can also take a nap." Seeing that Jin Yan hesitated, Botan asked gently.
"Of course I have to go out, I'm suffocating to death." Jin Yan said, stood up abruptly, because of too much movement, he accidentally bumped into the Zen table in front of him, he sucked in his breath and rubbed his sore thigh.
He seemed to hear Pu Tan's light laughter, and he frowned in disbelief. This guy couldn't be laughing at himself, but he didn't give Jin Yi a chance to verify, and Pu Tan had already sent his Zen stick to Jin Yi. In front of him, "Hold this, and I'll take you out."
That person's aura is not far away, and in the room, there is actually no sense of oppression, but the fear deep in his heart makes him afraid of Botan.
Jin Yan always secretly tastes the kind of things that remain deep in his memory and no one knows about them. Fear, panic, bewilderment, embarrassment, grievance, shyness... all kinds of feelings make him dare not touch them.
However, because I can't really see Botan, coupled with Botan's deep voice, gentle attitude, and gentle care, sometimes Jin Yan will be in a trance for a moment, feeling that this person in the room and that person are in a full moon night. The demon that appeared was not the illusion of the same person.
Illusion, even though he knew it was an illusion, he still couldn't refuse it, making him confused what was going on with the man in the room, did he really not remember anything?But Jin Yan didn't dare to delve into it.
Feeling Jin Ni's gaze, even though the other party couldn't see him, Botan still strongly felt being watched by Jin Ni's gaze, warm and dignified, he turned his head and looked at Jin Ni, the two looked at each other, looking at each other, as if Making eye contact is average.
Pu Tan was puzzled, Jin Yan frowned and stared at him persistently, as if he wanted to see through him inside and out, he was clearly blind, but his sight was burning, Pu Tan sighed.
The young man in front of him is very special, he has a unique temperament, Pu Tan can't say what it is, he has been fighting demons for so many years, he has seen many demons, people have seen more, demons are terrifying, people's hearts are even more terrifying, Just because I have seen more, I have become bearish.
Jin Ni is very unique, he has a kind of inexplicable detachment, sometimes people don't know what he is thinking, what he wants, he is obviously in the body by the resentment of the female ghost, and his life is dying, but he doesn't care about himself at all However, he had an inexplicable fear of the Bodhisattva who wanted to kill him.
Hearing Botan's sigh, the stunned Jin Yan came back to his senses, he had no sense of hearing or vision, his sense of smell became more sensitive, he frowned and sniffed, thinking of something, he said, "Are you injured? "
Botan didn't answer, his eyes fell on the little arm of his right hand. There was still a bit of blood oozing from the place injured by Jin Yan last night, but because it was not serious, he didn't care.
Jin Yan frowned even deeper, and asked impatiently: "Why don't you answer, I smell blood, or did you, monk, hurt someone and brought someone else's blood back?"
"It's not a serious injury." Botan didn't want to explain, Jin Yan would attack himself under the control of resentment, and then he had no memory of it at all, so he didn't need to let the other party know that he hurt himself.
Jin Ni's eyes were staring fiercely, he couldn't see clearly, but his eyes were very dark and bright, he bit his lip and didn't speak.
"Are you hungry, I'm going to get you a vegetarian meal." Putan said, stood up, and avoided the topic just now.
But as soon as he stood up straight, Jin Yan grabbed the sleeve of the monk's robe and said sharply: "Don't move!" His voice was abrupt, full of orders.
Pu Tan looked down at Jin Yan in surprise, but the other party seemed to be frightened by his attitude just now, with an embarrassed expression on his face, he licked his slightly dry lips, and said, "Where is the injury? Let me see... Um, I mean... I want to know the status of the injury..."
As Jin Ni spoke, her face flushed slightly, as if she asked something excessive and embarrassing.
"It's just scratched by a branch. It's really not serious." Putan smiled lightly, patted the back of Jin Ni's hand to comfort him, then got up and walked to the door, and when he opened the door, he saw the Soho.
Jin Yan didn't insist anymore, in fact he didn't believe Botan's words, if the injury was not serious, there wouldn't be so much blood, and the smell of blood in his nose was very strong.
But for his concern for Botan, Jin Yan was very annoyed, how could he care about this guy, this hypocrite could pretend not to know himself so frankly after doing so much.
Botan didn't see Jin Ye's inner struggle, he put the bowl and chopsticks away as usual, put the rice bowl and spoon into Jin Ye's hands, during the period the fingers of the two touched together, Jin Ye slightly dodged.
The two ate in silence, Jin Yan was very hungry, but lost his appetite, he hated his nose for being too sharp, and the smell of blood in the room almost made him unable to swallow food.
Putan still seemed to eat very little, and Jin Yanshi ate the rice in his mouth without knowing the taste. He hated himself being so concerned about the smell of blood in the air, hated himself thinking about the wound on Putan's arm, and even more hated himself guessing whether the other party had it or not. Eat well.
In such self-loathing and spurning, Jin Yi ate a meal that he couldn't digest at all, and then sat in the room in a daze, wanting to go out to breathe, but he didn't want to bring it up with Botan.
Perhaps Botan saw what Jin Ni was thinking, or perhaps felt that it was necessary for Jin Ni to breathe, so when he handed a cup of tea to Jin Ni, he said: "Drink this talisman tea, and then go Let's go outside."
Jin Yi fumbled to take the tea in Botan's hand. The tea tasted very light, with a delicate fragrance, and it flowed down his throat cleanly. He felt very comfortable, and his mood gradually calmed down, and he was not as irritable as before.
He drank up the whole cup of tea, without Jin Yan opening his mouth, Botan took the teacup from his hand, as if he had been watching him drink up the tea. It's flushed.
"Want to go out? If you feel tired, you can also take a nap." Seeing that Jin Yan hesitated, Botan asked gently.
"Of course I have to go out, I'm suffocating to death." Jin Yan said, stood up abruptly, because of too much movement, he accidentally bumped into the Zen table in front of him, he sucked in his breath and rubbed his sore thigh.
He seemed to hear Pu Tan's light laughter, and he frowned in disbelief. This guy couldn't be laughing at himself, but he didn't give Jin Yi a chance to verify, and Pu Tan had already sent his Zen stick to Jin Yi. In front of him, "Hold this, and I'll take you out."
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