Meiqiang, who ran with the ball, lost his memory

??Lin Mengyi only gave himself that one night to be drowsy, and at dawn the next day, he forced himself to return to a normal life, and he still had to live on.

?? His previous plan was to leave the imperial capital after amnesia, never come back, and start a new life.He remembered leaving a note for himself at that time, but Yu Weijin seemed to change the meaning.

?? Lin Meng didn't want to worry about whether other people were good or bad, and what kind of thoughts he had for him. Yu Weijin changed the note to "find someone you can trust and start over", so she kept losing her memory. After listening to his arrangement, if Song Xinbei hadn't appeared in the middle, the relationship between the two would be difficult to say now.

??But Lin Mengyi didn't understand. He still didn't think that Yu Weijin had that kind of meaning for him. In his eyes, Yu Weijin had always been an image of a big brother who took good care of him, but had no lust mixed with it.

??Perhaps the complexity of human nature is here, and Lin Mengyi is too lazy to hate anyone.

??Lin Mengyi's original plan was to find a job after leaving the imperial capital, but now that the child is here, and he has seen it, it doesn't matter whether he can start over or not. If Pei Yan doesn't give up, he can hide It is useless in the deep mountains and old forests.

??Lin Mengyi planned to return to his university major, early childhood education. Anyway, he is not short of money now, and he doesn't have to be unable to teach children because he is worried about being injured every day.

??The family hired a nanny to look after the children, and Lin Mengyi went out to find a job for a day.

??Only after the actual implementation did he know how difficult it is to find a job. He browsed various software, delivered on the company's official website, and consulted on the spot. He screened out unreliable ones, and most of the rest had work experience requirements.

??Lin Mengyi passed the qualifications, but after all, it has been many years since he graduated, and he has not had a related job since graduation. The only resume he can show is that he worked as a coach in the gym, but the preschool teacher and the fitness coach are not as good as each other. Can't hit.What's more, not long after he got married, Pei Yan asked him to quit that job, and he didn't have much work experience afterwards.

??Back home after a tiring day, Lin Mengyi found Pei Yan's car parked downstairs. He wanted to pretend he didn't see it and went straight upstairs, but suddenly remembered something and stopped. He looked inside the car, and there was no one there.

??For a while, he didn't know whether to be angry or feel powerless, Lin Mengyi felt like a fish drained of oxygen, and walked upstairs.

??The closer he was to his floor, the more he could hear the sound of breathing in the corridor. Turning a corner, Lin Mengyi saw Pei Yan standing at the door with the screen of the phone in his hand still on, as if he was dealing with something just now.

??Pei Yan wore an iron-gray suit. The neatly cut fabric was of high value. The whole person was meticulous from the tip of his hair to the straight trousers, like a European nobleman in the Middle Ages. The cramped and dark corridors are out of place, and Lin Mengyi, who has been in a mess all day and covered in dust, is out of tune.

??Pei Yan took a step towards Lin Mengyi, and then stopped in a restrained manner. His eyes seemed to be shining when he looked at Lin Mengyi, "Mengmeng, what did you do today, are you tired?"

?? Lin Mengyi just felt tired. He took out the key and opened the door. His tone was light and tired, "You don't know what I'm going to do?"

??Pei Yan did find someone to watch him, and he didn't feel embarrassed when he was punctured. He followed him into the door, "Have you looked for a job? I remember you said before that you wanted to be a kindergarten teacher. How is it? It's going well." ?"

??Lin Mengyi was a bit surprised to hear his attitude. Back then, Pei Yan wished he could stay at home 24 hours a day. If he mentioned looking for a job, he would definitely look at his face for a few days. Lin Mengyi turned to look at him.

Pei Yan lowered his eyes, "Don't look at me like that. I was wrong before. I was too possessive and didn't give you enough space. You can do whatever you want in the future. At worst, I'll quit and watch at home Son, you go to work to support the three of us."

?? Lin Mengyi only felt it was absurd in his ears. He couldn't help laughing twice, turned his head to look at Pei Yan, there was no smile in his eyes, "Get out of my house."

??Pei Yan's back stiffened when he heard the sound, but soon he walked over to look at Lin Xiaowan and Lin Mo as if he didn't hear it, "Baby, Dad is home, do you miss me?"

??The nanny watched the two standing aside in embarrassment. Lin Meng signaled for her to go home from get off work, and the nanny left with a sense of relief.

?? Lin Mengyi sometimes felt that Pei Yan was the one who didn't get into it. He watched Pei Yan making fun of the two children as if nothing had happened, and didn't know how to react.

??Lin Xiaowan and Lin Mo already know how to call daddy and daddy, and can also jump out some simple words. Lin Meng asks for advice if he has time or not, wishing they could become two child prodigies.

??Pei Yan is quite indulgent, he dotes on the children endlessly, and Pei Yan is on the sidelines to protect Lin Mengyi when he is training others, so the two children are closer to Pei Yan.

?? Lin Mengyi didn't say anything, put down his things and went into the kitchen to cook.

??Simple three dishes and one soup. When the meal was served on the table, Pei Yan was holding Lin Xiaowan in his arms, and was looking at him with some trepidation.

??Lin Mengyi asked, "Is the child asleep?"

?? Pei Yan was taken aback and nodded.

??Lin Mengyi said: "Come over and have dinner."

??Pei Yan didn't expect Lin Mengyi to talk to him so peacefully, and even let him come to eat. He didn't know what to do for a while, but he was afraid that Lin Mengyi would regret it, so he put Lin Xiaowan back on the bed and sat down on the dining table .

?? They ate a meal quietly, and neither of them spoke. Pei Yan silently picked up two chopsticks for Lin Mengyi. After being warned by Lin Mengyi by knocking on the chopsticks, he also survived.

??After dinner, Pei Yan went to wash the dishes. When he came back, he saw Lin Mengyi was still sitting on the dining table. The table had been cleaned up and a document was placed on it.

??Pei Yan frowned, feeling an inexplicable irritability in his heart. He instinctively didn't want to get close to that file.

??Lin Mengyi directly put the document in front of him. Before Pei Yan could ask, he spoke first, "Let's have a look, the divorce agreement."

?? The air was quiet for a few seconds, only the sound of the clock moving was clearly audible.

??Pei Yan said in a deep voice, "What?"

"The divorce agreement." Lin Mengyi repeated without emotion.

?? The air seemed to be frozen, and the atmosphere of tension was floating between the two, and the surrounding undercurrent was raging.

??Lin Mengyi glanced at Pei Yan from the end of his eyes, and his voice was as indifferent as ever, as if standing in front of him was a stranger, not another father of his child, or slept with him a few days ago The man who made the bed.

?? "It's boring for us to go on like this, so you can sign it."

??Pei Yan clenched his fists tightly, with blue veins on his forehead, and his whole body was full of hostility. He tried his best to restrain but still couldn't control the violent rise and fall of his chest. His vigorous muscles tensed up. From his shoulder blades to his waist and abdomen, his whole body was like a horse ready to go. The cheetah, as if hearing something he didn't want to hear from Lin Mengyi, would suddenly jump up and bite the prey's neck in the next second.

??His eyes seemed to bear the ice of a thousand years, and his gloomy and tyrannical emotions grew wildly, like a devil finally touched the bottom line, showing its sharp fangs.

?? No matter how calm Lin Mengyi was, he couldn't help being frightened by his appearance, but there was nothing scary about him anymore. Lin Mengyi looked at him with a little fear unconsciously in his eyes, but his tone was still calm , "Pei Yan, I really tried my best."

??Pei Yan walked towards him slowly, Lin Meng subconsciously stood up from the chair, and subconsciously took half a step back.

??The sound of stool legs rubbing against the ground suddenly sounded in the room, and the corner of Pei Yan's mouth gradually evoked a bloodthirsty smile, "Say it again, what do you want to do?"

?? Lin Meng was so overwhelmed by his appearance that he really didn't dare to speak for a while.

??Pei Yan stepped forward, and Lin Mengyi stepped back slightly until his back was supported by the table, and his two feet standing on the ground were surrounded by the other pair of feet. Pei Yan's handsome but ferocious face became closer In close proximity, "I allow you to do whatever you want, but if you dare to file for a divorce with me...I won't be able to control myself."

??Pei Yan's palm caressed Lin Mengyi's snow-white slender neck. Feeling the smooth touch with his five fingers, he gradually grasped it. As long as he squeezed such a slender neck lightly, his face would turn red in a few seconds. , and then Lin Mengyi would shed physical tears, he would cry, but he would not necessarily beg for mercy, and would stare at him fiercely from bottom to top with those beautiful phoenix eyes.

?? Lin Mengyi also likes to stare at him occasionally, but every time he is stared at like that, Pei Yan feels something is wrong all over and wants to ask for more from this person.

??Lin Mengyi felt the cold touch on his neck, as if being wrapped around a snake, which made him shudder.

??He feels that Pei Yan is not normal now.

??He heard his own voice trembling slightly, "Can't control what?"

??Pei Yan's lips were close to his, protruding the hot breath, tracing his lips with the tip of his tongue time and time again.

?? "I can't control it..." The moment he said this, Pei Yan bit Lin Mengyi's lips.

??The last few words were barely audible, but Lin Mengyi still heard them.

??The stinging pain at that moment caused Lin Mengyi to feel real fear. He pushed Pei Yan away with all his strength. Pei Yan was pushed back two steps by him, and hit the chair, making an ear-piercing rubbing sound.

??Pei Yan stood still and looked at Lin Mengyi with a gloomy expression. Lin Mengyi's lip was bitten, and the bright red blood almost covered the entire lip, adding coquettishness to his pale snowflake face. .

?? Lin Mengyi didn't realize it. He pointed at Pei Yan angrily, and said in a mournful voice, "You're a lunatic, Pei Yan, you're a lunatic."

??Pei Yan licked his lips, looked at Lin Mengyi as if looking at a cornered beast, "I'm a lunatic, don't embarrass a lunatic."

??Lin Mengyi looked at him in disbelief, as if he had heard some shocking joke, "Who is embarrassing whom? Am I embarrassing you? You are a paranoid, irritable, jealous and irritable, and the desire for monopoly is about to fill you up You are too extreme Pei Yan, I am really scared, I want to leave you, I don't want to live with you anymore, I..."

"I'm extreme," Pei Yan stared at him with blood-red eyes, "I won't change if I believe in one person, I, Pei Yan, will only look at you for the rest of my life. You, I only have fucking eyes for you."

?? At the end, Pei Yan was almost in tears.

"But I'm afraid of such feelings, I don't know when I will anger you, I, I..." Lin Mengyi was incoherent, he no longer knew why he wanted to leave Pei Yan, he felt that Everything was a mistake from the beginning, he shouldn't have gone to the gym that afternoon, he shouldn't have met Pei Yan, he shouldn't have done everything.

?? "We are not suitable, really, I will always make you angry, you have all kinds of reasons to be jealous, I don't want to be stared at by you every day, I am really afraid of such a relationship, you just said you would kill Me, I don't want to live such a life of fear, I just want to live with a normal person."

?? Pei Yan roared: "If you don't fucking leave me, it will be over!"

?? Pei Yan looked into his eyes, "I'm paranoid and irritable. I can't see you being nice to others, but as long as you firmly believe that you love me the same, we are a perfect match, aren't we?"

??Lin Mengyi opened his mouth, blocked by his logic and had nothing to say.

??Lin Xiaowan and Lin Mo have already been woken up. They don't understand the grievances and grievances between adults. They can only cry helplessly. They don't understand why their parents, who were still inseparable a few days ago, are now facing each other like two enemies. .

?? Finally, Lin Meng said wearily, "Pei Yan, do you really only have eyes for me?"

?? Pei Yan glanced at him, "What do you mean?"

"Where's Hang Rong?" Lin Mengyi looked at him and paused.

??Pei Yan raised his head suddenly, his first reaction was that Hang Rong had come to find Lin Mengyi before looking for him, so he blurted out, "Have you seen him?"

?? Lin Mengyi couldn't feel the hidden meaning in his words at this time. He said bluntly: "You were together before, and you kept it from me because you were afraid that I would find out that you actually regarded me as his substitute. ?"

??Pei Yanru was struck by lightning. He looked at Lin Mengyi in shock. He didn't know who told him this. If Lin Mengyi hadn't mentioned it today, he would have almost forgotten about it. , the reason is indeed that he is somewhat similar to Hang Rong in appearance.

?? But later, the reason why he fell into the trap and completely changed the idea of ​​marrying Lin Mengyi had nothing to do with Hang Rong.

??Pei Yan will never forget the person who chatted with him on the phone back then. Instead of saying that Hang Rong was his first love, Pei Yan would rather separate the person on the phone from Hang Rong. The one on the phone is his first love.

??Pei Yan's rationality told him that the person in the phone was Hang Rong, but he couldn't accept it emotionally. After they dated back then, Hang Rong deleted the software from his phone, saying that the real person was right in front of him and he didn't need that software. up.

??Pei Yan could no longer remember through his mobile phone, and he saw the shadow of that person in Lin Mengyi. If it was a substitute, Lin Mengyi would also be that person's substitute.

??But for so many years, day and night, Pei Yan didn't care about white moonlight or black moonlight, what he wanted, what he liked, what he longed for, his wife and his lover, only Lin Mengyi was alone.

??Lin Mengyi saw that Pei Yan did not speak, and thought that he had acquiesced, and felt infinitely sad. When he heard Pei Yan call someone's name, he hadn't completely given up. After all, everything was just his guess, until he found out the I made good friends with Pei Yan in college, so I got the words out.

?? When he knew that Pei Yan had really dated Hang Rong, recalling their somewhat similar faces, he felt that his heart was broken.

?? "We are already like this, why do you need that certificate? It also prevents you from marrying your family, why do you..."

?? "My guy, who is my guy? My guy is fucking you!"

??Lin Meng let out two laughs with a very calm expression. I don't know whether he was laughing at Pei Yan or himself, "Pei Yan, Pei Yan, you will have someone you can't get. It just so happens that I am now Got it, I won’t bother you anymore, you can go to him, I remember he seems to be divorced too, you two don’t dislike each other, you love him so much, you even don’t hesitate to find someone who looks like him to marry , you probably wouldn't ask him like you asked me, so even if he was touched by another man, don't be angry, after all, you are true love, and you are just lust for me."

"Fart!" Pei Yan listened to Lin Mengyi talking more and more nonsense, and could not restrain himself from retorting, "That's not the case, I, I was with him before, but I've forgotten him a long time ago, if you don't Said that I can't remember at all, Mengmeng, I only loved you, I didn't use you as a substitute, you are you, you are nothing like him except for a face, I I love you so much just because you are you."

?? "Back then?" Lin Meng revealed sadness in his eyes, "I thought the two were in love, but you were missing another person through my face, Pei Yan, how much do you hate me to play with me like this? Feelings? I'm human too, I'm not a machine, I'm not a sex tool, I just like you, why do you let me know such a disgusting thing."

??Pei Yan didn't know that Lin Mengyi's mouth could be so powerful, every sentence was like a knife piercing his heart, he looked at the sad person in front of him, he just wanted to rub him into his arms, to fill himself The same broken heart.

"No, that's not the case..." Pei Yan retorted, but he didn't know how to explain it. He was like a person who couldn't argue with anything. What Lin Mengyi said seemed to be correct, but every sentence was not his. The meaning in his heart, every sentence runs counter to his original intention.

?? "Mengmeng, you believe me, I really have no feelings for him, even if he didn't go abroad to get married, we would break up, who hasn't had a few relationships, and I never contacted him after I married you But, just met that time on the cruise ship, other than that, I really haven't contacted him, you know, if I like someone, will I give up? If I really have something for him, then I I won't be standing here now."

?? Lin Mengyi looked at the person in front of him through blurred eyes. This person used to be his whole life. He thought that even if one day he stopped loving himself, he would continue to love Pei Yan. They are husband and wife, the world He was the person who knew each other best in the world, but now Lin Mengyi felt that he couldn't see through the person in front of him.

Confusion flashed across his brows and eyes, but it was fleeting. He believed that Pei Yan really loved him now, and also believed that Pei Yan probably had no feelings for Hang Rong. Otherwise, as he said, if he still loves him, Pei Yan would do anything to be with him.

?? But Lin Mengyi didn't understand that the disgusting thing that made him feel like he had eaten fly poop was that he heard Pei Yan call Hang Rong's name in his sleep two years ago. Lin Mengyi didn't understand, if he really didn't love him anymore Why did Pei Yan still call him after three years of marriage.

??He felt that the thoughts in his head were like a ball of paste, circling around him incomprehensibly. The two children were tired from crying, and their voices gradually weakened. Lin Meng felt a bit more world-weary in his heart. A qualified parent should care about his children most.

?? He turned and started looking for the two children.

?? Pei Yan watched him walk towards the bed, then picked up the two children, rocked them gently in his arms, and coaxed him in a low voice.

??The tears on his face were still wet, but his thin shoulders could bear the weight of the two children, perhaps more than that. During those three years, Lin Mengyi waited for him at home every day, and drank outside to have fun , what is Lin Mengyi doing?

??Every time I went home and saw his eyes lit up because of him, and seeing the steaming pot of hangover soup, Pei Yan didn't want to think about it anymore. What was Lin Mengyi's mood at that time?

??Suddenly, Pei Yan realized something, and looked at Lin Mengyi suddenly, his heart sank.

?? He spoke, his voice trembling, "Mengmeng, you wouldn't think that I..."

?? Lin Mengyi turned a deaf ear and only cared about the child in his arms.

?? But Pei Yan urgently needed to confirm this matter. He calmed down and asked, "Mengmeng, you don't think I... cheated, do you?"

?? Lin Mengyi's back stiffened when he heard this, and then he began to coax the child again, as if Pei Yan was air.

?? Seeing his reaction, Pei Yan was more than half sure. His heart had already sunk to the bottom. He suddenly realized that Lin Mengyi knew that he was spending his days and nights. Did he think that he had relationships with those people? Looking at Lin Mengyi's appearance , he might really think so.

??Pei Yan closed his eyes, how could he convince Lin Meng that he had never met those people? Ever since dating, even if someone approached him while he was drunk, he would still be stuck at the last step. He never touched others.

??However, how can he convince Lin Mengyi??

?? After a while, Pei Yan could only speak weakly, "Mengmeng, I have never betrayed you, and I have never touched those people."

??After thinking about it, Pei Yan added: "I have never touched anyone other than you."

?? Lin Mengyi only looked at the children in his arms behind his back, as if those two children were his whole world.

??Pei Yan was not reconciled, he took two steps closer, Lin Mengyi heard the movement and hid in the bed like a female beast guarding her cubs.

?? Pei Yan refused to let go, and took a step forward to grab his wrist. Lin Mengyi wanted to shake him off as if he had been burned, but Pei Yan tried his best not to let him break free.

"Why?" Lin Mengyi glared at him, suppressing his voice.

??Pei Yan bent over and approached him, almost touching him with the tip of his nose, "Tell me, how do you know?"

??A vague sentence, but Lin Mengyi understood. He didn't want to entangle any longer. He was extremely exhausted. He said, "You called Hang Rong's name in your dream."

?? Pei Yan was taken aback, and tilted his head in disbelief. Would he be called Hang Rong?He obviously almost forgot about this face.

??"When?"

?? "Not long before my amnesia surgery two years ago."

??Pei Yan thought a lot, and finally found a possibility, that is, he hadn't completely forgotten the person in the phone at that time, and he might dream of it occasionally, but even if he didn't want to believe that person was Hang Rong, that person was also Hang Rong , So, I unconsciously called this name.

?? But how to explain this kind of explanation to Lin Mengyi, it is better not to say it.

??Pei Yan said to himself: "I only love you, Mengmeng, I only love you..."

??He is like a drunk person, his sanity and sobriety have been overwhelmed by great sadness and fear, and he murmured words that he couldn't understand, "I don't like Hang Rong, because I met him on the phone at that time, I feel that the person on the other side of the phone is very attractive to me, and I want to protect him, but after dating, I find that he is not like that at all, and I have already disliked him, Mengmeng, really..."

?? Hearing these words, Lin Mengyi felt as if his heart was being twisted. Why did he let him hear about Pei Yan's love for another person?

After a while, Lin Mengyi only said: "Go back, the children are asleep, don't disturb them."

?? But Pei Yan seemed to have experienced great sadness, and cried uncontrollably while hugging Lin Mengyi like a child.

??He hated himself for not seeing his heart clearly earlier, hated himself for not treating Lin Mengyi well before, hated himself for always making him wait, hated himself for breaking his heart.

??He felt that Lin Mengyi was going farther and farther, and he was about to be unable to catch up. This huge fear was about to overwhelm him, making him not know what to do, so he could only hug the person in his arms hard, as if Lin Mengyi would not be sad by him, would not be angry, and would not leave him.

??In the end, Pei Yan still left. He didn't know how he left the house, but Lin Mengyi didn't even look at him until the end.

??After Pei Yan left, Lin Mengyi was still holding the children, shaking them repeatedly almost nervously, even though the two children had already fallen asleep.

??Until dawn, someone knocked on the door of his house. Lin Mengyi opened his eyes. Last night he didn't know when he finally fell asleep on the sofa. When he heard the doorbell, he reflexively thought it was Pei Yan, so I buried my head in the quilt as if evading, and didn't want to pay attention to it.

??The knocking on the door kept going. Finally, Lin Meng walked over to open the door, fearing that he would wake up the child.

??It wasn't Pei Yan standing outside the door. Lin Mengyi's eyes widened, as if he saw some devil.

??Hang Rong outside the door looked very good, and greeted him with a smile, "Lin Mengyi, long time no see. I heard that you lost your memory. Do you still remember me?"