True and false daughter in love

The sound of the waves hitting the beach seemed to crash into Yao Yanyan's heart one after another.

Yao Yanyan choked for breath, subconsciously backed away from Cheng Xuan's hand.

The pale bony hand hovered in the air, and for a moment, Cheng Xuan smiled wryly, and withdrew his hand.

Yao Yanyan suddenly felt a sense of absurdity for no reason.

The sea breeze poured into her mouth, and in her heart, Yao Yanyan stared at Cheng Xuan, looking at Cheng Xuan, seeing that her dark eyes did not blink, and she could almost tell her deep feeling at a glance.

How stupid is she to keep ignoring the words in her eyes and numb her heart, knowing that Cheng Xuan is about to put everything in front of her, but she still turns a blind eye.

Yao Yanyan tried her best to control her breathing, clarifying everything.

"Cheng Xuan, I ask you, you answer me truthfully."

"Well, you can ask." Cheng Xuan's posture did not change, but his five fingers clenched the sand under his hand, digging an extremely deep hole.

"Do you like me?"

Cheng Xuan's mind went blank.

For some reason, she guessed that Yao Yanyan would ask her that.

But the moment she really said it, Cheng Xuan couldn't stop trembling all over.

"Yes, I like you." Her mind went blank, and she heard herself say.

At this moment, her heart suddenly became very relaxed.

It seemed that the boulder that had weighed on her for five years had been removed from her heart. She was like a criminal who had been on the run for five years. She was haunted by the crimes she committed day and night. At this moment, she was finally arrested by the police and could finally sleep. Had a good night's sleep.

But when she looked into Yaoyan's clear and shallow eyes, her heart, which had gradually settled down, still began to beat crazily.

She was afraid.

"If you don't want to hear it, then pretend that you haven't heard of it, just pretend that nothing happened." She could never resist Yao Yanyan's gaze, and if she almost glanced at her, she would be defeated.

Cheng Xuan propped up his palm, trying to escape from where he was.

But he was blocked by a hand with a black hand rope.

"Cheng Xuan," Yao Yanyan frowned, with complicated emotions on her face, "sit back."

Her tone was almost commanding, Cheng Xuan's heart was a little suffocated, and he felt as if he was drowning in the sea, unable to breathe through his mouth and nose.

"Are you a fool? I heard such words, and you still let me pretend that I haven't heard them?" Yao Yanyan's tone was unbelievable, perhaps because of her mood, she couldn't help but speed up her speech.

"You... when did you start?"

Her tone was like that of an elder, more like a machete, piercing Cheng Xuan's heart.

Cheng Xuan's eyes didn't know whether he was angry or reddened by the shame he felt at this moment, and tears welled up. She closed her eyes tightly, not wanting her to find out that she was unseemly, and clasped her palms tightly with her five fingers.

"I can't count..." she said, "I can't count how long I've liked you."

Yao Yanyan was breathing tremblingly, subconsciously shook her head slightly: "...you seem to be driving me crazy."

The woman in front of her broke into the line of defense she was defending so hard, Yao Yanyan's first reaction was not joy or emotion, but fear.

She tried her best to control herself not to be too aggressive, and to conduct this "negotiation" with her calmly.

"Cheng Xuan, I know you don't like to talk, so I'm trying to suppress my emotions now, let me say it."

She put her hands on her chest and panted slightly: "I...I first apologize to you, it's me, I've been ignoring your feelings because of fear, fear, I'm sorry..."

Yao Yanyan's heart seemed to be clenched tightly by a big palm called sour, her eyes were red and hot.

"However, now that I know, I understand that I can't escape, and I don't want to escape, so I want to tell you what I want to say."

"I...I'm a coward," Yao Yanyan clenched the cloth on her chest, "I'm very timid, Cheng Xuan, you won't know, because I don't think you may have thought about the future what to do..."

"I've thought about it!" Cheng Xuan suddenly interrupted her.

"What have you considered?" Yao Yanyan's question seemed to poke her heart directly, "Do you know how much we will face if we are together? Can you give me a [-]% sense of security? I said Yes, I'm a coward, I'm afraid of facing rumors outside, if I agree, then the other half will definitely be a person who can make me sure and give me [-]% peace of mind."

"So I was rejected by you, is that what you mean?" Cheng Xuan asked her.

"Yes," Yao Yanyan quickly wiped away the tears that fell, "You didn't give me a sense of security, Cheng Xuan, if you are mature and stable, then you should understand that you shouldn't like me."

"...Like you, did I do something wrong?" Cheng Xuan's heart seemed to have been smashed by her words, and her tears kept falling from the pain.

"Yaoyanyan, I have never regretted liking you in my life, even if you took me on the bus to Jingshi back then, lied to me, ignored me, abandoned me... I have never regretted it, even if this For five years, I lived like an unwanted dog!" Cheng Xuan raised his hand to wipe away his tears, not wanting her to see his face clearly.

"But I regret it now, I regret it very much, I regret that I shouldn't let you know, I should just hide it for the rest of my life!"

The woman's cries melted into the sea breeze, and Yao Yanyan's sad tears could not be wiped clean.

"Am I telling you this, Cheng Xuan?" Yao Yanyan took a deep breath, "I'm saying, I'm your sister, you can't like me at all, do you understand?!"

"Why can't I like you?" Cheng Xuan raised his red eyes, "Could it be that in your eyes, I don't even have the right to like you?"

"Because I'm your sister!" Yao Yanyan's tone was almost exasperated, "I'm your sister, of course you can't like me!"

"Ha, sister..." Cheng Xuan seemed to have heard a big joke, and laughed bleakly.

"I've heard this sentence countless times in the past five years," Cheng Xuan shivered with a smile, "All of them say you are my sister, I can't like you, I didn't expect that even you are like this now tell me."

"Why? Could it be that what they said is wrong!"

"No!" Cheng Xuan bit his lower lip tightly, tears streaming down his face.

"How could it be right?! I like you, what does it have to do with you being my sister?" Cheng Xuan felt that it was difficult for him to breathe now.

"I like you because it's just you! Whether you are a man or a woman, young or old, I love you, I like you, I paved the way to be with you, and all that may hurt you I can overthrow them all!"

She cried out of words, "But you tell me now that I shouldn't like you, Yao Yanyan, did I do something wrong? Did I do something wrong when I like you?"

"It's because you did something wrong!" Yao Yanyan's rationality flew away, her tone was almost accusing, accusing the criminal who had messed up her mind.

"You just shouldn't like me!"

Her words were like crazy, and after saying this, Cheng Xuan's eyes darkened obviously.

Tears fell from her distraught eyes, Cheng Xuan's face was expressionless, and his voice became small and weak.

"It's my liking that caused you trouble."

"Although I have never dreamed of getting a result from you in my life."

She stood up, said sorry to Yao Yanyan, and walked back from where she was, stepping on the sand.

-

Yao Yanyan didn't even know how he got back.

She cried so hard that her whole body was exhausted, she sat on the beach and called Jiang Leyu.

Jiang Leyu didn't know what was going on, hearing Yao Yanyan's crying voice that she wanted her to pick her up, she hurried out of the bar and drove to the beach.

When she came, she saw Yao Yanyan sitting by the sea alone in a daze.

"Yanyanyan?" Jiang Leyu raised his trousers and trotted over, "What's wrong with you, it's so late at night?"

The sound of waves lapping gradually subsided, and one could not see clearly in the smoky night, so he lowered his head and said, "Cheng Xuan confessed his love to me."

One sentence was like thunder, Jiang Leyu's eyes widened, and he stood there for a long time before digesting the heavy news.

"No, I'll go... She confessed to you?"

"Well," Yao Yanyan took the toilet paper she handed over, and wiped away her tears, "It must be... that I was half-forced."

"Half forced?" Jiang Leyu wondered, "Then where is she now?"

"I don't know, we had a fight and she left."

"Leaving...?" Jiang Leyu was confused, "No... she confessed to you, so what happened to her and Song Bairuo?"

"I don't know." Yao Yanyan shook her head, feeling so wronged to death.

"How can you not know? She said she likes you, didn't she explain this to you? It's such an important thing!"

"Ha, explain," Yao Yanyan became more and more angry as she thought about it, and said bad things about others for the first time in her life, "Let me tell you, she is just such a person, she will never tell you what she does, and you have to do everything by yourself Discover."

"I'll go," Jiang Leyu was convinced, "Then this mother is too boring, isn't she tired of living?"

"I don't know if she's tired or not. I told her that I'm a coward, and she didn't give me a sense of security. How could I rest assured to be with her?" Yao Yanyan's heart fluctuated greatly when she thought about this.

Jiang Leyu was helpless, but when she remembered the look in Cheng Xuan's eyes when he talked to her last time, she still felt that there must be some misunderstanding in it.

"You're right to think so," Jiang Leyu said, "But, I think, it's okay if you... don't refuse? Think about it, she's young, she's so pretty, and she has strong professional skills... .Ah, this professional ability refers to work."

Jiang Leyu smiled awkwardly, and wiped the tip of his nose with his hand.

"Just... What I mean is, you are actually with her, so you can make a profit? I don't think you hate her, or you can't cry because she's sitting here, right? "

"So, I think, it's actually good for you to be with her, and it's okay to be a bed partner?"

After she finished speaking, Yao Yanyan turned her head in disbelief.

"You treat me like a beast, Jiang Leyu!" Yao Yanyan wished she could grab a handful of sand and scream at her to death.

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