True and false daughter in love

When Cheng Xuan opened his eyes again, he was in the long corridor of Jingshi High School.

It was raining on the opposite window, and the sky was extremely dark, and it looked very bleak.

There was no one in the corridor, and her mind was empty, feeling like she had forgotten something and couldn't remember it.

If it was put in the past, she would definitely try to recall it.

But now, for some reason, she didn't have the urge to think about it, and just stood there like a lonely ghost in the empty corridor, motionless.

Just when she was about to step forward, an extremely thin figure came out from the opposite corner with her back on her back.

It was a little girl who was estimated to be only eleven or twelve years old.

He is black and thin, carrying a very disobedient little boy on his back, and holding a somewhat silent little girl in his hand. A woman is standing beside her, following her, pinching and twisting on her arm.

No one spoke, but Cheng Xuan watched, but seemed to be able to hear voices.

She was very familiar with the words that woman would scold, even if she couldn't escape during the day, it would definitely appear in her dreams at night, like a torture for her.

But now, those insults and beatings are not directed at her, but at another "her."

The little girl carrying the person on her back looks exactly the same as when she was a child, with a numb expression on her face, she was pinched, and she didn't even raise her eyebrows, as if she had been numbed all over her body, and she didn't know the pain.

"Who are you?" She stopped and looked at Cheng Xuan, with a thin, small and dark face, with a pair of huge eyes, looking like some kind of thin animal.

Cheng Xuan blinked, but said nothing.

"Who are you?" the girl asked her again, standing in front of her, looking up at her.

"I am..." She opened her lips to say two words, and before she finished speaking, she watched the people on the girl's back and holding hands disappear one by one.

She was not surprised, looked at where Chen Huishu was standing, and said the last two words, "...Cheng Xuan."

After the words fell, Chen Huishu's shadow waved away like a cloud of fog.

"Your name is Cheng Xuan? My name is also Cheng Xuan." The girl raised her head and said.

"Yeah." Cheng Xuan didn't know how to get along with the child, even if the child in front of him was himself when he was a child.

Strangely, she didn't even feel that the current scene was very strange.

As if in a grotesque dream, she herself was assimilated and delirious.

"Why don't you call me Da Ya, that's the nickname my grandfather gave me." Little Cheng Xuan raised his head and said.

"Okay, big girl." Cheng Xuan said, the very vulgar name fell into her mouth, please call it out coldly, it sounds inexplicably nice.

Da Ya seemed to be in a good mood, and shouted in a child's voice, "Why are you here, Cheng Xuan."

"...I don't know," Cheng Xuan's eyes were blank for a moment, "When I came to my senses, I was standing here."

"That's it," Da Ya looked at her.

Cheng Xuan also looked at her, and felt that her eyes were big and hollow, not like a human being, but like some kind of puppet fabricated by God.

"Do you still want to go back? It's so empty here, isn't it uncomfortable to stay here?"

"It's okay...well, it doesn't matter whether you go back or not." Cheng Xuan hesitated for a moment, as if he remembered something, but he didn't remember anything.

Da Ya looked at her, her eyes were very dark, and illuminated by the white light above her head, they showed a strange sense of transparency.

"Really? Are you willing to stay with me here all the time?"

Cheng Xuan didn't agree, but asked her back, "Are you lonely?"

Da Ya was obviously taken aback.

The big eyes were like movie cassettes, they froze for a moment, revealing a not-so-good-looking smile.

"Aren't you lonely? Why do you ask me that?"

"Nothing." Cheng Xuan didn't speak.

"Don't you like this place, or do you have places and people you like more?"

"I don't know," Cheng Xuan blinked, "I can't remember."

Da Ya suddenly laughed out loud.

"Hahahahaha..."

Her smile made Cheng Xuan's empty heart a little uncomfortable.

"why are you laughing?"

"No, I just feel that you are nothing more than that." Her words were full of hostility.

"After all, I'm still human. I haven't experienced this kind of feeling of love, and I don't bother to have it. But when I look at you, I think it's really ridiculous."

"Are you looking at me?" Cheng Xuan frowned slightly, a trace of anger appeared on her expressionless face because of her words.

"Yeah," Da Ya pointed to the ceiling with her thin black and yellow fingers, "I've been looking at you, here, looking up."

"Just think I'm talking nonsense." She said, a malicious smile that didn't match her age on her small face.

Seeing that Cheng Xuan had stopped talking, she smiled even wider.

"Where do you want to go next? Not just this corridor, you can go to many, many places, you say one, I will take you there."

Cheng Xuan caught the meaning of her words.

"Next? Here is my choice?"

Da Ya stared at a pair of extremely dark eyes that could not see the light, and nodded, "Yes, your subconscious chose, so I was brought here by you."

"Then who are you?" Cheng Xuan asked with downcast eyes, "Are you my subconscious mind?"

"Why?" Big Ya smiled at her, "Don't you think I'm very similar to you, not at all, Cheng Xuan."

Cheng Xuan frowned: "I always feel..."

"What do you always feel?" Da Ya's words interrupted Cheng Xuan's train of thought.

"...It's nothing." Cheng Xuan completely forgot what he just thought of.

"Tell me, where do you want to go, I hate this place so much, let's change to another place quickly." Da Ya said.

"I can't think of it," Cheng Xuan said, "Since you can switch by yourself, then do it yourself."

"I can't do it," Da Ya said, "I can only do what you want, hurry up, I really hate this place."

"But I don't hate it, and I can't remember it either." Cheng Xuan said.

"You don't hate this place, it's the least like place to me." Da Ya said suddenly.

Cheng Xuan didn't understand what she meant, but the subconscious resistance didn't make her ask.

She has never been a character who likes to ask others about things.

But Da Ya is still going on.

"Probably because your life is better than mine." She said, her eyes were still warm.

Cheng Xuan didn't speak for a long time.

"Aren't you me?" Cheng Xuan said suddenly, "I don't think I would say such things as you."

"No, I'm you," Da Ya looked at her with a big smile on the corner of her mouth, "You wouldn't say such a thing, it's only because your life is better than mine."

Cheng Xuan felt that what she said was very strange.

With an empty mind, Cheng Xuan couldn't think of anything. She looked around the corridor, feeling a little anxious for no reason.

"What are you looking for?" The immature child's voice interrupted her thoughts.

Cheng Xuan felt a little irritated, "I don't know, I'm looking for...I'm looking for something, but I don't know what it is."

"Hmph... something," Da Ya turned her head, "What is it? There is nothing in this corridor."

Cheng Xuan didn't know either.

Suddenly, she turned her eyes and saw a light shining on the wall at the end of the corridor.

She ignored the big girl beside her and strode into the corridor.

But the road is very long and long, and I can't get there anyway.

Finally, a series of small footsteps followed behind him, and the scenery around him changed.

"It's still a bit like me. I don't care much about children, so I just leave them behind." Da Ya followed her with no expression on her face.

"I'm concerned about love," Cheng Xuan complained for himself, "it's just that you make me uncomfortable."

"That's a pity," Da Ya sighed, "I don't like you either."

Cheng Xuan was not angry with her because of this sentence.

The two walked, and soon arrived at the glowing place.

Cheng Xuan's heart fluttered, he always felt that the reason for the big missing piece in his heart could be found here, so he walked a little faster, stood in front of the wall of honor, and looked up.

This time she saw it.

Seeing the photo above, there is a student photo of a young girl printed. It was a high school girl with bangs, peach eyes curved, and lips curled up.

"You found it." Da Ya said beside her.

"Yeah." Cheng Xuan nodded, keeping his gaze on the photo.

Da Ya looked at her and sneered.

"You like her."

"Ah."

Cheng Xuan answered without any hesitation.

Da Ya was slightly stunned, and followed along, looking up at the photo.

"I first met her when she was still alive, and I liked her very much."

"Because she is very beautiful. At that time, I had never seen such a beautiful person in my life, like a princess in a fairy tale."

"But she hates me very much." The big girl turned her head and looked up at Cheng Xuan. "She once pushed me down the stairs and broke my hand. After that, she even instigated her classmates to hit me on the head with a basketball." , and even changed my application form for the college entrance examination in private, which almost ruined my whole life."

As she spoke, she raised her right hand and tilted her head.

Cheng Xuan couldn't speak, and couldn't utter a single syllable when he opened his mouth. He could only watch in a daze as her delicate little hands became blood-stained, and her head was suddenly covered with gauze, and the unstoppable blood flowed from the small wound on her head. flow out.

"She is so beautiful, but unfortunately she is a black heart. I was so stupid at that time. She did so many bad things to me. I still want to forgive her when I see her face."

"But then she died. She died very badly. At a very young age, she was lying on the hospital bed like a withered flower. That day, I made time to visit her,"

"She didn't even say sorry to me, she was bad from the beginning to the end, probably she really didn't apologize to me."

"But I was still sad that day. I don't know why I was sad. Obviously I really hated her, but she died, and I was not happy at all."

"Including later, when her most beloved sister, Yaowu, became someone else's mistress, her arrogance was completely wiped out by her original partner, and she became the biggest joke in Jingshi. I was still unhappy and unhappy watching it."

"But later, when all her family members died and I got sick, I realized why I was unhappy,"

"Because I didn't take revenge on her with my own hands," Xiao Chengxuan smiled at her. "If I had taken revenge on her with my own hands, I wouldn't be so unhappy."

"So, I prayed to God for a chance to start again. I want her to wake up and please me," she said with a sneer. "I didn't expect it to end like this."

She raised her eyelids, her face seemed unwilling, her lips trembled, and after a long time, she stared at Cheng Xuan and said a word.

"Who do you think gave your happiness? I gave it all," she pointed to her heart, "Why are you so happy, but my whole life..." She frowned slightly, "My whole life. .. they will all be spent as if they were being punished.”

After a long time, she took a deep breath.

Cheng Xuan looked at her, and a strange sense of absurdity rose in his heart.

The girl didn't continue talking.

Just pointing to the ceiling, "You go, stay with her well in the future, do you hear me, she will call you again."

Cheng Xuan looked up in the direction she pointed.

But only heard a harsh class bell.

-

Jing City Hospital, second floor.

The nurse opened the door and came in, checking the situation of the patients in the private ward as usual.

The woman sitting by the bed lowered her head and called her twice before she came back to her senses in a daze.

"Miss Yao, I suggest you..." The nurse glanced at the countless amulets and transfer charms scattered on the bed, a little speechless, "I suggest you, don't put these things here."

When the words fell, the woman didn't seem to hear at all, her light-colored eyes were like a pool of stagnant water, and she didn't turn a turn.

The nurse sighed, carefully avoiding the amulet Ping An Fu covered with quilts, and observing the instrument data.

While making notes, she inadvertently glanced at the face of the woman lying on the hospital bed. It was so beautiful. It's a pity that she was lucky to wake up from such a serious injury.

She shook her head lightly, and went out with Xiao Ben in her arms.

There were several little nurses standing in the corridor, all talking about the highly publicized accident.

"I saw it today. It was on the news. I heard that the surname Song did it on purpose."

"Hey, what kind of grudge, what kind of resentment, put my own life in it, and that person in that room probably woke up enough..."

"Oh, keep your voice down, her girlfriend is still in the room," the little nurse said, sighing, "Oh, it's so pitiful, I just went in and took a look, and the little girl has been sitting there, looking very special. Poor, I refuse to eat every day, and I'm so skinny that I don't look like anyone."

"Sure, I heard that the patient in room 302 turned the car around before the accident, just to protect her."

"Oh." The little nurses gathered together and sighed.

-

The air conditioner is blowing in the room.

It has been half a month since the last car accident.

Cheng Xuan was lying on the hospital bed, showing no signs of waking up.

Yao Yanyan lowered her head, and a few drops of water suddenly dripped from the back of her hand.

She wiped her face.

— cried again.

These days, she always sheds tears unconsciously.

She felt that she was going to be tortured and go crazy.

"Hurry up...wake up." She said, tears falling down, and a red peace talisman tightly clutched in her hand.

"It's all my fault, Cheng Xuan, if I hadn't insisted that I was worried about going to some temple, nothing would happen to you, it's all my fault..." She spoke incoherently, lowered her body and buried her face in the quilt of the hospital bed.

But this is just a moment of venting that she occasionally gets from her numbness.

She knew that Cheng Xuan would not wake up.

It's all her fault.

It was her fault.

Tears kept flowing, Yao Yanyan was afraid of soiling Cheng Xuan's quilt, so she straightened up to get the tissue on the bedside table.

When he raised his eyes, he met a pair of slack black pupils.

Obviously unconscious, looking at her.

Yao Yanyan's fingertips trembled, and she kept this movement, as if afraid that her dream would be shattered, so she called out in a very low voice: "...Cheng Xuan?"

The black pupils in front of her eyes were still slack, and her dry lips opened and closed.

Yao Yanyan couldn't hear clearly, so she leaned closer and heard her say in a breathless voice, "School bell...sister...call me."

"Cheng Xuan, Cheng Xuan?" Yao Yanyan yelled twice, tears streaming down unconsciously.

The black pupils gradually regained consciousness, Cheng Xuan blinked, and saw the blessing of peace that had been scattered for a lifetime, and the tears in front of his eyes.

"Sister." Her voice was so low that she couldn't make any effort at all.

"Cheng Xuan!" Yao Yanyan burst into tears, ran out and yelled outside, forgetting to beat the bell, "Come here quickly, woo woo woo! My girlfriend is awake! Room 302!"

When the nurse asked, they all stood up and called the doctor on duty to rush to ward 302 in a row.

-

Cheng Xuan recovered surprisingly quickly.

She was seriously injured in a car accident, and her leg was crushed underneath and directly fractured. During this period of time, she had to sit in a wheelchair and have a plaster cast.

Yaowu knew that Cheng Xuan had woken up and came with Jiang Leyu.

The little girl was crying, hugging Cheng Xuan's body for the first time: "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Woo hoo."

"It's good to wake up, it's good to wake up," Jiang Leyu stood on the other side of the wheelchair, "You don't know, Yanyan hasn't come to work for several days, I'm worried to death looking at her."

Cheng Xuan's eyes were gentle, and he patted Yao Wu's back, "I made you worry, Xiao Wu, don't be afraid."

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, how the hell did you become so gentle, you! I'm so nasty!" Yaowu's tears were still falling.

A warm little hand was suddenly stuffed into Cheng Xuankong's empty hand.

With red eyes, Yaoyan sniffed and shook hands with her.

"Don't be afraid," Cheng Xuan patted Yao Wu's back, but his eyes were on Yao Yanyan.

"Don't be afraid anymore."

She looked at Yao Yanyan: "Sister, as long as the two of us are together, we will never be alone again."

"I'll never let you be alone, and you too, stay with me, okay."

Yaowu cried halfway, and after hearing this, she quickly got up from Cheng Xuan's arms, rubbed her hair, and stood beside Jiang Leyu.

Yao Yanyan looked at her, and for a long while, bent the corners of her eyes.

"Aren't you talking nonsense, Cheng Xuan?"

Just as you can't live without me, I can't live without you.

As long as two people are together, it is happiness.

——End of full text——

The author has something to say: The first book in my life is finally finished. I was really impatient when I wrote it, but I still want to cry after I finish it.

Thank you so much for your long-term tolerance and companionship. The readers in Lily District are really, really gentle!If it weren't for everyone who keeps sending me comments, I probably wouldn't be able to write.

As for the extra episodes of this book, there won’t be any in the near future. If you want to watch some daily sweets, I will open another extra episode when I have time. Ours.

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