Zhao Ye's enamel cup was found at the scene of the crime. Those criminals filled the huge enamel cup with the blood of the little girl. The little girl was stabbed dozens of times, and each wound was not deep. But they will bleed.

Zhao Ye is now holding that cup every day, filled with bright red goji berries, every sip seems to be drinking her blood, every sip is regretful, all... despairing.

People seem to know how to cherish after losing.

But Li Yiran never thought of losing at all back then, but he was still caught off guard by losing.

In the end, Li still rushed over, only in time to attend the funeral of his friend.

When he saw the coffin with a bouquet of flowers, Li Yiran was still in a daze. He didn't even know where he was or what he was doing.

The friend's parents saw Li Yiran and said to her: "We also knew that she would have a friend who would come to share the rent, but no one thought that things would turn out like this in the end... I'm sorry, I let you go for nothing. trip."

Li still left there in a daze, then shut himself in the room for a while, and cut off contact with everyone after he came out.

If it wasn't for those friends of hers who saw that something was wrong with Li Yiran and took the initiative to find him, maybe Li Yiran would not be where he is today.

During that period of time, she really didn't look like a human being, and she didn't even know herself.

Only then did Ye Mengzhi know that it turned out that Li Yiran didn't stop writing because she didn't want to write anymore, but that every time she thought of something she liked, she couldn't help but think of her friend who passed away before she met her back then. .

How much pain should this be?

At that time, Li Yiran might not have grown up yet, and he didn't even think that he would regret or give up, but everything came so unexpectedly.

When Zhao Ye lost his important person, he had already started working, and he was still working in a place like the criminal investigation team where he could see a lot of darkness that others couldn't see, but he still couldn't accept it. After so many years, he still stopped at that day Can't get out, but what about Li Yiran?

Li Yiran's friend didn't die because of her, it was more like "fate" directly took her friend away.

Take away her dreams too.

Even so, Li was still able to climb out of the mud again and push his life to a road that he never wanted to walk, but he still reached the peak on this road.

Ye Mengzhi took Li Yiran's hand and said, "Sister, don't we think about it?"

Li Yiran sighed, smiled, and said, "I don't want to think about it, but some things have indeed happened. Even if I want to escape, I can't escape at all."

"Why can't you escape?" Ye Mengzhi squeezed Li Yiran's palm and said softly, "Actually, it's my sister, you don't want to escape, right? But it's been so many years, don't lose face to time, it doesn't want to make you suffer either. "

It seems that there are really many things that can only be eliminated by time, but even though some things have passed for a long time, they are still fresh in my memory as if they were just painted yesterday.

Because people's memory often fights against time, let yourself recall it over and over again, and then...

And never forget it.

Even though sometimes, the details of the incident can no longer be remembered clearly, but the emotions and feelings at that time will still be recalled when thinking of that incident, and then the pain will be repeated again.

Just like the current Li Yiran, even in normal times, she can pretend to have forgotten it, but when Zhao Ye was drunk and complained to her in a daze, he could still remember it.

Ye Mengzhi said: "It's like me, sister, why don't we change the topic? Sometimes it's not good to escape, but it's very effective, as long as we change the topic."

Li Yiran waved his hand at Ye Mengzhi.

Ye Mengzhi looked at her suspiciously.

"No, Mengzhi." Li Yiran shook his head with a smile, and said, "Sometimes, those painful memories can indeed be forgotten by changing the subject, but about my friend, I don't want to forget at all."

Ye Mengzhi didn't understand.

Maybe it's because she has never had such an unforgettable friend, so she doesn't understand why Li Yiran obviously looks so painful, but he gave up a more convenient way.

"Mengzhi, I don't know if you have heard that human beings are actually the product of memory. Many times, a person's image is actually pieced together by the memories of people around him or strangers." Li Yiran said.

Ye Mengzhi shook his head.

But although she has never heard of it, she has to say that this statement is actually quite credible.

It's like many celebrities, aren't they just pieced together by fans' memories?

Perhaps many public relations departments have grasped this idea, so when they do public relations, they know what materials can be released and what cannot be released, so many celebrities seem so unreal.

Like a perfect dummy.

Li Yiran went on to say: "It is because I believe that human beings are the product of memory, so my memory is of course the key protection object."

For a moment, Ye Mengzhi felt that Li Yiran's expression was serious and terrifying.

"I'm afraid that one day, even I won't be able to remember what her image is, and I'm also afraid that one day I won't be able to think of what she said to me, so even if I feel sad when I think of her, I still need to think about it, because this It's the proof that she has lived in this world." Li Yiran looked calmer, touched Ye Mengzhi's soft hair, and then said: "It's like Zhao Ye, she wears that enamel hair mask every day. The cup was actually very painful, but she didn't dare to let it go, nor did she dare to forget it, because she knew that the girl she liked so much, but she didn't like her so much later, but she still liked her so much, if she even forgot her, Then her life is too miserable."

Ye Mengzhi felt that he was about to catch that feeling, but let that feeling fly away in a trance, as if he didn't catch anything in the end.

A long, long time ago, the injury on her wrist just healed, but after she could no longer do fine manipulations, it wasn't that she didn't think about dying.

But why didn't she give up?

It may be because she feels that in her life, her parents gave birth to her just to control herself, as if there was nothing but control. If she died, they would definitely give birth to a child to take her place.

So she felt that she had failed, so failed... Even if she died at that time, she would still be ashamed.

So even though she felt that she no longer had any dreams and direction, she still did not dare to give up everything.

It's just a tragedy that she chose the entertainment industry in the end.

But it just so happened that the thing she was most grateful for was that she chose the entertainment industry in the end.

She felt that Li Yiran seemed to have a very magical quality, which could make many people let go of the grudges in their hearts, gain trust little by little, and then treat her as an important person to her.

Just like when he and Li Yiran met for the first time, Ye Mengzhi actually didn't know why he had dinner with him so easily.

Because Ye Mengzhi has a good-looking face, it's not like no one has taken the initiative to strike up a conversation before, but Ye Mengzhi has never easily rooted out like Li Yiran did that time.

After hearing Li Yiran say these words today, Ye Mengzhi suddenly understood.

Because Li Yiran is also very serious about his friends.

Seriously, even if I am in pain, I don't want my friends to die in my memory.

To say something that might not be positive enough, Ye Mengzhi felt that if he had met someone like Li Yiran ten years in advance, maybe at some point when there was no way forward, he could die with peace of mind.

But if Ye Mengzhi really met Li Yiran ten years ago, she might not have been locked up and unable to participate in the training camp, and then her wrist was cut and her tendons were broken.

Thinking about someone like Li Yiran, even if he broke his leg in the end, he would definitely rescue Ye Mengzhi from that room, and then he held his leg and said, "I'm here to save you today. You will have to kick open this door by yourself, but... since I have come to save you, from now on, if you want to do something, do it quickly!"

It's just that there have never been so many ifs in the world.

After the car called by Li Yiran arrived, both of them seemed a little silent in the car.

The busiest thing was the driver.

The driver quickly recognized them, and then asked a lot of questions.

The two of them had taken time out today, and they didn't want to accept another boring interview at this time, so when they accepted the purposeful cross-examination of the other party, they both seemed a little tired of coping.

When they were interviewed in the past, they showed the most professional attitude. It was not because it was their job and they had money to get it, so they showed their professionalism to deal with it.

But like now, the two of them are obviously in a very bad mood, and the other party has not paid their appearance fee, so there is no need to explain every word.

In the end, even Li Yiran was questioned, and he replied: "Sir, it seems that being a driver is not very profitable, so you have to make extra money? But now you are even paparazzi acting as an illegitimate fan. All of your jobs have been robbed, have you negotiated with them? Do they agree? Are they willing to accept you? After you get off the bus, please pay the seven-figure appearance fee for the two of us, thank you."

The driver, who was still chattering and thought he would be able to dig out some serious information, stopped abruptly.

Li Yiran originally thought that this matter was over.

The author has something to say: It's coming to an end!

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