Mr. Phil, please don't bow your head

, to flatter her.

Field followed Sophie to the central landing in the middle of the hall leading upstairs.

He noticed that Field stopped and his eyes stayed on El Raso.

"Tonight, they're getting engaged."

Sophie was depressed and said something nonsensical.

This sentence did not have a substantial impact on Field. He is now a little unconscious, and his response to external information is very slow.

Seeing Field's calm expression, Sophie's originally bad mood became even more irritable. She sneered and said, "Why, don't you believe it? Believe it or not, anyway, you will witness it yourself later!"

After speaking, she raised her skirt high and walked upstairs quickly.

Field looked back again at El Raso, who was handling the crowd with ease, and turned around to follow Sophie's footsteps.

Sheng Lin is sitting on the third floor playing cards in his circle of male friends.

Sophie led Field into the door. There was a screen on the right side of the door. Several male alphas in suits and leather shoes were sitting in their respective positions and puffing. .

Just about to walk over, there was a burst of sneering from behind the screen, and one of the strange voices was heard saying: "To be honest, Sheng Lin, I have to admire you, compared with a person who is so fat—— I put it It's ugly, don't mind, but every time I see him, I think he looks like a pig, after three years of married life, to be honest, have you ever twisted your mind to the point where you drool whenever you see a beautiful woman?"

"..."

Sheng Lin didn't answer.

Then another person asked: "I'm more curious about how you two lived as a couple. You lay down and that fat pig lay on top of you?"

"Wow, it's disgusting to hear you describe it like that!"

"It's almost like watching a group of fat maggots wriggling on my body!"

"Ouch, stop talking, I'm about to vomit!"

"..."

Still did not hear Sheng Lin's rebuttal.

Field let go of the hand that was firmly holding his stomach, and looked at the screen blankly. From the gap in the screen, he could see Sheng Lin's face. There was a smile on his mouth, and there was a casual and slightly mocking expression on his face.

Sophie turned her head to look at Field who had stopped in her tracks, covered her mouth and smiled lightly, pushed Field on purpose, and said, "Sheng Lin is inside, go find him!"

"Oh!"

Field's footsteps were unsteady, and he hit the screen, almost knocking the screen down, and quickly reached out to hold it.

Such movement naturally alarmed the men behind the screen.

Under the glaring white light, Field raised his head in embarrassment and met Sheng Lin who was sitting upright.

At that moment, Field didn't know whether it was the pain in his heart or the tearing pain in his abdomen. He just held on to the edge of the screen, covered in cold sweat, and said weakly, "Sorry for disturbing everyone."

"Who?"

No one in the group recognized the thin Field. They were stunned by his frail and beautiful appearance, and they all whispered to each other.

"I haven't seen it. Whose omega?"

"Looking so outstanding, if someone from our circle—"

"Oh!"

The discussion was interrupted by Sheng Lin getting up in a panic, and the card table in the middle was pushed aside.

"Phil!"

Too flustered, Sheng Lin chased out with a hoarse voice.

Leaving a room of people looking at each other in dismay.

After a long time, someone asked uncertainly, "That is, Sheng Lin's omega?"

Field's mind was in a mess, and before he could react, he instinctively fled from that room.

My stomach hurts more and more, and it hurts more and more, and something is about to be peeled from the depths of my body.

It may be that the body's functions have been stretched to the extreme, and the glands emit a strange fragrance, which is diffused, and even the alphas gathered downstairs have noticed it.

Field staggered to the top of the stairs, and warm liquid kept flowing out from under his body, but he was so delirious from the pain that he couldn't stop, and he couldn't hear Sheng Lin's anxious call behind him.

The surrounding scene slowly distorted, and the voices of people and music converged into a huge roar that hit the eardrums. Field gasped and held on to the handrail of the stairs, almost rolling down the stairs.

After finally arriving at the platform of the central staircase in the hall, he could no longer support himself, so he let go of his hand, turned his head, and saw that the way he came was covered with glaring blood.

Looking for the bloodstains, he slowly lowered his head. Field saw the blood pooling under his feet, and when he looked up, he saw Sheng Lin's frantic expression, and he rushed forward yelling.

There was a huge tearing pain from below, and something fell out of the body.

"Sheng Lin—"

From fearing and worrying about his sincerity day and night to thinking about it day and night, wishing he could return to him with wings on his back.

Field didn't know why he had to bear this bloody knife swung to the heart.

Can feelings be faked?

do not know!

At least I can't pretend.

Before he could reach out his hand in time, Field fell softly from the central landing.

The people gathered in the hall turned their heads when they heard Sheng Lin's heart-piercing cry, and then screamed to get out of the way.

"Phil!!"

Sheng Lin didn't have time to catch up with Field, and rushed down the stairs after rolling and crawling, picked up Field who fell on the ground, and saw that his body was bleeding profusely.

"Phil! My God, Phil! Phil!!"

Field opened his eyes wide and looked at Sheng Lin who was shouting anxiously, and raised his hand to brush the bangs that fell from his forehead to the back of his head, but found that his hands were also covered with blood, so he had to give up.

The strength in his body flowed away quickly, and when he put his hand down, he accidentally touched the corner of Sheng Lin's eye, drawing a bloodstain at the end of his eye, accompanied by tears gushing from his eyes, which confused Field.

I don't know if the gluey sentimentality of the past few months is real, or if the ruthless ridicule I just heard upstairs is real.

Had a long, long dream!

The little boy that Field picked up that day disappeared, and he and his mother looked everywhere.

Find the war zone from the civilian area.

There, I met a group of soldiers who had just retreated from the battlefield.

A woman with a helpless child appears before a pack of hungry wolves like a sheep leading a lamb.

Field thought of the fear and despair he had felt while running away, as well as the compassion and determination he saw on his mother's face just before being knocked out by Lu Jiao.

It rained heavily that night.

The torrential rain woke Field up from his coma. He called out the names of his mother and little Beibei, crawled through ruins and stone piles one after another, and finally found Lu Jiao, whose abdomen was pierced by a steel pipe, among a group of men's corpses.

Her pure white body glowed faintly in the rain, like an angel.

She tried her best to resist as a woman, but in the end she still couldn't escape and could only choose to die together.

The lungs were punctured, the throat was shattered, and every breath of the mother was like a knife, stabbing Field, who was only 14 years old.

In the heavy rain, her mother's eyes pierced the darkness and stared at him, and she struggled to make a sound: "Kill, kill—"

A trembling hand pointed to a gun at Field's feet.

Field never wanted to go through that kind of pain again. Trying to pull his mother out of the steel pipe, any action to free her made the face of this always strong woman distorted in pain, unable to wail or scream, only once Once again issued a monosyllabic pleading: "Kill—kill—"

In the end, Field knelt down in front of his mother, picked up the gun on the ground, and slowly raised it to aim at his mother's chest, with tears or rain on his face.

For a long time, Field could feel the cold and wet feeling when Lu Jiao held his hand, the weight of the gun, the feel of the gun body in the palm of his hand, and the radiance of the dazzling light burning through his mother's body. burnt smell.

When his father found him, Field had knelt in front of his mother's body for several days. The stench and decay of the body attracted vultures and crows who hunted them around them. After the differentiation period, it becomes a defective omega.

After that, the memory is gone.

Field knew that his father arranged a memory cutting operation for him to delete the most tragic and frightening memory in his life.

-Complete-

46. Follow me

"The child was not kept."

After waking up, the voice of his friend Uno made Field quickly withdraw from the long and painful memories and return to a more cruel reality.

"He has been overdosing recently and has been so stimulated, of course his body can't bear it!"

Turn your head.

Seeing Uno, who was wearing a white coat standing with his back to the hospital bed, his dull brain nerves gradually regained vitality, and Field saw his mother's dead face and the blood spreading to his feet on the stairs.

"Ah!!! Ahh!!!"

There was severe pain in the stomach, which was cold and empty, and Field covered his face and wailed in pain.

Several people in the room who were talking with their backs to the hospital bed immediately turned around.

"Phil!"

Only Uno and a few unknown people, Sheng Lin is not here!

Why isn't Sheng Lin here?

Severe headache!

"Hahaha, hahaha!!"

"Stop talking, I'm going to throw up!"

"It's like watching a mass of fat maggots wriggling on my body!"

The verbal slander he heard before coma kept reverberating in his mind, and Field was in so much pain that he hugged his head and hit the head of the bed——

"Phil!"

Uno's voice seemed to be the last ray of light in the chaotic sanity. After being pulled, Field immediately hid in his arms, hugged his neck and cried loudly, "Nuo Nuo, help me, ah ah ah! I'm in so much pain !"

The confusion of memory, the pain in the body, the huge shock of losing the child, and Sheng Lin's cold and mocking face made him fall into frenzy and couldn't control himself.

"Phil, Phil!!"

Uno knelt on the bed and hugged tightly