comet return day

No, I can see your attitude."

At this moment, the kitchen door opened, and Ms. Song came out with the dishes

"It's time to eat, come quickly"

Father Xu stood up, patted Lu Baiou on the shoulder, "Let's go"

Ms. Song understood

On the dinner table, there were a few dishes that were the same as those eaten during the Spring Festival that year. Ms. Song brought some dishes to Lu Baiou

"Thank you, Auntie" Lu Baiou hurriedly thanked

Xu Yingtang didn't say anything, silently took his favorite dish and put it on his plate

Ms. Song seemed to speak inadvertently

"Don't call me Auntie anymore, just be like Tangtang"

Lu Baiou was taken aback

What Song Wen said was the same as Xu Yingtang, not for him to call her mother instead.

The meaning is obvious, Ms. Song will treat him as her own son...

Xu Yingtang scolded him, why are you staring blankly?

Lu Baiou whispered

"thanks Mom…"

Ms. Song laughed happily, and continued to pick up vegetables for her two sons

Lu Baiou grew up so big that he only had the experience of calling mother like this when he was a child. After he grew up, he always called mother, but later he didn't call him mother at all.

After dinner, Xu Yingtang dragged Lu Baiou into the house and said that he would give him something

Xu Yingtang's room has not changed, it is still the same, the drawing board is covered with a layer of white cloth, Xu Yingtang motioned him to pull it away.

It is the line draft that Lu Baiou saw back then, and it is Fengqiao Road in No. [-] Middle School

There are two people under the fiery red maple leaves, one is standing under a street lamp, surrounded by a layer of light, with his back to the darkness

One in the dark, before the light

17-year-old Xu Yingtang is like the sun, pulling Lu Baiou into the light

The 17-year-old Lu Baiou was trapped in the dark, and Xu Yingtang dragged him into the light, driving away all the haze around the two

Some people are superficial, some people are golden and jade, but one day, you will meet a person who is as beautiful as a rainbow, and when you meet this person, others are just clouds (1)

Lu Baiou touched the painting

"I will definitely put it away, and I will give you a home"

There is a new jewelry store on East Street in the old city of H City. There is a century-old camphor tree in front of the store. Passers-by can always see two young people sitting under the camphor tree in the store.

There are ebony plaques hanging on both sides of the shop door, on which it is neatly written:

A slow taste of fireworks in the world

Long time in the world

The name of the store is Bozhou, which was inscribed by a curly-haired young man himself.

The white gull asked me to park a lone boat, not with my body but with my heart

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(1): The movie "Pounding Heart"

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29. The Seven Years of Lu Baiou

Lu Baiou has been abroad for seven years, in Minnesota, the coldest state in the United States

In the first year after going abroad, he wanted to find Xu Yingtang. He secretly bought a plane ticket, but before he got to the airport, Lu Weiting called.

"Don't forget what I said, if you dare to go to him, think about the consequences"

Lu Baiou's teeth were almost crushed, he had no choice but to ask Liu Hao to tell him that he would go back after the migratory birds flew south twice

In rare days, the command of true love becomes stronger and stronger

After he went abroad, he did not study politics as arranged by his family, but started business instead. His family obstructed him in every possible way, but he couldn't stop him soon. Nothing happened to Lu Weiting, and he kept trying to find a way to turn around

Lu's parents cut off contact with him and cut off funding

Lu Baiou has good grades, lived on the scholarship for the first year, took a leave of absence in the second year and started working part-time, he has done everything, such as washing dishes and serving as a waiter

In the end, I worked in a bar to save a boy from fighting with others. I lost money, was beaten up and lost my job, just because that person’s eyes and that little mole resembled Xu Yingtang very much.

After he went abroad, his family gave him a new mobile phone, the previous mobile phone number was invalidated, and WeChat was also canceled

After Lu Weiting's accident, didn't he not think about going to find Xu Yingtang, a centipede, dead but not stiff, he didn't dare to take risks, and he couldn't take risks either

He changed his WeChat name to Zhou, and his avatar to that of the comet. He couldn't bear it and wanted to smoke at the most difficult and difficult times. Remembering that Xu Yingtang didn't like the smell of cigarettes, he changed it to candy.

All kinds of lychee candy, he misses him, pretending to fake the illusion that he is still by his side in this way

He remembered the lychee-flavored kiss at Christmas in his sophomore year, but it wasn't him after all.

He remembered that Xu Yingtang was most afraid of the cold, every winter he covered himself like a snowball, his nose was always red, his ears were red from cold, his hands were always cold

So afraid of the cold, fortunately he didn't know I was here, otherwise he would have been frozen to death

He squatted in the dilapidated alley at the back door of the bar, and slowly built a little snowman with his hands. There were still wounds from fighting on his hands. The wounds touched the cold snow and soon froze into blood scabs. flushing, tingling sensation in fingers

Xu Yingtang is afraid of the cold, even if she wants to build a snowman by herself, she is afraid of freezing her hands

Lu Baiou looked at the snowman and took a picture with his mobile phone, and sent it to [Zhou]

Click on the chat page, there are all the photos he sent, Daxue, the photos of visiting the museum, and Hongfeng.

Lu Baiou looked at the chat records between himself and himself, laughed, laughed and cried again.

He didn't know if Xu Yingtang was doing well, and he didn't know if he could see him again. He wanted to hug the person in his heart, that beam of light, that little sun.

Lu Baiou hugged his legs, buried his head in his knees, and huddled into a ball. He was about 1.8 meters tall and looked so slender, with shoulders shrugged. The light of the street lamp hit his feet, but he was shrouded in darkness. .

People keep meeting each other, keep parting

We ask, but don't get; we love, but leave

The snow in Minnesota does not reach London, and his thoughts cannot reach that person's ears across 4013 kilometers.

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30. A self-report

This novel has real events as a reference, and the real events are my own experience

I have experienced two very failed love affairs, and I will talk about the most heart-wrenching one

When the epidemic was at its worst, I lost my relationship. I didn’t dare to tell my parents. I can cry for 24 hours a day, and the remaining four hours are used to eat and sleep to maintain the minimum vital functions.

At that time, I didn’t know where so many tears came from. I cried at three or four o’clock in the morning and my nose flowed together, but I didn’t dare to blow it. I was afraid of being discovered, so I stood up and cried several times until I fainted.

I take online classes at home every day, the community is closed, I can’t go out, I can’t see anyone, I cry to my little sisters every day about how sad I am, I’m such an annoying spirit

Later, I couldn’t help but tell my aunt that my aunt, a people’s teacher, usually serves a pure and clean, unconventional person. After listening to it that day, I greeted his mother for an hour.

During those six months, I wanted to leave this world every day. I was very desperate. Why didn’t I like me? Everyone said that no one would treat him so well but he still didn’t like me. What a failure! I

Afterwards, I couldn’t help but want to tell my mother, but I didn’t dare to let my aunt communicate with my mother. At that time, my mother thought it was a good deal. She had never seen me cry, so she thought I was okay.

It was my dad who found out that something was wrong with me. One day I secretly cried at home. Who knew he came back from get off work early. I hurriedly shut up and pretended to fall asleep, but he still heard it. He stood at the door of my room and watched for a long time without saying anything. ;

But from that day on, my dad changed ways to buy food for me every day, and even bought durian and snail powder. I like it very much but he can't stand the taste, and he also bought a bunch of puffed food. You know, my dad buys snacks Comparable to the red rain in the sky and the blossoming iron trees, veteran cadres think that these snacks are additives that will only harm the health of young people

My dad has a bad temper, he fires at one point like a firecracker, faster than the second kicker, but this firecracker has been turned off for the first time in more than 50 years, and every day he buys me snacks and asks me what I want to eat, really Chinese paternal love

After the lockdown was lifted, my mother began to coax me to go out to play, and even bought me KFC. One day, I played outside with my best friend and her partner. Seeing their sweetness made me feel even sadder. I couldn’t bear it. I couldn’t stop sending messages to my ex and asking him if I wouldn’t break up if I didn’t do anything or quarrel, he said yes

I broke my defense all of a sudden. I didn’t want to cry in front of my girlfriends. I called my mother and asked him to pick me up. It was almost nine o’clock in the evening, it was raining, and it was very cold. My mother has asthma and couldn’t get up if she walked too fast. I was angry, she came running that day, and seeing her holding an umbrella to pick me up, I couldn't help crying, my mother quickly wiped my tears: "Why are you crying, why are you crying for such a person?"

I sobbed and said, "I asked him if I wouldn't break up if I didn't do it or fight, and he said yes." My mother was very angry. You didn't do anything, and he didn't deserve you. Now I don't know how to let you go. I think you are doing this for a little thing, what if you really get married, Barabara told me a lot, let me go to sleep when I go home

That night was the longest sleep I had in half a year. I slept for five hours, but I was still sad when I woke up. Finally, I did a big thing-I cut my wrist, not that deep, and I figured it out by myself The bleeding has stopped, and my parents don't know

I called my ex and told him about it. At that time, I was almost in a daze. I wondered if he would like me a little bit and miss me a little bit if I died. , if I die, he will also be responsible, he yelled at me angrily: Do you know, if you die, I will also be implicated, I just finished the college entrance examination, what do you want to do? Do you want to ruin my life?

My heart was so cold, but I still couldn't help asking him, did you ever like me? He didn't even want to lie to me. He said you did it just for this?Are you sick?

From that moment on, I knew it was time for me to wake up

For half a year, I created a dream for myself every day that he liked me. This dream was like a poisonous poison. It brought me a moment of joy and then it hurt my heart, but I was willing to do it

Later, my sisters all said, look, it will be fine after that time, and the sister who was broken in love, when I advised her to live well, she cried and told me that you don’t understand, you can’t understand

why can't i understand