small town enyuan

Get closer, "Do you still remember the Fang family in Hefengtun next to our village?"

"Whose family?" Liang Yuan shook his head blankly, he didn't know where Cheng Zhien's thoughts had gone.

"Oh, it's the Fang family. His son's name is Fang. He ran away with a man when he was seventeen or eighteen. I was in the sixth grade at that time. I didn't go to junior high school anyway. His son worked in the oil factory in the town, and A man in his 30s from out of town ran away. Many people knew about it. It turned out that he was gay.”

"Ah." Liang Yuan didn't know how to answer.

Cheng Zhien continued to chatter, "Do you know what happened to the son of the Fang family?"

"I don't know." Liang Yuan shook his head.

"Dead," Cheng Zhien continued to move closer, "It must have been the spring of my third year of junior high school. Anyway, it was almost spring. I heard that I had some kind of illness. Those who died in other places had their ashes returned. His father didn't even let the ashes in. The door of the house. It was directly buried by the side of the road. Poor."

Cheng Zhien's voice buzzed in Liang Yuan's ears, for some reason it was many times louder than usual, and he felt a fine layer of sweat on his back.He swallowed dryly, "Not all homosexuals are pitiful, and some are very happy."

"Well," Cheng Zhien nodded and turned back to the screen, "This actor is pretty good-looking."

After a while, another scene of Hu Jun making out with another man appeared in the camera.Cheng Zhien pointed at the screen angrily, "Fuck, what are homosexuals? If you're in love, you're in love, and you're messing around. Look, that guy looks like a vixen. It's disgusting." me."

"Okay," Liang Yuan wiped his face, "The plot of the movie is a bit exaggerated." Liang Yuan wanted to close the movie directly, but endured it and continued.

In the movie, Hu Jun and Liu Ye mentioned: just for fun.Cheng Zhien patted the table and commented, "I despise this kind of person the most. Rubbish. He is not worthy of Lan Yu."

When the plot of the movie progressed to the point where the two broke up, Cheng Zhien waved his fist to encourage Lan Yu, "Hurry up and find a better one, and stay away from this bad old man."

The movie plot progressed to the end, how could you be willing to let me down? The sad music played, the room fell silent, Liang Yuan turned his head to look at Cheng Zhien.Cheng Zhien looked at the screen quietly, with a trail of tears on his face.Cheng Zhien wiped away his tears and smiled at Liang Yuan, "This Lan Yu is so pitiful. I think of the son of the Fang family. Maybe he is the same. Maybe he was deceived."

"There are good people and bad people, and there are good people and bad people among homosexuals." Liang Yuanyuan said, and turned off the player on the computer screen. He didn't have the courage to look at Cheng Zhien.

Cheng Zhien stretched his waist, got up and checked the time, "It's almost 9 o'clock, can I watch another one, is there any more, today is very enjoyable." He said, he took out the CD that Liang Yuan brought, "Is this from a foreign country?" Said put it into the CD-ROM.

Liang Yuan wanted to stop Cheng Zhien, "Don't look, it's getting late."

"Look at another one, it's rare to be so relaxed." Cheng Zhien put his hand in front of the computer, preventing Liang Yuan from operating it.

Crackling shootouts are shown on movie screens.Cheng Zhien watched with gusto, halfway through the movie, Cheng Zhien's chattering way of watching the movie was interrupted, he lowered his head and thought for a while, then turned to Liang Yuan and said, "Brother Xiao Yuan, I feel something is wrong."

Liang Yuan swallowed nervously, "What's wrong?"

"You're not gay, are you?" Cheng Zhien asked bluntly, "You tell me the truth."

It's a tense car chase in the movie, and with a bang, a car rolls and explodes.

Cheng Zhien asked, "Otherwise, why did you show me this movie on purpose?"

"Yes so what? No so what?" Liang Yuan felt that his scalp was numb, as if blood was flowing rapidly, and his heart was beating rapidly.He saw Cheng Zhien's bright eyes in the dim light.

On the screen is the sound of the car's sudden brakes when turning at high speed, and the tongue of fire is spitting out.

Cheng Zhien rubbed his nose, "It's not that bad, I won't discriminate," he said after thinking for a while, "If you are, don't be fooled by the bad guys."

Liang Yuan swallowed again.

"No?" Cheng Zhien said again in surprise, "What's the matter with that girl's photo?"

"Ordinary classmate."

Cheng Zhien thought for a while, then scratched his head again, "I feel a little awkward."

There was a bang on the screen.

With a bang, Liang Yuan felt that his heart had fallen to the bottom, and all thoughts were lost.

"What's awkward?" Liang Yuan asked awkwardly.

"Do you have a boy you like?"

Liang Yuan shook his head with difficulty, the air was like a frozen entity, imprisoning his body.

"I can't stand other men being so close to you! If you take a boy as a partner in the future, he will also call you brother. I'm a little awkward. What should I call him?" Cheng Zhien scratched his head, "You still find a girl Let the children get married, okay?"

Liang Yuan suddenly felt that there was a gap, sending him flowing air. He tried his best to raise his hand and patted Cheng Zhien's head, "I think so much about watching a movie, let's watch your movie."

The police car on the screen ran after the car in front with its siren on.

Cheng Zhien was not talking, just staring at the movie screen.Liang Yuan looked over and didn't know if Cheng Zhien was watching a movie.Liang Yuan has been looking forward to something, perhaps expecting Cheng Zhien to say something.But not until the end of the movie.Cheng Zhien stood up, "Let's go, let's go back to the dormitory quickly."

The two of them packed up their things and went back to the dormitory.Along the way, Cheng Zhien was a little gloomy.Liang Yuan didn't know what to say, the two walked in silence.

They all need an answer.

Liang Yuan followed behind and took a deep breath and asked, "Do you hate it?"

Cheng Zhien turned around immediately, "I don't hate it. Really. Don't worry too much."

Liang Yuan didn't speak any more.

Back in the dormitory, Mr. Ma asked, "Why did you two go?"

"Study." Cheng Zhien said, "I love to study, and study makes me happy."

Learning is not happy, neither of us is happy.

Liang Yuan felt that there was a bit of embarrassment between the two of them, Cheng Zhien was not as unscrupulous in front of him as before.Every time I involuntarily approached, it bounced away again.

Liang Yuan endured it for two days, until the monthly exam results were ranked, and Cheng Zhien's score improved to 19th, but he didn't see how happy he was.In the future evening self-study, Liang Yuan will go to the mathematics training class alone, and Cheng Zhien has not yet returned to normal state.

Liang Yuan was going crazy.No one could tell that Liang Yuan was going crazy, his face seemed to be born with only one expression.Only Liang Yuan knew that he was going crazy.He had been expecting Cheng Zhien to respond, but there was no result. He hoped Cheng Zhien would accept and give himself a glimmer of hope.He thought about it carefully, and he believed that Cheng Zhien, who seemed careless but relatively mature in heart, could handle this matter well, but he didn't expect that things would develop in the worst direction.Liang Yuan knew that if he didn't break out in silence, he would perish in silence.

After evening self-study get out of class, Liang Yuan looked at Cheng Zhien who was walking in front, took a deep breath, pulled Cheng Zhien, and dragged him to a remote corner beside him, "If you have anything to say, you can say it."

"What?" Cheng Zhien was a little puzzled.

Liang Yuan simply pointed out: "Have you been avoiding me these two days?"

"No." Cheng Zhien blinked her big innocent eyes.

"Cheng Zhien, let me tell you, if you avoid me again, I will beat you up." Liang Yuan spoke forcefully, but his tone was nervous, and he stared at Cheng Zhien nervously.It had been many years, and he had never been so nervous as now, as if he was waiting for the verdict.

"Oh," Cheng Zhien rubbed his face, "I didn't hide, I just felt my head whimpering."

"What the hell are you thinking?"

"I didn't think about anything," Cheng Zhien blinked and said, "What will you do in the future? Find a boy together? Grandma and they won't agree." What Cheng Zhien thinks most these days is what Liang Yuan will do in the future.He even borrowed Zhao Kun's mobile phone with Internet access to check the information, and he felt a little sympathetic to this group.He felt that Liang Yuan was just a troublemaker.

Liang Yuan was about to grit his teeth, "Let's talk about the future, after ten years, no one will care about me. In fact, no one can care about me now. Do you hate me?"

Cheng Zhien realized what Liang Yuan meant, and quickly waved his hands: "No, no, I don't mean to be disgusted! I don't hate it! I'm just worried about you in the future. You have to give me some time to adapt."

"What happened before is what will happen in the future!" Liang Yuan pressed Cheng Zhien's head.

"That's right." Cheng Zhien nodded, "Study is the most important thing now." He said hesitantly, "But...no matter what you like, you are not allowed to fall in love, you know, just...study is the most important thing."

Liang Yuan looked at Cheng Zhien quietly, with doubts in his eyes.

"Oh," Cheng Zhien groaned irritably, and said frantically, "It's just that you are not allowed to get a partner back, it's annoying to think about it! Fuck! I'm your younger brother!"

A fire ignited in Liang Yuan's heart, and suddenly lit up the world. He couldn't help but want to laugh a little. He nodded, "Okay, no. I promise." After all, God left a little life for himself.

I can't go any further.Liang Yuan sized up Cheng Zhien, gestured with his hand to place his head above his own, and changed the subject, "You've been thinking about what to do in the future these days?"

"Yes, otherwise, what else can you think about!" Cheng Zhien stood in front of Liang Yuan, straightening his chest for comparison. "I seem to be a little taller than before. I came to you." Cheng Zhien gestured.

Liang Yuan felt that he had to learn from Cheng Zhien's "heartless", and felt that it would be easier to be happy this way.

Cheng Zhien looked up at Liang Yuan, this