Cheng Linyu

Qi Mulin felt that these people were simply insulting his IQ.

Qi Wei looked at him, "You are a student who just graduated, what kind of world have you seen. Let me tell you, the people in the society are different from the people you know in school."

"But I've known him since I was in school."

"That's different."

"What's the difference. Besides, this is my own choice, and I will bear the consequences myself."

"What can you afford? You said that you will live there in the future, study, and buy a house. If the time comes..."

"I've said it all, and I will bear it all by myself in the future."

"What do you mean?" Qi Wei looked contemptuous, "Dare you say that no matter what happens to you in the future, you will rely on your family and don't ask your family? If you dare to say that, I will not say a word .”

Qi Mulin was shocked.

what does this mean.

No matter what happens to me in the future, I never tell my family.

That is, no matter what happens to me in the future, it has nothing to do with this family.

How is this different from severing a relationship?

Qi Mulin dared to take it, but can Qi Wei bear the final result?

Qi Mulin looked at Qi Wei, "I dare say, no matter what happens to me in the future, I won't ask my family for a penny, that's fine."

Qi Wei turned his head away from Qi Mulin, "That's not what I said..."

After that, everyone was silent.

At this time, Mrs. Qi said, "Mu Lin, I also feel that you did something wrong in this matter."

Qi Mulin looked at Mrs. Qi, but didn't speak.

"Look, if you tell Xiao Shen about this, he will have to think about our family members. You can express dissatisfaction with your parents, but you shouldn't tell Xiao Shen about this. If I do this , I will give my ID card, and then I will tell my parents."

Qi Mulin looked at Sister-in-law Qi, "Sister-in-law, first of all, you said that I shouldn't tell Shen Yicheng, I know this, I know it will affect your relationship, I understand. But, no matter what, I cannot If the certificate number is given out, I will not accept this matter with me.”

Qi Wei looked at Mrs. Qi, "Xiao Shen knows?"

Mrs. Qi nodded.

Qi Wei looked at Qi Mulin, "Let me tell you, today your sister-in-law asked you for your ID number, and I gave it to you. Why did you stop?"

Qi Mulin looked at Qi Wei, "Why can't I stop him?"

"You should be on our side. When the time comes, let's check his situation, don't we have a bottom line..."

"I don't need it. I know what kind of person he is. And I can't accept it. Why do you check his ID card."

"Why can't I check it? Others still..."

Qi Mulin was really pissed off, "Others are others, I am me. This matter is with me, and I just can't accept it. My morality does not allow me to do this. My level of knowledge does not allow me to do this kind of thing .”

"You still have a level of knowledge, you are amazing after studying in a university."

"What do you guys think?"

"We are afraid that you will be cheated!"

Qi Mulin pointed to his head, "Is my brain just a decoration? Do you think I'm a fool?"

"Hmph, not stupid, not stupid or being deceived?"

Qi Mulin frowned and didn't speak.

Qi Wei didn't intend to let Qi Mulin go, "I'll tell you, now that your sister-in-law is here, I'm not afraid to say that when I was working outside, I didn't tease the young man like that. You're only so old and you know something."

Qi Wei's words suddenly reminded Qi Mulin of some past events, which made him feel sick.

At this time, Qi Mulin's cell phone rang.

Qi Mulin looked down.

Shen Yicheng: My dad will come over the day after tomorrow.

Qi Mulin looked at Qi Wei, "Forget it, I don't want to talk to you. Anyway, you won't listen to what I say. Shen Yicheng's father will come over the day after tomorrow. You can talk about it then."

After speaking, Qi Mulin went back to his room.

After Qi Mulin returned to his room, he still felt very annoyed.

After returning to the room, Qi Mulin chatted with Shen Yicheng for a few words, not wanting to talk about the troubles of the night, the two chatted casually for a few words, and fell asleep.

Early the next morning, Qi Mulin went to pick up Shen Yicheng and brought him home.

When Qi Mulin was around, everyone was safe and sound, Shen Yicheng had dinner at home, and Qi Wei went out in the afternoon.

Qi Muyu rested today, and Qi's sister-in-law also rested. Originally, the two of them were supposed to take the child to see grandma, but he didn't want Qi Mulin to face it by himself, so he didn't go with him.

Qi Mulin and Shen Yicheng didn't go outside, they just stayed at home.

When Qi's mother faced Shen Yicheng, she always smiled, and Shen Yicheng was also very well-behaved, always chatting with Qi's mother and offering to help Qi's mother.

In the evening, after Shen Yicheng finished his meal, it was still Qi Muyu and Qi Mulin who sent him there, but this time Shen Yicheng didn't let Qi Mulin stay longer, and let them go home.

Qi Mulin and Qi Muyu stayed in the living room after returning home.

Mother Qi said, "Have you figured out everything?"

"Mom, I'm already this old, I have my own score."

"Anyway, you are outside alone, so pay more attention."

The three of them were chatting, and Qi Wei came back drunk.

After returning, Qi Muyu helped Qi Wei into the room.

Then Qi Muyu came out.

After a while, Qi Wei called Qi Muyu in.Qi Mulin just stayed in the living room without saying a word.

"Look, is this the case? You can't let it go like this. You can't just believe what he said. Who knows what that person does. He said he was a soldier. A soldier. What he says doesn't count..."

"Dad, that's not the way to look at it. You can't just look at what he is..."

Qi Wei suddenly raged, "Don't say it! I don't want to hear it! Get out! Get out! What are you! What have you done since you got home!" Down.

Qi Mulin immediately stood up, "Do you want to hit me, come on! Come on!"

Qi Wei rushed out immediately. "Do you think I dare not! Do you think I dare not!" As he said that, he rushed towards Qi Mulin's face.

Qi Mulin looked at Qi Wei calmly.

He felt that his heart was very peaceful.

He couldn't figure it out, he didn't understand why this person who didn't want to care about him when he needed it the most should intervene in his life at this time.

He doesn't understand what he did wrong.

He just wants to be with the person he likes, and he just wants to have more space for himself.What's wrong with that.

Because of Qi's mother and Qi Muyu's obstruction, Qi Wei did not really meet Qi Mulin.

But Qi Wei walked in front of him, the expression on his index finger pointing at him, I might never forget it in my life.

Originally, because Qi Wei drank, Qi Mulin didn't intend to provoke him.

It's just that Qi Mulin couldn't stand Qi Wei attacking innocent people.

Qi Wei was pulled aside and began to shout, "Why is that dog/thing! Dog/thing! You still want that dog/thing to live in your home! Why! I'm going to kill him!..."

Qi Mulin suddenly began to feel nauseous.

Qi Wei's abuse over there made Qi Mulin slowly practice his current attitude with his previous behavior.

He let himself live with him with an ambiguous face.

He hugged himself and buried his face between his chest and abdomen.

Qi Mulin felt that he didn't want to see Qi Wei's face more and more.

"If you have the ability, go with him now!"

Qi Mulin really wanted to leave.

But he couldn't be so heartless.

That's how parents are after all.

This nauseating feeling is also real.

Qi Wei was carried back to the bedroom.

Qi Mulin looked at Qi Muyu who came out, "Are you okay?"

Qi Muyu shook his head, "I'm fine. Dad is drunk, don't listen to him, and don't pay attention to him."

"I know." After speaking, Qi Mulin went back to his room.

When he entered the room, he threw himself on the bed.

Nausea.

So disgusting.

In the afternoon of the next day, Shen Yu arrived.

Qi Mulin and Shen Yicheng went to pick up Shen Yu to Qi Mulin's house.

After arriving home, Qi Wei first had a few polite words with Shen Yu.

"Look, as far as the two children are concerned, I will trouble you to make a trip..."

"It should. The children are together. In fact, we should communicate more, so that we can communicate more with the children if there is anything to do."

"Yeah," Qi Wei nodded, "Just talking about the fact that they want to live there, Qi Mulin himself even said that in the future, whether they live there or go to school, he won't ask his family for a Divide the money."

Qi Mulin glanced at Qi Wei, frowned, and said nothing.

Shen Yu smiled, "They are all grown up and have been working for a while. What I want to do and how I do it must have my own arrangements. I will not interfere with them. Yi Cheng also said, Mu Lin's grades have always been very good, and he can't be buried."

Speaking of grades, Qi's mother went into the room and took out all the certificates and awards of Qi Mulin's previous exams and competitions, "I'll keep them for him."

Qi Mulin looked at the award certificate that his mother took out, "When did this happen..."

"How can you still remember. I'll keep it all for you."

Shen Yu looked over one by one, "It's really amazing..."

Qi Mulin felt very embarrassed.

Afterwards, they chatted a few more words, and then Qi Wei took a few people to eat together.

At the dinner table, Qi Wei toasted Shen Yu, and said, "When I was chatting with Qi Mulin before, Qi Mulin said that after they go out, they won't ask the family for a penny..."

"When a child grows up, he must have self-esteem. Naturally, he hopes to rely on himself."

Qi Mulin listened to Qi Wei and Shen Yu's words, his brows never relaxed.

Shen Yicheng sat beside him and asked him softly, "What's wrong?"

Qi Mulin shook his head.

I just feel so tired.

Qi Mulin really didn't understand why Qi Wei kept emphasizing this sentence.

Maybe it was because he was emotional now, but this sentence was very harsh to his ears.

Even now, he never reached out to ask Qi Wei what he wanted.

Will he change after falling in love?

In fact, the two days of quarreling made him very tired, and even made him feel that he didn't know how to face Qi Wei in the future.

Originally, even before this incident happened, he couldn't get along with Qi Wei alone.

Every time he was alone with Qi Wei, he felt scared.

Especially after Qi Mulin discovered his sexual orientation, some of Qi Wei's actions made him feel horrible and disgusted.

What's more, after this incident, he didn't know how to look directly at his father.

The father he wanted to honor.

Now in my heart, I have even put some bad labels on it.

He would never be able to say that in his own memory, some of Qi Wei's expressions frightened him.

How unbelievable it is.

In fact, he didn't dare to let himself think too much.I also tried to comfort myself that I was thinking too much.

But now, even if he doesn't think much about it, some things have already left some traces in his heart, and there is no way to change them easily.At this time, Qi Mulin heard Mrs. Qi say, "Uncle, you said you could take care of Qi Mulin more, why do you take care of him more?"

The tone of the speech, to Qi Mulin's ears, was almost like an interrogation.

Qi Mulin suddenly felt suffocated, as if leaving.

He tried hard to get himself out of the current scene.

Just don't think, don't look, don't listen.

Everything around me has nothing to do with me.

Shen Yicheng patted his hand under the table comfortingly, and then held him tightly.

Qi Mulin suddenly wanted to cry, but he held back.

After eating this meal for a long time, Shen Yu took Shen Yicheng to the hotel.

In the evening Qi Wei still called Qi Mulin to the living room, but this time his tone seemed to be much more relaxed.

"His father said that if you have any problems in the future, he can take care of them for you. But look, should he be asked to provide some protection?"

Qi Mulin frowned, "What guarantee?"

"Uncle Shen lives next to us. He is the only one in their family, and he will often visit us at our place."

Qi Wei glanced at Qi Mulin, but said nothing.

Qi Mulin didn't insist on answering.

At the end of this year, everyone spent together at Qi's house.

Shen Yu and Shen Yicheng lived together in the hotel, and on the night of New Year's Eve, the two of them were taken into Qi's house together.

Before the New Year's Eve dinner, Shen Yu and Qi Wei were chatting in the living room, Qi's mother was cooking, and Qi's sister-in-law was watching the children in her room.

Qi Mulin and Shen Yicheng were in Qi Mulin's room.

"I've wronged you, I can only celebrate the New Year in a hotel."

Shen Yicheng smiled, "What's the matter, in the future, we will have many years to live together. Besides, this year is nothing, at least, we are all together."

During the meal, everyone chatted casually, and then they all sat in the living room, waiting for the Spring Festival Gala.

Because young people are not very interested, so after watching for a while, they went to do their own things.

As midnight approached, Qi Mulin's cell phone rang suddenly.

Zheng Hao: Happy New Year

Shen Ran: Teacher, I'm afraid the network will be bad later...

Cui Youli: Teacher Qi, Happy New Year!

……

Qi Mulin looked down at the received messages one by one, and after replying one by one, he suddenly looked up at Shen Yicheng: "Happy New Year."

Shen Yicheng smiled, "Happy New Year."

"Is there something I've never said before?"

"Ok?"

"I love you."

Shen Yicheng was stunned for a moment, then smiled, "I love you too."

Qi Mulin raised the corners of his mouth, looking at Shen Yicheng who had a bright face in front of him.

Thinking back to half a year ago, Qi Mulin had just graduated and randomly found a job as a teacher in an educational institution.

I found a small bachelor apartment, lived my own life casually, and deceived myself to do live broadcasts with no audience.

I didn't expect my instructor to live next door, I didn't expect him to be my first audience, and I didn't expect that I would be with him.

He admitted that his first hook-up was because of sex, but he didn't expect that this person would use his own language, use his own language, to warm his heart.

Some people may need to get along slowly before they can be sure that each other is someone who wants to spend their lives together.

And some people, at the first moment of getting along, can already be sure that they are willing to accompany each other to the end of their lives.

Along the way, Qi Mulin and Shen Yicheng may have walked for a long time, but the moment they decided to get together, it was determined that they were willing to walk hand in hand for a lifetime.

I love you from the moment I started loving you to the moment I die.

【Finish】

◎The author has something to say:

A full last chapter.

First of all, although it is only a short period of [-] days, I would like to thank all my friends for their company during these days.

This is the first time to update the text on time, and try to ensure that each chapter of my own is more than 3000 words, which can be considered an improvement.But the number of words is still a bit different from what I expected.It's probably because I'm not good enough in expression, and many plot descriptions are not full enough.

Let me talk about the content first, maybe it is because of my ability, so I feel that I still haven't written very well.These two quarrels are actually more about showing the relationship between Qi Mulin and his family. In fact, family problems are also the reason for the formation of Qi Mulin's character.

It is impossible for Qi Mulin to break up with his family, this is because of his personality, he is not a cold-blooded person, but after these two quarrels, Qi Mulin no longer knows what kind of relationship he can maintain with his family other than superficial peace up.The harm Qi Wei caused to Qi Mulin was psychological, not only because he didn't really feel the love, but more importantly, when he was ignorant and not ignorant, some inappropriate and unclear behaviors of Qi Wei were real. The one left a shadow in Qi Mulin's heart.

In fact, in terms of family affection, I have never known how to express it.

I have come into contact with two kinds of parents. One is to treat their own parents desperately. They don’t care about their own family or their children at all, but hope that their children can learn from themselves and treat themselves desperately in the future.The other is to treat their children desperately, hoping that if they have children, they can treat their children in the same way.I don't know what everyone thinks, but at least in my opinion, people who have never been loved don't know how to express love.

Regarding the love part, I don't think the love after a long-term business is necessarily more trustworthy than the love decided after a short-term relationship.Because how long a relationship can last depends mainly on two people.The love between Shen Yicheng and Qi Mulin came about suddenly and started suddenly, but they just believed that each other could go to the end.Because their feelings are invested in their lives, they came together before they decided to love.

This scene is my sudden thought at this moment, but I think it is just right.Some stories start suddenly and end suddenly.

Of course, because of my own ability, I always feel that the writing of these last parts is rather sloppy, but I still try my best to express what I want to express.I hope you guys like Qi Mulin and Shen Yicheng like this.

Then, let me tell you something about this article.

First of all, I chose the time for this article to be decades later, and the reason why same-sex marriage is possible is that I don’t want coming out of the closet to become a point of conflict in my article.Because some of the content including the feedback from students is also related to family affection, so I would like to focus more on family affection itself.And with the development of the times, many problems may disappear, but some problems will not disappear as long as there are people.

In fact, it was Qi Mulin who appeared first. The reason why he appeared was because I first came into contact with this profession, and at the same time I liked listening to radio dramas very much at that time, so I thought what would happen if a teacher did related things at night, (although in the end Qi Mulin It doesn’t seem to follow my original design).Then when I was listening to a certain radio drama on a certain app, I liked the feeling of Qiao Shu in it very much, so I named it Qi Mulin based on the name of the dubbing teacher.The name of Yicheng is for matching (sorry Yicheng), but I also thought about it seriously.The character design of Yicheng was a period of time before writing the article. I saw some videos of many soldiers and felt that I was greatly shocked and thought they were all great.Yi Cheng was given such an identity, and because of Yi Cheng's status, both Mu Lin's education and Yi Cheng's education were affected.In fact, I have also met some retired college students, but I forgot when I started the article. When I remembered, I had already written a lot, so I didn’t change this setting.Of course, I don't know them well enough, and I hope my words don't offend them too much.

Finally, I still hope that everyone can support and like Shen Yicheng and Qi Mulin.

In fact, I still have a small clip, which I originally wanted as the ending, but in the end I decided to write a small clip as a side story and put it in the next chapter.Satisfy Qi Mulin's creative desire.

26. Fanwai

At noon on Monday, most people were at work, except for Qi Mulin, of course.

Qi Mulin turned on the computer, adjusted the live broadcast equipment, and hugged his guitar.

【Brother Zero, good afternoon! 】

【What did I see】

[When the phone prompts, I thought I read it wrong. 】

[Has Brother Zero eaten? 】

[I don’t know if Brother Ling ate or not, I listened while eating]

[Zero is going to sing or read now? 】

[Is brother one here? 】

[Let's sing.Brother Zero hasn’t sung for a long time]

[Agreed, I mainly study at noon, I am afraid that I will fall asleep, although Brother Ling's voice is very good]

[Brother Ling, why is there a live broadcast at this time. 】

"Hello, Brother One... Brother One is still at work." Qi Mulin looked at the barrage, saw they asked about Shen Yicheng, and looked at the chat interface of the phone, "But he is on break now, just like you Listening to my live broadcast. The reason why I live broadcast at this time is because... I wrote a song for Brother Yi, and I wanted to sing it to Brother Yi, but I sang it face to face. I was afraid that I would be shy, so I started singing live, please also Be a witness."

【witness?What testimony? 】

[Okay, brother Ling is going to sing a new song again. 】

[When will Brother Zero and Brother One receive the certificate? 】

Qi Mulin looked at the screen, smiled, and said nothing.

He raised his hand and began to pluck the strings.

The prelude sounded slowly, this is a light song.

After a melody, Qi Mulin spoke slowly.

"In the midsummer of that year,

Sweat trickles down from the temples,

You shine brightly in the sun,

I wet my hair in the sun.

It's summer again,

I bumped into your side cheek by chance,

Under the light, you are firm and upright,

Under the lights, I was in a state of confusion.

Unexpectedly, the heartbeat was so long late,

There is still a chance to impress you.

I didn't expect to meet so late,

Still can let you and me go to the end.

From then on I fell in love with summer,

It bears witness to our many moments,

After that I fell in love with summer,

Fall in love with you every day.

those smiling faces,

engraved in my heart,

once a good memory,

Locked up in memory,

Every day with you,

The heart is soaked in honey.

Life is a journey with you,

I like wind, cloud, rain and rain.

those seasons together,

engraved in my heart,

the images of those experiences,

Locked up in memory,

Every day with you by my side,

Everything is sweeter than honey.

Life is a journey with you,

I like wind, cloud and rain,

Whether it's cloudy or rainy or sunny,

It's all about loving you day.

With you by my side for the rest of my life,

The future is not too far away. "

As the singing disappeared, the sound of the piano also gradually fell.

After Qi Mulin finished singing, he slightly raised the corner of his mouth, "The song is not well written. The lyrics are also bad. I just suddenly thought of you and wrote it suddenly. Whether it sounds good or not, I just want to sing it for you. Unknowingly, we We have been together for many years. All these years, I have only you by my side. You gave me love and family affection with Dad Shen. I really appreciate you. I just want to say that maybe we had some small conflicts , small friction, but as long as you are by my side, everything is beautiful to me. I originally wanted to say, I love you, from the moment I started loving you to the moment my life ends So far. Now I want to say, I love you, from the moment I am ready to love you until the end of this world."

After Qi Mulin finished speaking, he didn't care about the flashing barrage, and directly downloaded the live broadcast, without thinking about what kind of scene he would face next time.

After turning off the device, he took a deep breath and picked up the phone.

After he finished speaking, before and after the broadcast, Shen Yicheng sent a message to Qi Mulin.

Shen Yicheng: I love you, from the moment I decide to love you to the end of your love.

In a person's life, he will meet many people and feel a lot of love.

But there will always be such a love, there will always be such a person, only wishing to join hands for a journey, even if it is raining and windy.