The strategy was almost successful!

Ji Zhihuai thought, he never thought that he would experience such a scene.

The love letter he wrote to Liao Ruming was opened in front of him, and Liao Ruming was still watching with great interest.

As introverted as Ji Zhihuai, he was so restless that his fingers curled up at this moment.

He quietly thought about what he had written in the love letter.It was something he wrote before and after he lost his voice, when he was very emotionally unstable.

I didn't think there was anything at first, but just being dismantled face to face, Liao Ruming saw all kinds of emotions in it...

Ji Zhihuai couldn't help recalling the content on the paper, and then he felt his scalp go numb.

... Then Liao Ruming just looked at it.After reading a sentence, he raised his head to look at Ji Zhihuai, with a half-smile in his eyes, full of interest.

Ji Zhihuai sat there very awkwardly.

But in Liao Ruming's eyes, there was actually a kind of surprise that Ji Zhihuai hadn't noticed at all.

For the first time, Liao Ruming realized that Ji Zhihuai still had this kind of talent.Also, many of Ji Zhihuai's songs are written and composed by himself. He has a huge talent in this area, but he didn't use it on Liao Ruming before.

...Maybe that song is also more ... nasty than Liao Ruming imagined?

"...Ah Ming, please come back to my side.

"...You can punish me, make me cry, make me sad, but please don't leave me forever. I love you deeply, I am obsessed with you, like a nightingale that inevitably sings at night."

When he saw this, Liao Ruming subconsciously raised his eyebrows and glanced at Ji Zhihuai.

This guy is quite interesting.

It's obvious that he doesn't know how to talk about love... Could it be that for Ji Zhihuai, these things can only be expressed through writing or singing?This man just can't talk?

Liao Ruming's eyes made Ji Zhihuai a little uneasy, he looked at the piece of paper subconsciously.

A total of seven or eight sentences were written on the piece of paper.

Liao Ruming put down the piece of paper temporarily after reading two sentences, and said jokingly: "In the past three years, if you wrote such a piece of paper or wrote me a song a year, then maybe I won't break up with you."

Ji Zhihuai: "..."

He looked thoughtful.

Liao Ruming looked at him for a while, then laughed: "Just kidding."

Ji Zhihuai hesitated for a moment, then said, "I can do it."

Liao Ruming looked at him in surprise, and said, "You know people outside have been wondering about our relationship. Are you going to make it public?"

public?

Ji Zhihuai thought, if it is really necessary to make it public, then it is impossible to make public their broken relationship, right?Shouldn't it be an announcement about their relationship?

...So, did Liao Ruming tacitly agree to get back together with him?

Ji Zhihuai thought so, but he didn't dare to ask Liao Ruming, let alone let too much hope rise in his heart.The last time he did this, Liao Ruming slammed his heart down.

It made him a little afraid of such a hope.

But he also knows that there is always an answer to everything.And unless he showed his sincerity, why did Liao Ruming come to see him?

So in the end, Ji Zhihuai just said: "If you want to make it public."

Liao Ruming sat there, speechless for a moment.

If the relationship between him and Ji Zhihuai is made public, whether they are in a relationship or have broken up, no matter what, it will be a huge blow to Ji Zhihuai's flourishing singing career.

This era is different.In the past, the relationship between fans and artists was not that close, but with the development of the modern Internet, fans have more exclusive desires for idols.

Fans don't like to see celebrities fall in love more and more, and they are increasingly calling themselves fans of boyfriends and girlfriends.Of course, Ji Zhihuai's fans are also like this.

There is no doubt that once they are made public, Ji Zhihuai will suffer a huge loss in the number of fans, and Liao Ruming will also live under the criticism of fans and the outside world.

But Liao Ruming understood Ji Zhihuai's thoughts.

It's like some kind of -- proof.

In a sense, neither of them felt safe now.Liao Ruming didn't understand what Ji Zhihuai was thinking, thinking that Ji Zhihuai was still hiding something, and Ji Zhihuai was afraid that Liao Ruming would leave him forever.

... He even used the loss of his voice - Liao Ruming believed that he did not take the initiative, but it did happen - so that Liao Ruming had to appear in his life again.

So both of them need some sort of actual confirmation.

Faced with Ji Zhihuai's proposal and agreement, Liao Ruming did not give an answer immediately.After a moment, he said, "Let's talk about it after the concert."

Ji Zhihuai said, "I prepared a song for you."

He hinted at what he was going to do at the concert.

And Liao Ruming looked at him, smiled, and said, "I said I'm looking forward to it."

The meeting of their eyes conveyed a unique message.After a while, Ji Zhihuai nodded, as if he relaxed a little.

Liao Ruming thought viciously, if he told Ji Zhihuai at this time that he still planned to reject Ji Zhihuai... then Ji Zhihuai would probably be in a bad mood again.

But Liao Ruming thinks it's better not to do this.

He didn't give a clear answer, and Ji Zhihuai also knew this.Rather than saying that Liao Ruming agreed to return to Ji Zhihuai's side, it would be better to say that he just gave Ji Zhihuai a chance to reach out and grab him.

He once gave Ji Zhihuai a chance, but Ji Zhihuai didn't grasp it at that time.However, considering that Liao Ruming also misunderstood Ji Zhihuai himself, Liao Ruming decided to give him another chance.

...one chance, two chances.He always felt that he was very soft-hearted.There is no cure.

But he—well, he admits.He admitted that he would just be soft-hearted towards Ji Zhihuai.If it wasn't because he liked the man in front of him, why would Liao Ruming spend three years with this man.

Even for the main mission, there is no need for this.He can completely change the world and find someone he likes more.

It is because he likes Ji Zhihuai that he will continue to stay in this world.

He just felt tired and irritable, so he gave up the main task, but it is difficult to kill the relationship like this.

Sometimes Liao Ruming also wondered what he had gained from his relationship with Ji Zhihuai in the past three years.Ji Zhihuai is a person who is stingy in expressing his feelings, it is difficult for Liao Ruming to really perceive any warmth and love from him.

... At least it was hard to notice in the past three years.

That's all minutiae.It was as if every time he rubbed his eyes, Ji Zhihuai would reach out and gently take his hand away.The force was so light that it was almost difficult for Liao Ruming to detect his feelings.

Such a lover always makes people feel disheartened, right?

And Liao Ruming was like a cheap man, still surrounded by Ji Zhihuai, like everyone said, with his head hot and hanged on a tree.Liu Shuo told him countless times, whether it was in a joking tone or in a serious tone, he said, you are too kind to us Ji Geshen.

At that time, Liao Ruming was obsessed with Ji Zhihuai's occasional tenderness.

Because Ji Zhihuai seemed stingy, that little bit of tenderness was extraordinarily precious.He is a cold, taciturn man, but...

But Liao Ruming once thought he was special.

He is indeed special, but it was not until they broke up that Liao Ruming realized this clearly for the first time.

He stared at Ji Zhihuai quietly for a moment, which made Ji Zhihuai feel nervous again from relaxed.

Liao Ruming continued to read.

"...No one is closer than us. If I were a wave, you would be the wind that lifted me from the sea. I am and I am because of you.

"...I don't want you to leave because I can't imagine what I will become after you leave."

Seeing this, Liao Ruming looked at Ji Zhihuai again.

Isn't this what Ji Zhihuai has become after he left?

Haggard, tired.He became thinner and even lost his voice.

Liao Ruming actually couldn't understand this kind of... love brain?

Even if he also likes Ji Zhihuai, even if he breaks up, he will be very sad, but he can't imagine that he will be as clear as Ji Zhihuai, and he can even be called mentally weak.

Obviously, the two of them have different definitions of love, and Liao Ruming seems to have underestimated his position in Ji Zhihuai's heart.

Liao Ruming thought for a moment, and then asked: "Have you thought about the possibility that I will leave you forever?"

Ji Zhihuai trembled almost subconsciously, and then said: "I thought about it." His voice was very low, "My parents left me forever."

"But that's death."

Ji Zhihuai remained silent.

He didn't want to say that, but... For him, what's the difference between the death of his parents and the departure of Liao Ruming?Life and death... the essence is the same.

Liao Ruming gave him a deep look, and finally said: "Thinking about the good, at least you didn't throw away my things. I'll stay here for one night today, and then let's go around the neighborhood tomorrow. I'll take you out for a walk .”

Ji Zhihuai was startled, and then a huge surprise appeared in his eyes.

Liao Ruming's attitude softened?

why?

While Ji Zhihuai was pleasantly surprised, he was also somewhat uneasy and worried.He was afraid that Liao Ruming was only patiently accompanying him because of his poor physical and mental condition.

But it is impossible for Ji Zhihuai to reject Liao Ruming.He can only succumb to the instructions of instinct and emotion, looking forward to Liao Ruming's actions.

...he still feels a little disconnected.It was as if one part of him had completely different emotions from another part of him.One side is worried, one side is happy, one side is fearful, and the other side is sweet.

Liao Ruming didn't pay much attention to the change of his expression - it didn't really show anything.He continued to look down at the last two lines of the love letter.

"... I am very grateful for your company in the past, so if possible, you will always be with me now and in the future, okay?

"...I didn't love you, I didn't hide from you, I didn't lie to you. If you want me to be honest and open up, then I will do it. I will listen to you."

Liao Ruming rubbed his chin, narrowed his eyes, and looked at Ji Zhihuai again with a half-smile.

This time, he took a different look.

He thought, yes, he has known Ji Zhihuai for three years; yes, he has been living in this apartment for two years; yes, half a year ago, Ji Zhihuai's love value has reached 90% up.

According to 017, this can almost be said to mean a lifetime agreement.

however……

However, they still haven't made it to the last step.

Not to mention the last step, they actually seldom even hugged, and even kissed so dryly.

If Liao Ruming didn't know that Ji Zhihuai really loved him, then he would have suspected that Ji Zhihuai had some physical problems.

Their relationship, which could be called a "romance", seemed to lack a lot of... passion.

Liao Ruming couldn't help but look at the handsome face and thin body of this singer with a strange look.Then he said, "I like how you look a little fatter."

Ji Zhihuai was stunned for a moment, and got out of his emotions, not knowing why.

Liao Ruming shrugged and said with a smile, "It will feel better."

Ji Zhihuai froze, then blushed, he said awkwardly, "I, I know..." He said softly, "I will... I will make myself fatter."

Liao Ruming laughed out loud.

He added: "Do you know where I like to be fatter?"

Ji Zhihuai was almost so ashamed that he couldn't sit still, he lowered his eyes and said after a while: "I know."

"Then I can start to look forward to this matter." Liao Ruming said, "But it can be delayed a little bit, don't worry. Understand?"

It was just like what he had told Ji Zhihuai in his singing career, but this time the topic was a little private and out of the ordinary.

But Liao Ruming believed that Ji Zhihuai would give him a satisfactory answer.

Ji Zhihuai said: "I understand." He finally ran away, "I'm going to cook."