Attack the protagonist!

Xie Lan clutched the ceramic shard tightly in her hanging hands, and without saying a word, she turned sideways to let people in.

The edge of the irregular sharp fragments slowly pierced into the flesh of his palm, Xie Lan felt the pain dully, he woke up from the darkness in an instant, and threw the fragments down.

The crisp sound of the tiles falling to the ground mixed with the blood dripping from his left hand, unconsciously disturbing people's hearts.

Xie Lan put away his right hand that was pressing on his chest, his crow-like eyelashes trembled slightly, at this moment his heart was beating violently, and even he himself couldn't tell whether it was due to pain or palpitations.

"Please tidy up the living room, and the rest will not be used."

He let the blood from the palm of his hand stain his clothes, and said calmly to the housekeeping staff who had already started cleaning.

Although the woman was surprised that the mess in the room was far beyond the employer's description, her qualified professional quality prevented her from asking too much, but concentrated on handling the work at hand.

After hearing what the other party said, she quickly turned around and agreed: "Okay, Mr. Xie, I can finish it in about two hours."

Xie Lan pursed her lips, nodded her head to show she knew, and went back to the bedroom to change her dirty clothes and take a shower directly.

Li Changjun took a shower in the bathroom earlier, so the water on the ground has not yet dried up, and even some traces of use have become conspicuous.He frowned, and slowly took off the shirt on his body, probably out of his illusion, he could faintly feel the steam in the bathroom.

He looked down at the blood stains on his clothes with disgust, and threw them into the trash can beside him in a mess.

The clotted blood made him feel cleansed and physically disgusted.

Suddenly, he noticed another shirt thrown in the trash can.

Did Li Changjun lose it?

Xie Lan hesitated again and again, but quickly picked up the shirt with his face turned away, suppressing the discomfort.He looked at the clothes that were twice his size, sighed softly, and then put them away.

Out of sight out of mind.

Forget it, let's wash it later.

Next time we meet, give it back to him.

*

late at night.

Outside the window gradually changed from pattering raindrops to torrential rain, and the wind blew by like howling, leaving all the lanes empty, leaving only the wind and rain to wantonly play an elegy for the souls of the dead.

The ground shimmered coolly under the lights of the roadside.

On the bed in the dark bedroom, Xie Lan was sweating coldly on his forehead, closed his eyes tightly, and was deeply in a dream, unable to extricate himself, in extreme pain.

Facing the hatred and resentment from parents when they beat and scolded me, I watched helplessly as the sun left in my heart, helpless, and suffered losses and setbacks again and again over the years.

What am I, what am I!

Even the color of the dream was black, gray and white, monotonous and depressing, and the heavy breath overwhelmed Xie Lan bit by bit, making him unable to breathe.

"boom--"

In an instant, pure white thunder and lightning fell from the clouds, making a loud bang with an indomitable momentum.

"don't want!!"

Xie Lan woke up suddenly, and stretched out her hand to hold something, but what she hugged was the cold air.

He panted violently, wiped away the cold sweat from his temples, and felt lingering fear.

Xie Lan felt disgusted by the sticky touch on his back, and was about to get up and take off his clothes, when the mobile phone next to the pillow suddenly turned on the screen and the notification sound.

Xie Lan turned on the screen, and the automatic reading voice sounded slowly.

"Xie Lan, I haven't asked clearly what you want to investigate, but when Li Changjun was in his teens, he suffered from a serious illness for unknown reasons, and then went abroad."

Lin Yuhang's voice mixed with complaints came from the speaker, "This is his information given by the medical intermediary, remember to read it, I got it after a lot of effort."

Xie Lan didn't intend to listen to the voice sent from him, because it was probably a bunch of nonsense.

He lowered his eyes and carefully read the document word by word.

Abruptly, Xie Lan stopped his gaze and stared at the line of address on the information.

He actually lived alone, why didn't he stay with the Li family?

Time passed quickly like an hourglass, and the sunlight outside the window quietly revealed its shadow in a blink of an eye.

Based on the information, Xie Lan used his own method to inquire about every place he was not sure about. After several hours, his eyes were red when he finished reading the information.

Li Changjun, a doctor of psychiatry who graduated from a world-renowned university, also took psychology application as an elective. He has won many awards at school and has rich experience in practice.

He is obviously the eldest son of the family, so why did he switch to medicine.

He unconsciously rubbed the back of the phone with his fingers, his mind was in a trance, and all kinds of messy conjectures popped up in his mind.

After a long time, a sigh sounded.

And it was dawn outside the window.

Xie Lan changed into simple casual clothes, and decided to ask Li Changjun himself to understand.

Before leaving, he looked back at the reflective glass by the entrance and quietly looked at his clothes.He blinked, lifted the corners of his lips on both sides of his cheeks with both hands, and forced an ugly smile.

Yes or no, just ask.

After the heavy rain in the early morning, the artificially pruned greenery in the community is verdant, but it is a pity that there are few people in the early morning, and no one can see this beautiful scenery.

Xie Lan drove out from the underground garage, the thick and powerful tires rolled over one puddle after another, and then left, speeding all the way towards Li Changjun's residence.

Seeing Li Changjun's residence from a distance, it was a double-decorated single apartment, he stopped the car and parked it in a nearby parking space.

Xie Lan looked at the apartment close at hand in confusion, and suddenly realized that he had walked so far. He took a deep breath and searched for the apartment according to the room number on the information.

Xie Lan didn't stop until he walked up to the sixth floor.

Sixty five.

He first politely knocked on the door three times, waited for a few seconds for no response, and continued to increase his intensity.After a long time, there was still no movement behind the door.He bit his lip, unwilling to give up and wanted to continue knocking, but before he could make a move, the resident next door shouted from the air in an irritable tone.

"Don't knock, don't knock, what's the matter with you? Keep knocking on the door. Do you let people rest early in the morning?"

Xie Lan stopped and didn't knock on the door again.

Looking at the door, he felt the thickness of the door like never before, like a wall that was only half a step away from him but could never be crossed.

Xie Lan clenched his hands tightly, his lowered eyes were full of emotions that were about to lose control, bright red blood once again overflowed from the left palm that was only hastily bandaged with a Band-Aid, and dripped to the ground little by little.

What can I do if he doesn't want to see me.

He laughed at himself, and walked on the way he came.

*

When Li Changjun returned to his current temporary residence, he simply dealt with the bruises on his waist, and then went to complete today's task of familiarizing himself with the original body's skill points.

The goal he set for himself was to perfectly master the original body's various skill points within 21 days.Including but not limited to psychiatry and other majors, a lot of medical knowledge will also be widely covered according to personal interests.

After all, such learning opportunities are precious.

After a night of stormy weather, Li Changjun started his daily morning run as usual.

He spent a long time in the army in his early years, and many habits were deeply rooted in his bones, and he couldn't change them even if he wanted to.

After the long aerobic exercise, Li Changjun took a leisurely walk on the street with his coat on. The weather after the rain always makes people feel happy.

"Mr. Xie, what a coincidence."

On the way back, he saw Xie Lan standing on the street exuding depression all over his body. He stepped forward to say hello, and the smile on the corner of his mouth deepened faintly.

Xie Lan blinked, quickly put away her sad emotions, and responded uncomfortably: "It's a coincidence."

Li Changjun noticed his inconsistent reactions, and asked a little funny: "Since you're here, would you like to sit at my place for a while?"

It seemed that he was too urgent, Xie Lan pretended to be contemplative for a few minutes before agreeing to Li Changjun's invitation.

Li Changjun walked beside Xie Lan, and when he turned his head slightly, he could see Xie Lan's red ears.

It's getting more and more embarrassing.

They were all tall and long-legged adults, so they walked very quickly, and they returned to the apartment after a while.

"Here, it's better to drink milk in the morning." Li Changjun handed over the cup and said gently.

"...Thank you." Xie Lan planned to reach out his left hand to catch it, but suddenly realized that his hand was injured, and the cuff was also covered with spots of dried blood.

Not much, but noticeable.

Li Changjun noticed it, he frowned and put down the cup, took Xie Lan's hand and asked in a low voice, "How did you do it?"

Xie Lan: "...It was just carelessness."

Without saying a word, Li Changjun went to the medicine box, not believing Xie Lan's words.

After getting the medicine box, he quickly found out the hydrogen peroxide, saline and iodophor gauze to be used and put them aside.

Li Changjun: "Sit down, I'll give you medicine to deal with it."

Xie Lan bit her lip and sat down in embarrassment.

Li Changjun stared at Xie Lan whose ears were red again, and chose to remind him softly, "Be patient, it will hurt."

Xie Lan nodded consciously and let Li Changjun do it.

Because it is a basic wound, it is treated very quickly.Li Changjun finished tying the gauze, and chatted with Xie Lan with a smile.

It's a pity that Li Changjun asked most of the time and Xie Lan answered.

Different from the easily collapsed emotions when alone, Xie Lan slowly touched his chest, but his beating heart and strange palpitations overwhelmed him.

Yes or no, just ask.

He fixed his gaze, and started to ask, "Li Changjun, do you still remember that you saved..."

Li Changjun: "Open your mouth."

After finishing speaking, Li Changjun stuffed the white candy into Xie Lan's mouth, and asked him with a smile in his eyes, "It also tastes like milk, is it sweet?"

Xie Lan was stunned. In the past 15 years, he has never eaten candy.

The familiar sweet and greasy taste came from his taste buds bit by bit, he was not willing to spit it out, but ate the candy helplessly.

It's been so long, but I still remember that sweet feeling.

It's been 15 years since...

Xie Lan closed her eyes, letting the tears fall from her eyes.

It doesn't matter even if I expose this weak appearance. It turns out that what I care about from the beginning to the end is not leaving without saying goodbye, but that Lily gave me warmth and then disappeared.

How can I share my sun with others.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-07-1512:26:47~2021-07-1715:02:19期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: clear 3; ancient Jiujin 1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: dpzhp2 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!