Attack the protagonist!

After Xie Ci was kicked out of the imperial capital by Xie’s family in his teens, all these years he spent his studies with money earned from part-time jobs. Although high school does not belong to the scope of compulsory education, tuition fees are not enough for him who is frugal. It is not difficult to afford.

Even though I was in such a mess when I first came to this city, I was once reduced to the point where I couldn't eat, but I still reached the level of supporting myself after finishing the computer courses by myself.

But he has no desire for survival. Sometimes he would sit quietly in the empty classroom after school, staring at the lonely dusk outside the window.

He may be waiting for someone and living for someone.

Before he was ten years old, he never realized that he actually had the talent for computers, but he got this talent just after falling into a desperate situation.Everything is incredible.

So much so that he often laughs at himself whether this talent is just for him to survive and wait for something alive, there is nothing else besides that.At the same time, it also announced his barren and gloomy life.

Perhaps in the distant past, someone taught him personally by his ear, giving him a different color bit by bit, even the soul is particularly profound.

Xie Ci pressed hard on his heart, gritted his teeth to endure the deep annoyance and fear that suddenly broke out in his heart.

He never expected to run into Li Changjun at his part-time job, who made an excuse to ask someone out. The job was only temporarily invited by the owner of the Internet cafe, but he still agreed due to the financial difficulties.

It was an accident to run into Li Changjun, but it also coincided with the nightmare that Xie Ci didn't want to touch deep in his heart. Just as he had explored with Li Changjun at the beginning, it turned out that it was really a girl.

Or rather, girlfriend.

"Why did you deny me that you came out with a girl?...Why did you lie to me?" Xie Ci closed his eyes tightly and muttered to himself.

He clenched his fists and followed quickly.

*

"Why are you walking so fast?"

Lin Ling shouted to Li Changjun, who was behind her, and saw that he was getting farther and farther away from her, so she stomped her feet and didn't move, just stood there angrily and stared at the other's back.

She doesn't follow! !She was the only one walking behind foolishly, and as a boyfriend, she didn't know to wait for her.

Is this difficult?

It's so irritating! ! !

"Okay...then I'll walk slowly."

Li Changjun turned his head helplessly, softly comforted the angry young lady in front of him, while deftly putting all the responsibility on himself, but did not mention at all that she was too slow to look at the game hall next to her.

"It's just that there is another floor upstairs. If you don't hurry up, you won't be able to play all the games?" Li Changjun blinked, handed his hand to the girl, and asked in a flat tone.

He turned his head slightly, and after confirming that it was safe for the girl to walk on his left, he led her towards the elevator entrance.

"...Okay, okay, for the sake of the game, go for it!" Lin Ling muttered a few words reluctantly, then simply bowed her head for the game. In her opinion, Li Changjun was far less happy than the game.

Dancing machine, virtual shooting, whack-a-mole...here she comes!

Anyway, today's money is paid by Li Changjun, this time she can finally play whatever she wants, and ask this and that when going out to play with her father, it's better to be happy like this.

"I'll take you back later, your father should send someone to pick you up." Li Changjun looked at the girl's excited smile, and said in a low voice out of unknowable evil.

It's the same when I went to the playground with Xie Lan before, and his expression of being very excited but still forbearing is also like this.

It makes people feel teasing.

Li Changjun looked at her, and his thoughts wandered to distant lands. Those memories that once gave him the meaning of happiness were all related to Xie Lan.

He has never met his parents, let alone friends.

Perhaps Xie Lan, in a certain sense, is irreplaceable to Li Changjun and to him.

"Well……"

A soft sigh quickly dissipated in the crowded elevator.

"What's wrong with you?" Lin Ling tilted her head and looked up at Li Changjun.

She was still sad that she had to leave after playing well, and tried to bribe Li Changjun to cover up the truth for her, but she didn't expect that he ignored her at all, and didn't respond to her words, like a piece of wood.

"It's nothing, I just suddenly remembered a beam of light I saw in the morning. It was beautiful, but unfortunately I didn't take a picture of it." Li Changjun shook his head indifferently, and stopped mentioning the topic just now.

It's ridiculous, obviously his mission is to become the light of the children of the planes and then blacken them, but when he looks back at the past, he realizes.

It turns out that you are my light.

"It's weird, hum." Lin Ling crossed her arms and ignored him.

*

Li Changjun played with her until the evening, so long that the person sent to pick her up even had supper, she reluctantly nodded and agreed to go back.

"Hey, we won't have a chance to meet each other in the future, so let's say goodbye this time." Lin Ling turned her face sideways, looked at the bright lights beside the aisle, and said softly.

There is no relationship between them, so the parting talk is even less ups and downs.

Li Changjun: "How to say goodbye?"

"My dad asked me to go abroad after graduation, so I came here to break up with you this time." She touched her neck, and felt like a scumbag for a while, and said uncomfortably, "What about you? The next girlfriend is optimistic." Who didn't?"

"No." Li Changjun paused, and said with a smile: "But I met an interesting person, and I probably won't have time to make a girlfriend in the future."

"Really?" Lin Ling raised her eyebrows and asked back, and then sneered and sarcastically said in a second: "Then I hope he can be interesting for a longer time, so that you can hurt other girls less."

After all, she still can't understand Li Changjun's profligacy and treatment of feelings. Those girls don't care about it, so they must have considered it clearly at the beginning.

"I knew it would go well when we broke up with you." Lin Ling patted Li Changjun's shoulder calmly, pointed to the direction of the stairs and said, "I hope you can really meet your love in the future, and you won't miss it. As for this Miss's journey, that is the road of sunshine, the sea of ​​stars."

"That's it, Uncle Li is still waiting for me, let's go first."

She waved her hand at Li Changjun, and her figure gradually disappeared into the light.

Li Changjun watched her walk away with a smile, and only laughed at himself when he could no longer see her shadow: "Thank you for your wishes."

"But I've lost it."

He leaned against the wall in the shadows, recalling the past day after day, like a lost dog.

I don't know if he can still recall Xie Lan's appearance in the long future.Time wears out everything, including memory.

But he doesn't want to forget.

Li Changjun clenched his palms tightly, got up and left from the corridor.

He planned to go to the top of the building to enjoy the evening breeze. The game city has specially opened the top floor, which can be visited on weekends.

*

The night wind blows over the billboards hanging high above, making some noise.Other than that, there is no sound at all.

No one was there, but the lights were still on.

"It's true that no one would come to such a place at night to have a wind." Li Changjun shook his head and laughed, and there were only one floor to another in his eyes.

And the moon is invisible.

He found a random place to sit down, then propped his chin in a daze, letting his thoughts wander.

Is it worth it to abandon emotions for the so-called mission?

Li Changjun couldn't say no, and he didn't have time to say no.Before discovering his emotions, he has made a choice.

Regret is the most useless behavior for him.

"pat-"

"Why are you staying here so late at night?" The visitor stepped closer to the thoughtful Li Changjun.

"...Thank you?"

Li Changjun raised his head in surprise, and after realizing that it was a thank you resignation, he calmly continued to look into the distance.

Normally, he would have stepped forward to tease and joke, but now, he just wants to leave the task temporarily.

Why ignore him.

Xie Ci clenched the broom in his hand, and sat down beside Li Changjun without saying a word.

At noon, he was still following Li Changjun and the girl, but he was called to help temporarily by the passing manager, and he was assigned to clean the roof after he was busy just now.

It's not that he never thought of questioning Li Changjun, but only after he calmed down did he realize what qualifications he has.

The appearance of the girl poured cold water on his heart, and at the same time told him the fact that he was not even qualified to pursue Li Changjun.

He is male.

Xie Ci closed his eyes, suppressed the desire to destroy, and said calmly, "Brother, do you like watching the sea?"

"That endless, blue sea."

"As the sun rises, there's even a fog over the sea."

"I named it the Sea of ​​Fog."

Li Changjun turned his head suddenly, looked at him, and said shyly, "I like it."

"But not very much."

Xie Ci let go of the broom, and quietly stated: "Will you go to see it with me in the future? I have no family, and the only one I have the best relationship with is you."

"Did you know? In fact, before Xie Lan appeared, I faintly noticed it. I dreamed day after day, but every time it was the same ocean, and sometimes there would be gunshots."

"I don't know why I have such a dream, but the intense fear and regret after waking up can't fool me."

"So I wanted to see if there really was such a place."

Xie Ci raised his head, looking at the dark sky in confusion.

He knew very well that it was not just a dream.

"I'm sorry, I didn't tell you that I would work here today." Xie Ci said a little bit, out of nervousness, he didn't observe Li Changjun's reaction, but continued on his own: "I saw you coming out with a girl played."

"But I asked you before, and you said you're not a girl."

He paused for a moment, but still summoned up his courage and said, "It's nothing. If I'm just your friend, of course it's nothing."

"But the truth is, I'm sad."

Xie Ci gritted his teeth, grabbed Li Changjun who was still in a daze, bent over him, and said in a deep voice, "I will be sad because I like you."

"It's the kind of liking, you understand?"

He stared firmly into Li Changjun's eyes, not wanting to miss the slightest hint of avoidance from him.

But contrary to all his guesses, Li Changjun just looked at him quietly, letting him do what he did, with nostalgic and reminiscing eyes.

Who are you looking at?

Xie Ci suddenly swallowed the question that was about to be breathed out, and now he just wants to know how Li Changjun will treat him.

The author has something to say: I'm back to mess with you! ! I don’t know if there are any cuties waiting for me to update qwq

The school temporarily changed the military training time, and I only informed us that we would take away the electronic equipment after I arrived. As a freshman, I am really blah blah blah

Why do you like military training so much! !

After the military training, because I haven’t written for a long time, I got stuck in this chapter for a long time, almost like dystocia

The update will be resumed after slipping.jpg, I want to finish writing this book as soon as possible! !

感谢在2021-09-0423:29:12~2021-09-2721:56:35期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: 1 carelessly;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 65 bottles of carefree fragrance; 4 bottles of the little cutie in the Garden of Eden; 2 bottles of Busi;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!