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Qi Mu was walking on the road, and the vehicles shuttled through the night. Everyone had their own destination to go to, but he was the only one trying to grasp the bits and pieces with his own destination in the night.

The car accident three years ago took grandma out of his own world. When he rushed to the hospital, he saw the doctor shaking his head indifferently. He couldn't hear what he was saying. At that moment, he was cut off from the world.

At that time, how much he wished that the TV "Pawn Shop No. [-]" he watched when he was a child really existed.In that case, he is willing to use two-thirds of his remaining life in exchange for grandma's rebirth and good health.Not everyone abandons themselves.

It turns out that hope is hopeless after all!

Qi Mu returned to the place where he lived, slumped on the sofa, did not turn on the light, and the house was completely dark.He raised his eyes and saw that his whole body was covered by darkness. He folded his legs and buried his face in his knees, his heart hurt so badly that he couldn't breathe, as if a hand was holding it tightly and tightening it little by little.I don't know whether he forgot to breathe or the pain caused him to forget to breathe. At the moment when he was about to stop breathing, a white light flashed in Qi Mu's mind. He saw his grandma, who kindly stroked his back and said, "We Mu Yao will be fine, so that it is worthwhile to suffer so much when I was a child."

Qi Mu suddenly opened his eyes and opened his mouth to breathe heavily. At that moment, he felt the real feeling of death, the real separation of soul and body.

After lying on the sofa in the living room all night, he almost opened his eyes until dawn.Looking at the dark circles under his eyes in the mirror, Qi Mu grinned at himself in the mirror.

"Really ugly" is his evaluation of himself.

In the next few days, Qi Mu returned to school normally, and after class, he went to Chengxi No. [-] to help out as usual, and occasionally sang a song on stage. Someone has been watching him.

Every night, Gu Weihe would come to City West No. [-], ask for a glass of water and sit there waiting for Qi Mu. Sometimes when Qi Mu came on stage to sing, he would look at the person holding the guitar on the stage, and the decadence he exuded made him feel even worse. Doubt yourself more and more.

It was Friday night again, and Qi Mu, who had no class in the afternoon, went to Chengxi No. [-] at noon. There was no one there at this time, and Nale and the others were also resting.He pushed open the door and went in. It was so dark that he had to squint to see clearly.Some of the tables still bear the marks of the wee hours of carnival.He cleaned up the wine glasses and empty wine bottles on the table one by one. After cleaning up, he found a mop to mop the floor. After doing this, he seemed to feel that it was not enough, so he mopped the floor again.

When he finished mopping for the second time, the original cleaning staff rubbed their eyes sleepily and turned on all the lights. When he saw the clean table and floor, he rubbed his eyes again and said, "When did I clean up?" , Did I finish everything while sleepwalking?"

"What did you say to yourself?" Na Le who was behind came over and patted him on the head and said.

"I'll go. Why are you so diligent today? It's just a few hours away." He looked at the watch on his wrist and said happily.

The man who was stunned touched the back of his head that was hurt and said, "Brother Le, is my sleepwalking so serious? You have to watch out for me when I sleep in the future. If I go out by myself, it's too dangerous, and if I don't What if I jump off the building?" Thinking of this, he turned around and grabbed Na Le's arm and said with a bitter face.

Na Le silently pulled him away and walked towards Qi Mu who was still standing there holding a mop and said, "Don't worry, you won't die."

Qi Mu shook the dirty things on the mop until Na Le came over and didn't look up, focusing on the mop in his hand.

Na Le looked at the person in front of him, as if he had returned to the time when he first met him, lifeless and lifeless.He took the mop in Qi Mu's hand and said:

"Amu, there are people who can do these things. You are too tired. Listen to my brother's advice and go back to rest today."

Qi Mu looked at the mop that was taken away and shook the water on his hand, saying: "Brother Le, I have nothing to do, so I will help you first. Give me the mop first, and I have to wash it." After finishing speaking, he went to get the mop , the body swayed and almost fell to the ground.Le Yankuai supported him with one hand, left the mop in his hand on the ground, and supported him with both hands to let him sit on the stool.

Seeing his pale face and abnormally dark circles under his eyes, he suddenly realized what Nale asked:

"Amu, how long has it been since you slept well?"

"I don't know, I didn't sleep well after I came back..."

Hearing his answer, he happily turned around on the spot and covered his forehead with one hand, trying to regain his sanity: "Qi Mu, do you regard us as friends? You have been back for so many days... so many God... I just realized that you are already so seriously ill, does Yan Fan know?"

"I'm fine, it's just an old problem, I can't sleep and I won't die, right?"

"I hate your appearance the most, Qi Mu. To whom do you want to show your dying appearance? Are you happy to ruin yourself like this?"

The person behind grabbed Na Le to calm him down, Na Le turned his head and shouted: "How can I be calm, what's the use of being calm at this moment, who the hell am I in debt to, and there is a friend who is so courteous..."

Qi Mu's calm voice came: "Brother Le, I'm really fine, you guys go and do your work first, the door will be open for business later."

"What are you going to do? If you are like you, if Yan Fan knows that he can't kill me, he will make medicine for you. Get up and go to bed for me." After speaking, he pulled Qi Mu up and walked upstairs, then turned his head and glanced at the person behind him. People said: "What are you looking at? Haven't prepared yet, are you waiting for me?"

The others stuck out their tongues and whispered, "Brother Le is really a murderer today!"

Upstairs, Na Le pointed to the bed and said to Qi Mu: "Lie down and sleep for me, and squint for me if you can't sleep. If I see you coming down later, I will call Yan Fan and ask her to take you to the hospital." .”

Qi Mu lay down helplessly and closed his eyes to lie to the person in front of him who cared about him.

The one who was happy to see him obedient lay down, sighed and said: "Amu, you have to be good!" The voice was very small, I don't know if the person lying down heard it, he dimmed the light and went downstairs.

Hearing the sound of his leaving footsteps, Qi Mu opened his eyes, "Okay" these three words are so common that they don't know how difficult it is to do.

Gu Weihe came here a bit late today, it was nearly ten o'clock, he was dressed very formally, when he walked into the bar, he was looked at by the surroundings, it is rare for people to come to the bar wearing such formal clothes, those who don't know think that today He was here for a surprise confession, a marriage proposal, and so on, and someone whistled at him.

Gu Weihe ignored the gazes of the people around him, and looked around for the figure of that person, but did not see him walking in, Na Le was holding the bright red liquid in the goblet shaking as he walked, Gu Weihe When He accidentally dealt with him and planned to bypass him, he heard him say:

"Hey, why is the second young master of the Gu family dressed so formally? We can come to No. [-] West City, won't we fall in love with some little girl who will come to confess his love? Who is so unlucky that you fall in love with?" After speaking, he shook the cup in his hand and drank it. The swaying arc took a sip, and looked at Gu Weihe provocatively with a smile on his face.

"That's fun, right?"

"it's me."

"Where's Qi Mu?"

Na Le put away the smile on his face: "What do you want to do with Qi Mu?"

"It's between me and him."

"Really? When did you become so familiar with our Amu?"

"Let me ask again, where is Qi Mu?"

He felt weird when he didn’t see Qi Mu tonight. After we broke up with him last time, when he came to Chengxi No. [-] every day and saw him, he found that he was not in a good mental condition. He wanted to go up several times. Afraid of his resentment.

Na Le put down the wine glass in his hand, looked at the singer on stage and said, "He didn't come today."

Gu Weihe obviously didn't believe it and walked inside.

Na Le no longer cared about him and let him find it. When he looked upstairs, Na Le stopped him and said, "Second Young Master Gu, don't go too far. The upstairs is Yan Fan's resting place. You go up." Not too good, even if you don't take Yan Fan into consideration, you should take care of Mr. Shen."

Hearing what he said, Gu Weihe stopped and glanced at him, then tugged at his neckline, narrowing his peach eyes, and said for a long time: "Don't use Shen Shiju to press me down, anyone I want to find will be stopped." Can't stop!" After speaking, he waved away the hand in front of him and continued to walk up.

"Amu is sleeping on it. He hasn't fallen asleep for a long time. Let's talk about something when he wakes up."

Na Le's words successfully stopped his footsteps, Gu Weihe glanced into the stairs, turned and walked down, when he passed by Na Le, he said: "I'll wait for him outside."

The bustling first floor of Chengxi No. [-] in the middle of the night and the quietness of the second floor form a difference between two worlds.Qi Mu lay there with his eyes open, staring at the shadow refracted by the dim light on the blank wall above, and listening to his own heartbeat, Qi Mu saw the faces of many people in a daze, and some people might only meet once. , some people happened to pass by, and Qu Yanfan and Na Le who had been with me all the time, they were all smiling at me, and I wanted to smile back, but found that I couldn't smile, gradually everyone slowed down. They walked away slowly, and when they left, they all had smiles on their faces and their eyes were indifferent.

Seeing the cold expression on Qu Yanfan's face who was the last to leave, Qi Mu called her name, but she didn't answer, so he just called out...

Qi Mu woke up and sat up, looking at the surrounding environment, heaved a long sigh of relief.

Life is like a book, every plot you reach will inevitably happen, and even if the part you have read is bad or unpleasant, you have to learn to let it go.

No matter how good the prologue is, it is only the beginning, and no matter how bad the ending is, it is also an echo.

Gu Weihe, who was sitting in the car, looked at the location on the second floor and tapped the steering wheel with his index finger.As time passed, he felt the reality of his heart.

That night, the people downstairs saw their hearts clearly, while the people upstairs were trapped in their own world and remained silent.

Gu Weihe:

Qi Mu

The suffering you have suffered is the color added to you by this world

You are a person who is colored by life

And I can't see this color

I want to tell you if I can

The end of the prologue is the beginning of the text

Everything that belongs to you has just begun