Lin Qianqiu, you have never grown up

The quilt was tightly covered, I tore some white paper from the table and pasted the small hole in the window, took a basin of water and walked towards the room

"Damn thing, it takes you 10 minutes to boil the water, give me all the ink stains" Hastily dipped in the water, wiped off a pile of miscellaneous cosmetics on the face, picked out a piece of clothing to change into, and felt dizzy from the smell of rouge and gouache all over the room brain swelling

"Go away, let those people know that I have children, and they won't come"

"Oh"

Out of the door, where can I go before dawn, I complained about the damn man in my heart, greeted the eighteen generations of my ancestors and walked towards the stream, the rushing water dilutes the boredom

I pulled out a reed grass and lay down with my mouth in my mouth. The soil was still a little damp, and the moisture penetrated into my back with a hint of coolness.

"Do you still want to live, Feng Gao, get up for me"

"Hmm?" Feeling someone tugging at him in a daze

"Feng Gao, don't sleep, why don't you apply the medicine I gave you?"

With a strong hand, Ji Chu slammed on him unpreparedly.

"cough cough"

Ji Chu hurriedly wanted to get up but was held down, "I'm sorry about the previous thing, I didn't mean to do that."

As if after a long wait "hmmm"

"Then you forgive me?"

"Let me get up first, so you can't bear it"

"you answer me first"

"Okay, I forgive you." He stretched out his hand and pulled Feng Gao to help him sit up

"On your body..."

Feng Gao pulled up his sleeves in a panic, "No, it's nothing."

"You go with me to get medicine, how did you get into this state?"

"Is... your mother?"

Feng Gao looked at the ground without answering, his eyes were a little dark

"It's okay, if you don't want to stay at home in the future, you can come to my house to stay, my family is fine." Ji Chumingyan's smiling face shined a beam of light into his dark abyss

"Actually, I, I picked it up, it's good that she can treat me like this"

Ji Chu paused for a moment, didn't speak, but tightly held Feng Gao's little hand

"Hey, isn't this our young master? Why is he still leading a little beggar? It seems that people are playing ghosts instead of being exciting." The bigger boy stood in front of them and blocked their way, with his mouth in his mouth. puffing out smoke

Ji Chu didn't want to pay attention, and pulled Feng Gao to detour from the left

"Tsk tsk tsk, look at your arrogant arrogance. It would be great to have a pampered mother. Not only can you live in the main house, but you can also be the most favored successor candidate for the head of the house. However, my good brother, I wish you a happy life from now on." From the beginning to the end, I will just wait here quietly.”

"Don't bother you, some things are yours, they are yours, and you can't keep what's not yours." He looked at Ji Xi coldly

"Oh? But you have to try to know if you don't?"

"up to you"

“So generous?”

"Should have never been stingy"

"Oh, let's go"

Seeing Ji Xi and the others walk away, Feng Gao asked cautiously, "Well, is he your brother?"

"Well, Ji Xi"

"Ji Xi?"

"A son of a side relative who is not considered a side line, he's just a fool, don't worry about it"

"Well, I'm sorry I caused you trouble"

"He would trouble me without you, now let's deal with your injuries quickly, it looks like it's festering."

Ji Chu's back in the sun was so unreal, he looked up at "Will you leave me?"

The scene changed again, the dark sky was drizzling, and it was so depressing that people wanted to escape, sobbing and crying accompanied by raindrops, a group of people pointed at the river

"Look, this girl really doesn't know what to do. She was thrown into the river by someone's wife yesterday, just in time for the high tide of the river, and the doll next to her doesn't know what to do."

"Hey, what a crime!"

Feng Gao squatted next to the woman, sat with his back to everyone, and kept stroking the woman's cheek without saying a word.

Some people couldn't see it, so they went over to comfort them a few times.

After a short time, the number of people gradually decreased. Feng Gao took off his shoes, rolled up his trousers and put his legs into the river. The temperature of the cold river water was almost the same as that of the woman's skin.

Without the beating and scolding in the past, the wounds on the skin will not add new wounds, it is hard to tell whether it is sadness or relief

"Feng Gao!"

"Feng... Gao" Ji Chu's voice was flustered, looking at the expressionless Feng Gao on the bank of the river, he was afraid that he would be overwhelmed and jumped down, "You, don't do stupid things"

"Will not"

"What's your plan next?"

Feng Gao shook his head. Originally, when she was here, she only helped her clean up and take care of the house. Now that she is gone, what else is there to do without a home?

"Why don't you come and live with me?"

"Ji Chu, I know you treat me very well, but it doesn't mean that people in your family will accept me, and I don't want to cause trouble for you." The eyes looking at Ji Chu are a little more mature, which may be What's changed in him?

people always change

"I spoke to them about this issue and they supported me"

"Is it pity? Is it charity? Seeing that I am so young and lost my mother? I want to live alone, at least I am free"

"But I just want you to live a good life, have a family to rely on, and have enough to eat"

"After all, it's something I can't hope for, and I don't expect it for a long time." Feng Gao looked at the muddy river

"But I think, remember when you asked me if I would leave you, my answer was no"

Smiled, "It's just childish talk, don't take it seriously"

"Maybe, the person who said it didn't intend to hear it but the person who listened to it will get it wrong, so take care of yourself" let go of Feng Gao's hand

When he came back to his senses, he was the only one left on the river bank, and the cold wind hurt his face

Feng Gao, you finally drove away the person you cared about the most, stretched out your palm to cover your cheek

"Yo, that bitch Ji Chu isn't here, didn't he come to comfort you when that bitch of yours died today?" Ji Xi got out of the grass

"none of your business"

"Boy, I advise you to speak well, otherwise you will suffer." With a wave of his right hand, a group of people swarmed up and tied up Feng Gao and his already cold body.

"What are you doing?" Feng Gao struggled desperately.

Ji Xi pinched Feng Gao's face, "You and her are both unclean, so we just wash together."

The river water was bone-piercingly cold, and the gravity on the back pulled Feng Gao down to fall deeper

He stretched out his hand towards the faint light, "Ji Chu, you come back, I regret those words."

49. Killing and punishing the heart

Then the darkness came, like the suffocation of being submerged in water

"You said you wouldn't leave me, didn't you?" whispered softly in the ear

Ji Chu opened his mouth and closed it again, not knowing what to say.

"But you, how did you do it, I trust you so much" the breath suddenly became heavier, Feng Gao's whole body was full of violence

Putting his hand on Ji Chu's neck, it trembled slightly, and after a long time, it finally hung down, still reluctant

Suddenly the sun was shining like the sun, and a young man knelt on the ground, "Please, don't drive me away, I won't do it next time, I won't do it"

"Oh, no? I think you are just jealous of the person our young master likes, and you don't take a piss to take care of yourself. You are worthy of it."

"The child born to a slut, who doesn't even know who the father is, is still here to talk to our young master, really learned the fucking tricks."

The boy on the ground clenched his hands into fists and lowered his head, "Please, just because I helped you back then, let me see him again."

"Helped us, oh, yes, but we didn't ask you to help us, Zhang San, do you think so?"

"You, you! Ji Chu, Ji Chu!" Looking at the figure gradually approaching the door, surprise appeared on his face

"You're here." Ji Chu stepped through the gate and passed Feng Gao, walking in a hurry.

Follow his movements and turn around, Lin Qianqiu is slowly walking over

That's right, it's him

"Why don't you choose a sun that doesn't have enough time to come over, whether it's hot or not, thirsty or not, do you want to drink water?"

Lin Qianqiu shook her head, "It's okay, I just made a detour to go home and came here directly"

"Tell me earlier, I'll send someone to pick you up."

"No, I'm not that delicate"

Seeing that they were about to go in, Feng Gao crawled forward a few steps and grabbed Ji Chu's trouser leg "Ji Chu"

Lin Qianqiu turned her head, her eyes met, and she smiled sweetly, "Why is it you, I saw you yesterday"

"I……"

"Master Lin, don't pay attention, he's just a slut, it's not worth wasting time for him"

"Get up, aren't you tired from kneeling?"

Feng Gao glanced at Ji Chu

"You can do it for yourself, no matter what you do, it is impossible for you to go back"

Don't you want to?for him?You know you said you won't leave me

Feng Gao clasped his hands tightly, and refused to leave Ji Chu if his eyes were stubborn.

"Then I'll go in first, come when you're done." Lin Qianqiu entered the yard alone

"for him"

Ji Chu changed the subject, "some things are not yours, no matter how you practice them, they will not be yours"

I can't find a trace of warmth in the cold eyes

"Okay" Feng Gao slowly got up from the ground

The scene came to an abrupt end and there was silence

"I entrust my whole body and mind to you, you don't want it; I entrust all my feelings to you, you don't care." Black fingers squeezed Ji Chu's chin and approached him

"How does it feel to be misunderstood, it's not good"

"Did you do it?"

"Yes, so what, staying by your side for so many years, secretly watching your every move, imitating your tone, how difficult is it to move?"

"You are actually her subordinate"

"The enemy of an enemy is a friend. You must have heard this sentence." Fingers caressed Ji Chu's cheek and traced the outline

"Do not touch me"

"Hush, don't yell so loudly, now that he is in my hands, let me see how sincere you are to him." A chuckle

A figure stood there in the distance, staring at them with empty eyes

"Lin Qianqiu? Are you responsible for his unconsciousness? Are you responsible for those zombies?"

"It seems that you are not too stupid" from the pocket