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Until many years later, Ji Yi still remembers her first meeting with Ni Ran.

Ni Ran was the first batch of students she brought after she established her studio.At that time in Meaux, there were not too many studios.Unlike now, studios and various training courses can be seen everywhere.

Under the recommendation of her teacher, Ji Yi opened a studio near Ni Ran's school at that time.

Although Ji Yi has just graduated from university, she already has very mature works and the teacher who taught her to paint before, so she is quite well-known in Mocheng.

The teacher also admired Ni Ran and gave her a lot of help.

Soon, the studio had a certain source of students.

Just graduated from college that year, 23 years old.

Ni Ran is 16 years old and in the third year of junior high school.

On the day when the studio just opened, she happened to pass by and stopped for a few minutes.Ji Yi was busy communicating with the parents who came to sign up.At that time, she was the only one busy in the studio. Ni Ran stood at the door, thinking, this studio looks very busy, why is she alone.

It was during those few minutes that Ji Yi saw her.

Taking advantage of the gap, she walked up to her and greeted her warmly: "Student, do you want to come in and take a look? I opened this studio."

At that time, Ji Yi was wearing a red dress.

Her hair is slightly curly, and her lipstick just right makes her look very energetic.

At that time, Ni Ran was surrounded by little girls, and it was the first time seeing such a cool sister.She nodded and walked into the studio.

Later, hit it off.

She came to sign up to learn painting by herself.

At that time, parents were basically the ones who signed up their children, but she was the only one.

When asked about her parents, she said that the adults in the family are very busy.She can make her own decision.Immediately, she took out a card and said that the tuition fee can be deducted from it.

It was the first time Ji Yi saw such an independent child, and the child looked strangely watery.

He looks young, but speaks like an adult.

And she has a kind of innate confidence and self-confidence.

Later, Ni Ran began a long journey of learning painting.

Under Ji Yi's leadership, Ni Ran approached a key high school as an art student.In the end, she chose the ceramic painting major that Ji Yi wanted to learn a long time ago, but because she didn't dare to go against her family, or because she didn't want to disappoint her family.

Many years later, she became a potter as she wished.She also established her own pottery studio.

The path under her feet is really the same as what she said when she was seventeen or eighteen years old——

"In the future, I want to be a ceramic designer."

This is what Ji Yi envies.

She watched her, step by step, grow from a little girl to an adult who can take care of herself.Be who she wants to be.

This is a step that Ji Yi has never had the confidence and courage to cross.

Although she is a cool, independent, and assertive girl in the eyes of others, she knows that she is always being grabbed by something behind her.

It was hard for her to break free in a real sense.

That is her family of origin.

Ji Yi never told anyone about her family, including what kind of family she lived in since childhood.What she has always presented to the outside world is her cool side.

Her weakness and bewilderment were all buried in her heart.

She told Ni Ran that she didn't want marriage and family, not because she hated it, but because she was afraid of owning it.She was afraid of having a family like hers, afraid of going the same way as her parents.

So I don't want to expect, to have.

But when that person really appeared, overcame obstacles for her, repelled everything for her, and gave her a home that belonged only to her, her heartbeat, which was many years late, appeared.

The man told her that he could shelter her from the wind and rain and build a harbor for her.Give her everything, everything he has.He will not force her to have a child, and she doesn't want to face the family's shortcomings, so she doesn't have to.

She can truly realize, do what she wants to do, and what she is willing to do.

No one will say that it is wrong for you to only eat the same delicacy for a week, no one requires you to do laundry, cook, take care of your husband and children, and no one will force you to do things you don't want to do.

This is the point that touches the depths of Ji Yi's heart.

The people around her since she was a child have told too much about what she is going to do.Everything about her has been arranged.But they can only arrange for you, but they cannot guarantee that you will have a smooth journey.If you want to stand firm, you still have to rely on yourself.

Only Ji Yi knows the pitfalls she has stepped on and the hardships she has endured.

But these, she never said to Ni Ran.

Ji Yi didn't reveal it until the day of her wedding.

At that moment, Ni Ran had an inexplicable feeling that she always felt that she knew Teacher Ji very well.

They have known each other for so many years, and Teacher Ji has always been by her side.

She has inquired and paid attention to every bit of Teacher Ji.But she only saw the surface of the matter, but never delved into it.

Perhaps from the very beginning, as far as Teacher Ji is concerned, she never thought of letting Ni Ran know about these things.

She always sees her as a child.

But when facing the person she met later, she had something to rely on.

She was finally no longer alone.

To face the mess that hides in another layer of life.

Ji's father and Ji's mother were so excited that their daughter could marry a rich second generation, the corners of their lips did not hide during the whole process.

Other people's daughters will cry more or less when they marry.

But their house, Ni Ran looked at it, not knowing how happy it was.

Perhaps this is what most Chinese parents expect of their daughters.

Ni Ran looked at the lively wedding scene and suddenly felt a chill.

She should be happy for Teacher Ji.

But for some reason, she was sad.

The sad thing is not that she has never had Teacher Ji, or that the distance between her and Teacher Ji is getting farther and farther.

She just couldn't describe how sad she was.

……

She was the only bridesmaid at the scene.

The other party originally had several best men, but because there was only one on the woman's side, and Teacher Ji didn't want to arrange someone she didn't know to be a bridesmaid.So they have only one bridesmaid and best man.

There was no marriage trouble at the scene, and no one was asked to do anything excessive.

On that day, the emcee and the staff of the wedding company were going through the process, and the photographer followed the whole process.Everyone had smiles on their faces.

Ni Ran knew she was going to laugh.

She also tried to pull a smile as much as possible.

But when no one saw, she felt a little breathless.

So many people at the scene were very happy.But she can't feel it.

After the wedding, Ni Ran let go of his discouraged ball.

Spread out on the stool, Teacher Ji left her a bridesmaid red envelope, but of course she confiscated it at first.But Teacher Ji said that he was happy.

Isn't that what a wedding is all about.

Ni Ran accepts it.

She thought that if she had other happy events in the future, she would send them back.

When Teacher Ji returned home with her husband from the hotel, Ni Ran sat on the side of the road for a long time.It's been so long that Jiang Shi called her, but she didn't answer it.

Ni Ran told Jiang Shi in advance before going to the wedding.

Jiang Shi replied to her and said, do you want to prepare some wedding gifts for Teacher Ji?

She said she was ready.

Jiang Shi didn't ask any more questions.

She replied, then wish my sister's teacher, a happy wedding.

Ni Ran replied thank you.

Jiang Shi had no more information.

In fact, Jiang Shi really wanted to know what exactly Ni Ran gave Teacher Ji.

But she held back.

She felt that her sister probably didn't like her asking about Teacher Ji.

She thought, if one day, she was willing to talk to her about Teacher Ji, then she would listen carefully.If she hadn't mentioned it, she wouldn't have asked.

It was eleven o'clock at night.

Jiang Shi has already left work. Today, there is a table of guests who arrived late and stayed for a long time. She has been with the table all the time.

After getting home and washing up, she found out the text messages between the two of them.

Although the two are getting close, they haven't added each other's WeChat yet.

The usual contact is either phone calls or text messages, and the two people's daytime chat records stay in Ni Ran's thank you.

I don't know how she attended the wedding today.

Is this time point over now, or is it back to Teacher Ji and her husband's house from the hotel.Or, still in the hotel.

When Jiang Shi was busy during the day, he didn't have time to look at his mobile phone. He only thought of Ni Ran going to the wedding. When he was free, his mind was full of these details.

She wanted to text, but she couldn't wait.

He dialed her directly, but the phone rang for a long time.No one answered.

Jiang Shi knew it, and her sister had no time to talk to her now.

She threw the phone aside, tears streaming down her face.

She knew that she had nothing to do with Ni Ran now, and Ni Ran didn't need to tell her what she was doing now.In other words, she didn't receive her call, which is also normal.

She can understand.

But there was a burst of soreness in my heart.

She just misses her.

Want to know what she's doing.

I want to hear what she said about attending the wedding today, and I want to know if she has gone home.

……

If you don't know her well.

Jiang Shi would not have such expectations now.

In the past, let alone calling her sister, she didn't even dare to send private messages on Weibo.

But now, my sister listens to her very carefully, and also sends messages and calls to her.

Compared with before, it is already a big step forward!

She comforted herself in this way in her heart, but the tears couldn't stop flowing again.

Not disappointing at all.

Jiang Shi blamed himself in his heart.

She shrinks.

fell into darkness.

When my sister's call came back, Jiang Shi had been crying for a while.

When she heard the phone ringing, she immediately picked it up, and when she saw that it was her call, she burst into tears.

My sister is done!

Let's get in touch with her!

She sniffed, adjusted her emotions, and then picked up the phone: "Hello. Is it my sister?"

On the other end of the phone, Ni Ran's voice was very tired: "You haven't slept yet."

Jiang Shi is very obedient: "Yeah. I just washed up. I thought you were going to the wedding today. I just called you and asked how you are, have you gone home?"

There was a pause on the phone.

Only then replied: "No."

Jiang Shi: "Are you still busy?"

Ni Ran: "No."

Jiang Shi: "Huh?"

Ni Ran suddenly said sadly: "What to do, my sister suddenly can't find her way home."

Jiang Shi turned over, sat up from the bed, and asked anxiously, "Sister, where are you!"

Ni Ran smiled lightly: "I don't know."

Jiang Shi was anxious, and said with a crying voice: "Sister, don't scare me. Have you been drinking? Can you see the approximate location now? Or, can you send me a location, okay?"

"I'll take you home."

The author has something to say:

Come on, sister~

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