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When Ni Ran woke up the next day, it was already afternoon.

Her head was groggy and her body ached.But he was wearing clean clothes, and there was no smell of alcohol.What happened last night?

She frowned thoughtfully.

The memory goes back to when she went out of the hotel and sat on the road drinking, and then called Jiang Shi.

Correct!

Jiang Shi!

She vaguely remembered that Jiang Shi sent her home last night, and she must have helped change the clothes. Ni Ran thought she was at home.

Called her name several times, but no one answered.

She picked up her phone and glanced at the time.It was already three o'clock in the afternoon.

Then she should go to work.

Ni Ran thought, I'd better call her later.

Ugh.

She never thought that such a day would come to her.

She never slept until the afternoon and couldn't get up.

Ni Ran got up and went downstairs, looking at her swollen walnut-like eyes in the mirror.She thought, it's over, she must have tossed Jiang Shi a lot last night.

She has a problem with her. She drinks too much and likes to have sex.

I can also sing.

Sing and cry.

After singing and crying, she will sleep peacefully.

None of her friends knew about it, because every time she drank too much, she would drive them away.No matter how bad it is, she will hurry back to her place before drinking too much.

They will never notice that she has such a problem.

I must cook a lot of delicious food at night, just to make up for my lovely sister.

Ni Ran murmured in her heart.

Although she wanted to call her now, she knew that she was going to the teahouse in the afternoon.It's not good if it disturbs her work.

Ni Ran took a shower, then tidied herself up briefly, and was going to go out to buy some dishes for dinner in the evening.

I drank too much alcohol yesterday, and my stomach feels a little uncomfortable.

Ni Ran plans to make a pork belly chicken with wolfberry and red dates, just to make up for his sister.She is always too late to eat breakfast, which hurts her stomach.

For some reason, after what happened last night, she felt as if she was heading in a new direction.

For a long time in the past, she had no desire to share.

Seeing everything, it is very indifferent, as if there is no emotion.

She is living life repeatedly every day.

There is no joy or sorrow, it is very common.But recently, she seems to be slowly, less closed to herself.Just now when she was going out to buy vegetables, she really wanted to tell Jiang Shi that she was going out to buy vegetables for dinner.

Waiting for her to come home at night.

But I was afraid that she was busy and disturbed her.

Sometimes when Ni Ran is busy, she is very afraid that others will disturb her.So hold back.

Ni Ran packed up and went out at four in the afternoon.

If you hurry up, you can get home around five o'clock.

Then he started cooking the ingredients, and the soup took about two or three hours, which meant that he could almost catch up with Jiang Shi to come over to drink the soup after get off work.

With such a mood, she began to prepare dinner.

She has been waiting for Jiang Shi to contact her to say that she is done.

Then she told her that dinner is ready, come and eat.

But he ignored that she should call or send her a message first, otherwise how would the other party know that she was waiting for her.

……

until eight o'clock at night.

Ni Ran has already prepared everything, and the pork belly chicken has been stuffed in the casserole, and the aroma has long been overflowing.She also bought seafood and stir-fried a few dishes.

She didn't even wait for Jiang Shi's call.

Before she got up or went to work, she would call or send a message to tell her.Because Ni Ran has no working hours, she is in the studio, and she can wake up whenever she wants. If there is a client, she will meet the client.

Without clients, she makes her own work.

Although it didn't take long, she was used to Jiang Shi coming to her on his own initiative.

One is that she has been used to keeping a distance from others all year round, and rarely takes the initiative to find others, for fear of disturbing others.Second, she thought Jiang Shi would tell her when he was done.

Because it was like this before.

But this time, it doesn't seem to be the case.

Ni Ran felt something was wrong.

It hasn't been so long since the two of them met, and they haven't contacted each other.

Before, the two would contact each other either at noon or at night, but this time, it was almost a day.

Ni Ran tried to dial her phone, but found that the phone was unavailable.

Ni Ran frowned slightly, not knowing what happened.

Are you still busy?

It's past eight o'clock in the evening.

Ni Ran didn't know what was going on, so she called again.

But still unable to connect, Ni Ran looked at a table of dishes, and the feeling of hunger just now was replaced by panic.

She couldn't get in touch with Jiang Shi.

She didn't know if she was busy, the phone was turned on airplane mode, or she was in a place with poor signal, or...

blocked her.

According to Baidu, there are only a few possible reasons for a bad signal.

Ni Ran shook her hand, and the phone almost fell to the ground.

Could it be that I lost my mind after drinking yesterday and did something to her to make her angry?Or she felt that contacting herself was too troublesome and she didn't want to contact her anymore.

I do not know.

Ni Ran squatted on the ground slowly, trying hard to recall what she did last night.She remembers leaning on her shoulder the whole time, something she rarely does.

Unless that person is someone she trusts very much.

The two of them lingered at the door for a while, and finally entered the house.

Ni Ran kept thinking about it, until the end, and finally remembered.She ran upstairs quickly and glanced at the guitar case under the bed.

Sure enough, it was opened!

Ni Ran spread out on the ground.

She remembered that she cried bitterly holding the guitar last night, and then sang "Miss Dong".

She learned the guitar a year ago when she had to take a break because of a medical condition.

At that time, there was no desire to share, and sometimes she would sit in the studio glazing for a whole day, hardly talking to anyone except customers.

She doesn't come home until late at night, and sometimes if there are no customers, she doesn't speak for a whole day.Just bored.

Within three months, something happened to her body.

First, I found a lump in the chest, which became very large.In fact, there was before.The doctor said that most women will have breast nodules caused by breast hyperplasia.It's normal, take some medicine and maintain a good work and rest schedule, as well as a happy mood.

If there is something unhappy, release it in time.

Don't be depressed all the time, emotional depression will accelerate the growth of nodules.

In the later stage, it may become adenofibroma and more seriously, breast cancer.

When Ni Ran found out that the agglomeration was getting bigger, she really panicked.

But what hurt her more than the lumps getting bigger was that her lower back pain began to torture her repeatedly.

Because she often has to sit beside her body to pull the billets and sit in front of the table to glaze the works, her waist has been checked for lumbar muscle strain before. In addition to her waist, her shoulders and neck are also in poor condition.

Often in pain, she rolled repeatedly in the middle of the night.

She knew before that her condition was not good, so every once in a while, she would go for rehabilitation.Or the daily working hours are shortened, and you get up and rest when the time comes.Or go for a walk.

But in the past three months, her emotional state was not good.

The habits I had before were put aside for the time being.But three months later, my body showed a red light.

She went to the hospital alone for an examination. First, she went to the orthopedics department and took CT and MRI.The doctor looked at the film, then looked at Ni Ran's age, and asked, did he often sit for a long time.

Ni Ran nodded.

The doctor went on to say that there is an invisible crack in the lumbar spine where your lumbar spine connects with the tailbone.Can't sit for a long time and can't do heavy work.Otherwise, it is easy to lose touch.The same goes for your shoulders and neck. Don't keep your head down all the time, look up more at the scenery outside the window.

There are still many beautiful places in this world.

The orthopedic doctor said that her problem was not serious enough to require surgery, but it was not minor.If you don't pay attention later, it will become more and more serious.But you can still adjust at such a young age.

Taking the medicine prescribed by the doctor, Ni Ran went to the breast department alone.

Get a number, line up, and ask a doctor.

Then go to the B-ultrasound ultrasound room to take a number, line up, and do the examination.

Ni Ran spent the whole day in the hospital.That day, she obviously did nothing but went to see a doctor for herself.But feel tired.very tired.

The results of the breast examination were not very good.

Breast nodules have turned into adenofibromas.But fortunately benign.Do a minimally invasive surgery, just cut it off.

The doctor said it was easy, but after all, he was going to have an operation, even if it was a small operation, Ni Ran was actually a little scared.

Ni Ran asked, what will happen if you don't cut it.

The doctor said that if you don't cut it, it will get bigger and bigger, especially if you want to get pregnant in the future, it will get bigger and bigger.But after all, it is a tumor, and there may be other lesions.This is all about individuality.

Of course, it was cut.

Afterwards, the incompleteness will also recur.

Let me think about it.

Ni Ran took the order from the doctor.

She sat at the entrance of the hospital stairs and was silent for a long time.Her hand touched her chest lightly.The nodule is now about three centimeters in size.When she had a checkup last year, it was still about one centimeter.It's only been a year, and it's already three centimeters.

To be honest, she was terrified.

She is out alone all the time.

Everything is up to you.

It was the first time that I was faced with whether to have surgery.

When encountering things that she couldn't make a decision before, she would tell Teacher Ji.

But now, she has no one to talk to.

Ni Ran hadn't made a decision until it was time to leave the hospital.

When she stood at the door of the hospital, she looked at the patients of different walks who came to the hospital to see a doctor, and the doctors and patients who were in a hurry.

At that moment, she suddenly realized that there is nothing more important than her body.

Ni Ran turned around.

I returned to the attending doctor and communicated with the doctor about the operation plan.In fact, it is a small minimally invasive surgery.Surgery time is fast.

It doesn't take a week before and after the operation, and you can be discharged from the hospital in two days.

Ni Ran nodded.

She believed what the doctor told her.

She also has to believe in herself, she can get through it.

……

After that, Ni Ran rested for almost a month.

That's when I learned the guitar.

The first score she learned guitar was the song "Miss Dong".

She felt so uncomfortable last night, not all because of Teacher Ji, but also because she thought of her loneliness for so many years, and she survived everything by herself.

But it is very possible that Jiang Shi is because of the lyrics in it.

And I feel that I still can't let Teacher Ji go, because she is married, and I am heartbroken.

The more Ni Ran thought about it, the more uneasy she felt.

She picked up the mobile phone on the table and ran towards the teahouse.

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