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After the two stayed at grandma's house for a few days, they rushed back to Mocheng.

Before leaving, I saw that my grandma was in much better condition, she could eat and laugh, so I made an appointment to come back in a few days.Before leaving, grandma mysteriously called Jiang Shi into the room, and when she came out again, Jiang Shi couldn't stop smiling.

Boss Ni held back until the two of them got into the car, and then asked her what was going on, she was so happy.

Jiang Shi also paid a pass: "Guess."

Boss Ni frowned deliberately, and said, "It's hard to guess."

Jiang Shijiao said angrily, "Oh, take a guess."

Ni Ran thought for a while and said, "Did I give you something?"

"Why are you so powerful!" Jiang Shi sighed, and took out two red strings in the bag, and handed one to Boss Ni, "Grandma said, she made it when she was lying in bed recently. It is said to be a transfer rope. When you are away from home, when the Mercury is retrograde, you can transfer it."

"That's right." Boss Ni was delighted when he got the red rope.

"That's right," Jiang Shi said with a smile, "It's just that grandma hasn't done the final finishing touches yet, she said to burn the two ends with a lighter, and that's it."

Boss Ni looked at the transfer rope and had an idea of ​​her own. She said, "Since grandma hasn't finished it yet, let's add something to it, okay?"

"Add something?"

"I have a lot of beautiful gravel in my studio, which we brought back when we went out to find paint or soil. I go back and polish it, so it can be strung on a rope."

"Wow! Yes! It must be very beautiful!"

In this way, grandma's heart and Boss Ni's creativity are combined.

However, after Boss Ni finished speaking, he had some concerns: "But this is the transfer rope that grandma made for us. If we add some other things into it, it won't be too good."

"No, we think that the red rope can be seen casually. But the one with gravel is very special. Besides, grandma didn't finish it, so I think she wants us to play it freely."

"Then I'll try it."

"If it looks good, let's make one for grandma too.

"..." Boss Ni thought for a while and said, "I think grandma, we have to go and see if there is any jade. We should bring the gravel."

"But isn't jade also a stone?"

"But jade looks better and is more valuable. We can customize a security buckle for her, which can be worn on her hands or around her neck."

Ping An buckle back gift transfer rope.

Whether it is the prayers of the elderly or the concern of the younger generation, they are the most genuine emotions.

The end of the year is approaching, and Ni Ran's studio has entered the next round of busy work.

A few days after returning from elsewhere, she suffered from insomnia for several nights.I don't know why, and obviously there is nothing bothering her, but she just can't sleep.

In those few days, Jiang Shi happened to be out for a trip.

When Jiang Shi came back, Boss Ni's situation was already serious.

She is busy with her own things repeatedly every day, without a smile on her face.But after being busy, I often don't know what I am busy with.

I have been drawing billets in the past few days.

I kept drawing blanks, and then repaired the dried works. When I picked up the pen, my head was blank.

She didn't know why.

Is it the bottleneck period?

This happened before, but before returning to Mo City.

She took a very tricky order, and it took more than half a month just to design the pattern.Every time she stayed up late to rush out a work, it was rejected by the other party.She also thought about it, this order is not accepted.

But every time she wanted to give up, she felt that as long as she persisted, maybe she would succeed.

After about two months of back and forth, the other party finally nodded and felt very satisfied.

It's just that Ni Ran fell into a state of being unable to cheer up. She began to question herself repeatedly, from why she made this work, to why she established a studio, and to what the meaning of doing this thing is.

She felt as if she had fallen into a strange quagmire.

It is clear that she has already made a work that the client is satisfied with, but why, she does not have that sense of satisfaction, or a sense of accomplishment.

She has been thinking about this question over and over again.

Later, she contacted Teacher Ji.

I probably told her about the depression in my heart.

Teacher Ji said that she also had such a period of time, that is, she repeatedly questioned herself.It was obvious that every step was not deviated.But why, I feel very unhappy.

One day later, she sat in the studio and looked at the pictures drawn by the students.

From the messy at the beginning to the realistic enough in the end.

She suddenly realized that, in fact, she was only indirectly used to denying herself, and felt that she still had a lot of things that she hadn't done well.Or, not being who you want to be.

However, now she only needs to watch the students make little progress, or understand her teaching.

is enough.

"So it's not that you haven't done well, but you are habitually denying yourself during the process of growing up. To define the state you should achieve at the moment. Or, you are too tired at this stage. And blindly too tired. You try to slow down and listen to your own voice."

"Why do you have to keep moving forward?"

"We're tired, so let's stop and rest. Right?"

……

Is it because you are tired?

During the few days at Jiang Shi’s grandmother’s house, it was the first time that Ni Ran didn’t do any work for so many days.I didn't pick up the pen to draw the pattern that others wanted.Did not communicate and communicate with customers.

She seems to stay in place temporarily, feeling the purest life between people.

Everything seems to be very slow, so slow that after eating, I no longer think about when to release new works, but where to go for a walk.Or, do you want to watch the sunrise tomorrow?

When she returned to Mo City again, she was surrounded by a kind of impetuousness and fast pace that belonged to the city.

The night Jiang Shi returned to Mocheng, Teacher Quan arranged for her to go on a business trip.

It is said that there is a branch in the city next door and she needs to go there for training.That night, Jiang Shi packed a few clothes and went to the airport.

Seeing her turn and leave, the moment she walked towards the boarding gate, Boss Ni felt lost.She waited at the airport until her flight took off before returning to the studio.

She didn't sleep that night.

First, I waited for Jiang Shi's plane to land and reported to her that it was safe, and then in the middle of the night, a client said that he wanted to change the design of the work that had been negotiated before.

She said that her husband's family felt that the previous pattern was not suitable as a gift at the wedding banquet.

Ni Ran asked her, but that suddenness, isn't it what you like?

She said yes.It's what I like.

What else needs to be changed.

You got married, not your mother-in-law.

The other party hesitated for a while before saying: "But marriage is a matter between two families. Besides, my mother-in-law thinks the production cycle is too long, and I'm afraid I won't be able to catch up. It's just a wedding gift, there is no need to make it so complicated." Trouble. The budget they gave is not a lot."

In fact, the so-called not suitable as a souvenir, the cycle is too long, and it is too troublesome. In the end, it can be summed up as yes, budget.

Ni Ran didn't communicate too much. She replied that marriage is a very sacred thing. Compared with two families, I think the opinion of the bride is also very important.Of course, if you think the cycle is long, I can't help it, after all, it is hand-made.Not molded.You can also choose pottery souvenirs that suit you according to your actual situation.

The wedding will not be held until next October.

What can't be kept up with? In the final analysis, it's just that the in-laws think that there is no need to pay so much attention to the so-called souvenirs.

The other party quickly replied to the message and said, thank you.

She also sent Ni Ran a red envelope, saying that she had communicated with her for such a long time before.It's embarrassing.

Ni Ran didn't accept it.

Just say, there is no need for red envelopes, just ask for some happy candies.

I wish you a happy wedding in advance.

But Ni Ran knew that her life after marriage would not be very happy.

The relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law is bound to be a mess.

I just hope that by then, she will still be able to choose the life she wants.

At about twelve o'clock at night, Jiang Zhi sent a message saying that the plane had landed safely.

Ni Ran replied almost instantly: "Okay."

"Is anyone picking up?"

"some."

"it is good."

"Then when will you arrive at your place of residence?"

"Two or ten minutes."

"it is good."

"Go to bed early. I will send you a message when I arrive."

"I'll be waiting with you."

The moment he learned that Jiang Shi was going on a business trip, Boss Ni thought about going with her.But there are a lot of things piled up in the studio, and running back and forth is too much trouble.

Jiang Shi also said that she used to work, and there were people picking up and dropping off there, which was very convenient.

"But I'm not worried."

"But if you go, I don't worry about it."

Boss Ni was silent.

"You, just wait for me to come back obediently. When we're done, we'll go to grandma's house. Is that okay?" Jiang Shi said to comfort her.

Boss Ni let out a sigh of relief.

Jiang Shi took the initiative to kiss her: "Ranran, we all have our own things to be busy with, and you have your own life too. You can't just revolve around me."

"Can't I go around you?"

Jiang Shi was amused by her: "It's ok, what's wrong with Boss Ni."

"It's just that I think the most comfortable state between us is when we each have our own rhythm of life and personal space."

There is nothing wrong with saying that.

Whether it's Boss Ni or Jiang Azhi, they all have their own things to do.If one day, for the sake of the other party, don't do what you want to do.

is the most uncomfortable.

"Then I'll wait for you to come back."

"it is good."

But he said yes.

But in my heart I feel reluctant in every possible way.

Boss Ni never thought that one day, she would be so dependent on one person.

Waiting and waiting, Boss Ni became more energetic.

She originally thought that she couldn't fall asleep because she was worried about Jiang Ashi, and she could fall asleep after she sent her a message.

But unexpectedly, after several nights of contact, she didn't sleep well.

Just during those few days, she actually saw Teacher Ji drinking alone in Gu Xing's tavern downstairs.

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