shake green

Ground to life.

Forever with tears in my eyes.

Since she chose to become an art student and started to learn to draw, she wanted to use her pen to create her own Utopian paradise.

But later, in order to satisfy her family and earn more money, she did not hesitate to compromise.With life, with her family, and ultimately with herself.

If she had insisted on pursuing her own dream at that time, it might be difficult for her to support herself now.But at that time, she loved everything.

Because that was her pure love at first.

No interest of any kind.

Dali does not have a direct train to Beijing, but Mocheng does.

Ji Yi bought a ticket from Dali to Mocheng, and then transferred from Mocheng to Beijing.This time she bought a sleeper.She thought it was because she was getting older, and it was still quite painful to sit on a hard seat for more than ten hours to go to Beijing as before.

People, I have to admit that the older you get, the more you will have problems with your body.

Ji Yi had been sitting for a long time before. When she was drawing a picture, she would sit motionless in front of the drawing board.Her shoulders, neck and waist are both flawed.

As long as you sit for a long time, you will be so painful that you can't stand up straight.

When she passed the age of 30 and was about to turn 40, Ji Yi felt that her physical function was declining.She is also practicing yoga recently.Don't talk about keeping in shape, at least make yourself look more energetic.

The day I arrived in Beijing.

The sky is very blue, a sky blue that can be seen through at a glance.

She thought that the news always said that the smog in Beijing was very serious, and she thought that she would not be able to see the sky in Beijing.But she was lucky, the train landed and transferred to the subway.When I got out of the subway, I looked up and saw a piece of sky.

This is the capital.

It is a place where countless people chase their dreams.

It is completely different from what it has been in the past ten years.

In those years after graduation, I was always very busy, busy teaching students to draw, and also busy taking students out for exams.After the exam, one batch was sent away, and another batch came.

Day after day, year after year.

More and more people began to call her Teacher Ji, and her studio was getting bigger and bigger. When she was too busy, there were students who had graduated from the studio and came to help her.Later, the studio was closed, and she also sold it to her students.

If she wants to give it to someone else, she definitely doesn't trust it.

This studio was founded by her alone.

Later, every time she returned to Mocheng, she would go to the studio to sit for a while.

The studio has a good source of students, and the tuition fees it charges are relatively low.Her studio is the first studio to open in that area.Later, many studios were opened one after another, but none of them had as many students as their family.

At that time, Ji Yi cooperated with the school and took some courses in the school, but later she was too busy, so she gave up.But later, the leaders of the school would always contact her and ask her to attend classes at the school, or send some good students here.

Ji Yi's students are mainly junior high school students, or some primary school students.

There are also high school students, but they are relatively few. After most high school students are admitted to high school, they will be guided by professional teachers from their school, and there are fewer studios outside.

Junior high school students study for about two to three years, and take the senior high school entrance examination and professional examination.Entered high school as an art student, and finally took the college entrance examination and provincial art examination as an art student.

That's how Ni Ran went to high school and college.

It can be said that her entire youth.

They all grew up under the company of Teacher Ji.

When Ji Yi later wrote the story, she also included Ni Ran in it.

She said: "Although I have lost myself for a long time, it is undeniable that during that time, I have also met very important people. She always said that I taught She grew up, but for me, I think she gave me confidence."

Let me think that people only need to find something they love.

There will always be tears in my eyes.

"Later, she also found her own happiness. It was not the kind of happiness that she saw on the surface, but the real and irreplaceable kind of happiness."

On the day Ji Yi attended the autograph session of her favorite writer, Beijing was foggy.

The smog began to engulf the city. Ji Yi looked up at the sky and said, "Sure enough, the smog in Beijing is really serious."

But I can't resist the charm of this city.

Prosperity, dreams, love, feasting and feasting.Also all wrapped up in the city.Opportunities are everywhere.

After meeting her favorite writer as she wished, Ji Yi was very excited inside, but her face was calm.She pretended to be very calm and smiled at her.But Winton had tears in his eyes when he left.

She became more certain that she wanted to live in Beijing for a while.

Ji Yi rented an old house in the suburbs near the Sixth Ring Road in Beijing.

One bedroom and one living room, on the sixth floor, with an open-air balcony, no elevator, when walking up the stairs, you can still hear the wind whistling at the stairs.

September is the beginning of autumn in Beijing.

It is still very cold in Beijing at night. Ji Yi has never lived in the north, her skin is so dry that her makeup tends to get powdery, which made her put on a mask every night.Trying to salvage dehydrated skin.

During the day, she sleeps.

In the evening, the inspirational thoughts flooded.

She writes manuscripts with the computer in her arms, and sometimes she writes by hand when she gets tired of writing.

During that time, she disconnected from the Internet and retreated.

I hardly contact anyone, and I don't even update the dynamics at night.What she wants to do is to write everything she wants to write.

She was very calm.

She always gets up in the afternoon, goes to the market, and buys vegetables for two or three days.Then pass by the flower shop nearby downstairs and buy a bouquet of flowers.Go back to the residence and simply get some food for yourself.

Sometimes I will take a video to record it. Most of the time, I finish eating peacefully.Then turn on the computer, and when I can't write anything, I read a book.

After a while, the flowers are about to wither.

She hung the flowers upside down as dried flowers, then clipped them to the side of the paper bag, and replaced them with fresh flowers.

Sometimes when she is free, she paints.

Painting flowers in a vase, painting the sky in the suburbs of Beijing, and painting cats running around downstairs.What the eyes see is the material, and what comes to mind is what they want to say.

she thinks.

This is the life she wants.

You don't need to interact with too many people.

There is no need to be bored with intimacy, nor to be distressed with getting married and having children.

She thought, life is just like this.

She lived for others in the past, let her live for herself from the moment she wakes up.

In the story she wrote, the last ending is written:

"May the love in your life be enough to fill your eyes with tears forever."

After the manuscript written for the publishing house is finished, it is handed over to the editor for final review.

Just in winter, Ji Yi packed up and went to Tai Village.But she didn't return the house in Beijing.She thought, she should return to Beijing for the winter soon.

She hasn't seen what winter in Beijing is like.

I heard that it snows in Beijing in winter.

She still remembered that it was written in "Dream of Red Mansions" that the old snow in winter is also very good for making tea in the coming year.Miaoyu soaked for Daiyu.

She thought, she could ask Jiang Shi what to do another day.

now--

She is going to bring her Pu'er tea to reunite with old friends.

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"Full Text"

The author has something to say:

The story of "Shaking Blue" ends here.

I am also very satisfied with ending with Teacher Ji.

I used to have my teacher Ji, who accompanied me throughout my youth and witnessed my growth. It can be said that I started writing the story of Lily because of her.but--

We can only go so far.

She is not as cool as Teacher Ji, but she has taught a lot of life principles.It can also instantly soothe all my bad emotions, when I'm at a loss, when I can't make a decision.

She also once said that she is very envious of me, and can always insist on making stories she likes.

But in fact, I envy her calmness even more.

She can acknowledge her loved ones with those around her and get along peacefully with her family.

She always said, when can you show me the Lily story you wrote.

I always avoid saying, wait a little longer.

But I know that there is no chance.

Because, in every story I write.

There will always be her shadow.

How can I let her see it.

This is, my secret.

with this story

Dedicated to my youth, my Teacher Ji (although Teacher Ji doesn't have many roles hahahaha)

PS: I think I have more feeling when I write BE, do you want to try it next time haha.

Finally, thanks to the little friends who leave me messages every time

I already remember you~

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