or you bump it back

They ate for almost two hours, during which time they kept asking for additional food. For the first time, Shan Xian felt that he could eat so much. He has always been not picky about food, and he seldom felt good about eating. There are very few things I eat that I feel are not tasty.

This time it was rare to indulge themselves like this. They all lay on the chairs unable to move after eating, but their faces were full of satisfaction, and the table was a mess.

Most of them were roasted by Su Ming during the period. Among them, Su Ming also ate the least. The other three of them didn't stop eating at all. They ate the most barbecue. If it wasn't for Shan Xian who added a little more food, he would have doubted all of this. I haven't eaten meat for decades, and he took two bottles of beer on the way. It's really good to drink, and it's so comfortable to have a sip of wine and a sip of meat.

This was the happiest meal he had eaten since he came here. He glanced at Su Ming. The lines on the face are clearly visible, and he suddenly remembered a sentence, the neck is the most visible part of a man's handsomeness, if the face is good-looking, but the neck is thick and short, no matter how you look at it, you will feel weird.

Su Ming's neck is long and slender, and his skin color is a little fairer than other people's. Looking down the neck, his chin is not too sharp, but it's a bit flat when you look closely. His skin is pretty good, and his lips...

It is reasonable to say that a few bottles of beer will not make him drunk, but once a person relaxes after a full stomach, his eyes will be unscrupulous.

Maybe his eyes were too obvious, Su Ming moved his other arm, thinking that Su Ming was going to look over, he immediately grabbed the beer can in front of him, pretending to take a sip, but he almost lifted his neck to the ceiling It's gone, but still can't pour a drop, it's empty.

Uh, the desktop has been swept clean by them.

But Su Ming just raised his arm to press his eyes, and the other hand hangs casually, maybe the light on the ceiling is a bit glaring.

Fortunately, fortunately, he was not discovered, and he didn't know why he felt a little guilty, and his fingertips holding the beer can trembled slightly.

A few people sat and digested food, the proprietress came to ask if they needed more meat, a few people said no at once feebly, the proprietress looked at them, smiled and walked away.

Shan Xiansuan understood what their delicious food was like, and he estimated that he would come over to eat in the future. He got up and went to the front desk to pay the bill, and asked the proprietress if he could pay for membership. He wanted to continue eating next time, and the proprietress said Her family didn't like this, and told her repeatedly that as long as he and Su Ming came over, they would definitely reserve seats and discounts for them.

He should come over to eat with Su Ming and the others, Shan Xian thought.

After eating and drinking enough, a few people had a rest, and when they left the shop, it was already dark, and the small shops outside were busy with customers, and the nightlife in the small city was still going on, even though the city was very small , but there are still some well-known milk tea shops in this city, and the business is booming.In comparison, the business of barbecue and hot pot restaurants is better, and roadside barbecues are also good.

Shan Xian looked at the three of them and wanted to leave after greeting them. He didn't follow them wherever they wanted to go. He had been out all day today.He stopped a car at random and got in the car. Chen Tong waved to him. Su Ming glanced at him and said nothing.

He went to the vegetable market first. At this time, there were not many vegetable sellers, and many of them were preparing to close the stalls. He found the place where his grandmother often set up stalls, and the stalls had already been closed. Then he continued towards home. go.

When he got home, his grandma was eating at the dinner table.

The meals are very simple, no meat, two small dishes with rice, and the portion is not too much, the dishes may be leftovers from their own sales.

"Has Xiaoxian eaten?" Grandma asked.

"Eat it," he said.

He looked at the simple meals on the table, and took out the money he went to the bank to withdraw this morning.

"This is my living expenses for living here. I will pay it every other month. You can keep it." Shan Xian said.

His grandma paused for a moment with her eating hand, and then continued to eat the food in her hand.

"No, I can still support you." Grandma said

Shan Xian was stunned for a moment, raising the word, he has never been raised in a serious way since he was a child, he is just a crystallization of accident, he lacks a complete family, in his childhood, raising this obligation and that Women have never fulfilled it. From childhood to adulthood, he has never said in a population that I will raise you, but I will not raise you when I was born, and I will raise you without paying attention. He has always felt that he raised himself.

Shan Xian's eyes gradually turned red. In order to hide his emotions, Shan Xian went out to the bathroom and washed his face. He always felt that he didn't care about family affection. When he was very young, he longed for it so much. Have the same normal family affection as others, calling mom and dad intimately.Later, when he grew up, he no longer had extravagant expectations for these emotions. After being brought here, he never thought that in this poor penthouse, he heard from the mouth of the old man who lived on a little food money every day, You two words.

He thought that he hadn't had time to establish a relationship with this old man during this period of time. Sometimes he felt that he was a little uncomfortable in getting along with him, and the two of them rarely talked. He felt that he might have to gradually get used to being with him. Adapted, but he didn't expect his grandma to say this sentence today, Shan Xian suddenly felt a bit broken, his heart was not hard enough to be indifferent to any emotion, so he almost lost his composure in front of his grandma.

After washing his face casually and calming down, Shan Xian walked back into the house.

Her grandma has finished her meal and is clearing up the dishes.

"When I was still growing, I couldn't always eat so simple. I was afraid of lack of nutrition, and I still wanted to grow taller." Shan Xian changed his words, taking his own body as an example, if his grandma thought about it carefully After thinking about it, he would never take his grandson's body seriously, and he wanted to be a little tougher, but after thinking about it, let it go.

His grandma stopped tidying up the bowls and chopsticks, and picked up the money on the table after a while. After Shan Xian looked at it, he finally felt much more at ease.

He goes back to his room.

The grandma at the dinner table cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks, her hand holding the money trembled slightly.Slowly walked back to her room, closed the door, and went straight to the bedside table. She opened the bottom layer of the cabinet and took out a wrapped photo album. Slowly opening the album, a young woman with a pretty face and a smiling face is facing the camera, holding a little boy in her left hand, looking at the front of her in confusion, she gently caresses the photo, Then he looked at the money in his hand, and finally wiped it gently on the boy's face, his gaze stayed silently.

Shan Xian looked at the time, it was not too late, he sat in a chair and waited for a long time, whenever he was emotionally ups and downs, he liked to sit quietly in a daze, the barbecue he ate today, his body was full of blood. It smelled of charcoal roasting. He picked up a corner of the hem of his clothes and sniffed it. The smell was so sour that he didn't notice it when he ate it. He didn't notice it until he got home. Even his hair smelled of charcoal roasting. .

He got up and immediately went to take a shower. He soaked the changed clothes with washing powder first, and soaked them overnight to get rid of the smell.

nightfall.

Shan Xian lay on the bed, closed his eyes quietly, and after an unknown amount of time, he began to dream, and the address in the dream was a barbecue restaurant.

They had already finished their meal in the store, Su Ming still pressed his arms to his eyes, and kept his posture motionless, Chen Tong and Zhao Feng were gone, the whole hall was empty, and the orange light shone down above his head , the quiet shop in the dream looks softer.

Shan Xian sat across from Su Ming, and he stared at Su Ming for a while, then he began to approach Su Ming slowly by a strange coincidence, the lines on Su Ming's neck became more obvious from a close distance, and only his chin was exposed on the arm that covered his eyes Su Ming's nose is more delicate, but his profile is sharper.He slowly moved over, Su Ming still didn't move, and gently touched his lips at a distance from his chin.