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After leaving, he himself was forced to leave Liucheng.

All eternity may only be placed in words and disappear in reality.

There is no law to defy.

After arriving in England, Jiang Hao was once again neglected and isolated because of his language barrier and withdrawn personality, but at that time, there was no longer a shining young man to accompany him to comfort him.

From then on, he began to avoid crowds and reject all group activities. When he got the special admission opportunity of C University, he chose the computer science that deals with machines. He never appeared in any groups until he returned to China.

A soul named Jiang Hao disappeared from Liucheng out of thin air, but he did not appear in the British world. He was stuck in a dark and lightless interlayer like this. Floating in the cold sky, with nothing to rely on, you may fall at any time.

Then he really fell, into a piece of icy river water.

I remember that on the day when he left Liucheng, he held the things he wanted to give to Mu Chen, and waited and waited by the pond. Bit by bit recalled over and over again in my mind, looking forward to his appointment.

But what was waiting was not Mu Chen, but the person who came to pick him up to England.

Although it was a last resort, he still left without saying goodbye.

He admitted that he was disappointed and sad about Mu Chen's missed appointment at that time, but in the past nine years, he thought that this knot of heart had already disappeared in the depths of memory with the passage of time, wasted and buried, until it was buried in the alley. When he heard Mu Chen's words "I didn't miss the appointment on purpose", he realized that those regrets and unwillingness had not disappeared, but were quietly hidden in the depths of his consciousness. It broke our hearts.

It wasn't until Mu Chen said that sentence that this knot was really untied.

Jiang Hao walked to the window and looked at the window with the lights turned off and the curtains closed. Something seemed to cut a small hole in his heart, and something hidden in his heart poured out unsuspectingly.

Nine years.

Nine years ago, he was forced to leave here, to leave his humiliating old memories, to leave his cherished companions.

Nine years later, he returned here with his own strength.

Like a goose going south, it never forgets returning north.

He knows that nine years can change a lot.The once brand-new community can become old, the once newly planted saplings can grow several feet high, the once blue sky will become gray due to the emission of smoke, and the people who were familiar in the past will also become gray due to the long separation. Like a stranger.

In the past nine years, I have really changed too much. Even when I look back at the shy and innocent little boy in the past, I feel strange.

So when he reunited with Mu Chen, he didn't dare to go forward, afraid that if he opened his mouth, the truth that things are right and wrong would ruthlessly shatter the dream that lasted nine years, making him lose even his last thoughts.

So he was timid and flinched, obviously the person whom he had missed for nine years was close at hand, but he dared not appear in front of him decisively, saying "I miss you very much, don't come here without any problems".

But Mu Chen didn't change.

Jiang Haoyao stared at him and saw that he ran towards a wounded man whom he had never met without hesitation, bandaged his bleeding wound with his school uniform, and tried hard to pull his shoulders, trying to pick him up and send him to the hospital. The health station went to do emergency treatment, and after the crisis, that tired and sunny smile.

It is distressing and warm.

At that time, Jiang Hao knew that the kind and warm heart nine years ago had been perfectly sealed in the crystal box, protected from rain, snow, and wind and frost.

Years have passed, but my heart has not changed.

That boy is still as dazzling as nine years ago, shining like a star, attracting him to approach, attracting him to answer his nagging questions, attracting him to accompany him over the courtyard wall, accompany him into the school, accompany him He does anything, goes anywhere.

He knew there was no way he could refuse.

But he never expected this.

Originally, he just wanted to fulfill the promise he should fulfill, so he would silently be by his side, just be an ordinary classmate, help him, accompany him, and he didn't even dare to expect his friendship.

He told himself that it is good to do some things, for his own peace of mind, not to show his concern to others and make the other party moved by it. Such motivation will make promises cheap.

But in front of Mu Chen's smile, all these self-deceiving words are useless.

He couldn't help wanting to get closer to him, and he didn't want him to suffer any grievances and injuries, even though he knew that Mu Chen was such a strong and sunny person, not fragile at all.

But when he returned to China, knowing that he had endured cyber violence, heard others taunting him, and saw beer bottles smashed at him, he lost control time and time again, and his heart seemed to be torn by countless thin threads. itch.

It was a pain that he had never felt when he was humiliated as a child.

He couldn't help standing up for him again and again, wanting to protect him behind him, just like how Mu Chen protected him back then.

He knew he was wrong, and this had exceeded his original purpose too much.

But he actually discovered that he actually liked these "mistakes".

This heart told him to let nature take its course.

He has always been used to precise control of codes and data, but now he actually chooses to let everything in front of him develop naturally, regardless of whether they are still operating according to his plan.

Jiang Hao put away his wandering thoughts, left the window, went to his desk and dialed the phone.

"Hey, Uncle Li, have you received the money I transferred to you? I was a little busy a few days ago, so I didn't take care of it. Don't mind." Jiang Hao's words had a rare respectful tone. Cold syllables of affection.

"Got it, actually... you and the chairman gave me my money, you actually... don't need to transfer it to me."

The voice of the person on the other side was old and hoarse, with unnatural pauses from time to time, as if struggling, but after the long-distance transmission of radio waves, these unnaturalness became much lighter and it was difficult to detect.

Jiang Hao just struggled out of the flood of memories, so he didn't pay much attention.

"You have taken care of me for so many years, you know my temper."

"Yes, but it's true, it's not worth it."

"It's hard for you, you have to do things for me after retirement."

"Xiao Hao, it has nothing to do with whether you retire or not... The love... the love is still there. From now on, if you have anything to do, just tell me."

The phone hung up, but Jiang Hao didn't recover for a long time.

mutual affection……

Uncle Li was hired to take care of him when he went to England. Although Jiang Hao called him Uncle Li, he was actually old enough to be his grandfather. Uncle Li took care of him from the day he arrived in England until Jiang Hao called him Uncle Li. In the spring before returning to China, I only said that I wanted to retire.I used to think that everything between them was just for work needs, but I didn't expect that Uncle Li has been thinking about the past love until now.

Perhaps during the nine years in the UK, I was not only disappointed and cold, but also had a trace of unaware warmth, but I was already numb from the cold in the cold night, and I had no perception of this trace of warmth.

After talking to Uncle Li, Jiang Hao checked WeChat again and saw an unread message.

[The person you want to check has a clue. ]

Below is an encrypted file.

Jiang Hao opened the file and roughly browsed the contents inside.

[not enough.continue. ]

16. Ambiguous temperature

The next morning, Mu Chen limped downstairs while holding on to the railing. His feet were so swollen that he would no longer be able to ride a bicycle. He planned to go downstairs and use his mobile phone to take a taxi to school.As soon as he arrived downstairs, he saw a tall and handsome figure wearing a helmet standing downstairs in his house.There's also a black electric car that looks cool.

Hmm... That handsome "driver" was still wearing the ugly school uniform of the No. [-] Middle School with blue stripes on a white background.

Hearing the heavy sound of him jumping downstairs, the "driver" turned around, revealing the icy face that Ms. Cheng praised last night.

The owner of the icy face pointed to the back seat of the electric car, motioning for him to sit on it.

"Jiang Hao, where did you steal the electric car? It's pretty cool..."

Before Mu Chen finished speaking, the other party put another school uniform jacket in his hand on himself.

Mu Chen always refuses to wear a thick sweater due to the recent warming, but the huge temperature difference between day and night in northern spring can still make him feel the obvious chill in the air in the morning, so the warmth brought by this coat becomes particularly obvious.

For a moment, I couldn't tell whether this warmth came from my shoulders or from the bottom of my heart.

"Have you ordered school uniforms? Why two pieces?"

"You can't wear your school uniform anymore?"

It was only then that Mu Chen remembered that Jiang Hao took the initiative to talk to Zhou Yue, and that was probably what he was talking about.

The clothes are a bit big on the body, but not much bigger, just a little looser than the original ones, which is good and comfortable to wear.

"I pay for the school uniform..."

"It's for you."

Why doesn't this person let himself finish talking today.

Forget it, for the sake of him delivering the school uniform and taking the initiative to give him a ride, Young Master Mu forgives him.

Because we talked for a while downstairs, it was a bit late when we set off. In order not to be late, Jiang Hao quickly put on the helmet for Mu Chen and drove the car, and also accelerated the speed while riding.Mu Chen naturally wrapped his arms around his waist.

Jiang Hao moved uncomfortably at first, but then he seemed to accept it calmly and let him do it.

"Wow, Jiang Hao, you can ride an electric bike! It's so cool!"

Is this difficult... Jiang Hao was completely speechless to him.

"you will not