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mother's life.

"The people I found tried to find out the details of the car accident, but it took too long, and they didn't report to the police station for investigation, so there were very few clues. But we changed our way of thinking, from you Investigate with your grandfather, and found that an orphanage has a close relationship with your grandfather, and there may be people there who know the inside story. It’s just that you’d better go there yourself for this information.”

Jiang Hao understands what Jiang Yifei means. Although the two of them have only had business contacts these years, he has always admired Jiang Yifei's talent and personality. Jiang Yifei also kept his secrets and never told anyone.Both he and Jiang Yifei knew that things back then would not be simple, and it would be inappropriate to let outsiders know about it. Such things should really be investigated by themselves.

"I see. You don't need to check these things for me anymore." Now these may be all the information that can be found, and if it continues, it will only be a waste of effort.

"Brother Jiang, don't, it's not for nothing that I've known you for so many years. I'll continue to let people pay attention to you in the future, but you still have to work hard on the main ones." Jiang Yifei stopped jokingly calling him "Master Jiang", Instead, he respectfully called "Brother" and sincerely expressed that he would continue to help him.Jiang Yifei knows that he is older than Jiang Hao, but in the years he has known Jiang Hao, he admires his tenacity, composure, and decisiveness, and he is willing to call him "brother".

"Also, Brother Jiang, no matter what you know, don't be trapped by the past."

"Well, I will, thank you."

This sentence of thanks is rarely emotionally colored, breaking away from the monotonous gray and white in the past, and it is enough to make the other party feel trustful and close.So much so that Jiang Yifei wondered if the Jiang Hao in front of him was an illusion caused by him not waking up. Although it was only a subtle change, it was really rare for this person.

Jiang Yifei picked up the silver USB flash drive on the table, staring at the figure gradually out of sight.

Although this boy was young, he was admirable for his strength and formidable for his calmness, as if he had formed an indestructible hard shell that could block all pressure.

But who knows how many suffering experiences, how many struggles and dilemmas lie behind this hard shell?

Perhaps, only he himself will know.

36. Jungle of Thorns

Probably everyone will have more or less shortcomings in life, some are formed in the acquired development, and some are innately determined and cannot be selected and changed.

Ever since Jiang Hao could remember, his family has never been complete.

The person who grew up with him was his grandfather, but he liked to call him grandpa, as if calling him that would prove that he had the love of both his parents and his family.

But he knew that these were childish self-deceptions.A lie that is so clumsy that it can only deceive itself, a bubble that will burst without poking it with your hand.

Almost every moment he is reminded of the harsh truth.

"This child, whose parents are gone, is really pitiful."

"Parents are gone, and his grandfather is the only one raising him. Hey, at such an age and with such a small oil bottle, he is destined to be unable to survive in this life..."

"It can't be... which illegitimate child doesn't dare to recognize it?"

"My mother said, he is a wild child without parents, let me stay away from him!"

"..."

Pity, disgust, jealousy, malice... poured out on a child who is not yet sensible, so that he has to learn to get used to other people's complicated gazes and wanton comments, and ignore them as if they were air, and forbear not to publish any comments.

He is just an unprotected child, he has no way to change anything, and he has no ability to refute anything.

However, the hope in the child's heart is a seed of great vitality. Even if it is born in such a barren rock crevice, it can always thrive after a spring rain.

The experience of going to England was a moist spring rain, but he would not have expected that after a few drizzles, there would be a chilling winter snow, mixed with a biting cold wind, extinguishing the newly rekindled hope.

In the first week of his arrival in the UK, a Chinese-speaking British man claimed to be entrusted by Chairman Hao to take Jiang Hao to handle a series of matters related to emigrating to the UK and enrolling in the local school.Jiang Hao seemed to be living a step-by-step life again in this strange place soon. He went to and from class the same way, was unpopular and had no relatives, but the playmate who would comfort him and accompany him was not there. By my side.

He lost a friend, but seemed to... gain a dad?

After arriving in the UK, Jiang Hao was very concerned about the man who picked him up and never showed up again. According to Uncle Li, he should be his "father", and he hired Uncle Li to take care of him, but I have lived here for more than a month, and he has never visited me again?Also, where is his mother?

After getting along with Uncle Li for a period of time, Xiao Jianghao thought that he should be someone who could be trusted, so he carefully asked the question he was most concerned about: "Uncle Li, the one who picked me up at the door is very tall. Is that my father?"

Uncle Li seemed a little surprised that Jiang Hao didn't know about it yet, but he still patiently explained to him, "Well, yes, Mr. Hao said that day that he picked you up here and let me come over. He is the one you want to meet Yes. He is your father, and he asked me to take care of you."

But Jiang Hao is still very puzzled, since he is his father, why didn't he reveal his identity to him, why didn't he come to pick him up earlier?He didn't even say a word to himself when they met.

Jiang Hao used to observe the parents who came to pick up their children from school. Most of them were very close to their children, would smile at them, hold their hands, and ask them about interesting and troublesome things at school in a gentle voice. , it seems that they want to know and care about every little detail about their children.

Jiang Hao, who had never experienced fatherly love, referred to all the examples he knew, and thought that none of them could match the man's attitude.

He wanted to ask Uncle Li why he didn't come to see me, but he timidly held back the words.

Long-term isolation and malice have taught children what it means to be cautious in words and deeds.

Another month later, Jiang Hao's "father" who picked him up to England still didn't show up.

A child is a child after all, so he couldn't help asking Uncle Li: "Uncle Li, Dad...why didn't you come to see me?"

"Chairman Hao...should be busy?" Although he answered quickly, the uncertainty in his tone was clearly revealed. "Are you tired, Xiao Hao? Get some rest early after finishing your homework." Such a change of subject seemed too blunt, and it failed to stop Jiang Hao from making further inquiries.

"How can Dad come to see me?" The tone of this sentence should have belonged to a child's coquetry and innocence, but when the boy said it, there was a bit of despair and hope in his voice. emotion.

Uncle Li didn't want to perfuse him anymore, but he didn't have the heart to tell the truth, he just said: "As long as you study hard and work hard, the chairman will always come to see you."

Jiang Hao went to a very ordinary school, there were no other Chinese besides him, and the teachers also used all English in class, so it was very difficult for him to communicate at first, let alone acquire any knowledge.The other students in the class would laugh at the poor English he had learned so hard, bully him for not being able to understand, and deliberately swear at him. Jiang Hao obviously felt their malice, but he was used to it, so he didn't care too much. .

Although school life is difficult, life in a foreign country is not as difficult as imagined. Just like the days before meeting Mu Chen, Jiang Hao endured other people's strange eyes, unreasonable speculation and deliberate isolation, but Fortunately, with Uncle Li's pick-up, he no longer has to be afraid of gangsters and unscrupulous beatings.Jiang Hao doesn't have many requirements for life, and these are already very good.

However, the so-called "father" still hasn't even looked at him.

From Uncle Li and auntie nanny, he gradually learned that his "father" is the chairman of a large company. It seems to be a very high position, rich and powerful. Said he knew nothing.

Although the road ahead is still full of fog, the existence of "Dad" is undoubtedly a life-saving straw for Jiang Hao, giving him a glimmer of hope for life on the edge of the cliff, and then giving birth to more fantasies.

People will always have hope, as long as there is still a ray of sunshine, they will temporarily forget that the reality is often dark.

Jiang Hao really wanted to know more about his parents, and also hoped to better adapt to life here, so he worked harder to learn English.Perhaps due to his talent and persistence, he is a fast learner. In less than a year, he has learned all the basic expressions, and he can even understand the sarcasm that his classmates bully him because he can't speak English.Of course, he still turned a blind eye to these and would not take the initiative to expose them.

Even though he was dubious about Uncle Li's suggestion, Jiang Hao followed suit.

He began to study harder. After learning English, he did not stumble in class as before, and his understanding was no problem at all.These courses do not seem to be difficult for him, and some knowledge can be understood after reading it, and even the school courses are no longer suitable for his rhythm.