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.I am, you have seen those posts on Tieba, right..."

Jiang Hao didn't really want to talk about those posts, so he didn't respond to him, but just reminded Mu Chen to sit down.

But Mu Chen was unmoved, as if he had to finish what he wanted to say before turning back and sitting down.

"I, I just want to apologize to you, those posts... I also know that everyone is spreading nonsense, I just, well, I just care a little bit, I'm a little afraid, afraid that you will mind, afraid that you... will give birth to me gas……"

What I'm talking about is all nonsense...

Mu Chen tried his best to express his meaning clearly, but the harder he tried, the more incoherent he became. He almost punched his own mouth.

"I'm not angry, and I don't care. You don't need to apologize." Jiang Hao found that his lies seemed to be getting more and more proficient, and he could say these things without changing his face. Except for his sweaty palms, there was probably no evidence to prove his panic .

Jiang Hao forgave him.

Originally thought that Jiang Hao would mind those rumors and be unhappy because of his estrangement, but he didn't, he calmly seemed to be talking about something that had nothing to do with him.Mu Chen felt that he should be happy, but when he heard the phrase "don't care", his heart seemed to be pricked by a needle, and it hurt and itched.

What's going on, do you want him to be angry?

His heart became more and more confused, and he even forgot that he should turn back and sit on the seat. Before he knew it, the bus had entered the next stop. The driver braked a little anxiously. Mu Chen was caught off guard and leaned back, losing his center of gravity. Xia Xia stretched out his hand forward, trying to grab the back of the seat to stabilize himself, but he was too flustered and missed it.

However, the hand that grasped the air was tightly grasped by the other hand, and that hand wrapped his own hand, which was slightly wet, and the fingers were stained with the cool breath of the morning, and the slightly lower temperature passed through the tight air. The sticky skin was passed to the back of Mu Chen's hand, which made him calm down quickly and regained his sense of balance.

"Thank you, thank you." After Mu Chen sat firmly, Jiang Hao quickly let go of his hand. The moment he left, Mu Chen seemed to feel the temperature rising from that hand. personality does not match.

"It's okay." Some people came up from the front door, Jiang Hao sat back in his seat, and added, "Sit down."

There is a train station next to this station, and the people who come up seem to be people who have just got off the train. Many people got on the bus at once, and when the seats were full, there was a middle-aged man with a lot of luggage who didn’t have a seat. , Jiang Hao and Mu Chen both stood up and gave up their seats, but Mu Chen was a little slower, and that person had already sat in Jiang Hao's seat.

Mu Chen pulled Jiang Hao and signaled him to sit here, but Jiang Hao shook his head.

There were a lot of people sitting next to him, and Mu Chen was too embarrassed to talk about those embarrassing topics with Jiang Hao, so he had to put on an extremely upright posture and look at the scenery passing by the window.

Since there were very few vehicles on this road, the speed of the bus was relatively fast, and soon they approached the next stop - a cemetery.This cemetery is relatively desolate, and it takes a long time for someone to take care of it. The opening hours are also extremely random, but generally no one will go to the grave so early. I thought that there would be no one waiting for the bus at this station, but Mu Chen found out An old man stood under the sign.

When the old man got in the car, Mu Chen quickly stood up and gave up his seat to him. His forehead hit Jiang Hao's chest in a hurry, and his soft hair brushed against Jiang Hao's neck. The immovable wood made Mu Chen slam into his arms, his ears and chest were on fire, and he reacted and supported Mu Chen's arm.

Mu Chen felt that he had lost all face today, and ran amok as if he lost his sense of balance. After standing still, he quickly helped the old man to his seat, and the heat on his face subsided a little.

"The quality of young people nowadays is really high, thank you." The old man looked a little bookish, and the tone of thanks was very kind, which made people sound very comfortable.

"You're welcome, Grandpa, this is what we should do."

Mu Chen had a good impression of this old man, and chatted with him a lot along the way, while Jiang Hao watched them silently, feeling calm and gentle in his heart.Time suddenly became very fast, and before I knew it, I arrived at the stop of No. [-] Middle School.

The location of the No. [-] Middle School is very remote, and it is not in the same direction as the road out of the city. Many people got off the bus halfway, probably to transfer in the suburbs of the city. Only the two of them and the old man they met were left in the car.

When Mu Chen saw the school gate of No. [-] Middle School, he said goodbye to the old man affectionately, "Grandpa, we are getting off the bus, be careful on the road!"

"Hey, wait for me, I want to get out of the car too." Before the car came to a complete stop, the old man stood up with the back of the seat propped up. The inertia of the brakes made him shake, and Mu Chen was so frightened that he hurried to help him.

"Grandpa, please slow down, we will help you go down together."

Helping the old man out of the car, they walked towards the school gate together. Jiang Hao and Mu Chen had school cards and went in directly, but the old man had to register at the concierge. They originally wanted to wait for the old man to go in together, but he was worried that the two children would be late for class. Tell them that someone will pick them up later, and let them go to the classroom first.Hearing this, Mu Chen had no choice but to walk to the teaching building with Jiang Hao.

"Jiang Hao, that old man got into the car at the cemetery. Who do you think he was sweeping the grave for? He still went so early."

"do not know."

In fact, Mu Chen was not very curious, he just wanted to find a topic to chat with Jiang Hao, so that it would appear that they were not so estranged.But since they met, in fact, he has always been the one looking for topics, and he has become accustomed to Jiang Hao's reticence, because he knows that it is not indifference, but the nature of this person.

It's just that Jiang Hao's silence today made Mu Chen feel a different kind of low pressure from the past.It seems that there are some unspeakable heavy emotions, and some unnatural traces are revealed because of trying to cover up.

Jiang Hao didn't want to guess so much, and he didn't want to mention that cemetery, because he had been to that cemetery more than once after he came to Liucheng.

He visited this cemetery nine years ago. He followed his old friends and students after his grandfather passed away. When he was young, his grandfather was an excellent teacher. After he retired, he seldom contacted his old colleagues and students. After grandpa left, they all received news to mourn him, and held a funeral for themselves who couldn't handle such things at the time.

At first he was just looking for "Grandpa", and then he accidentally found his mother among the tombstones next to him.

[The Tomb of My Lover Jiang Xin

Born on March [-], [-]

Therefore, on December [-], [-]

Winter [-]]

The tombstone is engraved in standard official script, neat and orderly, with a gentle beauty, just like the person in the black and white photo above.

That was the first time Jiang Hao saw his mother.

The eyebrows and eyes of the woman in the photo are very similar to his own, but the eyes are not as indifferent and blunt as his, but seem to be soft with warmth, which is incompatible with this cold tombstone.Her hair is long and straight, with a lock of hair hanging by her ears, she has an indescribable girlish temperament, as if she will never grow old, the corners of her mouth are slightly raised, and she looks easy to get close to.

Jiang Hao looked at the woman in the photo, and even had hallucinations in a trance, as if he called his mother, and this woman would change from gray and white to color, and walked out of the photo, hugging his shoulders trembling with excessive sadness, Gently stroking her back, scolding him why he didn't come to see her earlier.It seems that what is before them is not an irreversible separation between heaven and man, but a reunion that is several years late.

But the illusion is an illusion after all, the moment the illusion disappeared with the morning mist, tears had already blurred his eyes.

After leaving, next to the tombstones of Grandpa Jiang and Jiang Xin, there were additional bouquets of carnations as white as snow.

The former is the love of seven years of nurturing, and the latter is the grace of October pregnancy.

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Mid-Autumn Festival double update tomorrow!I wish you all a happy Mid-Autumn Festival in advance and a family reunion!

41. Wishes connected

After the get out of class bell rang, Mu Chen couldn't wait to drag Jiang Hao downstairs.

Today is the day when the report card of the final exam is released. According to the usual practice, the school will post the ranking of the grades of the final exams of senior one students on the notice board downstairs of Teaching No. There will be no big fluctuations in the top [-]. I have no interest in this ranking. At most, I will wait to see the ranking of myself and my friends on the second day after the ranking is not particularly large. I will never pick this one. Join in the fun when there are crowds of people in front of the notice board.

But today he seemed to be suffering for a second longer, like a Tang monk seeking scriptures in the west, he worked hard to reach the notice board and began to search for a name.Seeing his hurry, Jiang Hao couldn't hold him back, so he had to let him rush into the crowd.

Although Mu Chen reached the front and occupied a favorable terrain, the notice board was too big and there were too many people. He happened to be standing in the middle of the page, and he could only see the 200-500 people in the middle. The name you are looking for.On second thought, yes, he is so good, he must be in the top 100.

So he moved slowly to the left, and when he saw the ranking a little higher, he suddenly felt that there was a lot of noise around him, as if he had discovered something important.

"Fuck, I haven't seen this No.1 before!"

"Dropped No. 260 more points, it's against the sky!"

"Didn't you watch the basketball game last time? This guy just transferred this semester, Jiang Hao, from class (6), didn't his class win the basketball game last time?"

"Yes, yes, and he is super handsome, his appearance is as good as the school grass