Jealousy and I love you

That bastard Xie Yu took a picture of me when I was dozing off, with my head tilted like an epileptic, with my mouth wide open and snoring softly, without any image.I was so angry that I wanted to scratch her to death, but she still insisted on keeping it as a treasure, reminding myself that it is useless to look at the face, no matter how handsome a handsome guy is, there is also an ugly side that is too ugly to bear to look at.

Ling Feng still treats me respectfully, treating me like an older brother, but this crazy girl seems to never pay attention to big names, and has been fighting with me since the first day she saw me. When Chen Yuzhong and the others first saw it, they rushed up to ask for an autograph with a smirk.

Even so, when the two of them work, they seem to be different people, professional and experienced, with quick hands and feet, and eloquent.

I am ashamed.

Back in Hongcheng, I realized that compared to post-production, shooting in heavy wind and rain is relatively easy.I suspect that if you want to be a good director, you must have severe obsessive-compulsive disorder and neuroticism. Even if there is only a few seconds of footage, they must be accurate without a single mistake, and even a second of peeing can't appear.

Everyone stuck to their posts nervously, reviewing the film over and over again, and even paying attention to whether the six people swear quickly and quietly, so as not to fail the review.

I was about to vomit looking at the faces of the six people, and I could recite what they had said with my eyes closed.Chen Ya did what she said, and she really treated me with very strict standards. I feel that I am even harder than Xie Yu and Ling Feng.

Spring is coming, and thanks to the age-old tradition of Chinese New Year, we were able to stop work for two weeks.The ratings of the second episode are still very good. I heard that the remote village has become a popular scenic spot. Somehow, I feel a little lost. I always feel that when there are more people, the peaceful feeling will never come back.

I went back to my hometown to accompany my parents. The two old people were also very happy, and they forced me to gain three catties.My mother often took my hand and asked me about my emotional situation with a look of concern.I don't know how to answer, it seems that she can't be satisfied with being with or not, so I have to say that I have talked with a few good ones, but if they are not suitable, I will break up.

"Mom also knows that this road is difficult, so we are willing to protect you, understand you, and support you, but this circle is mixed..."

"Mom, don't worry, I will pay attention."

"Also, mother, to be honest, don't be unhappy, you are not young anymore, I watch young people who are popular on TV, although my mother thinks you are more handsome and better than them, but..."

God, now even my mom is trying to force me to accept the fact that I'm old...or not popular at all.

I wanted to quibble a few more words, but when I saw my mother's eyes, I couldn't say anything.

"Didn't you sign with the company for ten years? This year is the last year."

"Yes, but..."

"No but!" Dad, who had been sitting on the sofa in the distance watching the news, suddenly interrupted me loudly, his tone was rare and firm, "If you still can't make it out, just think about your future plans in a down-to-earth manner."

Be realistic and admit your failures.

The euphemistic words of my parents are nothing more than trying to tell me so.

This year I have been extremely embarrassed. After dealing with the ardent expectations of my parents, I also have to face the sarcasm from my seven aunts and eight aunts, and the invisible comparisons in the class reunions. I am exhausted physically and mentally. Back to his den.

I haven’t been in touch with Liu Xun during this period of time. Everyone seems to be too lazy to update their personal news on social networks during the Chinese New Year. The earth-shattering wars and crying loves are lazily replayed on TV, and a few memorabilia Unclear name but a variety show that makes people laugh.

"Accepting the Challenge" seemed aloof at this time, perhaps because it was afraid that excessive replay would be boring. Since it was replayed once on the night it was aired, it was advertised as a clip on TV. If you want to watch the whole movie again, just Getting a search from a designated media platform can be regarded as a mutual benefit and win-win situation in disguise.

I stayed at home for two days, working out desperately, trying to get rid of the fat that my parents forced on me. On the third day, I finally mustered up the courage to knock on the door opposite. Unfortunately, Liu Xun was not there, and I was probably still busy outside, or Let's go home to spend the New Year with my parents.

Speaking of Liu Xun's family, it can be regarded as full of disasters and disasters. It was originally happy, and both parents were able to earn money. However, in the third year of high school, his father was caught cheating and soon left the house. Start from scratch again.Liu Xun's mother is also proud and arrogant. The knowledgeable and intellectual teacher in the university is very low-key. After completing all the procedures without saying a word, she came to tell Liu Xun:

"Hey son, I'm divorced from your dad."

Now the two of them are doing well. Liu Xun has never posted photos of his parents, and he rarely talks about them. It's just that the three of them will still come out to get together during the Chinese New Year. The meal is like a ceremony, stiff and embarrassing. .

This is what Liu Xun said to me when I first met him. I have seen his mother. The same woman with a baby face looks cold and heartless. The straight face is like a childhood nightmare that can make me pee my pants at any time .

God knows how much influence parents will have on their children. Anyway, Liu Xun's weird personality doesn't seem to be like anyone else.

Before I started worrying about where Liu Xun was fooling around, there was news about him on Weibo, but it was not good news.

Someone broke the news that he was hospitalized with serious injuries.Then someone said that the assistant almost died because of a car accident.

Most of the rumors on the Internet are nonsense, and I have seen a lot of them, but I didn't pay much attention to them at first.But then, more and more people began to forward it, and the power of three people becoming a tiger should not be underestimated.

I couldn't sit still anymore, and randomly selected one of the group blessing text messages I received and sent it to Liu Xun, waiting for his reply, but the guy who never left his mobile phone when he was not working actually didn't reply me.I checked his Weibo and Moments again, and the latest news was just two days before the car accident was reported on the Internet.

I became uneasy and even called Brother Wang to ask about it.

Brother Wang's voice sounded surprised:

"You don't know? Then you should contact his assistant. The PR draft may be released in a while."

"Then... what's the phone number of his assistant?"

Something really happened to Liu Xun.As soon as I saved his assistant's phone number, the push message popped up from the menu bar by itself:

"Liu Xun was in a car accident, and an assistant in the same company was seriously injured, suspected of being drunk and driving."

My hands were shaking a little, and I pressed a few wrong keys when dialing.

The thousands of troubles in my heart were condensed into a heavy hammer the moment Assistant Liu Xun picked up the phone, beating his heartbeat one by one.

"Hi, I'm Yan Su'an..."

"Oh, little brother Yan." This is his female assistant, and the voice doesn't sound wrong, "Are you looking for Liu Xun?"

"Yeah, what's up with him..."

The background sound on the female assistant's end was a bit noisy, she told me to wait a moment, then put on the earphones and replied to me: "I'm buying food for Liu Xun outside the hospital, he's fine, just..."

"What?" I interrupted her eagerly.

"Liu Xun was scratched by the glass of the car, and there may be scars, just around the neck and face."

The hammer in my heart suddenly stopped beating, and with a puff, it disintegrated into flying dust that covered the sky and covered the ground, covering everything.

When I was on the phone, I kept wandering in front of the full-length mirror in the living room. When I hung up the phone, I looked up and looked directly at myself in the mirror.

I can't believe that's me.

The person in the mirror was actually grinning.

laughing.

The author has something to say: the word count is a bit shabby, but I just wanted to stop here.

Generally, the beginning of dog blood means the sublimation of emotions...